My name is Julia. I have for many years been a cross dresser. It gradually started with wearing stockings and a garter belt , then panties , and gradually over a long period of time -- high heels , skirts, breast forms .
I am fortunate to have a good profession as an expert translator . Languages come easy to me and I was able to establish a nice little business and eventually employ a couple of people to do most of the work. This gave me at least half of the day to enjoy myself!
Unlike most transsexuals ,I never had any great feelings of gender dysphoria when I was little. I never felt the compelling need to dress up in women's clothes . I was a regular hetro guy who liked sucking cunt -- and I did just that till I was in my late 30's . It was only then that I really feltthe need to cross dress and from then on I began to realize that I was attracted to men and wanted to have sex with them . And of course I did . But I never felt really happy about gay sex. I felt that I only really wanted to suck penises and be fucked if I could do so as a woman . This fell in nicely with my increasing desire to dress as a woman.
So I rented a little room , put in a bed , bought more clothes , took some make up lessons , lasered my body to make it hairless and let my hair grow .
Now that I had the facility available -- all I needed were the cocks ! It wasn't that I was so crazy about men as such. I've always found them so stupid !
It was their dicks I wanted -- all the time and in me
How the hell was I going to find them ?
I began by joining gay phone contacts and letting men know that I was available. Men came because of course I was doing it for free! The problem with this is the guys wanted to suck me -- and this just did not interest me -- because I wanted to be the girl in sex
I would manage to get 2 or 3 men to fuck me everyday . I reallu loved being being fucked anally I always made sure that my bottom was clean and I had poppers available to relax my muscles there. I loved the feeling of being penetrated by a man.
By now of course you will have guessed that I was on the slippery slope. Why , I thought, should I be blowing guys on my knees - for free all the time. Why in fact not go the whole hog and do it properly !
I was , after all, divorced, I owed nobody nothing .
So why not tits and a face lift !
Why not indeed !
I found a qualified psychologist and told her my history. She came to the conclusion that as I had been cross dressing for so long , it was clear that I had a gender issue .and I could properly and legitimately be defined as transsexual . That being the case I was entitled to begin transitioning .
It was really obvious that I was already transitioning anyway because my hair was long and that was the only hair on my body .
I was sent to a doctor who gave me a prescription for hormones. Actually it took quite a long time for my tits to start developing- the best part of a year really before I could see real protuberances. Oh, how I loved going into a shop for the first time and buying my first bra !
( How I loved the sensation when a man who really knew what tits are about , would lick my nipples and make my dick stand up ( you 'd be surprised to know how most men are butchers and haven't a clue how to excite even a tranny woman like me !).
Then I had the added pleasure of throwing away the breast forms . Didn't need them any more , as my tits slipped into the cup of the bra. Now I was no longer a cross dresser -- I was a real transgendered woman.
As the feminization kicked in -- I took the inevitable step. I suppose I always knew that it would happen and that eventually I would become a whore . I wanted multiple sex every day . Actually I really NEEDED multiple sex every day! I was really only happy when I had a dick in me ( either hole would do !) .I started advertising on the prostitute web sites.
I think I needed the sex in order to validate my femininity. I had to have the confirmation of a man treating me as a woman all the time.
Obviously the best way to get lots of sex was to make myself available for any man who wanted me -- and that meant whoredom .
So I reckoned that I would make some good money whilst doing something that I wanted and needed to do anyway .
By now , dear reader , you are probably bored and want some sex action so I will try not to disappoint you !
In my part of the world there are lots of types available -- white ,black , Jew , Arab , Russian . I don't care -- they all can and do fuck me .
Sadly nearly all of them are cut -- so when I get a nice cock with a foreskin , it's a special treat because I do like the feel of a complete cock in my mouth . I had one a couple of months ago . Young guy ( which is especially nice) He didn't want to fuck me -- just wanted a blow job . So I was on my knees with his dick in my mouth and I was taking it all in backwards and forwards feeling the top of the cock and playing with the whole skin which is so different from the circumcised cock . He then gets me on my back on the bed with my head hanging over the side whilst he stands over me -- and wanks his cock over my face . Naturally he cums , his hot spunk splattering all over my face . I greedily licked it up and used my fingers to get that part of the cum that was lying on my face into my mouth.
I don't mind at all .i enjoy being used as a receptacle and - I seem to spend a lot of my life wiping cum off my face !
There is nothing like a nice cock in my mouth -- I am perfectly content to have one in me all the time . I like the feel of the cum shooting into my mouth . Sometimes I swallow , sometimes I just let it ooze out of my mouth and then I show my slutty face to the client .They like to see a girl's face covered in cum.
I also enjoy the power of my mouth . My ability to suck on a cock for a long time even with the clients who need time to cum . I suck hard and fast to make them cum . then I feel them explode their hot juice . I did it ! I can make them cum! They cum because of what I do to them!
