DISCLAIMER: I don't know any of the members of NSYNC or the BSB. I don't know anything about their sexual orientation or the orientation of any other celebrities in this story (even though I wish some of them were gay). This story is fiction and you shouldn't take it for anything else but that. This is only for entertainment value only folks. Hope you enjoy the show oh I mean reading. `
"Even if you give me all your love, even if you give me all your kisses, it will be never..." Keyshia Cole
Never Too Much Chapter 10
by JT Poole
// Fernandina Beach, FL -- Downtown -- An Unknown Bar -- Monday Afternoon //
"Yeah could I get a Vodka and Orange Juice please?" Lance asked, sitting down on the stool at the bar.
"Sure guy." The bartender spoke looking at Lance strangely. " I know you from somewhere, I just can't place the face."
"I don't think so, but I get that a lot." Lance spoke, taking money out of his wallet. "I guess it's the face."
"I guess so guy." The bartender stated, placing Lance's drink in front of him.
"Thanks guy." Lance spoke, picking up the glass and taking a big gulp from the glass.
"Whoa man are you trying to get drunk? Taking drinks like that will knock you on your ass quicker than anything." The bartender spoke as Lance placed the glass in front of him.
"I want another one." Lance spoke, putting money on the counter top. "Keep `em coming until I say stop."
"Are you sure guy?" The bartender asked.
"Yeah I am sure. Keep `em coming until I say stop." Lance spoke, tapping the glass, waiting for the bartender to refill his glass.
"Okay guy, whatever you want." The bartender spoke, mixing Lance another drink.
// Back at JT's House //
"We have been looking for him, but I don't know where the hell he got to." Justin spoke, just as Jacob walked into the room.
"My dear Lance was at the hospital causing more problems for JT." Jacob spoke. "Hospital Security threw him out, that was a few hours ago, so I guess he's gone on one of his new drinking binges."
"Ah darlin' I am so sorry." Ashley spoke, wrapping Jacob up in his arms as the man cried.
"Why is this happening to me? Why is he doing this to us?" Jacob asked while he cried on Ashley's shoulder.
"I don't know darlin' I just don't know." Ashley answered, rubbing Jacob's back.
"It's going to be okay Jake." Chris spoke, hugging both Jacob and Ashley.
"It's not going to be alright Chris!" Jacob screamed. "The man that I thought loved me is basically trying to leave me for his ex ex boyfriend. How da hell do you think I feel about this. You have never had to worry about Ash doing that crap to you."
"I can trust my husband not to do that to me." Chris spoke, releasing Jacob and Ashley.
"Your what?" Jacob asked, turning around and looking at both Chris and Jacob.
"Husband?" Justin asked, standing up, causing Nick to fall to the floor. "When da hell did you get married?"
"Yes my husband and we have been married for a while now." Chris spoke, the cat finally out of the bag.
"I don't fucking believe this man, you are married. Wait a minute! Why didn't you tell us? Why didn't we get invited to the wedding?" Justin asked as Nick stood up, glaring at him and walking away from him. "Ni...Nick baby, I'm sorry, I was just shocked. I didn't mean for you to fall on the floor."
"Blow it out your ass!" Nick shouted walking up the stairs.
"Baby, baby come back!" Justin called out, running towards the stairs. "I' m happy for you Chris, but I have to go. Catch you later."
// Back Downtown at the Bar //
"Hey guy what's up? What's a hottie like you doing in a joint like this?" The guy asked.
"Fuck off guy, I'm not interested." Lance spoke, turning around on the stool and getting up.
"Oh yeah I like this, you playing hard to get." The guy spoke, following Lance towards the door.
""Not playing anything guy, leave me alone." Lance spoke, stopping in front of the door when the sunlight and fresh air hit him. "Damn, I guess I better take this slow."
"What's the problem man, you can't handle your liquor?" The man asked.
"I thought I told you to leave me alone, I am not interested!" Lance shouted as the man grabbed him, placing a kiss to his lips.
"Yeah you are drunk out of your fucking mind." The man spoke. "You will do just nicely for what I want to do."
"What the hell are you doing?" Lance asked as the man hugged him close and the two of them walked down the street together.
"Shut up and I won't hurt you." The man stated as he and Lance continued to walk down the street, ad then turning into an alley way.
"Where are you taking me?" Lance asked, getting scared now.
"Someplace you would fit right into." The man spoke, opening a door, escorting Lance into a building. "I have been watching you all day and I know who you are."
"You do?" Lance asked, showing his fear now.
"Yeah I do, you are Lance Bass, that singer guy from that band." The man spoke, pushing a door open and leading Lance over to a mattress on the floor.
"Where are we? What are we doing here?" Lance asked.
"That's none of your business and you will find out soon enough." The man spoke as Lance tried to pull away from him.
"You can't get away from me kid, you are stuck here and you will keep me company for a while." The man stated, flipping a switch as more lights came on in the room.
