Have you ever been walking down the hall of your apartment complex, enduring the crippling pain, thinking that it was something caused by work? It has been my everyday walk of shame for the past week. I have been in pain, specifically my lower back. I had to lay down my bed as soon as I enter the room.
My phone connected to the home wifi immediately, it buzzed a few times, I stood up, changed my clothes and proceed to look on the phone while sitting down. There were a few messages from Tom, I met him at a forum one time, He's from Canada. We became close online friends due to a few things we like in common, We both like toys, Not just any other toys, but sexual toys.
While holding my phone, I took this time to call for a doctor's appointment tomorrow. This pain need to go away soon, Not only hurting me at work, also getting in the way of my intimacy with my hand. I had the first one in the morning 8 am.
While preparing my lonesome dinner on this friday night, I talked to Tom. He asked about my Pain and what do I think causes it. He was sweet, and kind. I liked talking to him after a long day of work. I responded by telling him that I got an appointment for tomorrow. While I was watching a movie, he sent me a photo of his new toy, It was a machine, you attach a toy at one end, and if you turn it on, it makes a linear acton. I don't have any word for it, but it seems like a dildo machine. I like this kind of relationship, we were open about things like this.
After my movie and my dinner, I bid him good night, It was morning for him so it's his time to tend to his work.I had to set an alarm because I took pain meds and it causes me to sleep longer than usual.
That saturday morning, I found out that I may have Oxytocin deficiency, It was just a theory for now. I got prescription for pain meds. And was advised to have fun and try to do more social things. It was causing me muscle pain, less sex drive, lack of social skills.
I personally don't understand. But I had to do things to make things better. I had to email the office, that I will be having a medical leave. The doctor told me that he will vouch for me. I looked online for things to do, and I saw the most possible thing that will give me happiness, the Montreal Fetish Weekend. I booked the flight, Booked the hotel. I asked Tom where he is exactly in Canada, He told me Montreal, I told him that I will mail him something that he might like, so he gave me his address.
That Saturday evening, I flew from my home city, There were no direct flights, so I had to stop at Tokyo. It was a 4 hour stop over, while I was at the airport waiting my flight to Tokyo, I Researched some sex toys shop near the airport. I found one 30 minutes away. Upon landing in Narita Airport, I immediately Checked-in my bag at the Luggage deposit counter, so I can store it there while I go get a present for tom.
I reached the place, It was a small store. I went inside, and I saw the toys. There were none replicating an actual penis, some are oddly shaped, but I guess this is what they want. My eye was caught by one piece at the end of the hall. It has a good shape, very girthy, and basically huge, Just how tom likes it. I told the shopkeep that I will take it. He told me that there is a feature of the toy, that It could squirt fake cum with the hole on the tip of the toy. So I also got him the fake cum. On my way out, I saw a box on the counter, it was two stainless balls connected by I don't know what material that is. I also took that, Was thinking more for me.
On my way back to the airport, I feel this weird sense of warmth, like I am genuinely happy. I could never get these for myself, with the fear of getting caught by my parents who frequently visit my apartment and just randomly opens things and generally curious. I never had toys, maybe another thing why I liked talking to Tom, he does have what I can't have, but he was willing to share.
One hour before my flight to Montreal, I checked in with the airlines, The toy was in a wooden box, I had it in my hand carry just to make sure that it won't be subjected to harsh temperatures. I was flying econo, I was surprised how I slept soundly .
I landed in Montreal about 13 hours later. My ass hurts from all the sitting down. I had to explain to a kid how the plane engine works, and how we can fly through clouds and they seem so solid.
The customs guy smiled after I placed my bag under the xray, maybe he saw the outline of the toy that I got for Tom. I was excited for everything, I got Tom tickets for the Montreal Weekend. I just hope he hasn't bought his own yet.
I settled in the hotel room, Had a shower, Cleaned my insides, I was just covering all bases, I never asked Tom what we will do if we had a chance to meet in person. We talked about playing with toys, but not like with each other.
I was scared, Like trembling, because of the fact that, I don't know how he will react to this. How he will react to me showing up with a 15 inch sex toy that is girthier than my wrist. Then I got hard just by the thought of me seeing him play with his toys in person. Seeing his hole while he bent over, slathering that toy with lube. I wanna see his balls glisten with both lube and pre-cum. But most of all, I wanna kiss him.
