This is my first time writing a story so any feedback on how to improve or comments on what you liked would be great. HannahLS01@live.co.uk.
This story is based upon true events but the names have been changed to keep the privacy of the people involved.
Anna wasn't sure if she'd ever been in love, she thought she had been at one point but it didn't last. What she felt now, she didn't know if it was true love or a longing desire to be with that girl, Nadia.
Anna had never met Nadia, they only spoke online over chat rooms, Nadia had her own life with her girlfriend Lola and Anna had her own life with no one. But whenever she saw that beautifully tall, blonde, size 8 Nadia on web cam and spoke to her, it felt like she had someone in her life. Anna wasn't the most sociable person in the world, she had trouble making friends outside of the net world, at school she just text people that she knew online and after school, spoke to them online, she didn't have a social life. She'd also never had a girlfriend who she'd met in person, no one she'd ever been able to kiss or hold hands with, but she definitely wanted one.
Anna would run home from school each day to talk to Nadia for hours on end and would never get bored of what Nadia told her. Nadia was a good 3 years older than Anna which put so much fear into her that she'd never have a chance with Nadia, age gaps can be a problem when you're 13 and 16, it's not seen as 'right'. However Anna would pray for the day that she would meet Nadia, fantasise about what would happen, what would be said, if they would kiss or not.
One day after Anna's strenuous hour run home from school, she flung her bag down and logged on to talk to Nadia to realise that the letters L, o, l and a had disappeared from Nadia's screen name, now more than ever was Anna's chance.
Three years later Anna still had not made her move, she couldn't she was so scared that Nadia would never accept her, she wasn't the thinnest person on the planet, she was a social outcast and she had black hair with a different sense of style. Nadia had moved on from Lola and within the three years had had a range of girlfriends, ending up with Kristy who wasn't the nicest girl in the world. In fact, as far as Anna saw it, Kristy didn't deserve Nadia at all. Anna and Nadia still spoke every day and over the years they had grown quite close, but only in friendship terms. Anna still longed for more from Nadia, but she messed up her chance 3 years ago, 2 years ago and last year, it just wasn't meant to happen.
It was fast approaching Anna's 16th birthday and when her mother asked her what she wanted to do for it she knew straight away what she wanted.
"Can Nadia and Kristy come to see me for the day?" she asked her mother.
"Well, if they make their own way up here I don't see why not, will they be staying the night?" This thought had never occurred to Anna, they could stay the night; she could have Nadia sleeping in her bed next to her.
"Erm, I don't know yet, I still need to ask them." Anna definitely seized the opportunity; she logged straight onto the net and invited Nadia to come see her for her 16th birthday. -I'll have to ask Kristy if she's free from work, but if she is then we'll definitely come see you for your birthday- came the reply from Nadia.
Anna could not believe it, her head was swimming, she could barely breathe, she was going to meet Nadia for the first time and she would be sleeping round her house. A few moments later a reply came from Nadia confirming the date and the two started planning what time they'd arrive and where to meet. Anna had to take this moment in time to put on a song that she thought was pretty well suited for the event, Make Damn Sure by Taking Back Sunday came through her speakers and the lyrics "a long night spent with your most obvious weakness, you start shaking at the thought" filled her head. These lyrics would always mean something to her now.
The days flew past till the night before she was going to be meeting Nadia and tonight, Anna wasn't online, instead she was in her bedroom, painting nails, experimenting with hair styles, different ways to do her make up, she wanted to be perfect for when Nadia arrived. In her head she couldn't really make sense of herself. She knew full well that Nadia was taken, and that Kristy would be coming with Nadia and sharing her bed but for some reason she definitely had it in her head that something could happen.
The next day was like a lifetime, Anna had to go to school and try all day to make sure her hair and make up stayed perfect as Nadia and Kristy were meeting her from school. Six hours of extreme nerves and excitement didn't go down too well with Anna and she had to fight being sick and sent home from illness while trying to concentrate on her work. By the time that last lesson arrived, Anna could barely sit still and even though she had P.E which would surely burn off her energy, she really was not going to risk the hair and make up problems that go with P.E. She snuck into the storage cupboard at the back of the changing rooms where everyone who didn't want to do P.E sat and waited for the teachers to leave, then when the coast was clear, gathered her belongings and left the school grounds early to find Nadia.
