Please be gentle, this is my first story. I've read several as I'm more than a little sexually frustrated at home. You know how it is when you have teenagers at home and we're both in early 40's, me at back of peak and him not. 1-2 times a month is not enough.
Disclaimers / do not read if offended by or in your area it is illegal to read erotic and explicit sexual fiction.
I'm 43, 5'6", and just under 200 lbs. - down 40 since February - Yay! My husband either is interested in sex or isn't interested in me. I'm pretty and carry my weight well, at least I think so. As a stay-at-home mom, I have always babysat kids for extra income. The little ones arrive before mine head to school and are still there when my two are home from school. I get little or no time alone or with my man.
As I said, I'm in my peak, well I am horny all the time so I masturbate 2-4 times a day. Usually in shower every morning and a time or two thru the day I'll sneak a quickie while the toddlers are either napping or with my daughter in afternoon. I know how to touch myself just right for quick or slow with bigger shuddering orgasm and I have couple of relatively small toys.
One vibe is magic bullet (thin and 4"), a purple cocktail shaped vibe about 6" and thicker. A couple months back, I found that tip of magic bullet in my ass is very nice as purple fills me up. Anyway, back to my daily routine.
Today, I get up at 5:30 to shower and please me before kids start showing up at 6. I feel much better lately, but the weight loss makes most clothes my very baggy. I do love my evening workout, swim, and occasional tanning. I've bought new jeans, and some yoga pants, and couple short sleeved tops as I don't want whole new wardrobe until I reach my goal of 155 or less. I do have few items I kept from when I gained the weight.
As a result of weight and being rushed, I typically just wear my robe when kids are dropped off until time my kids and older ones I watch are on bus. I'm usually in yard with the dog when the first kids are dropped off.
It's a mad rush from shower to greeting, feeding, and rushing kids to get dressed to meet bus. By time last kid is on bus, it's just me and three little ones. One is babe in arms at 5 months - I seriously thought I was done with diapers. The others are twin boys a few months shy of 3.
The boys are in midst of being potty trained, so Jenna asked if I could help. Of course I said yes since they are like my own even though she is their mom. I have them our in yard for couple hours a day they can run around outside with long shirts and no diaper so they recognize the signs. It does work as they always run to same tall bush to pee, but they insist on being out side as soon as others leave.
Today, like most days, they're out the back door as last kids are out the front door. Of course, the baby has been fed her bottle, new diaper, and is fast asleep in my arms. This means, I'm going to be on the back porch in my robe until lunch yet again. Fortunately, living in S. Alabama it been warm enough out in the mornings, but lately it's been getting somewhat hot by 9:30 - hot and humid! I really don't mind the shade as the boys wear themselves out.
Our yard isn't that big, but we live in Cul-de-sac so neighbors cannot really see into the back yard and we do have a fence , so we won't be bothered by nosing neighbors. I usually get boys to stay on porch, where I can see the little buggers while I get my laptop. Then I let them strip off naked and play in yard and sandbox - it's easier to clean them this way.
Babysitting, and not being from this city, I haven't had time to make any close friends. I have a lot if acquaintances and am fairly private person anyways. I surf the net, check out my high school and college friends lives via Facebook, email, news, etc while watching the kids out of corner of my eye. I should mention we have basement walkout, so the baby is out of sun in the morning and I let baby sleep in stroller. Christy works part-time for a dentist, so I only have the her on Tuesday, Wednesday, and Thursday - and today is Thursday!
It's about this time, I get pulled into my wicked ways. I'll read some "adult literature" on few sites roses if there is anything new and different. After a while, I have few tabs open looking at videos, pictures , and stories. With heat (both my heat and outside temp ) I usually have robe untied and falling open to cool off and steal some light strokes on my wetness and needy pussy. I sometimes get carried away and orgasm out there before the baby wakes, but today I'm feeling like a slow build, wicked slow.
I read all types of stories, but my favorite topics are spurned/neglected wives, cheating husbands with revenge sex, anonymous sex with strangers, cougars , exhibitionists (men and women), and bisexual (again both men and women). With my slow build, I want to try exhibitionism but am shy, ashamed of my body, and brought up taught that is wrong.
I've made up my mind, today I'm going to be naked outside! I'd built up the boys to getting used to seeing me naked. I started taking off robe to give the baths to clean off sand. I slowly worked up to leaving it off inside for longer and longer until I got dressed after lunch. Jenna picks up the twins at 2 or 2:30, then kids start getting back around 2:45.
It's nearly 10 and so far I've only untied and let my robe breathe a little. If someone came along, they'd see some cleavage, see the robe is open, but between table and laptop couldn't see between my legs. I took my left arm out of sleeve. I was so nervous , kept looking around like at anytime I'd be on the local news. One of the boys called out for water.
I didn't think, but I sat there for full ten seconds with blank stare. I slowly stood up, my right arm coming out of sleeve and robe falling Ito seat of deck chair. I was naked!! I did it! I walked over to the outside sink and got the boys a sippy cup full of water and called them to come get it. They didn't even blink at me as I handed them their water.
Not one to usually jump I with both feet, I checked on the baby, then walked out into yard. The sun was warm and even the grass felt odd on my bare feet. I get to go to gym after last kid is picked up, after dinner , and have made a point to use some extra money on getting a tan at one of those indoor tanning salons - another self pleasing opportunity.
The sun didn't exactly reflect off my skin, nor did I have any tan lines to show that this was new, even though it is very new to me. I strolled around the yard looking at my flowers thinking about weeding that I needed to get done. I was starting to get a little comfortable.
I picked up the baby and asked the twins to follow me. I went inside to get my beach towel, and I headed back outside to get some sun on the lounger. I moved the baby a little bit closer under a shade tree and set up the chair a little bit away from there to get in the sun.
The boys were a few feet on my right and the baby was a little bit off to the left. I was thinking I could get used to this! I snuck a quick touch to myself and found I was extremely wet. My mind is wicked, but I knew it would be better if I were to use my imagination now and my fingers later.
I started thinking of sex of all things, not just me but my need to have someone show genuine interest in me. I deserve it, though the only one other than my husband to reach third base was a guy I dated for three years, and that was junior prom. I was virgin on my wedding night at 27 - late start. He was much more "active" early on. His was the penis I've ever touched with and body part.
I sat up to survey myself. Overweight and losing is good, but my tummy hangs way to low. The girls are doing better, one of the first places I started losing weight - not quite perky tear drops, but you can see firm shape behind small fat. No stretch marks and not too much sagging - my boobs are almost as good as my dazzling smile and deep brown eyes. Legs and arms look good enough for. 43. I need to tone my rear asset.
I didn't get in sun much when I was younger. Even though, I have German ancestors (blonde hair) I got some good things from the Indian squaw - my grandmother on Dad's side - dark eyes, naturally tannish skin, and almost no body hair. My head and pubes are only places I can't maintain with a shave every week to ten days.
I got up and got play-pen from the porch as the boys played. The baby was stirring and was going to need toys soon. Quick check of phone and it's hard to believe its 10:45.
I changed the diaper gave her some water in a bottle. No more than ten minutes later and I could lay back down, this time mostly on my stomach so I can see all three if them playing. They look so innocent playing with the baby toys and giggling.
I knew it was too good to be true as I heard her clearing her throat. I turn to see Christy standing there. She was smiling one of those big knowing grins. I froze, but decided to play it nonchalant.
"I wish I knew sooner!" She sounded a little excited. "I never would've thought you to be a casual nudist."
If my heart beat any faster or my eyes widened, she didn't let on. I had been so busted and my fear was I could never babysit again.