No Longer a Shy Boy

This is a story about what really happened to me. Of course the names are not the same and a few things changed for the story, but it's 90% true. If you don't mind reading about a shy boy who become a cock addict, read it, or leave.

I wanted to write it, because now i think to be a cock lover is the best thing which happened to me. So if you are shy like i used to be, this story is for you.

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Hi everyone, today i wanted to share with you my story. Today I'm 22 yo German guy. I'm a good looking boy. I have green eyes, a pale skin, a nice smile and an athletic body. I got a smooth body, I only have a bush above my 7 inches cock and a few on my armpits. Ok I think I'm hot, but as a boy I was very shy and didn't dare to show off my body. I kept it mine.

The story took place when I just turned 18 yo. I dared to talk with men on the internet, I really wanted to find love. I started it when I was 17 but only found a good guy a year later. He was cute, three years older, and very hot. I was shy, it took time for me to meet him. I wasn't a virgin at that time, I had a few dates with guys, just to experience the thing because I was too afraid to get out of the closet to fall in love.

So when I met this guys we spent a good time together and we slept together two hours later. I really liked sex even if I was not a pro, so when I dared to meet guys I try to give everything. The guy was a bottom, I was top and couldn't imagine to be fucked. We dated and quickly declare our love to each other.

We had six beautiful months. We didn't had a lot of sex because he had always something wrong, but the love was true.. I thought. We fought a lot about useless things but always fixed things up. In the sixth month, we moved together in an other town for his work. I wasn't sure about it but I loved him, so I did what he asked.

The story really took place one week after we arrived. I had to skipped some school to buy some stuff for our flat, but when I finished I needed to rest so instead of go back to class I went back home. When I came in front of the door I was surprised to see it hadn't been well closed. My bf had to be in class. So even if I was scared I opened the door quietly and tried to know if someone moved in the flat.

I heard some deep breath and I was scared by what I could find. I took out my phone and prepared to call the police when I saw in the living room's mirror, the reflection of my naked boyfriend kneeling and sucking the cock of another naked dude. What I saw break me in a thousand piece. My boyfriend sucked hard on that huge cock. he allowed the man to push his head on his cock while he refused it to me. The guy called him good slut and really used his mouth. Of course it was hot, I was hard as rock, but my world was torn apart.

I quickly left the place and let the door opened like it was when I came in. I walked for hours and came back very late. When I came back he seemed to be worry but not too much. Some days later we had a lot of fight until he told me in my face he met another guy and wanted me to leave.

The hard time do not matter, you just can imagine how I was broke. My family rejected me because o told them about my `true' love and I gave him the little money I had for our flat. I had no choice but to stay in his flat for a while, because even if I gave him money we had it on his name and he could kick me any moment.

I didn't told you but I guess you figured out, I was shy, I believed in true love, I was naïve, I lost everything in a little time, so I was powerless in the middle of this perversion and I let it happened in front of me. So the first night I slept in the living room, I didn't knew what to think and I was lost but I was also hard. Some hours later he came in my room an laid next to me. He stroke my cock, he sucked it, I fucked him, but then he left and told me it was still done between us.

It was like that for a week. But if he came at first he suddenly stopped, I went in his room and fucked him the first night, still hoping for him to love me again, but then he closed his door and told me he didn't want to fuck with me again. I tried to find a way out but nothingThe week after he told me he wanted me to get out of his life, he started to let the guy come in the flat. It was one of his schoolmate, they spent all their time together, he looked a little like me, more masculine but I looked better than him. But the reason my bf choose him was because he had a very big cock. When we fought because I was still with him he kept told me dirty things he did with this guy. My ex sucked him at school, anywhere, anytime he wanted. Of course the same for give his ass to that guy.

When this guy start to came in the flat the started to have sex and make sure I would hear it. The first time they came back from a party and started to kiss in the hallway. Their was no door in the living room and I sat on the couch to watch tv. So when they came back, they made out in front of me, well aware I was sitting on the couch watching an audible horror movie, but they ignored me. They kissed passionately, I could see that guy grab my ex's ass and shove his hand inside his pants to feel it, while my ex greedily felt the guy's cock through his pant.

I couldn't believed what I saw and I couldn't believe that what hurt me the most turned me on so much. I was hard, I couldn't move, I couldn't speak but I liked what I saw. Suddenly my ex knelt in front of the guy and quickly unbuttoned his pant to take his cock out and suck it right away. The guy fucked my ex's mouth and both moaned like pigs. Sometimes the guy looked at me with a big smile on his face. I hated him but I felt horny at the same time...

They quickly went to my ex's bedroom and I heard them fuck like animals. They lived in the flat like if I wasn't here, sometimes they kissed in front of me, they laughed together, they showed me they were happy but not even looked me.

