Should you reading this? This story contains descriptions of sexual interactions between consenting males and if its illegal where you are then, don't do it! If someone says you cant and doesn't have a good reason however, then I quote my favourite author on this site, "Fuck Em" try it, you never know! I do occasionally use derogatory terminology in my work, and I apologize if this causes offence to anyone. It's not meant that way at all. Also sorry for any spelling mistakes, I get a little dyslexic at times.
No Control: Part 5
MAX
I awoke the next morning, not many hours after me and Daniel had showered and looked around the room, disoriented for a moment. I realized then that Dan was breathing steadily in my arms and I pulled him a little tighter. His smooth back was against mine, the smell of soap still lingering in the air, and his own musky smell surrounded us, it was his bed after all.
Dan started to stir a little and I felt his ass press against my hard on. Wait.. I wasn't wearing boxers. Crap... his soft skin touching me there was electrifying to be sure. But I really couldn't do anything right now. I could barley walk, couldn't even shower on my own, rampant sex was out of the question. I tried to think of something to make my erection go away before Dan came fully awake, but nothing worked. He moved and my hand slid down his chest unintentionally, before coming to rest touching his stiff cock. Well THAT certainly isn't helping... Maybe he's still asleep and hasn't noticed...
"Mmmm, wheres that hand wandering too stud?"
I cringed. So much for still asleep.
"Dan.. Sorry I... Umm... I cant right now. I really do want to, but I-" "Cant. I know, I was there when the doctor told you remember? But he didn't say anything about me!"
Dan spun in my arms and grinned cheekily at me, before disappearing under the blankets.
DANIEL
I rummaged around under the blankets for a second, running my hands all over Max's body, relishing the feel of his taut muscles under my fingertips. I intentionally avoided certain areas where I knew he was still hurting, and paid very close attention to other more... sensitive parts.
I eventually ended up straddling his knees, with my hands planted on either side of his fully erect cock. It was the biggest I had ever seen outside of porn, at almost 11", and I couldn't wrap my fingers all the way around it. He was leaking precum with abandon, and it dribbled down his shaft and covered his head. I placed my tongue against the base of his shaft and slowly licked up. Max moaned loudly. I greedily thought that I was probably the first person to ever even see him hard, let alone touch him like this. I arrived at the top of his cock and slowly lowered my mouth onto his head, relishing the salty precum taste. I gently went as far down as I could go before I felt like I was going to gag. I could deep throat most guys, so this was at least 6 inches down, but Max still had length to spare. I went up and down a few times, and by the sound of it Max had placed a pillow over his face because his loud moans were somewhat muffled. Eventually I managed to work most of his length into my mouth. His cock was one of the best I had ever had in my mouth, and I've had more then I'm willing to admit. It was perfectly proportioned, and was hotter then I thought any part of the human body aught to be. After less then 10 minutes, Max grunted out, "Dan, I'm going to cum, I think..." I went up and down faster then, sucking all the harder. Max's cumshot was like nothing I had ever seen, even IN porn. He got at least 12 good spurts, and not small ones, ricocheting off the back of my throat. I finished swallowing and slowly let his cock slide out of my mouth. I looked at Max to see him with his eyes closed gasping, his massive chest rising and falling in great heaves. I crawled up and lay down next to him, resting my arm across his chest and tracing small circles with my fingertips on his taut pectoral muscles. He opened his eyes and looked at me. "How was that, stud?" He looked at me for a few moment without answering my cheeky question, before pulling me close to him and starting a soft and emotion filled kiss. It was easily the best kiss I had ever had, except for the long one he planted on my lips after that. And perhaps the one in the shower 15 minutes later was better... I could never decide.
MAX
Dan led the way up the stairs after we got out of the shower and dressed. Daniel had to help me put most of my clothes on, but now that the nudity barrier was out of the way, it wasn't such an issue. Actually I rather enjoyed the interplay of his fingertips as they brushed my skin at every available opportunity, almost as much as I had enjoyed my first sexual experience a couple short hours ago. It had been like nothing I could have imagined, and I wanted it again... I wanted it every second of every day!
I fought down the urge and watched Dan's ass as he climbed the stairs. God I wished I was physically fit to do all the kinds of things I wanted to him... just had to be patient.
We emerged into the kitchen and his parents were already at the breakfast table. They smiled warmly at us as we sat together opposite them. Breakfast went by quickly, and me and Daniel started to prepare for our graduation. The ceremony was tomorrow, and me and Dan would be going as a couple. I didn't really care all that much, but it was a HUGE deal to him, so I smiled as he led me through every SINGLE bloody store in the mall, before we finally went back to Le Chateau, where I was told what I was going to wear to best compliment his outfit. I laughed and agreed, and Dan paid for our clothes on the credit card his parents had given him.
