I wonder if you feel the same way about medical examinations as I do. But then I used to get so stewed up at the thought of having to take my pants down in front of a strange male person, I don't think I could describe how I felt. Was it just plain embarrassment, or did I have deeper emotional feelings?
I used to get teased at boarding school about my ass. We used communal changing rooms after outdoor games. The other boys used to call me `Chic-ass' because of my well rounded buttocks. It didn't upset me too much, in fact I quite liked it. It gave me a sort of effeminate status and it was often obvious too by the state of their cocks that their comments signified approval.
Despite this there none of my fellow school mates ever did anything to me physically. The furthest it used to go was occasionally when I would be standing in the nude on a bench, my best friend Greg would say some thing like: "Webster", my surname, "you are standing in a highly sexual position!" His voice would be a bit shaky as if he was trying to suppress some deep emotion or instinct.
But I have always felt self-conscious about my bum ever since, especially when people watch me walking. I makes me feel I am either wobbling my ass or the rest of my body to compensate!
That was all some seven years ago and by this time I was 24 and had just applied for a very high powered post selling hardware systems based in Holland and I had to go for this medical examination before the main interview. What sort of thing would make me fail? I wondered. The job description went on and on about the need for the successful candidate to have a strong personality, drive, courage, perseverance and all that sort of stuff. It was like saying `You need balls for a job like this'. Perhaps they intended checking me out literally!
I couldn't even be sure if I would be asked to take my pants down and the strange thing is that the prospect of it not happening was perhaps my main or only fear. Or was it that they would say I looked too effeminate. But then in all other ways I had a really well developed male physique even if I hadn't grown lots of chest hairs my pubic hairs were OK and I was even growing some behind my balls and between my legs; I fact it was only my ass which let the side down; or did it? Perhaps they would just check out my testicles or would they go further?
What was I thinking? I mean really what did I expect?!! Surely not all those fantasies about the guy or guys giving me a rectal examination, probing my prostate, or even giving me an orgasm!! How ridiculous but that was my state of mind as I went into the doctor's room.
At first it was just questions about inoculations, any previous illnesses and stuff like that. I could see he was working through a form on his desk. Then he went over to the other side of the room and as he was walking back said very casually: "OK take your pants down please and just pop up on the couch there." I could see he put on some rubber gloves so I expected him to tell me to turn on my side and pull my knees forward so he could investigate my ass-hole, as I remembered a doctor doing once when I was much younger. But he didn't and with me expecting all that excitement you get when another person touches your genitals all he did was briefly to feel my scrotum and then immediately said: "Could you pull your pants back up now please".
Had I laid there for too long expecting something else to happen? No I didn't think so, so why this choice of words as if somehow I had gone too far or done something wrong. I feel so emotionally vulnerable when I am in the nude like that.
"Is anything wrong?" I asked him.
"No, no! that's absolutely fine!" he replied smiling in a good humoured way.
I could see he was still filling in something on that form. I couldn't see from where I was sitting but I imagined perhaps a tick box: `Balls -- Yes/No or 2/1/0 Tick which applies' It was all a bit of an anti-climax in every sense of the word!
The main interview came soon after the medical and was to be in Amsterdam for just one day so they just provided me with flights but no over-night hotel so I had decided to book myself into a cheap place on the canals and perhaps be a little adventurous in the evening. I had heard it said that you could realise any sexual fantasy in the Red Light district. But to be honest I am usually careful to stay out of trouble.
The hotel was a short walk from the tram stop which was just as well as I had to carry a heavy projector as well as my lap-top and suitcase in which I had packed far too many clothes. The reception was an informal sort of office with an old guy behind a desk and a young guy drilling holes in the wall to hang pictures of what looked to me like some really nice original art work. I had to fill in a small form with dates, passport number etc. Then as I handed it in the old guy said the room was on the top floor and gave me a key. Immediately the young guy hanging the pictures came over. "Please let help you with that luggage!" he said picking up all the cases and setting off with me up these steep winding stairs. The old man had said something to him in Dutch which I think was to express concern that he was leaving off his work. The young man had gestured that he would be back right away.
"Thank you for this" I said. "These cases are so heavy are you sure you can carry all of them?".
"No! no! I don't like see you carry them" he said energetically in broken English. "They easy for me" he went on laughing, "you see in my country I was trained gymnast and now here I do swimming."