As Anna turned the corner of her gym she noticed two figures stood outside the secondary school opposite hers, she was almost certain she could make out Nadia's figure but nerves got the better of her and she stood still and waited to see if the two figures moved towards her. Eventually Anna's phone rang and it was Kristy trying to contact her, she answered the phone.
"Hello?"
"Hey Anna, I think we're lost, we're stood outside a school with a massive tree outside it, but we can't see you. Are we at the right place?"
"Oh, no you're at the secondary school, I'm at the school over the road, the grammar school."
"Oh, we'll see you in a minute then." Kristy laughed and hung up the phone and suddenly the two figures started to move and come closer to Anna. Anna didn't know what to do, she was glued to the spot, she wanted to run up and hug Nadia as well as run away and hide at the same time. Suddenly she saw her, Nadia's beautiful long blonde hair and her gorgeous face, which was a thousand times prettier in real life. Her green eyes sparkled in the sunlight and the shadows going down her neck made her skin glow in the afternoon sun. Anna had never seen anyone so beautiful in her life; Nadia was the definition of perfection.
"Happy Birthday!" Kristy and Nadia shouted, hugging Anna and giving her a card and balloon. Anna could have stayed in that hug forever, although there was a third person included, she had the person she wanted in her arms.
"Thank you." Anna finally managed to say in the quietest squeak.
"How was school?" Kristy laughed, being 20 she didn't have to worry about school or college anymore, which made her time here more amusing.
"It was ok, I didn't really do much, I'm meant to be in a lesson now though so lets start walking to mine."
"You're skipping school?" Nadia asked.
"Yeah, I don't like P.E much."
"Fair enough." Nadia laughed. The three girls walked to Anna's house together, and luckily Kristy broke most of the silence, Anna couldn't think what to say to Nadia, she'd planned this day for the past 3 years and she couldn't remember for the life of her how it went in her head. The three girls got to Anna's house after a long and uncomfortable walk and Kristy and Nadia were introduced to Anna's mum before making their way upstairs to Anna's room.
"Oh, Anna, I've made the spare bed up for Nadia and Kristy to sleep in tonight." Anna's mum called up the stairs. Anna's head began to spin, if she was ever going to have a chance with Nadia tonight then she couldn't be sleeping in a separate bed.
"Okay mum, thanks." Anna closed her bedroom door and sat down on her bed with the two girls. She was trying incredibly hard not to stare at Nadia while the two girls inspected her room.
"So what are we doing tonight?" Nadia asked curiously. So many thoughts came into Anna's head, but eventually the appropriate one she chose was going out somewhere.
"Erm, we could go out to meet some of my friends if you want, none of them go my school so I don't see them often."
"Yeah that sounds good." Nadia smiled and Anna's heart skipped a beat, she'd seen Nadia's smile on web cam before but nothing compared to the smile she was seeing right now in front of her.
"I'll just get changed in the bathroom and then we can go out if you want?"
"Ok." Anna gathered a change of clothes and rushed to her bathroom to get changed and calm herself down. At least in her bathroom if she blushed no one could see it and she could splash some water on her face at the same time, she spent a good ten minutes in the bathroom before leaving, changed and organized on who she was meeting and where. She entered her room and packed her bag of her iPod, cigarettes, lighter and purse, all she really needed for a night out.
"We're going to meet a few of my friends for a bit in the park if that's ok?"
"Yeah, lets go." Nadia did her all famous smile again and Anna nearly collapsed in the doorway, her knee's went weak whenever she saw that smile but she couldn't let Kristy catch on, she could be a nasty piece of work if she wanted to be.
The three girls walked to the local park and met up with a few of Anna's friends, everyone was introduced and Nadia and Anna went to sit down for a cigarette. That was one of the benefits of smoking, it may give you lung cancer and kill you, but Kristy couldn't be near smoke because of her asthma, meaning Anna and Nadia could be by themselves together whenever they needed one.
"So what are we doing when we get back to yours?" asked Nadia.
"Well, we could watch some films or something in bed?"
"That sounds good, what kind of films?"
"I really like horror films, have you seen Cradle of Fear? It's not really scary and it's a bit cheesy but I like it anyway." Asked Anna a little embarrassed.
