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CHAPTER 8 Decisions
It's been a week since Stiles and I kissed. That also means a week since I freaked out and ran out of Stiles house not speaking a single word to him. I'm not to sure what to do I can't bring my self to text him back. But I can't keep ignoring him and hiding from him in the halls at school. I'm just to confused on what I should do, don't get me wrong I like Stiles a lot but I also like Liam. But the feelings I had when they kissed me was like nothing I've felt before. That's why I'm so confused, I just need to man up and talk to them both. I'm just not sure what to say. I think Stiles would be easier to talk to first. Landon we need to talk, can we meet some where? Stiles finally, I've been texting you for a week... and of course I'll meet you. Where at? Landon some where private. Stiles how about the creek in the woods? I knew what creek he was talking about. Landon sure, when can you meet me there Stiles be there in 20 mins or so Landon ok see you there I quickly got dressed and headed out my back door and into the woods. I decided to walk, hopefully it would help me clear my mind. I walked for about 10 minutes before I reached the creek and sat on a big rock near the waters edge. I sat there thinking of what I should say to Stiles when he got here. I felt like i was going to have a mini panic attack when i heard Stiles walk up behind me. I just sat there, i couldent bring myself to turn and face him. "Hey." Was all i could say "Hey." He replied soft heartedly I finally turned my head to look at him,I looked him in the eyes and noticed he looked like he had been crying. You could still see the tears in his eyes, I immediately got up and wrapped him in a hug. "What's wrong, please don't cry." I said feeling guilty. "I thought you hated me, you wouldent talk to me or anything." He said quickly with pain in his voice I knew I hurt him. Out of now where I started crying I couldent control my own emotions, every thing started to spin and I got this sharp pain in my head. I felt like it was going to explode, so many thoughts and mixed emotions came flooding to me. I felt so overwhelmed that last thing I remember were theses blinding lights, then nothing... It felt like I was floating, suspended in nothingness. My whole body felt numb and lifeless, I couldn't move any part of my body. "Landon." I herd a deep voice call out from the darkness, "Landon!" It said louder. I tried to answer but nothing would come out. In the distance I saw a light, it just kept getting closer and closer untill it was about ten feet in front of me, I realized it was an image of Stiles. Stiles was holding me in his arms my body looked lifeless. He was crying and screaming something at me but I couldn't hear a word he was saying. This can't be it. I can't die like this I thought to my self, but was it already to late? "NOOO!" I heard that same voice scream in my head "What can I do?" I thought to my self "Focus, push out all emotions that are not yours." It said with this soft calming voice, I felt my whole body relax. I felt all the emotions start to stir in side of my body. Anger, flustration, fear, doubt I took a couple deep breaths as I willed myself to forced out all emotions except for my own, It just seemed to be as easy as thinking about it and it just happened. I started to gain the feeling back in my entire body "You need to be careful, your body is still new to all of this and has yet to go though it's transformation." The voice echoed in my head "What do you mean transformation ?" I asked "Hello???" I yelled, but no answered me. I felt my body slowly starting to sink down into the nothingness I was suspended in until I felt my body slam into something hard, like I fell onto the ground. The darkness that surrounded me started to lighten up untill it was so bright I couldn't keep my eyes open any longer. I squeezed me eyes shut as hard as I could to keep the light from creeping in. "L-landon please wake up." I heard Stiles voice say pain clearly evident. I opened my eyes to see Stiles looking down at me with tears in his eyes. Was all that just a dream? I was in a daze for a minute "What happened?" Was all I could manage. "You passed out, I didn't know what to do." He sighed a sign of relief. "How long was I out." I asked as I sat up rubbing my head. "About two minutes." He chuckled "Can you help me back to my house." I asked, feeling woozy with a splitting headache. He wrapped his arm around my back and I wrapped my arm around his shoulders and we headed back to my house. We walked for a minute before Stiles spoke up. "Are you ok." He asked "Ya I'm fine, I'm not sure what happened tho." I said puzzled "You passed out that's what happened!" He replied sarcastically. "No it was more then that, it's hard to explain what happened." I said honestly Still kind of shaken from what happened, I didn't understand what that was all about and what did he mean my body was going to transform. "Let's just get you home to rest ok." He said his voice still full of concern. "I think that's a good idea." I replied. Juju was sitting in the kitchen when Stiles and I came stumbling in though the back door. I was mentally and physically exhausted and by the time we got back to my house I felt like I could sleep for days. "What's going on!" Demanded Juju obviously concerned with the state I was in. "He passed out in the woods, I got him here as fast as I could." Stiles replied "Let's get him up to his room, he looks burnt out." Juju said calmly take over the situation in front of her. Stiles nodded and both of them helped me up the steps and into my bed room and they laid me on my bed. "Stiles undress him and put him under the covers while I get him some water." She ordered and walked out of the room. When she was gone Stiles moved back over to me and gently pulled my shoes and socks off followed by my shirt and beater. He was so gentle as he pulled my shirts up and off my body and tossed it in my dirty cloths hamper, he move his hands down to my jeans and unbuttoned them slowly pulling them down he lifted my hips working my jeans over my bubble butt the pulling them off with one swooping motion. He pulled the covers up over me and sat on the edge of my bed. He was running his hand though my hair looking down at me, i smiled to show i appreciated every thing hes done for me. He kissed my forehead and stood up just as Juju walked in and sat the water on the night stand. "Let's let him get some rest ok sweetie." That was the last thing I remembered before falling asleep.
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