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Natural High By Lord Dracul
Mind racing. Blood pumping. A high I can't explain in words except with "what a rush!" "Here Larry have a hit."
Larry Carpenter was now in a situation that he had prayed he would never be in. Standing before him is the man of his dreams never mind that the dream is only an eighteen-year-old dream. Carl Raines, an every -day- Joe, who wore tight Levi's and tight shirts and loved to race down the highway in his camero with his long black hair flying behind him in the wind. Yes, the very answer to Larry's dreams but apparently he loved something else more than Larry, marijuana did.
Larry and Carl could be seen all over Taylorsville riding in his black camero the envy of both girls and boys alike. Every thing that they've experienced together was an enormous turn on for both boys feeding off one another's love and lust for life. Larry had been there for Carl when his mother died last September of Cancer. Carl had taken it hard and couldn't bear to see the Cancer drain his mother like some mythical vampire that never seemed to get its fill. Like a shinning armor coming out of some forgotten Arthurian legend was Larry.
They had went to the same school together most of their lives. Talking about the weather and various class assignments that those slave-driving teachers demanded by the next morning. It was on one such occasion that Larry suggested to Carl that they study together. Larry figured that Carl would never agree to the study date because he always seemed to have some place to go.
"Sure Lar, your house or mine?" Larry seemed stunned, he couldn't believe Carl had accepted his invitation.
"Mine, if it's all right, my folks are away for a week."
"Kewl, I'll be there around 4:30p.m. I have to go home and give mom her medicine." That was in August. Not only did they discover what the significance of the Triangle Trade was to the colonies but they also discovered what it meant to truly be in love. From that night of passion a fire seemed to burn inside both young men. Every second of every day they could be seen together. Larry's parents and Carl's mother agreed that it was nice having another son around. Like the coming of the North Wind their love for one another blossomed.
Larry would even come over to Carl's and help him care for his mother. Larry learned that Carl's father had left him when he was three years old. His mother was left with a toddler and no job. When she felt well she would have the boys come and sit around her and tell them about how she had managed to take care of Carl and how she was sorry that Carl had to take care of her now. With tears in her eyes she would cry herself to sleep and Carl would quietly get up and kiss her on the forehead and Larry would straighten out her favorite quilt and then leave her to sleep.
Carl would walk away with his head down crying. It is not something that you get to seeing even on an every day basis, some withering away like a rose deprived of water and sunlight. Larry would come over to him and wrap his arms around him and quietly hold him until he stopped crying. Then they would go to Carl's room to watch some television but they always seemed to manage to fall asleep in each other's arms. Then in the middle of September God must have gotten lonely for he called Carl's mother home.
It had been a typical day, she had felt well enough to sit on the couch and talk to the boys about their day at school. She had gotten most of her color back and an hour later she told them that she was tired and wanted to rest. She lay down on the couch and went to sleep. Carl suggested to Larry that they go up to his room and play the Nintendo 64 until she woke up. He had gone that evening to the video store and rented a new basketball game. A couple of minutes later Carl went down stairs to get some sodas and went to check on his mother and to check on his mother and shortly came running back upstairs screaming that his mother was dead. Needless to say that was a day neither would forget. Larry grabbed him and made him sit down on the bed to calm down. Carl just looked at Larry with fear in his eyes, "Hold me Lar, just hold me and don't let go." That's what Larry did, he held onto Carl all through the arrangements and finally through the funeral and while Carl put away his mother's belongings.
Carl had wanted to start in his mother's bedroom and wanted Larry to help him sort and box things. For some reason Carl seemed to be drawn to his mother's nightstand. He opened the top drawer and there on top of her favorite nightgown was a small envelope with his name on it. The envelope smelled of his mother's favorite perfume.
"Lar I can't do this, I can't read this." Then handing the letter to Carl he laid back on the bed. "Carl you don't have to we can put it away and you can read it when you're ready."
"No, Lar you open it and read it to me."
"You sure you want too."
"Yeah."
Larry opened the letter and laid it on the bed so that Carl could see.
My dearest Carl,
If you are reading this letter then that means that the Cancer won. I just wanted you to know that I couldn't give you that mansion on the hill that we had often talked about and dreamed of together. But just know that I tried Carl. I'm sorry that I won't be able to see you graduate from highschool or college. I want you to go and to finish Carl. Then I pray that you go to college. You're smart son, don't let my passing stop you from accomplishing your dreams.
At times you'll feel lonely but your not. I will be watching you and you have Larry to help and love you. Larry you take care of my boy. I love the both of you deeply.
With love always,
Mom
Larry looked at Carl in bewilderment. "She knew."
"Yeah, she must have seen us together. The one thing mom wasn't was stupid."
After that time even though Larry and Carl grew closer together and their love flamed brighter than before Larry noticed that Carl physically was going down hill. Suspecting that he was sick or drugs were involved he confronted Carl.
"What's wrong with you lately Carl, you haven't been yourself."
"Nothing man, just can't get everything out of my head. That's all Lar."
"Is it me Carl, have I done something wrong to upset you?"
"No, Lar, you've done everything right and if I didn't have you I would have been dead a long time ago. It's rough without mom around."
"I know that Carl, I helped you through it even though we never will truly get over it, so level with me man, what's doing this too you?"
Then Carl reached into his jean pocket and pulled out what looked like to Carl a simple pack of cigarettes. Then Carl took one out of the pack and lit it. The smell made Carl sick.
"Man, are you crazy, don't you know your killing yourself with that?"
"Here Lar, take a hit man." He reached the joint to Larry.
Larry took the joint and then threw it on the ground. He knew it would piss Carl off but he loved him too much to lose him to a dam joint.
"Dammit Larry! Why did you do that? Do you know how much these things cost?"
"No I don't, why are you doing this Carl?"
"It helps me to forget, to forget the pain, and besides I love the high it gives me. Come on Lar it'll make you feel better."
"Sorry Carl, I don't need weed to get high. I have a way of getting naturally high." Looking lovingly and seductively at Carl.
"Huh, what are you talking about Larry?"
"Yeah I get on a natural high but only when I'm with you. Hell, all I have to do is think about you. My mind races, my blood starts pumping and it gives me a buzz you wouldn't believe. I love you Carl and I thought you loved me too."
Carl looked at Larry and then down at the pack of joints he held in his hands. His eye caught the sight of the joint crushed out and he realized that one day that could be him. Looking back up at Larry, he wads up the entire pack and throws them down in a near by garbage can.
"I do love you that much Lar."
"Don't worry Carl I promised to take care of you and I am. I bet your mom's smiling now."
"Do you really think she is Lar?"
"Yeah, she understood about being naturally high, that's why she did those things for you while you were growing up man."
Carl wrapped his arms around Larry and they got back into the car and drove off together. It has been nearly ten years now, Larry is twenty-eight and Carl is twenty-nine. From that day he has been drug free since he rediscovered what it felt like to be ride on a wave natural highs with Larry.
The End
Readers, I know you have been through some pretty tough stuff and most of you are going through the same things that Carl has but if you must get high, make it a natural high, stay drug free. I know its not easy but look around you, you'll find your not as alone as you thought you were in the beginning.
Lord Dracul