It all started about 35 yrs ago, when I met three of the hottest men in my then short lived sexual life. I didn't realize it at the time, of course, but, they totally changed my life as I know it today. As a young man of 23, I had known for many years that I was not only attracted to men, but, almost needed to serve them. It was an inborn desire, that was to be nurtured far beyond my wildest dreams. I had been sucking cock, for a while, and loved that inner feeling of wrapping my soft lips around a hard cock, letting it slide into my wanting mouth, as it gave both the sucker and the suckee, the utmost pleasure. I wasn't picky, at all, ie:, large, small, fat, skinny, I didn't care. If it was a cock, that would eventually shoot it's hot salty cum into my mouth, I was a very willing participant, needing the protein it would provide.
The year was 1970, and I lived in a smaller mid west town, right off a major interstate route. I had just finished college, having some very interesting sexual encounters there, that may be revisited later, as explanations, but, not now. Let's just say, I had a GREAT time, in college, especially after finding out how much my room mate loved his cock sucked. I got my cum intake on a daily basis, at least, as he was a very horny young stud. So, after graduating, I stayed in the area, working at a small manufacturing firm in the accounting dept. I liked the job, ok, and the people there were very nice, but, needless to say, I missed the sex with my roomie. Also, it's quite difficult to meet guys, in smaller towns, so I would have to venture to a larger city, and look for the seedier side of town. So, I wasn't very active at all, because that just isn't me....or wasn't me, at the time.
Keep in mind this is long before the internet, and it's wild possibilities of today, so, meeting men was a challenge. No gay bars, bathhouses, or the like in the area, made for many nights of sexual frustration. Yes, I was beginning to think I had made a mistake in my living arrangements, and was about to make a move, to a larger metro area, when by, total chance I stopped at a truck stop just on the outskirts of town, to fill up my tank. After filling up, I went inside to get a drink, and go to the restroom. I had never been in this place, so, had to "look" for the mens room, as it was sort of hidden away, in the back of the truck stop, making it very accessible to truckers, but, not convenient to the regular front traffic. Anyway, once I finally found it, I entered, noting the shower stalls, off to the right, and men walking thru the entire area, with not much on. Hmmmm, I said to myself, this might be a potential cock spot.
As I was heading towards the urinal area, a burly black guy walked past me, almost bumping into me. I had to move quickly so as not to hit him. He had on a towel, and didn't even seem to know I was in the room, let alone right in his path. But, I noticed him, right away, as his towel only seemed to enhance the size of his crotch. I finally got to take my pee, and looked around, scoping out the whole scene, noting all of the men, in various stages of dress/undress, staring maybe too much, as my big black guy, came up, next to me, smiled, pulled out his semi hard cock, and stood at the pisser. I couldn't help but look down, to see that beautiful ebony piece of manflesh, as it hung down. I was trying to be conspicuous, but, evidently, was very obvious with my staring. Again, he looked over at me, smiled, and turned towards me, pointing his shaft directly at me. Oh, my, I thought, it's the most gorgeous cock I had ever seen, all shiny, black and thick, with veins popping out all over it, as he made it jump, without touching it. Again, I could see out of the corner of my eye, that wicked toothy smile, as he watched me watch his cock. I was in a trance, and he knew he was going to get me to do anything he wanted.
He leaned in, and said, "Follow me."
I had to do exactly that as he turned, went to a cubicle, and opened the door. I was ushered in, told to sit down, as he presented that cock to my face saying, "Lick it, bitch. You know you want to."
Well, of course I wanted to, so, I moved towards him, just letting the tip of his manhood rest on my lips, as I snaked my tongue out to taste him. Oh, yes, I thought, this is what I've been missing. I pushed further, and surrounded his head with my lips, letting out a very satisfied moan. He knew he had me now, and began to slowly push his hardening shaft into my mouth. I was gagging, but, was determined to get him in my throat, so he would shoot his cream deep inside me. Oh, my how I needed this, so, I had to be sure I was giving him as much pleasure as possible. His orgasm had to be a great one. Once he had started to impale my throat, there was no turning back, either, as he began to thrust into me, making me gag, every time he pushed that weapon into my oral cavity. He didn't care if I liked it or not, he just wanted a place to deposit his seed, and my mouth was going to be that place, today, very shortly.