I got an uber going to his place, good thing it was just 15 minutes away, the uber driver was really nice. He even told me to have a good night. He lives in an apartment complex. I texted him using my phone to tell him that I Send something to him, and the courier is downstairs at the lobby. I was still using my local number, so he wouldn't know I was here. A few moments passed, a guy emerged from the elevator and asked the front desk if there was a courier. The lady pointed at me. He did not even recognize me. But when I looked at him, I know it was a state of shock, creepy, horror might I add. I smiled and handed him the wooden box of the toy. He smiled, but asked me for my iD and Passport. I obliged, I know he was just making sure that I was not just some creeper. He was hesitant, I can feel it. I told him where I stay, and also gave him the passes for the weekend event.
I was hurt, but at the same time, I understand his predicament, a stranger you met online just suddenly showed up at your place with a 15 inch sex toy. I went back to my room, had dinner, took my pain meds and slept. I woke up next morning, got ready for the fetish event. I was just wearing Jeans and a shirt. Nothing too special.
I headed to the convention center and OH BOY, This is like Fetish heaven! It is not only for the LGBTQ+ Community, but for every fetish available! I was so glad that I almost tripped while walking. A few hours passed, I attended some panel discussions, and some mini shows. I was about to call it a day when my phone rang. Tom is here at the place.
I met with him at the parking lot. Way away from the area of the event.Then it hit me, He's not out of the closet. I was careless to go in the event because this was a different country, it is nearly impossible to meet anyone from home here. So, I told him that I am sorry, He asked me out to dinner, I blushed and said yes.
We had burgers, I eat a lot. We went back to his car. Before he started the engine he looked at me. Thanked me for the gift. I apologized to him for suddenly showing up. I asked him if he liked the toy, "Would you like to find out?". I blushed, and my blood rushed to my penis and got me really really hard. We drove to his place. When we got there, it was amazing. Hardwood floors, nice furnitures.
He went close to me, I can feel him breathing in my face, he asked me if he can kiss me. I said yes. It was the best feeling ever. Our hands were all over the place. We found his bed, stumbled be I fell below him. His weight was all over me, it made me hard. He took my shirt off as he took his. I sucked on his nipples and my hands were unbuckling his belt. He pushed me down the bed. He reached for the bed posts and tied me up. He kissed my neck so good that I pulled the ropes and almost got free. He took his jeans off, revealing his jocktraps. He never wore one before but I told him that I liked one. He pulled down my pants. I was just wearing normal briefs, I was not expecting this.
He then reached for the nightstand, He pulled out extra few ropes from the drawer. He tied them to my ankles, and loosely on the bedpost. He bent my legs forward, exposing my ass and my balls up hight. He then proceeded to put lube on my ass, and started fingering it. It was so hot, and I was so hard. I was leaking precum. He took out got this toy, it was two balls connected by a material that I am not sure of. He made me put them in my mouth, and pulled it out. He then took my balls and placed them inside the stretchy loop at the end of it. I felt the weight of the two metal balls. Then he asked me if I was ready, I was puzzled. He slowly inserted the ball into my hole, I was twitching it, he told me to relax. But was was so turned on that I was pulling the muscles inside. He got one in. but he went to the nightstand to get a ball gag. He placed it around my mouth. He is turned on by all of these, I can tell through the hardness of his penis through that jockstrap. He then went back to position, trying to push one more ball in. it felt soo good that my dick was twitching. He kept playing with my dick fully knowing that if I twitch it, my balls will stretch and make the steel balls inside my ass move. It was the most amazing feeling ever. He then asked me if I wanted more attention to my penis. I was mumbling sounds through the ball gag, but I feel like no matter what I say, he'll do what he want. Everything feels new to me, but also felt so right. Being dominated like this. I felt more free than my actual life. He took out the balls from my ass. But kept them tied to my actual balls. He made me stand up, I felt the weight, he tied me to the bedpost standing up, legs spread wide, still gagged. I was facing him and a plastic box of toys. I was not afraid or anything, I was actually excited, and stone hard. He lifted toys as if he's letting me choose. He started with one. He was saying that it was the smallest that he had. He applied lube and positioned it towards my hole. I can feel him thrusting the toy in. my toes curl from pleasure. I was able to say "I'm gonna cum". He stopped. Pulled out the toy and left the room. It was a good 15 minutes when he came back. He was still hard. But with a more seductive smile. He took his jockstrap off. He added a few ties to the post so that I look like I am suspended with easy acess to my asshole. He got his condoms and started thrusting inside me. He was kissing my neck while he does this. He kept saying I'm his little slut, hearing it made me twitch my hole, making it tight and he moans in pleasure. He was pinching my nipples. And the he picked up speed. He came inside. He pulled the condom off his penis. He kissed me, I felt the ropes come loose. He took the ones on my ankles too. I took a shower. I saw him took all the toys we used and washed them.