No Longer a Shy Boy

This is a story about what really happened to me. Of course the names are not the same and a few things changed for the story, but it's 90% true. If you don't mind reading about a shy boy who become a cock addict, read it, or leave.

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Part 2

Hi guys, it was fun and hot to write about the first time I had been used. So here I am, ready to tell you what came next. Once again, this story is mine almost everything happened even if some things I will speak about happened some months later in my life. I don't know if I gave you enough background of myself. I am the third o five children. I always been shy but curious. Religion is important to my family and I think I always been an exception with my lust for sex and especially for cocks.

So as I told you when I told them I dated a guy they rejected me. Our relationships were cold, and I said anything about what I went through with my ex bf. To find a way out I rented my body over a guy who gave me a lot for a two days of sex. When I came back home I wasn't able to think well and I had sex with my ex and his new bf's threeway partner in the bathroom.

When I came out the bathroom it was hard to walk until the couch. I crawled naked on it and I slept straightaway. I made strange dreams, all about sex, I dreamt about cock and I remember I thought I liked their taste. In my dream it was like if I could feel a dick penetrated me. It felt good but I moaned and it became hard to breath. I opened my eyes and panicked. I could feel a heavy body on me and a cock move back and forth my ass. The guy had a hand over my mouth to avoid me to moan too loud. He moved his mouth close to my ear and said:

• Shut up bitch, they are in the bathroom, I have to make it quick, just give me your ass bitch...

Then he grabbed my phone which was on the low table and I saw he put the camera on and started to tape us. The moment I saw us on the phone screen I submit to him. What turned me on and pushed me to let him do anything he wanted? The fact he was an ugly chubby guy. Ok he wasn't that bad, but he wasn't my type and on a street I would never have looked at him, and I would have been disgusted by the idea of touching his cock.

But there I was, looking at me with the huge chubby guy's hand over my mouth, his heavy stomach hitting my back as he shoved rough his cock I could see from time to time. This guy had nothing attractive to me, well almost nothing... I moaned like a slut when I understood I was willing to let an ugly guy fuck me just because he had a big cock. I couldn't keep my eyes from the screen. It was disgusting to watch him enjoy kissing my neck. He removed his hand from my mouth to force me French kiss him. He moved his hand back again in front of my mouth and fucked me harder. He moved his head next to mine, made me look at the camera, and said while he looked at it too:

• Yeah you like that slut right?

I tried to say yes with moans, yes I felt shame to be fucked by him but I enjoyed it more.

• Yeah of course you do... they were so wrong about you... They are together since two years... but your now ex boyfriend couldn't ask them to leave them for a stranger. So they choose you because you looked innocent, the perfect cover for your ex's family. So they agreed to let him come with you. But now your use is done, and they can have fun together even if they ruined you, they don't care, it was fun to toy with you they told me. They asked me to come fuck your ex boyfriend for you to feel bad but I'm sure you enjoyed it... so it looks like they made a slut of you... they allowed you to become what you really are... A dicks' hole.

I moaned of ecstasy. It hurt to learn the truth that way, but the fact he was moving his cock with deep back and forth my ass made me love that pain. I remembered I thought it was all about sex, my ex used me because he wanted to be a slut far from his family and in that moment I understood why because this ugly chubby man's cock felt so good in my ass I almost begged him to fuck me harder. When he forced me to kiss him I gladly kissed him back and sucked on his tongue like if I wanted to thank him to show me the truth about myself. I almost forgot my ex was in the bathroom with his current boyfriend until we heard loud but from the bathroom:

• Tim, come over here, your dick is needed is my ass...

I couldn't believe the bastard would dare to say it out loud. Tim quickly said with a low voice while we looked at the camera:

• Yeah baby I was supposed to wait until he called me... he told me he wanted to see tears in your eyes... but with my cock in your cunt I only see lust for cocks...

Then he said out loud:

• I'm coming my slutty buddy (buddy because he said my ex's name), I just have to call Joe for some weed.

• Ok take me some...