Well if the guy was here it was not everyday and my ex went to his flat to avoid me. I was in a hurry, I had to leave as soon as possible and tried to find a way out. Naïve, I thought maybe I could find a man to help me, I thought maybe I have to have sex but it was still fun to me to play sex games regardless the situation.

So I spent my days at school and my nights trying to find a guy to help me. Of course, unfortunately on internet it's all about sex and I quickly had to wonder about have sex for money. I really had to leave my ex apartment so I did it.

I found a website where I logged in. I put a picture of my back and ass because I quickly learned if you don't have a huge cock you have to give your ass and said I looked for a generous man to help me. I didn't needed more to get answers. And after a while a 50 yo guy told me he was interested by what I had to offer.

He asked me a picture but I was too shy to show my face, he said ok but asked me what I was looking for. I told him I just had a boyfriend a some sex friends but not a lot of action at the end. I quickly told him what I was going through and he seemed to be concerned about it. He knew I needed money so he asked me if I was open to the idea of a weekend with him, he would pay me 5000 for as much sex as he wanted.

I was in a moment of my life when I didn't knew what to think about sex anymore. First I thought it was something we did when we were in love, but with all the pervert things I heard and saw in two month I started to wonder if sex would be better with random men for rough actions. I was naïve, I said yes, thinking he would fuck me in the ass for an hour, then cuddles, then some hours later some more sex, some sucking actions and so on. In my head it was sweet, so when he told me if I was sure I was willing to do ANYTHING he wanted, I told yes.

So he came for me somewhere far from the flat to avoid to be seen. I was surprised to see he was tall and beefy. Not sure of the word so he had a strong chest and abs, he had a slightly grey beard and a very nice smile. The kind of guy you want to trust the minute you meet him. He had a very nice and expensive car. The minute I stepped in I thought I was in another world. I'm from a middle class family, my ex's family is wealthy and open minded, they knew about their boy. To let them think he was a good boy my ex told them I was with him for they money, and even if some of them trusted me, it's still hard to turn its back to family. That's why no one said anything when all blew up.

But anyway, in the car the guy told me his name was Mike, he told me he own a company, was divorced but always liked have fun with young guys and now he's freed from his wife, he could play as much as he wanted. He put his hand in his pocket and gave me half of the money he told me he would gave me. He said I had the first half now and the other at the end of the weekend. I was of with it and didn't checked how much I had, I tried not to show I was impressed by so much money.

I asked him if he didn't mind the money stuff. He laughed and told me he didn't mind if the guy was nice and really open to dirty games. I said I was curious even if I didn't dare to do things. We talked a lot and I felt good with him.

Two hours later we were at his house. A really nice house, I could see he had money. I felt unease in all this wealth knowing the troubles I had. He saw it and he told me he could gave me something to relax, it was a drug but not too much for me to black out as I wasn't used to it. I said ok and drank what he gave me.

We talked for a while and I felt free to speak, he asked me to tell him the truth about me and I don't know why I told him anything happened to me these last 6 months. I didn't lied to him, but not said a lot because I didn't want him to think I was desperate. But I don't know why I didn't mind and it felt good. Then he asked me about sex. I told him I liked videos with rough sex, he asked me if I would like to be submissive and I told him I was only top because I didn't dare to put things in my ass because things like that are considered too dirty in my family.

As I spoke to him I started to feel hot, I suddenly couldn't take my eyes off his bulge and I knew he caught me when he started to stroke his cock. I got hard and stroke my dick without even notice it. I heard the man say:

• So I rent your body for two days, I think it's the time for you to prove you worth the money. On your knees and suck my cock bitch.

He talked to me like if he was angry but he way he did it and the word bitch turned me on. I never felt so angry for a cock, I didn't look at his face, I just looked at him stroking his cock through his pant. I obeyed him and did what he asked. When I took his pants and brief down a gasped when I saw he had the biggest cock I ever saw at that time. A big and fat 10 inches uncut and veiny meat above big shaved balls. He had a lot of precum on his cock head. I was hungry, I my mind I only thought about sucking his cock and I did it the moment I aimed his shaft to my mouth.

Well like I told you I was a top and not a lot of sex before, so I barely knew how to suck cocks because guys spent more time on sucking mine. But with the drug he gave me I had the feeling all I needed was cocks deep inside my mouth.