"So that's why you such strong arms!" I said also jokingly.
"Yes I have to keep them smooth you see to get speed. Maybe one day I get on Olympic Team" He explained that Slovakia was his home country and asked me if this was my first trip to Amsterdam.
"No" I said "I have been before but not on my own"
"Ah so you must see all the sights!" We had reached the room door now and I noticed he had a very handsome smile. I gave him a tip as we went in. "No, no you needn't but you are very kind." Then looking me up and down he repeated very pointedly; "I could not see you carry all that -- is not right!" He touched me gently on my bare arm as he said it. "Is there anything else I can do please ask!"
"Well perhaps there is. Er you see I was thinking of someone to show me all these `lights'"
"Sorry you say? I don't understand" he frowned slightly but he looked even more handsome.
"I want someone to take me round tonight. Do you know of anyone?" I said slowly hoping he would get it this time.
"Oh you like escort! Yes no problem!" then he continued while consulting his wrist watch. "I finish work in half an hour, then I put on smart clothes for you and see you here or down or where you like? Oh by the way my name is Sergie and I think you are Carl, is it? I could see the form" he said smiling.
"Wait a minute Sergei" I said. "Please don't dress up too much you look very good as you are now".
"How you mean I -- this is work clothes?"
"No what I mean is er" I hesitated and touched his arm. "Don't put something which covers you up too much"
"Oh I see, yes! ... I know what I shall wear. I come back here, I see you later" he said smiling and winking at me.
It was barely thirty minutes when the room door bell rang and I had just enough time to shower but I still had to tuck my clean white shirt into my trousers and put on socks. "Oh sorry! You like me to come back later?" Sergei suggested. He was obviously very concerned at disturbing me.
"No it's fine! Sergei you look fantastic!" I was not just being polite I felt really privileged at the prospect of such a good looking and flamboyant guy as an escort.
"It is special Bohemian shirt you see. But I also bring another one you see it has no sleeves but it show my tan only come so far" He pulled up his sleeve above his biceps so show me his upper arm which was less tanned.
"Look I show you other one" he said taking his shirt off. He was about to take the other out of a plastic bag.
"Hey! Oh Sergei you look so strong and handsome!" His chest was smooth shaven but packed with firm muscles. I just wanted to kiss his bulging pectorals and beautiful broad masculine shoulders. I couldn't take my eyes off him.
"You want I can go like this. You like?" he offered.
"Sergei I have never seen such a sexy guy as you! Hey what an escort you'd make! Do you really mean you would walk in the streets with me like that?"
"Of course yes! For you I do it you are, you are so ... er you see you have such nice how do you say ... figure?" He gently patted me on my bum. This exchange was giving me a lovely warm feeling. I had never been so complimented by any guy especially as he was so very manly.
"But look you will get very cold, you must have something on." I said running my hand over his chest muscles. So he slipped on the other sleeveless shirt. He did have a sort of `tide mark' of tan across his biceps but somehow it made him look even more sexy. I would be so proud to have this muscle man my escort. He made me feel complete in a way I never had before. I wanted to be his partner with my big bum and effeminate walk.
"I think you have better tan than me and you all over" he said parting the front of my shirt where the buttons remained undone. He put his arm around me. "You see I more white here" he said taking the other shirt off again and comparing his bare chest with mine.
At this point I too took off my shirt and remember musing that we now seemed to be undressing for this `evening out'! But I was finding it very hard to maintain any sort of formalities with Sergei. He must have sensed my excitement was mounting as he started kissing me passionately all over my bare chest and around my shoulders and neck.
"You see you have all over tan!" he said again with a shaky voice but trying to laugh.
"I can show you where I have no tan at all if you like" I said smiling at him.
"Go on! I love to see this place if you not embarrassed." Then suddenly checking himself. "Please I am sorry I am so cheeky to you Yes? I hope I not embarrass you., please promise you tell me Yes?
I said nothing but looked straight into big brown eyes and very deliberately undid my trouser buckle and slipped them down together with my to reveal the white skin on the top half of my buttocks.
If I had missed out on the medical I was not going to let this chance slip. I didn't care that he might think I was going too far. I knew he liked my bum. I think it provoked his chivalrous act of bag carrying bags for me. He seemed to recognise my feminine side and I felt so good about it.