You know what they say about black men -- that they all have big ones. Well its not true -- I've had lots of black guys with average size cocks and I've had white guys with huge ones.
But there is one black guy I had a couple of weeks ago . A soldier . Young . Not a particularly exciting body but .... When he took oFf his pants - OMG !!!!truly a perfect cock . Really big ( I kid you not ) . I sucked him like a maniac , then I condommed him and got him inside me . he fucked me beautifully and filled me up . Heaven . Then I made him cum in my mouth.
He began to get dressed but I wouldn't let him and sucked him slowly back up ( when you are 20 years old this is not so difficult!). I was on my back on the bed with his dick wedged in my mouth getting harder ( I was also pretty hard too ) and I so loved the feel of this gorgeous cock filling my mouth completely . It took him a little while before he again deposited his load in my mouth. Simultaneously I wanked myself off -- something I rarely do .
Well sometimes when you are a tranny whore -- there are presents on the way !
Of course you don't get pulsating massive organs all the time ! On the contrary . It just so happens that for some reason you remember the big ones the most !
Take , for example the guy who I registered in my telephone as "the Bent " A really tall guy , by no means handsome but -- with a very very large dick , which had a distinct bend to the left. He used to come once every couple of weeks . So tall that my head could rest on his chest standing up . Just like a woman ( well that's part of the attraction !) .
He would undress go straight to the bathroom take a shower and come out . He was so tall that I could sit on the side of the bed , mouth open so that he could slide his cock into my mouth whilst I was sitting and he standing over me. I would suck him for a while then he would insist on 69 and suck me whilst his massive dick was jammed into my mouth . I would lick it and his balls and rim his ass , whilst he would suck me.
Then we would get up and I would take a deep strong sniff of poppers ( to open my back hole and often I would demand that he stick it in me whilst standing up . I would turn around facing away from him , lift my leg high and get him to pierce me hard . I would feel the massive organ at the entrance to my hole and then feel it passing through the ridge until he was deep in my body -- and I would be taken like a real woman skewered on a real man's penis.Then he would put me on the bed and fuck me from behind hard and mercilessly pound my fuck hole with me whimpering from the massive invasion of my battered and stretched hole, before cuming deep in the condom .
Then last week he actually phones me to tell me that he is going back to his ex wife and wont be seeing me any more . Actually he has done this once before and came back to me because nobody sucks better than me and he knows it . And who else is going to give anal like I do to a massive dong like that which swerves to the side !
When I first started cross dressing, I always wore a garter belt and stockings . Such a tranny item . That dropped away a bit as I became more and more feminine -- as though I didn't need it so much now that I had tits and completely hair free legs . Sometimes , however the client likes these sort of accoutrements and I do confess to loving the feeling of fresh new nylons on my legs and the so feminine feeling of pulling the nylons up ! When you add to that the necessity of always wearing high heels during the sex act , you can imagine a picture of a complete whore ( which I am perfectly content to be )
I particularly love being fucked when I'm on my back , my legs open and in the air , encased in nylon ,my stilettoes high , whilst the guy is holding both heels of my shoes whilst pounding my fuck hole deep and I am taking it as a woman .
Talking of shoes -- well I have this guy who is a "masochist light" He likes me to stand on his body in my shoes -- especially on his balls with one foot on his neck and the other on his cock . Its quite a tricky little exercise -- but if that's what the client wants -- that's what he will get!
And it invariably brings him to the orgasm which he has come for.
After he has cum once , I gradually coach him back to life. Takes a bit of doing but I do, after all, have expert lips . When I've got him hard, I sit on him backwards facing the mirror so I can watch his cock going in and out of my hole as I writhe up and down on his pole like the little slut I am.
.When he"s on the point of cuming I whip the condom off him , direct his cock to my open mouth- he shoots his load into my throat and I swallow the hot cum which he has deposited in that particular orifice .
This is what I have become -- a slut who uses her two holes to service men.
It was when I met Robert that I began to look at men other than just bodies with cocks attached to them ! Most men are really pretty dumb and are useful only because of what they have hanging between their legs. Robert was different. He was a body builder with rippling muscles and a very fair sized fat cock . When he came to see me , he would take me like a real man roughly and passionately . One of the few who really kissed me -- always hot for me . And I love to see the effect I have on a man . Robert was hard as soon as he walked through the door . And I was on my knees in seconds sucking wildly on his fabulous dick whilst fondling his hard sexy body . Robert never lasted long . he would fuck me fast and brutally and on the point of coming wrench off the condom and spurt his cum all over my face . I would love to do a porno film with him
A real man
Not like me -- I'm a tranny whore
I suppose it wont be too far away before I get myself a cunt --" in for a penny in for a pound ' as the Duke of Wellington once said ! I dream of having sex with 5 or 6 men -- one in my cunt, one in my ass, one in each hand and one jammed down my throat spewing his hot load into me
Oh let it happen . Then I will be a complete woman