Then he resumed on fucking me hard, he grabbed my hair and licked my cheek in a disgusting way why we looked at the camera still taping us. He suddenly took his cock out and told me to get on my knees to suck on his cock. I did what I was asked and sucked him while I looked at the camera, he said with a low voice:

• You like my cock?

• Yeah...

• Are you happy your ex turned you into a cock sucker?

For answer I slowly deepthroated him with a lust glance at the camera and then facefucked myself, he laughed:

• Yeah I see you are happy now. You know you are going to eat my cum then I will feed your ex boyfriend because he's a cum lover too?

I took out his cock of my mouth and told him while I sucked his balls:

• But you fucked me first this morning...

• That's right... good slut.

I smiled and he started to stroke his cock in front of my face. I looked at the camera and opened my mouth wide. Soon he came. 5 thick load of cum hit my face and mouth. He finished to shoot in my mouth and I slowly sucked him. Still with the camera on he asked:

• Are you proud to have your face covered by my cum?

• Yes I am pride to have your cum on my face and in my mouth.

I stroke his cock and kissed his cock head like a slut in porn. He stopped to tape us and seemed to look at something, then his phone rang and he told me he had my number. He quickly left and I was alone with his cum over my face. I laid on my bed and took my phone to look at the video. I first saw he sent it to himself. I got scared but turned on at the same time. I watched the video as I pushed the cum on my face inside my hungry mouth. I stroke as I enjoyed watching me be rough fucked by a ugly guy and shoot a load over my stomach while I could hear my ex scream of joy in the bathroom.

I don't know, maybe I was the one to be, but when I heard it I thought he was pathetic. I still loved him, but at the same time he had been a coward when he used me like he did. I know it's insane, I was pathetic too, while he got fucked I laid on my bed, naked, cum over my body after a guy who fucked my ex fucked me. The thing is that I thought I was a better slut even if I started a day ago.

I skipped school that day, instead, when my ex and those two guys left. I went to my ex bedroom and put all his favorites clothes on. I took pictures of me, sexy and soft, in one of them I looked like a smart boy at the church on Sunday morning. Then I took his G-strings and Jockstrap and did some sexy pictures of me on his bed in front of his big mirror. I stole him a few sexy underwear (he had many many). I felt so dirty but it was fun to toy with him a little before I leave. Then I went online and added some of my new pictures and only showed online one of my ass with a clear view of my fresh fucked pussy. It was noticed I was looking for a big dick in my ass as soon as possible.

In no time I had many answers but I declined all of them. First I wanted to let the first guy who asked to fuck me, but his cock was so tiny I had to refuse. Unfortunately it was hard to find a big cock, until 20 minutes later a guy sent me two pictures. First, the picture of his hard 11 inches brown and cut cock. Then a white young guy with his cock deep in his mouth and a big black cock head under his nose. In his message he said:

• Are you catholic?

At first it sound weird but the picture of his cock turned me on so I said:

• Why?

• Answer.

• Yes I am...

• I'm looking for a white catholic slave to worship my Muslim cock because that why God want them to do.

I got hard immediately. I told you my parents were very religious, and of course that's mean the kind of thought that their religion are the only one true. And because they rejected me, I strangely found it hot to do what this guy's God wanted because I was not good enough for mine.

• What do I need to do?

He gave me a picture of his face and told me where to go, he told me to put sexy underwear and we agreed 30 minutes later I'll be there. I wanted to play to his game so I put the cross I had around my neck and make sure it was visible. I was scared but hard all the travel. I arrived somewhere in the city where a lot of black and arabs family lived. It was a little scary because I wasn't used to big cities, I was uneased. But I went near a fast food he told me. He was right on time but instead to see him come in a car, I saw him come to me on foot, in some traditional Muslim clothes. I learned later it was because he came back from his pray. When he walked next to me he didn't stopped and just told me:

• Follow me bitch.