The effect on him on seeing me gripping the elastic on my pants was electric. At first he ran his big hands over the top of buttocks. That was exciting enough but then he went frantic and started kissing my bottom and pulling my pants down further. Then he straightened himself and gave a great stretch as if to charge up his muscles. He had on a sort of light coloured tight fitting jeans but the material was softer than denim. Anyway the big bulge in his crutch left no more questions about his state of arousal.
"I think I had better check out your tan down here" I said cupping my hand over his bulge. He made no effort to restrain me as I unbuckled his big leather belt. Then I opened his flies and very deliberately began to pull his trousers down. Underneath he was wearing blue boxer shorts which were now stretched forward almost to tearing point. I slipped them down and there pointing straight at my face, (I could feel the heat on my checks) was the most fabulous big hard cock. His smooth and shiny pink knob was right next to my face. It looked so strong and purposeful. I began to feel him gently at first but he was so lovely and clean with soapy smells from the shower. I just had to take him in my mouth. At that point I heard him catch his breath as I started to work my tongue around his hot rigid knob as I drew him in deeper I pursed my lips around his tight shaft . He seemed so sensitive and responsive and kept saying blurting out words which I couldn't understand. Then suddenly he restrained me with his hand as I think he was about to cum.
Soon we were both completely naked and lying opposite ways round on the bed. This was it! the real sexual examination, none of the cold clinical touch. I was quite out of control. I was sucking his cock and groping his lovely big balls while he was kissing deeper and deeper into my bum slit. Soon I could feel his hot tongue on my cherry then all of a sudden he sat up and looked straight at me with his big eyes.
"You not mind me do this? You are so sexy! You are ready yes? I see you coming open you see." I knew he was referring to my ass-hole as he probed me with his finger while saying it. Somehow Sergie seemed to be in control of things despite his excitement. "You know I never did this before! I don't have any -- I don't know how you say" I could tell from the look on his face as well as his voice that he was telling the truth.
"Me too I never made love to a man before but I want you Sergei I want you! Please fuck me!" I said drawing him to me. I hadn't even cared to concern myself with condoms.
"But is not possible because you have so beautiful ass some mans has fucked you surely! You want I can get, how you call, condom?"
No Sergei I mean it you are the first. I want you like this. No condom! I want you to fuck me raw right up inside." I said as I lubed his cock with some cream beside the bed then put some around my ass-hole. All the time I could feel my hands shaking with excitement. It was as if someone was offering me a huge reward and I was desperate to claim it.
Suddenly he took me in his arms. I felt overwhelmed by his strong body and his manly determination about what he was going to do to me. Very deliberately he turned me over on my back then grabbing my ankles he forced my legs right back and apart either side of my head. It was the moment I shall always remember, the one I had unconsciously longed for all my life. His face was so rugged and masculine with those beautiful Slavic cheek bones. He looked deep into my eyes as he pushed forward against me, his muscles bulging as he restrained the weight of his body then with some sudden resolution, he plunged his huge hot hard-on straight up my open ass-hole and drove it deep into my bottom. It was really sudden; he didn't sort of gradually prepare me; I just felt this huge big presence surging up inside me. He told me later he just got so excited by seeing my ass-hole opening up for him that he wanted to stuff me right away. For me the thrill was beyond description as he worked his hard cock all round in side me. He seemed to know the most sensitive parts inside me. I was tossing my head from side to side and groaning and yelping with excitement as he probed my prostate and propelled me into orgasm after orgasm. If he had never fucked a guy before it didn't take him long to discover how to take control of my internal genitals. By now I was madly kissing his pectoral muscles and grabbing at his hairy buttocks as he rammed my ass harder and harder with his seemingly gigantic fuck pole. I could see beads of sweat were forming on his biceps and as I grabbed his ass more firmly my finger tips were reaching further into his crotch. Soon I had his cherry in my grasp and at the very moment I was getting a finger tip inside him I felt these pulsating spasms. It was all too much for him now and he had started orgasming deep inside me. I could feel his spunk gushing into me. It was like a great tide carrying his hot sperm and fertilising my whole body as his cock spurted his cum fluids right up my rectum.
This was no hotel porter. This fabulous man was everything I had ever wanted. I loved every inch of his big Slavic frame, his immense muscles and his resolute personality. I loved him and wanted every ounce of his virile fuck fluids. All those guys who teased me about my bum. The thing was they didn't have the balls to do me.