"No, we should watch it when we get in." Nadia smiled. Anna was quiet pleased with herself that Nadia hadn't laughed at her choice of film and had agreed to watch it with her. A few hours passed and Anna wasn't particularly bothered about being outside with her friends, she was trying to create an impression on Nadia, she was subtly flirting and hugging Nadia a lot more than Kristy but nothing too serious. Finally when the time came for Anna to go home, the nerves had come back to her, her plan for Nadia to sleep in her bed was nearly ruined by her mother, but if she could get Kristy to fall asleep in her bed while watching the film then Nadia would have to stay in her bed. Anna wasn't expecting anything, after all, Nadia was with her girlfriend tonight, she just wanted to be able to lie close to Nadia and feel her warmth, be able to see her chest rise and fall with her breathing while she slept, maybe their legs would touch slightly in the night. These were the thoughts that had filled her head but there was still that little tiny thought in the back of her mind that maybe something more could happen.
The three girls got home and took their dinner that Anna's mother had made upstairs to eat with the films, Anna started off with a Korean horror, she knew Kristy hated subtitled films. After they had finished eating, the girls got changed in opposite corners of the room and got into bed with the Korean horror still on; soon enough Kristy had fallen asleep. Nadia of course was sleeping in the middle so that Anna could be next to her; Anna got up and changed the film to Cradle of Fear.
"This is the film I was telling you about in the park."
"Oh, the Cradle of Fear one?" Nadia asked.
"Yeah, I really like it, although there is a part where Danny Filth eats a cat, I can't watch that bit." Nadia laughed and moved back up so Anna could get back into bed. They lay together in bed not touching and barely talking until the text that changed Anna's life, in her eyes anyway. Her phone went off and she read the text from one of her friends, she replied to it and looked back to the TV screen exactly at the point that Danny Filth eats the cat. She jumped, so quickly that she ended up in Nadia's arms. Nadia was propped up on one elbow so when Anna fell into her, her head was level with Nadia's chest.
Nadia put her arms around Anna, stroking the top of her back and the ends of her hair; she knew that Anna loved people playing with her hair. Anna didn't know whether to move or not, she just lay there, motionless for a moment, then relaxed, she listened for a moment, she could hear something. With her ear to Nadia's chest she heard what confirmed everything she had been feeling over the years for Nadia, a madly beating heart. Anna listened to it for a moment, it soothed her, it almost made her want to cry, she knew in that moment that the girl she loved and longed for, loved her back. Anna pulled away slightly and looked up at Nadia with big grey eyes, she didn't know what she was about to do but before she could stop herself she moved up to meet Nadia's lips and slowly kissed her, the softest lips she had ever felt in her life. She was scared Nadia would pull away, but she pressed on and gently parted Anna's lips with her tongue. Anna's heart felt like it was about to burst, she was kissing Nadia, the girl of her dreams, the girl she had wanted for four years and now it was all coming true. Eventually the kiss broke, Nadia was looking into Anna's eyes and she wasn't sure what the look showed. Nadia started stroking the bottom of Anna's back, she knew that this had an affect on Anna; they both knew what turned each other on from year old conversations. Nadia was looking into Anna's eyes for some confirmation that what she was doing was ok and that she was fine to carry on. Anna put her arm over Nadia and started stroking her hair and Nadia smiled, moving her arm round to Anna's front and stroking her tummy. Anna could feel herself getting turned on; she felt heat between her legs and tingles throughout her body, she knew now something was going to happen tonight. She moved her hand and ran her fingers up and down Nadia's side, from her hip up to her bra line and back again, Nadia's breathing changed, it became heavier and louder. Nadia grasped Anna's hand and moved it to her breast, Anna was unsure of what to do, she'd never been in this situation, she was near enough a virgin. She pushed Nadia's bra up and began to lightly run her fingers over the large breasts. Nadia found her way inside Anna's bra and began to grope and stroke Anna's breasts, especially her nipples. Anna kept her noise down to a minimum, remembering that Kristy was asleep next to them and she definitely did not want to wake her up. Anna moved down the bed slightly and took Nadia's nipple in her mouth, running her tongue over and around it. She could feel the nipple harden in her mouth as Nadia let out short quiet gasps above her. Nadia pulled Anna back up from beneath the sheets, pulled up her top and bra and started sucking and licking Anna's nipples, paying equal amounts of attention to each one carefully. Anna could feel herself getting wet; she could feel tingles in her clit with every flick of Nadia's tongue to her nipple. When Nadia had finished with Anna's nipples she kissed down Anna's tummy to her trouser line then back up to Anna's neck, making sure she kissed every inch of Anna's body on the way. She then rolled back over and placed Anna's hand on her belly with her fingertips just slightly inside her trousers, almost as a hint. Anna slowly moved her hand inside Nadia's trousers and felt her through her panties, she knew that Nadia wanted this, she was extremely wet, her panties were soaked. Anna moved her middle finger up and down the length of Nadia slowly listening to her slight gasping as she went over her clit. Anna then slowly slipped her hand inside of Nadia's panties and ran her finger over her clit; Nadia gasped and kissed Anna passionately, moaning into her mouth as Anna massaged her clit. She moved her finger up and down over Nadia's clit before finding her way into her pussy. Nadia moaned and started moving her hips forward slightly to the speed that Anna was fucking her.