I followed him until a dead end. He turned around and I quickly caught his hard cock throught what looked like a long dress which covered his foot. I don't know why but I instinctively fell on my knees to kiss his hard dick. Like a hungry bitch I pulled up his robe and discovered his huge cut cock inches from my face. He smelled piss, it turned me on and I licked his shaft. Then I looked at him and started to deepthroat him. He moaned and pushed my head on his cock until he saw me wearing my cross. He pulled his cock out, grabbed my neckless and took it under my nose, then he pushed back his cock inside my mouth and put the cross over his cock. He pushed my head on his cock and I had my lips on the cross, he laughed and told me with an arab accent:

• Yeah bitch even your god wants you to suck dick, you, white catholic cunt.

Then he spoke in arab so I didn't understood a word. I just enjoyed his cock deep in my throat. He had an angry look upon your face, I loved the hate he seemed to have for me, it made me be willing to do anything to please him. After a while he made e stood up and turned me, the side of my face against the wall. I could see the street, it was scary fucking hot. The Muslim guy drop my pant and forced me to spread my legs before he shoved all his Arabian meat inside my white cunt. I couldn't help but screamed as he raped me. But he didn't care and the louder I screamed the harder he fucked me.

That's when I saw guys come from the street. Like the guy raping me, they wore traditional clothes. They were three, two old guys in their late 50 and a young guy in his late 20. They all pulled their robe up with one hand and stroke their cock with the other. At that point I didn't felt pain anymore and I enjoyed the guy's Arabian cock in my ass. I started to moan as loud as I screamed and I heard him say:

• Thank Allah for my cock in your white pussy.

I gladly did what he told me. It felt so good to do wrong things. As I thanked his god I imagined what would think my parents if they knew what I was doing. It drove me so crazy that I told the guy and in front of the others I would do anything to please his god who was above any men. I told them I was a sinner and I needed their arab seed to purify me.

As I talked the guy fucked me faster and he quickly came inside my ass. When I felt his sperm in my pussy I thanked his god for this Arab seed. When he took his cock out of my ass, I was driven by lust, I fell on my knees and started to suck on one of the guy's cock while I grabbed the other two. They laughed and spoke in their mother tongue. I took turn on sucking their cocks and I barely look at them to see what they looked like. All I remember is that they had big and delicious cocks. One of the older man quickly came in my mouth. I thanked him and resume to suck the others. The younger came behind me to fuck me until he shoot his load when the other guy made me eat his cum.

The three who came left and the one I met on the internet told me I did well and will contact me soon to go further. When he left I shyly found my way back home. Under the shower I felt dirty, I cried, I was ashamed. I remembered when I was a good and nice boy looking for love and now a slut craving for cocks. The worst was that I loved cocks...

I had a pretty bad time in this bathroom. When I went out I was naked and when I came in the kitchen I found out my ex was back home too. He looked at my body and at my semi hard cock (because of the thoughts of what I did). He surprised me when he said he prepared dinner for us. We ate in silence and he asked if we could watch tv together. We talked a little and he told me he heard me in the bathroom and said he was sorry if he pushed things too far. I barely listened to him, it was too late to be sorry, he didn't knew what I did to walk through things and what it made me become.

As we watched tv he put his hand on y knee and then slowly went to my cock and stroked it through my pant. I let him unzip me and suck on my cock. But for the first time, when I get bored, I grabbed his hair and forced him to suck me deeply. He let me use his mouth and this bitch moaned liked the sissy slut he was. I just clapped my fingers to have him on his hand and knees, ready to take my cock deep inside his ass. I fucked him rough, the same way I had been fucked the past few days. Once again this slut moaned and begged for more. He really looked like a whore when I made him kneel to cum on his face. He had a big smile and told me it was great.

When bedtime comes he asked me if I wanted to sleep in his bed. I wondered if he was still in love or if he was playing a game. I figured out he thought I was desperate, so be it, I was going to be desperate and I told him I would love to sleep next to him.

Of course the next morning I woke up with him sucking on my dick and I fucked him before we headed our ways to our own school. This day I wasn't going to skip it. So I worked, I felt more relax than the past few weeks and I surprised myself by having fun like if anything bad in my love life happened.