So I sucked on his cock like I never thought it was possible before. I really needed it bad in my throat, so I forced myself on it even if I choke and gagged on it. Even if I wanted it hard it wasn't enough for him and he grabbed my head to push it deep into his cock. he laughed and told me my family was right to reject me because I was a cocksucker, he told me I knew deep down the only thing I wanted was to be used by men, by their cocks. He told me I will be used because I worth nothing but cum to feed me. he told me my boyfriend was right to kick me out because I was just a slut like him so I had no use. I had tears in my eyes and he forced me to look at him while he talked. I did exactly what he wanted I had not enough strength to do otherwise. Even if he humiliated me I felt horny and I took my cock out to stroke it furiously. Mike looked at me and laughed when he hold his whole cock deep inside my mouth:

• I'm sure now you look exactly like your ex, with a cock deep in your mouth I'm sure that you think you are doing what you are made for like he do each time he suck on a cock.

The way he talked hurt me but turned me on more. I felt good with his cock deep in my throat, I looked at him, I wanted him. I let him fucked face me furiously a minute later. I think he used me like that for about 30 minutes, my knees hurt like hell but the feeling of his cock in my mouth was so good. At first I gagged but at the end his cock easily went back and forth in my mouth now fit for his meat.

When he was about to blow his load he took his cock out of my mouth and told me to open it wide. I was not a huge fan of cum. I never had cum in my mouth and the idea of it on my face disgusted me, but there I wanted all his cum over my face and in my mouth. He smiled at me as he stroke and told me:

• You want me cum, right boy?

I was like crazy I spoke without controlling it:

• Yes daddy please give me your cum... I need it...

• ho.. all right my son, daddy is going to feed you with his hot jizz.

Then he came all over my face. I only shut my eyes when some of his cum hit them, but I opened them again because I was obsessed by looking at his cock shoot its cum. I had all my face covered by his cum and he aimed 3 thick load of cum in my hungry mouth. I swallowed it the second I could, I enjoyed the feeling of his warm sperm on my face and wondered why I never let a man do this before. I looked at him with lust. He used his cock to aim the cum I had on my face to my mouth. I greedily sucked on every drop he gave me.

Then, I had no more control over myself and I started to suck hard on his semi hard cock, some cum still on my face. I was pride of the cum painting my face, I felt dirty, I felt like a slut and I wanted to continue this.

But he was not in the mood anymore and he pushed me away. Then he grabbed my hair and dragged me to a playroom. It was dark and in a leather style. He made me bend over a bench glued to the floor and handcuffed my hands and knees on it. I couldn't escape. I felt fear and I was aroused. The way I was in the bench, gave an easy access to my mouth if the guy came in front of me of to my ass, if he was behind.

My legs were spread and I could feel the air breathing over my hole. I felt so powerless, it was hot to think any men could use me. Mike left a while and came back with some water for me. I drank it all and recognize the flavor of the drug he gave me earlier. I wasn't scared because he didn't told me like earlier, but I was turned on my the idea of being used again.

Once again some minute later I felt the need for cocks and started to beg for it. But he didn't gave me his to suck, instead, he ate my hole for a while until he took a medium dildo, lubed it and pushed it in my hole.

I was surprised because he pushed slowly all the way in the 8 inches' dildo inside my ass and I had no pain. On the contrary, it felt good to feel something in me. when he started to fuck me harder with the dildo I began to beg him to fuck me with the real cock. He did it some times later. He came above me and aimed his cock to my hole and rough fucked me the minute he entered it. I moaned and screamed like a girl, I always begged him for more, he humiliated me and told me I wasn't better that my ex, I was a slut, a faggot who loved cocks. I loved it because he was right, I craved for cocks.

He came inside my ass with no warning and obviously without condom. But I didn't care, it felt so good to feel his hot cum inside me, I felt like any woman.

All this make me knock out some minutes later. I woke the next morning in Mike's arms, in his bed. We both were naked and I could hear him snoring. I looked at him and find him beautiful, I touched his chest, I was horny.

So I went under the bed sheets and look for his cock, I stroke it a while until he was hard and then sucked on it. He woke up at some point and told me I really worth the money, he congratulated me for being a such good slut. It's odd, but I felt happy.

After a while he made me sit on his cock and I ride it like a pro, like if I always had done this and without drugs. I don't know, but that morning, doing this kind of stuff seemed normal to me. he then me lay on my back and he told me to put my legs behind my head, I did it as I am flexible, and he fucked me while I could see his huge cock invade my hole few inches from my faces. He grabbed my throat and crushed it as he called me a whore and spat on my face. I moaned like crazy and I even open my mouth for his spit to aim it.

This time he didn't cum in my ass but told me to remain still and after he took out his cock he brought it to my mouth and made me suck it deep until he unload his balls. I swallowed every single drop and thanked him when he pulled his dick out of my mouth.

We ate and talk for some hours until he gave me a glass of water. I understood it was drug before I drank it, but did it gladly. He then brought me in his playroom and made me lay on a leather sling. After he handcuffed and blindfold me he left and I suddenly felt very very horny, hornier than the day before, I think he put a lot of drug in this water. I liked to see a lot, but now I was blind he turned me on not to know what he would do to me.