"Faster" Nadia whispered into Anna's ear, careful not to wake up her girlfriend. Anna added another finger and started to move in and out of Nadia quicker, Nadia's breath quickened and her hips moved faster and faster. She let out a long moan into Anna's ear and Anna slowed her pace, she could feel Nadia's pussy pulsing against her fingers as she kissed her gently.
"Was that ok?" Anna asked nervously.
"It was amazing" Nadia whispered, she then started to kiss Anna from her mouth down to her neck, nipping at the skin every now and then. She pushed her hand into Anna's underwear and started to rub her clit in circular motions, Anna moaned loudly into Nadia's mouth, she had never been touched like this before. With every stroke of Nadia's finger she moaned and had to bite Nadia's lip to keep from waking Kristy up. Nadia slowly stopped rubbing Anna's clit and moved her fingers down and into Anna's pussy, with one movement she hit Anna's G-spot. Anna felt in a completely different world, she could barely breathe, with each movement Nadia hit Anna's G-spot and bought her closer and closer to orgasm. With one final thrust, Anna shook and let out a long moan and collapsed in Nadia's arms. They lay still for a moment, in each other's arms, then smiled at each other and kissed. Anna was still in a world of her own, forgetting that Kristy even existed, she didn't care, she had Nadia at this exact moment after an amazing night.
"I love you" Nadia whispered into Anna's ear.
"I love you too Nadia."
The next morning the three girls woke up in Anna's bed and went downstairs for the full English breakfast that Anna's mother had cooked for them. Anna was scared, she didn't know if what had happened last night was like a one night stand and Nadia would go home with Kristy and forget about what happened. Then suddenly she felt a bare foot rubbing against her leg and looked over to Nadia who was showing her gorgeous smile and shining green eyes to Anna. Later that day when Anna took Nadia and Kristy back to the station she managed a few goodbye kisses from Nadia while Kristy was buying the train tickets.
"I'll text you when I get home." Nadia smiled.
"Will I see you again?" Asked Anna.
"I'm sure you will" Anna was happy and sad at the same time, the girl she loved for years loved her back, but now she was going away to live with Kristy again. Kristy walked out of the station.
"Come on Nadia we need to go get on the train."
"Thanks for letting us stay last night Anna, we'll come see you again soon." Nadia winked at Anna.
"It's ok, thank you for coming to see me."
"Welcome, anyway we need to go, so we'll see you another time." Anna hugged Kristy and gave an extra long hug to Nadia and waved them off. She then got in her mother's car and went home. She sat at home all day waiting for a text from Nadia, she knew that she should have been home a long time ago but still she had no text. She lay on her bed where Nadia had slept and thought about the night before and about how she had heard Nadia's heart beat. Then suddenly she got a text.
-Hey Anna, I just wanted to ask you, will you go out with me? - Anna didn't know what to say, what had happened between her and Kristy, she text back asking.
-I left her, she's moving back home with her parents, I love you and I always have done-
Anna knew after that day that what she felt for Nadia was true love and a desire to be with her at the same time and they are together now to this day.