"Oh I love you! Fuck me full!" I was shouting then I lost it completely as I was overtaken by a massive rectal orgasm as Sergei`s cock began at last to subside. He gave me one last massive thrust as far up me as he could and I felt the last few drops of his virile fuck fluids irrigating me deep inside.
Eventually he rolled over off me and lay face down with his head on the pillow. He looked completely spent. But I was still in a very excited state. Somehow I had not managed to resolve any of my orgasms as Sergei's dick was so huge it must have held up my jizz. At first I was in awe as I looked at his beautiful strong body lying there but soon I found I couldn't take my eyes off his muscular buttocks and I couldn't help touching them. Soon I was licking between them and into his deep dark slit. I had to go further and I felt my heart pounding. It was an impulse that made me pull them apart but he still made no effort to stop me. His slit was quite hairy and, guessing his hole would be really tight, I suddenly had this overwhelming urge to fuck him! I kissed him deep in his crotch behind his balls where I had felt the spasms when he was fucking me. His buttocks were so strong and manly not at all like mine. I had never even dreamt of doing this sort of think to such a big man! I had pulled them right apart now and my tongue was now in reach of his cherry. I was deep kissing, licking and even probing with my tongue as I buried my face between his buns. I just wanted to get further and further inside him; by now I was licking him right inside his sphincter; it was as far as my tongue could reach into this powerful male bottom. Only my dick could get further and it was pulsing with thrills as it as it swelled harder and harder. Soon it was too much! I just had to do it. I stabbed my raging dick at his pink ass-hole. His anus was really tight but I had licked him well so his cherry was wet with my saliva. I had to maintain a steady pressure on him for about a minute until I finally felt his anus yielding. His asshole gripped my hood so tight I was crazy with excitement. He was trying to clamp his buttocks together as I sank my raging cock deeper and deeper inside him. I was past caring about what I was doing I just wanted to penetrate his strong body and fuck him with all I had. I looked down at his broad shoulders and heavy biceps as he lay beneath me receiving my manhood. Wow wasn't I going to fuck this man with everything I'd got. I was frantically kissing and biting his big neck muscles as I felt my spunk spurt from aching cock deep into his man ass! I lay on top him still kissing his body as I felt the last drops of semen ooze from my penis deep inside his rectum. I looked down at his deep slit now all sticky with the last drops of my jizz as I withdrew my slimy cock.
"You the first one do that to me. I never, never had that! Oh I don't know what to say ... you so sexy!!" We lay side by side for some minutes. I think we were both still admiring each others naked bodies. We had been so excited about each others genitals and bums and there was so much more to appreciate like his big strong legs and firm thigh muscles. He was still gently kissing me around the nipples on my chest.
"So we go out!?" I said jumping up suddenly.
"First we take shower, I think" said Sergei smiling handsomely.
We showered together soaping each others bodies all over then bringing them together in such a soapy sexy embrace that both our cocks were bone hard in seconds. We fucked each other in the shower. It was another first for me but I had often dreamt of doing it. Both our bodies were slippery and soapy all over. It was so sexy! We wrestled as to who would get in first. He did of course as he was the stronger. But again the feeling of this hard cock slipping up me as I stood before him was .. oh what can I say!? Then as soon as he had jacked inside me, and he didn't take long, I got my turn. I felt my dick aching and throbbing as I stabbed it in between those strong buttocks. I got in easier this time but his ass gripped me so tight I had lost control after about two seconds and somehow managed to find some more cum to shoot up that lovely hairy ass.
"I take you to meet my friend Bruchan. He will show you everything!"
"What sort of things?" I asked as we walked down the street to catch the tram.
"He can show you many things. ... He has very good connections you see! I don't show you rubbish you understand. You know every one of people he can show you, they all very good ... very clean no rubbish"
"I know you said that twice Sergei but why do you want to show me such people when I have you. You are better than any stud or anybody" I said putting my arm around him.
"You don't know. My friend he understand everything. You wait till you see he is big strong man and he can show you very nice boys even sheboys but I know he like you very much!" I tried to interrupt him but he continued; "You must experience now you are in Amsterdam! When you go home and you not do this you will, how you say, be kicking at yourself, yes?"
"But why do you want to introduce me to them. You will be jealous...."
"No, no!" He stopped me in mid sentence. "In my country when you have good friend you share everything"
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