I was hoping to be able to make it last, but, he had other ideas, grabbing my head, with both hands, and literally skull fucking me, without any regards to my safety. His balls were slapping my chin, on every stroke, as he buried his cock, deep in my throat, gagging me on each thrust. But, I held on, as best I could, not wanting to spoil his fun. After what felt like hours, but really just few minutes, he stopped abruptly, held my head tightly against his pubes, and fired off his cannon into me. I didn't get to taste any of his first five or so shots, as they went directly to my stomach, totally bypassing my mouth, as he was completely buried in my throat. After a few more shorter bursts, he pulled back just a little, letting me finally get to feel and taste his cream, as it oozed out of his piss slit. The consistency was wonderful, thick and creamy, with just the right salty flavor. He kept his softening cock in my mouth so, I was able to suckle it.....love that, making love to a cock, just after it has cum, so, I'm sure to get every last drop. Most guys are too sensitive, so, it's rare to find someone who will allow me to do it. I would have stayed there, till he got hard again, but, he had other ideas.
He grabbed my head, held it too him, and began pissing in my mouth. I couldn't do anything, but gulp and swallow his acrid fluid, as he would not let me go, until I had finished my current task....swallowing his liquid waste. What I could taste was horrible, but similar to his cum shots, I didn't taste too much as his cock was deep in my mouth, bypassing my tasted buds for the most part. But, the thought of him pissing in my mouth was revolting to me. I'm not a pisser, a toilet, a urinal, who does he think he is? He tilted my head up, so I could see his face, smiling down at me. "Like that, bitch?"
All I could do was shake my head, no, but, he slapped my cheek, and asked again. So, this time, I shook my head yes, not wanting to feel his wrath again. It still stung from his first slap. "Of course you do, bitch. You're a cocksucker, that likes his cock, so, you like mine." This time his face was stern, not smiling. He said, "You want more?" Again, I shook my head, yes, and he let loose more of his piss, almost gagging me. And again, he smiled, as he knew he was making me uncomfortable, with his power. I ended up swallowing all of his pee, hating it the entire time, thinking to my self, I'll get him back for this. He held my head to him, the entire time, only allowing me to breathe, when he knew I needed it. He was very wise.
His cock had softened, dramatically now, which allowed me to feel it's spongy texture, with my tongue, making me want him more. Oh, damn, one minute I'm cussing him out, and the next, wanting more of his cock. I hope it will get hard again, so, I can suck it, and get more of his yummy cream.
Just as I was getting into his cock again, he pulled out, "Say thank you, bitch!" I looked up at him, and did exactly as he demanded, saying, "Thank you".
He leered down at me, knowing he had found a pussy, a sub, a bottom boy that would drink his piss just to get to suck him. Oh, my, I'm in deep shit, now. That sneer of his, that complete knowledge of control, that overwhelming power of his cock, would come to haunt me, in the future.
"Give me your phone #, bitch, and if you're lucky, I'll call you, when I need my cock sucked again", he said, almost laughing. I found a piece of paper, and pen, and wrote my home number down, now wanting him to call at work. I figured he'd never call, so, gave him my real number.
"Now, give your newest master, my cock, a nice wet kiss, goodbye". I leaned in, and wrapped my lips around the head, making a sucking kiss, as he pulled back. "Nice job, now, say thank you sir"
I did, saying "Thank you, Sir", as he smiled and left.
I'm still on my knees in the stall, with his piss still on my taste buds, as he exited. I was totally humiliated, but, some inner part of me was extremely excited, too. I got up, straightened myself up, and left, only to go home to an empty house, still thinking about that beautiful cock.
About a week later, there was a message on my answering machine, when I got home from work from him, saying "Be at the truck stop at five thirty, today."
Shit, it was already six and I lived about fifteen minutes away, so I rushed out the door, and sped to the truck stop. I went directly to the mens room looking for my black stud, but, didn't see him. I searched the whole area, but, he wasn't to be found. So, I left, went to my car, and there he was, waiting on me, with a very stern face.