We arrived back at Dans house later that day to find Alexis waiting for us in Dan's room. The rest of the day was spent with me sitting in a chair while Daniel and Alexis tried on their new clothes, Alexis had brought her grad dress, and I watched and smiled, nodding when required and just generally enjoying the peace and quiet
DANIEL
Me and Alexis were sitting on the couch upstairs late that night, Max had fallen asleep on the chair in my room some hours ago and we had quietly snuck upstairs for some girl talk. Max may have been gay but he was FAR from girly at all. One more thing I adored about him. Lex and I were talking about the relationship me and Max were forming, and what I wanted it to mean. I was telling her that I was already seeing wedding bells, and she was (despite my objections) counting off how many times I had said THAT before. "But its so real with him Lex... its like nothing before!" "I just want you to be sure before you pressure him into anything. Max is delicate, and you need to handle him carefully. Also, you cant do what you ALWAYS do and just dump him and move on to the next. It would destroy our friendship and put me in one hell of an awkward situation. Just PLEASE be careful Dan." "Don't worry about it Lex, I've got it covered." I reassured her as much as I could, but what she had said had instilled some doubts in me. Was Max just a flame, one that would burn out quickly and be gone. Or was it something more lasting? Only time would tell I decided. I went downstairs while Lex set up the futon bed where she usually slept. I debated waking Max but I decided he looked comfortable where he was, so I let him sleep. I crawled into bed and curled up in the fetal position, content that I had worked through everything requiring my immediate attention.
MAX
I woke up sometime around four am, still resting comfortably in the chair I had fallen asleep in. My neck was a bit sore and my stomach hurt a great deal from its past wounds, but I stood anyways and walked quietly over to the bed where Dans rhythmic breathing could be heard. He looked angelic in sleep, a slight smile on his lips and his hair dishevelled. He looked amazingly sexy that way, with his hair going in a dozen different directions and his face set in the serenity of sleep. I smiled and went to crawl into bed with him, but stopped before my hand had touched the blankets. On a whim, I decided to climb the stairs and step outside for a breath of fresh air, and perhaps enjoy a little bit of solitude. It wasn't that I disliked that I got to spend every waking moment with Dan, far from it. I had never been happier, ever. But for me, who had grown up always alone, it was unnerving to never have some time to just sit and think.
I quietly opened the door atop the stairs and stepped onto the landing. I could hear Alexis' snores coming from the living room, and I made my way quietly past her to the patio doors. I stepped into the chilly night and closed the doors behind me. I gazed up at the stars and let my mind wander. Life had changed so very much in the last few days, and it would never be the same again. Dan was now more then a big part of my life, he was my WHOLE life. I hadn't been to work in awhile, the hospital tends to get in the way of such things, and I didn't know if I still had a job. But it was no matter, I could easily find another if I wanted too. I had enough money saved up to find my own place now. But did my place have room for two? I had always had this idea, that I would move away, travel to Paris and study under some chef's there, live in Europe for a few years. But being with Dan changed all that. I couldn't leave him, and I definitely couldn't ask him to leave everything behind for my sake. Life was complicated, even when it was going well. I moved to sit on the swinging bench on the patio, and as I sat down a spasm of pain wracked my body, which sent my mind careening towards a place I didn't want to go.
Dad. The person who had controlled every aspect of my being for eighteen long years was gone, out of my life. I didn't have to be scared anymore, didn't have to worry about how much pain the simple act of going home would cause. But was he really gone? No one knew where he was, he had simply vanished. The thought terrified me. He could be anywhere, and all I could do was hope that wherever he was, it was far, far away. I heard the patio door slide open and could tell from the heavy footfalls that Alexis had come outside. She sat down very close to me on the swing and draped an arm over my shoulder, resting her head on my shoulder. "What's up big bro?" she asked quietly. I was silent for awhile, wondering how to answer. For my entire life, I had kept my fathers torturous secret, but now there was no need. But still, it was hard to open up. "I... I'm scared, Lex." She gave my shoulder a gentle squeeze and didn't say anything for a long while. Finally she asked me the simple question. "Scared of what, Max?" "I'm scared of my dad. He's not even here, and I'm still scared. I don't want to live in fear anymore. I just want it to be over for good. I'm scared of growing up, of living on my own. I'm scared I'm going to do something and Daniel will leave me. I'm scared I'll lose you as a friend." I paused, working through my own emotions, and Alexis gave me time to think. "But mostly, I'm scared of myself." There passed a long moment of silence, where Alexis and I sat staring up at the starry night sky, both of us thinking about what I just admitted. "Well," she finally said, "the way I see it, you have two choices. You can continue to be afraid, and let that fear govern your life, or you can decide to say `fuck it'. You cant change everything Max, and you cant fix all the worlds problems no matter how hard you try. Don't let fear rule your world, or it'll eat you up. Live in the moment, enjoy what you have, and take pleasure in the simple things." I leaned away from her so I could look at her face, and into her kind eyes. "When did you become so deep?" I asked with a chuckle. I leaned back and put my arm behind her head and we sat there until the first rays of sunlight lit up the sky in a cascade of colors.
Maybe if I had been a little more aware, a little more scared, I would have seen the man crouched in the bushes on the other side of Dan's fence, his hate filled eyes staring.
Sorry this one took so long to get out guys, in fact this is only about half of the chapter, but I decided to at least post something. I love getting emails, so let me know what you think at M-Davidson@hotmail.ca . The next chapter will be out shortly, I now actually know what will happen, which is part of why this one took so long.