I lay on my bed and tried to free my mind. I did not know what to do. I pressed my head into my pillow and forced meto think clearly, but I couldn't stop thinking. My thoughts only went to a boy who was in the same class as I was . He was so cute, and I only could think ofhis sweet smile, and always heard his voice, which sounded heavenly. His name was Nahid, he was a kurd,and he had tanned skin and simply made me mad. I didn't know why I could onlythink of him ... until I realized I was in love with him.
I told myself I couldn't go on like this, so I decided to tell him about my feelings. Iexpected he only would admit, that he would love me too, and didn't even thinkof the possibility that he was straight. The next day when I woke up, I reallywas happy. The sun was shining and it was a really beautiful day. I went toschool and sat next to Nahid. We talked a lot, but just the same stuff that weusually talked, and after school I asked him to come with me for a littlewalk. I mentioned that there was anitem I wanted to talk about. He smiled curiously and looked interestedly at mewith his sweet brown eyes. My heartjumped up and down, and I wanted to kiss him so much.
So I took him to my favourite place, where Ialways sat when I had to think about something. It was a bench between a few trees from where you could seewho would come along, whereas you couldn't be seen . We both sat there for awhile without saying any word, and from time to time I watched his nice brownbody dressed in that white shirt. Aftera long time I couldn't be quiet anylonger, I had to tell it. I took a deepbreath and said :
"Nahid, there is something I have wantedto tell you for a long time... well it's kind of hard for me to tell you this,but I have to... He looked at me with his divine eyes and I hadto take another deep breath before I could go on. Then I said,"Well, I ..I, you know, I am gay and I'm in love with you." I had expected any reaction but this one. Henearly fell off that bench and just said :"Oh .. well, I .. I'm not gay,and .. I think I've got to got now"and off he went.
My heart broke... I watched him leaving but Icouldn't think of anything to say to make him come back. I didn't know what todo, so I just sat there the whole day alone on the bench and tried to hold backmy tears. Nahid didn't talk much to me the following days, and I knew that he avoided me. At home I didn't talkand didn't eat much ... my parents were wondering what was up to me, butwhenever they wanted to talk to me I just ran away.
It was three weeks later when Nahid talked tome. We had two sport lessons in the afternoon, and that special day we played soccer. He was a bitbetter than me ... and at that special day he seemed to play very unfair onpurpose. But finally ...when I was in front of his goal, I saw that the keepernever would catch that ball, I was going to shoot the goal. At that moment Nahid kicked against my leg. It hurtvery badly and therefore I had to leave the field hobbling to the lockerroom. ThereI sat on a bench putting my head into my hands thinking why the hell this kurdcould have done that. When I heard the door opening I raised my head. Nahidentered the room looking angrily. He had recieved the red card for that foul.
He walked straight into the shower withoutsaying any word of excuse or looking at me. I heard him turning on the waterand the very moment I got a hard-on by imagening him naked in the shower. All I wanted to do was to rush in and suckhis dick, but I stopped myself and began to change my clothes. I wanted to takea shower as well, but I was afraid that Nahid would think I just came in to seehim, and thus I just wanted to get out of this place as fast as possible.
But themoment I took my took my trouser off I heard the door opening and he returnedfrom the shower. I didn't want to but I swiflty turned around, and there I saw his sweet, muscular bodystill damp just covered with a towel around his hips. Immediately my dick gothard again, and he could see that, because I only wore my boxers. He looked atme and I just began studdering "Errr.. I-- I " but he crossed his finger over his lips and suddenly he looked at mefriendly and so cute.
He walked over to me and laid his hand on mychest. I had to breath deeper because I was so surprised. He tenderly moved hishand down and stopped it at my belly. I looked deep in his brown eyes, and thendeeper at his towel where I saw that he had a hard-on, too.
For a short moment he touched my dick with hishand but then he stepped back. He whispered, "it's too dangerous here ...come to my house tonight at about half past nine", and then he went intothe shower again.
Apatheticly, I put my clothes on and went home.I couldn't believe what just had happened. Should all my wishes come true ?... Icouldn't help myself so I prayed to God thanking him at least a thousand times.
When I arrived at home, it was the first timethat I ate everything my mother had cooked, and I even talked to her again. I was so excited, that Icouldn`t do anything except sitting in front of my clock watching the passing time . You don't knowhow long 6 hours could last ... it was like eternity. But at last they were over and I went to Nahids house.
I'd just been there only once or twice, and now I couldn't wait getting inside again. When I arrived there iwas a little too early , so I waited in front of the house, and at about quaterpast eight, his parents and his little sister left . I said hello to them, andthey let me in. They told me that Nahid was just refreshing himself in thebathroom and I should wait a moment. I went up to the living room, and sat there down on a sofa. I heard himsinging in the bathroom, but when he suddenly stopped I moved over to see whatthe reason was.
I listened at the door and heard some muffledmoans behind there. I tried to open thedoor, and I couldn't believe it, it opened. I quietly sneaked in, then I saw him. He wasbehind a trasparent shower curtain masturbating. I saw his great brown bodymaking love to himself and grabbed into my trouser. I touched my hard dick,stroked it in the same rythm he had,and suddenly his moans got louder. I quickly got out of the bathroom and backinto the living room again. I still was rock hard, and still didn't know whatexcactly Nahid was up to.