"I told you to be here an hour ago, where the fuck have you been, bitch?"
"I just got home, and got your message, and came here directly", I said.
"Well, get your ass in the car and follow me."
Whoa, I thought to myself, what am I going to do? Should I follow this guy, or should I find out where we're going? "Where are we going?"
"A place where you can suck my cock." With that he got in his car and drove off. I made up my mind to go with him, quickly, and followed him, to a house about thirty minutes away, back in the woods a bit. It was a nice place, from the outside, yard well maintained, two story, two car garage, brick house.
He got out of his house, and motioned me to follow him up the entry stairs. Once inside, he told me to strip, and get down to suck his cock, as he layed back on the couch. Wow, I thought, this guy is very demanding, and very straight to the point. I did as instructed, taking off all my clothes, with some hesitancy, as I didn't want him to see my female panties. He saw them, made a mental note, I'm sure. Finally naked, he pulled his cock out of this jeans, and presented it to me. I was on my knees in seconds, devouring that lovely piece of manflesh, swallowing as much as I could in one motion.
"Slow down bitch. I know you're anxious, and I'll feed you, but, take it easy. Good blowjobs from my bitches, are on my terms, and I want you to make love to my cock, today. I'll teach you what I like", he said. "The next time, I might fuck your face like a pussy, but today I want a nice slow blowjob, from my newest bitch."
I pulled back, listening to his demeaning words, calling me his bitch. It hurt me, but, at the same time excited me a little, as I did as he wanted and made love to his member. I could have done that all day, though, as his cock was a perfect specimen, just begging to be in my mouth for eternity. He instructed me as to how he liked my lips, tongue, head movement, hands, the entire package, being sure I did exactly as he wanted. He liked his balls sucked, and played with, too. He even lifted his legs, telling me his asshole needed some oral attention from his bitch. I made love to his hole, too, french kissing it, till my tongue was sore, and he told me to get back on his cock, as he was about to cum. This time, I was able to taste it all, as he didn't grab my head, but let me do everything, myself. I held the shaft, slowly stroking it, as I sucked on the top half. My other hand kneaded his huge balls, as he began to moan, and push up to my waiting mouth. Then it happened, he came large volleys of his cream, hitting the roof of my mouth, rolling down to my tongue, as he fired off five of six strong jets. I swallowed it all, relishing in the taste. I love the taste and consistency of a man's cum, and his was exquisite. And like the first time, he let my suckle his softening cock, being sure to get every last drop of that precious fluid.
"Piss time, bitch," he barked, held my head on his crotch, and started pissing in my mouth, for the second time. Again, I had no choice, but to swallow it, or I would have choked to death. Damn, I thought, he's pissing in mouth! I hate this, and the taste is horrible, but I have no choice. I gulped every last drop, though, not wanting to spill any on his couch or carpet. Admittedly, towards the end, his volume diminished, quite a bit, and I actually tasted his acrid piss, noting it wasn't as bad as I had thought. Oh, No, I'm beginning to like the taste of his piss? What the fuck? That's not right, it's sick, revolting, drinking pee from a cock!
He woke me from the thoughts, saying, "Ok, bitch, say thank you".
I looked up at him, saying, "Thank you, sir".
"I like your panties, bitch. Are they yours, or your girlfriends?"
"I don't have a girlfriend. I like the feel of them, so that's what I wear."
"Hmmmmm, female panties, huh? Sounds like you're trying to be a girl. Is that true bitch? You trying to be a girl, a pussy, a cunt bitch?"
"Ah, I don't know how to answer that. I'm a guy, who likes to wear women's panties....sometimes, jeans, and tops, but, I'm not trying to be a girl....no."
"Well, bitch, let's look at this a little closer, shall we? You suck cock, and drink piss like a girl. You probably get fucked like a girl. You like to wear women's clothing. Sounds like you're a girlie to me."
"I see what you're saying, but, it's not anything, that is foremost in my mind. I just like those things....not with the intention of being a woman, just cause I like them."
"Well, we'll see how much of a girlie U are, very soon, bitch."