"What the hell is this place? What are you going to do to me?" Lance asked looking around the room.
"Well it seems you are the most popular guy in the world. You see many people in the world believe you are the gay one of that band you are in. There are tons of guys and some bitches out there believing that you are sleeping with guys, taking dick up the ass. Well I plan on making that come true."
"What do you mean I am popular and they think I am the gay one?" Lance asked. "How do you plan on making that happen?"
"Well I am going to fuck you up the ass and then I can write one of them stories that I read on them internet sites that talk about you." The man spoke.
"What internet sites?" Lance asked.
"Well come here." The man spoke, walking over to a desk that had a computer sitting on it. "This here is Nifty.org. This website has a lot of stories about you and your band mates. Some hot shit on there, I have read plenty of stories about you and Justin, you and JC and you and other people. I am going to change that, I am going to write about you and me, and then people can read a story about how I fucked you and you loved it."
"No! I am not doing anything with you!" Lance exclaimed, going back through the door that he and the man had came through.
"You can't run Lance, try as you might, but you can't get out of here." The man spoke, walking out of the room and going to the one spot that he knew Lance would go.
// At the Hospital -- JT's Room //
"Baby calm down, things will fall into place. I will never ever leave you." Dan spoke, kissing JT's cheek. "You can't get rid of me now, I have fallen in love with you and you just can't make me leave you."
"You will leave me! You just will!" JT screamed, crying now.
"No baby I won't leave you, never." Dan spoke, wrapping his arms around the man.
"Do you really want to be with me? I'm crazy or have you not noticed that?" JT asked.
"You are not crazy, you have just had some things happen in your life that you were not able to deal with. The both of us have had our moments, believe me." Dan spoke, thinking back to a time when he was in the same situation.
"I am too crazy." JT states, pulling away from Dan. "What other explanation can you give for my actions?"
"I just told you, you had some bad things happen in your life, and you were not able to deal with." Dan answered him.
"Yeah if you say so." JT spoke, turning away from Dan.
"I love you JT, I really do. I don't care what you say or think, I love you." Dan spoke, wrapping his arms around JT and nuzzling his face in JT's neck. "I really love you. I want us to be together forever, but that won't happen if you leave me. Please...please don't leave me, stay here with me."
"I...I don't know if I can." JT answered him.
"You can stay here with me. Please baby let me help you." Dan speaks, caressing JT's face as they looked into each other's eyes.
"How can you help me?" JT asked, tears slowly running down his face.
"Let me love you, you love me, we can help each other. I know what you are going through." Dan spoke, grabbing JT's hands and holding them. "A few years back I was right here like you are now. I was at a low point in my life and I didn't want to live anymore. I was right here, right here doing this, I had almost succeeded, but Ash stopped me. He found me the last time and saved me."
"You tried to kill yourself?" JT asked, tears flowing faster now.
"Yes I did, I didn't want to live anymore, I just wanted to go on to glory or wherever it is you go when you are us." Dan spoke, crying now too.
"But why? Why did you want to die?" JT asked.
"No one loved me, I didn't love me, I couldn't stand looking at myself, I didn't want anyone looking at me. I am too ugly for people to want." Dan answered.
"What? You are not ugly." JT spoke, caressing Dan's face. "You are the most beautiful thing I have seen in a long time."
"No one wanted me, no one at all." Dan spoke, looking away from JT. "All I was ever good for was for guys to use me."
"Use you?" JT asked, then figuring out what Dan meant. "Oh God, no not you."
"That's all I was good for." Dan spoke, looking away from JT. "Guys would only use me for their sexual pleasures then they would throw me away."
"No no no, you are not to be thrown away." JT spoke, pulling Dan to his chest and hugging him tightly. "I will never throw you away, I promise you that."
"Don't make promises you can't or won't keep." Dan spoke, still crying.
"I...I can keep that promise." JT spoke.
"No you can't keep that promise. If you kill yourself, then you will break that promise you just made." Dan spoke, sitting up again. "That's why you can't keep that promise."
"I...you're right. I can't keep that promise." JT spoke, dropping his head in shame.
"But will you try, try for me?" Dan asked.
"I am trying, I am trying everyday of my life, but..." JT spoke, being cut off by Dan.
"But nothing. Do you love me?" Dan asked.
"Yes I...I love you." JT answered him. "How can you sit there and ask me that?"
"Well if you love me, you will stay here with me." Dan spoke getting out of bed with JT. "I think I need to go for a walk. I will be back shortly."
"Dan no, don't leave me." JT spoke, reaching for Dan.
"I will be right back, I just need to get some air." Dan spoke, walking back over to the bed, kissing JT on the cheek and then walking back towards the door. "I will be back in a few minutes baby, just trust me."
"Oooo...okay, I will see you in a few minutes." JT said, more tears falling from his eyes as Dan walked out of the room.
TO BE CONTINUED...
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