To relax a bit I switched on the TV, but Icouldn't think of anything else than him. After waiting for another tenminutes, I could hear how the shower was turned off, and that he left it. Fullydressed (I was a little disappointed about that) he came into the living roomand sat down on a chair opposite to me He started just like nothing had happened onlya few minutes ago. " Do you want something to drink or to eat?" "Well, why not... ", I answered... and so he went to the kitchen to prepare something to eat.
I wondered what would be going on, and decided to let him take the first step ... if he wanted to take it. A few minutes later he came in again withsomething to eat and a bottle of coke. He sat next to me, and switched on theTV. Then he turned to me, "Hey I've got a video, do you want to watch it ?" "Well, sure" I answered, and felt a bit disappointed that he acted this way. He went to the videorecorder, inserted a casette and came back to me. He switched it on andit only took a few seconds until I checked, that he was going to show me apornografic movie. Two naked girls sat in a car touching each others titts. I looked at Nahid, but he seemed toenjoy himself, and smiled. I didn't watch the movie, i just thought about whathe was up to. I had told him that I was gay ... so why was he watching such amovie with me ? He noticed that I was bored, and looked at me asking :
"Don't you think, they are beautiful?" I looked at the floor answering sadly, "Nahid, I told you that I am gay ... no, Idon't think they are attractive" I looked back to him, and noticed that his trouser had a swelling between his legs and asked, "Do you think they are beautiful ? " He smiled at me, blinking, "oh yes, I do" !!! I wanted to touch him, but I feared that he would push me back... but right at that moment, he took my arm and touched his swollen dick softly with my hand. "And do you like this ?" I gasped, "Oh .. yes I .. I do", and my dick got hard only a few seconds later. He pettet his hard-on with my hand through the trouser, and I looked deep in his eyes. "Would you like me to jack you off ?"He looked at me a bit afraid, but then he nodded " I'm really not gay ... but .. I am so hot, so go ahead".
I slid a bit closer to him and massaged hishard-on. He looked at me lustfully but then he recognized that what he wasdoing, that he possibly was gay andlooked at the porno again. I put my hand under his sweater and softlytouched his belly button, then I movedupwards and caressed his chest and nipples.
I moved over and sat on his lap, giving him a soft kiss on his chin. I noticed thathe backed up, so I slid a bit backwards and slowly opened the button of hisjeans. I pulled it down, and saw his cock in his boxers ... it was a bit longerthan mine, and I softly took it in my hand. It was warm pulsing in my hand.
- My heart throbbed in my chest ... I couldn'tbelieve it. I rubbed up and down slowly and looked in his eyes again. Hewatched me, as I discovered his body and smiled ... He took his hand up and layit on my chest, then he whispered, "go ahead."
I moved closer towards him, and sat on his dick. I hugged him, took a deep breath and smelled his nice aftershave, then I gave him a long kiss. This time he didn't back up, he just enjoyed the feeling,and so I let my tongue slide deeper. First, down his nice brown and warmthroat, and down to his chest. Once there, I played with his nipples and he giggled a bit.
I smiled and looked up. He took my head in his arms and pushed me to go on, I just enjoyed the feeling of his hands petting my head, my throat and my back.. and so I slid even deeper. I took a short rest at his cute belly button, centre of a marvelous six pac. My cock was so hard, that I thought I'd explode in one or two seconds ... but I moved on.
I reached his boxers, and watched his rock hard, pulsing dick, and I couldn't think of anything else than taking it in my mouth. I slowly removed his pants and there it was, the object of all my dreams and wishes, so close infront of my eyes. It was uncut and about 8 inches long, and very thick. I looked up to him and smirked... and then I took in in mymouth.
First I only sucked the head of his cock, very slowly and carefully, and it felt so soft and so good. He moaned, and I sucked harder and took it even deeper in my mouth. Then he pushed it fully into my mouth and it felt so good. I just wanted to feel his cum on my tongue, and so I sucked even harder and moved my head against his thrusts.
With my left hand I massaged his balls, and I let my right hand slide over his chest. I fondled his nipples while I kept on sucking his dick. He moaned again and pre-cum dropped on my tongue, it tasted a bit salty and so good. I wanted more of that, so I wrapped my tongue around hisdick and sucked on, and after a few thrusts, his rythm increased and he began to sweat.
He took my head with his hands and pushed it agains his dick and when he pushed it slowly a final time, he shot his cum with a cry in my mouth, and he pumped his dick in a few times. I licked all his cum from his dick, stood up and gave him a kiss. A long kiss, which seemed to last forever, and he returned the kiss, licking his own cum from my tongue. I pressed my dick against his one, which was still hard and rubbed it a bit.
Then I slowly pushed his head down and he began to take my shorts off. My dick was as hard as a rock, it pulsed with all it's energy, and I wanted nothing more than giving it to him. Then he carfully sucked it and it felt like heaven. His warm mouth was around my dick, and I was about to come, but at that moment I woke up. My alarm clock was ringing ... it was Monday morning and I had to go to school.
I thought about that confusing dream, and my dick was still hard. I looked at the wet spot on my boxers, and remembered all details of that wet dream. And that was the moment when I decided to tell Nahid about my feelings.
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