He came back an hour later. When I heard him step in the room I started to beg him for let me suck on his cock while he fuck me with a dildo. With not a single word he came next to me and feed me with his cock in his mouth. I sucked it as if I hadn't eat in days and I moaned when I felt fingers pushing the entrance of my man cunt. But then I felt three hands over my body and then a dick slapping my hole before it shove inside my ass. I moaned as I heard some guys laugh and told Mike he really found a dicks hole. I don't know how many they were, but I think there were at least 4 guys and Mike. They all took turns in my holes. I really loved to suck cocks right after they were in my ass. None of them put a condom but I didn't care, the feeling of their bare cock in my ass was so good. When I could speak I begged them to feed me, to fuck me harder, to use me. They talked me dirty, they slapped me and spanked my ass, one of them even pissed all over my body and face, I surprised myself when I opened my mouth to taste his piss and I told him I liked it when he asked me if it tasted good.

They all unload their cum in one of my hole or all over my body, I my whole like I never had so much cum in one day. They left after I sucked their cock clean and Mike came back some times later to release me.

We rest for a while, he gave me the money he had to gave me and brought me home. We spoke a few at the end, and when I was in the elevator before home I was kind of broke. I thought a lot about sex but I remembered now my bf home. When I opened the door I saw he was alone in the kitchen. We barely said hello and I went to the living room.

Later in the evening his bf came with one of his friends. But this time I really wasn't disturb when they started to sleep together and make sure I would hear their fun. Instead I was just horny and masturbated while I heard them. I even went to the hallway to hear them better. My ex new bf and his mate called him a slut, I could hear the sound of a guy's tight hitting the ass of my ex and the sound of his moan with a cock in his mouth.

They had fun a big part of the night, but I slept strangely well. The next day I went to the bathroom naked. I wanted to be naked and didn't care if they caught me after all they did. I looked at my skinny athletic body and stood in front of a large mirror. I bend over and spread my ass cheek to look at my smooth pink hole still well opened by Mike and his friends. When I pushed a finger inside my boy pussy to see it gasped the door open and I saw a guy I didn't knew enter the bathroom naked.

He was a little chubby but good looking, he had brown hair, had a hairy chest, arms and legs, and a nice and thick 8 inches cut cock.

He was soft when he entered and seemed very surprised to see me. I was too but I couldn't help but to look at his naked body and especially his hairy soft cock which grew the moment he looked at me bent over the mirror and looking at my self-fingered ass.

If I hadn't experienced kinky sex that weekend I would have been scared and hide myself. But I don't know, maybe because I was mad at my ex, but when I saw him become hard I didn't move, or only my finger slowly in and out my ass. His face was red as he quickly said lowering his eyes but smiling:

• Hi.

• HI.

• I need to take a piss do you mind? You can keep doing what you do...

• OK.

I looked at him as he moved next to me because the toilet was next to me. He tried to focus on his piss but only look at me fingering my ass. I had my eyes on his but he hardly looked at me. But he waited not too much to took my finger out of my ass and push two of his. I moaned softly as I arched my back more.

• I really need to take a piss before I will giving you what you deserved.

It was a game to me, I just smiled at him and look at him focus on his piss. When finally a yellow stream came out his cock, I wanted to show him I could be a better slut than my ex and I bend over to take his cock inside my mouth to swallow all his piss and then suck on his hardening cock.

The guy gasped and said yeah. His piss was strong from the night but I really enjoy to swallow it while I looked at him. I felt like a shit, I looked in the eyes one of the guys with whom my bf cheated on me, I drank his piss greedily and I was proud of it. When he stopped to piss I started to suck on it. It didn't took long for him to be hard and to fucked my mouth like if I was a whore. When I felt he was about to cum I released his cock and stood up. I saw he didn't understood why and I turned over to bend over and give him my ass. Clearly even if I liked to suck him I only thought about the moment he would fuck me. when he saw me spread my ass cheeks to show him my cunt he said with a low voice:

• Sorry dude I don't have condom here...

• I want your cum please...

• You are a bitch...

• Yeah...

When I told him I wanted his cum I pushed my asshole against his cock head and fuck myself on it. He then fucked me like a rabbit and shoot deep in my ass while I moaned like a real girl. To prevent me from making to much noise he covered my mouth with his hand.

After he was done he told me he wasn't into my problems with my ex and it would be our secret. I was a little disappointed, I really thought he would quickly talk, but no matter, I could say it later if I wanted. He washed his cock and left.

Later in the morning I heard the three of them have sex again. I was so turned on...

That's how I turned a shy boy into a boy craving for cocks. There is a little more things with my ex, I can tell you about if you want to know more about my experience.

Thanks for reading