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Prologue
There are two things you should know about me: I'm not like other people, and I'm a sex addict.
What makes me different? I'm not really sure. I'm a loner. I've never had any real friends. I spend nearly all of my time alone. I've been sent to psychologists and psychiatrists, I've sat on couches talking about myself and taken medication for various disorders. But nothing about me has ever changed.
Not that this bothered me. No, I've always been comfortable with who I am. I enjoy being alone, but I'm never lonely. I always have ways to amuse myself, so I never have the need to be around people.
For the most part, I just don't have emotions. I'm rather even-keeled, as they say. I don't get happy or angry or excited or anxious. I'm just... there. I don't really know how to describe it. I just don't feel.
Now, about the sex addict part: I've been addicted to sex with men since I was 16. I've always had an interest in both sexes, but by the time I started my junior year in high school, I knew I preferred the male sex. That's the age I had my first sexual experience.
I had heard about this website called craigslist, where people could post personal ads for free. I visited it one day, and found the men seeking men section for my region. It was quite interesting. All the ads for tops, bottoms, blowjobs, handjobs, water sports. Ads by single men, married men, old men, young men, "straight" men, cross dressers. It was amazing. This was the first time I had ever felt something like excitement.
The next day was Saturday, and my parents would be visiting my brother upstate, so I knew I'd have all day free. I posted an ad (claiming I was 18) saying I was looking to give a blowjob for the first time. I didn't post any pictures, since you never know what kind of weirdos are out there. Besides, I'm nothing much to look at. I'm completely average in almost every way. Average height, average build. My only remarkable features are my eyes (bright blue) and my cock (average length, but rather thick).
A deluge of responses came quickly to my inbox. I was feeling that twinge of excitement again. Some of the responses were a bit obscene. I know I posted on an adult site, but there's really no reason to use such degrading language. I deleted those responses. Some responses were extremely vague and just a waste of time. Those were deleted as well. I was left with about a dozen replies from guys in my area. I picked an older guy, mid-40s, average cock, to be my first. We agreed to meet that afternoon.
Since I didn't have a car, we decided to meet somewhere public. I walked to a local park and waited near the public restrooms. A maroon pick-up truck showed up after a few minutes. I walked to the window and met an ugly guy who smelled of cigarette smoke. I didn't care though. It was his cock I was after.
I got in the passenger side and we drove to a deserted area of the park, surrounded by trees. He rubbed his hand along my thigh and my crotch. I reached for his crotch and felt his hard cock in his pants. After a few minutes of groping, he unzipped his fly revealing the most beautiful cock I've ever seen to this day. It was perfectly shaped with a nice thickness and an even, pink color. It was perfect. I put my mouth around his cock, savoring the feeling of my first blowjob.
We were both done after about ten minutes. We both shot our loads into tissues he had with him. Overall, it was a pleasant experience for me.
And I wanted more.
I used craigslist as often as I could to find sex partners. I never went beyond giving and receiving oral sex. Sometimes I swallowed, sometimes not. But I was addicted. By the time I graduated high school, I must have had around 15 different partners of all ages, races, and orientations.
After graduating, I decided to go to a prestigious big city university where I could study business. My goal was to become really rich really quickly so I could retire in a large mansion and spend the rest of my days in a non-stop, hedonistic orgy. Due to some... circumstances, I had to take a psychiatric leave of absence after my first semester. Maybe I'll write about what happened sometime. It was kind of hot, actually.
I took some community college classes for a while. I got my Associate degree in Business Administration while working part-time jobs and getting as much cock as I could. By the time I left community college, I had had around 35 different partners. I had tried anal sex during this time, but much preferred oral sex. I was an expert at deep throating, and, if I tried really hard, I could make a guy climax in under three minutes.
Since I had gotten everything I could out of community college, I transferred to a small state university. I figured it was best to go to a small school after what had happened at the big city university. Due to the nature of my departure from the big city university, I was able to procure a single room for the two years I would spend at state school.
I finally had everything I wanted: transportation, privacy, and independence.