Well this good mood was till a practice class. I forgot our test and it was a mandatory one. I spent the worst hour of my life thinking my life was going to be ruined and I waited the end to see my teacher:

• Sorry sir, yesterday I really had a bad day it became impossible for me to come for the test, I'm working hard on this to pass my year, is it possible to do it again, I swear it won't happen again.

• I am sorry young man, even if I can tell you try to work hard on class I also saw you were absent-minded these time.

• I told you I had some bad times, but it's ok now, I'm back on track.

• The problem is people could think it's unfair if you can do what I will refuse them...

• Please sir, we don't have to tell them, I'm new in the city and I don't have any friends yet here. I can change my study groups and no one will know...

• I'm sorry, it's still unfair if you can have something with nothing in return...

As he said that he sat comfortably on his chair and spread his legs to let me see his soft cock under his pant. Now I have to tell you this guy was in his 30s. He was a Spanish teacher and I always felt strange around him. We looked at each other, sometimes we smiled at each other. But you know, shy like I was I didn't understood what he meant on public. But now we were alone on a study room with a still open door. No one was supposed to come after us but anyone could walk near the room and see us. Now with my knew knowledge of sex I immediately knew he wanted me to suck his hardening cock. With not a word I walked around his desk and knelt in front of him. I took out his cock and sucked on it. He let me do things and softly moaned as I deepthroat his thick cock.

This Mexican dude was so hot, he looked at me as he pushed my face against his pubic hair and sometimes checked the door in front of him to be sure no one spied on us. I loved his cock with my mouth until he came deep inside my throat. I moaned as I swallowed and when he zipped his pant he told me it was only the first part of my debt. I thanked him and left.

When I looked at my phone I saw I received a text. I opened it and saw a picture of my ex bf sucking on a cock inside a toilet cabin. I recognized the chubby ugly guy's stomach and cock. It turned me on even it was disgusting. He said on the text I was next. I answered if he really meant it I would be home naked in 30 minutes.

No answers but I did what I told. I let the door open, I headed my ex bf's bedroom and stripped naked and waited with on my back, my legs behind my head and my ass up facing the bedroom's door because I knew he would have the sight of my well opened cunt. I said 30 minutes and 57 minutes later I heard the door open. I looked the door face to me, I wanted to see this disgusting guy come to me with lust, I wanted this chubby guy I would never look a month ago, thought he had power over me. I wanted him to think I submitted to him. And in fact I did, I truly wanted this chubby ugly guy understood I craved for his cock. It took some times to hear him come to the door. But when I saw him I had to finger my pussy and moan. I was turned on to see him appear naked with his big 8 inches cock in hand. I heard him breath hard as he came close to me. He was mesmerized by my open hole and he said with a trembling voice:

• You waited for my cock right?

• Yes please I need your cock deep in me please...

He slapped my buttocks with his massive cock and spat on my face and then on his dick before he shoved his cock deep inside my warm pussy. He bent over and kissed me as he started to pound me. I kissed him back and did it the same way I kissed my ex bf. I was considering I was making love to him. He pounded me for a while then told me to sit on his cock. I made sexy move while I rode his cock. I played it sexy, almost like a girl and I deeply moaned, louder than what I really felt. He looked like a kind who fucked his new wife, he let me do all the job, he just enjoyed the slut I was.

As I fucked myself on his cock he started to say:

• I can't believe I have you, if Sam (my ex's new bf) knew it he would kill me...

He caught my attention and I asked him like if I wasn't really aware of what I said with a slutty moan:

• Why...

• It would be bad to tell you... I said I didn't want to be a part of your things...

• Please... tell me and you can use my ass whenever and wherever you want...

• Fuck..ok.. oh yeah move your ass like that baby... fuck... ok... even if he is in love with your ex he wanted to fuck you the day he met you.

• Really?...

• Yeah... he thought it was too bad you wasn't a slut... but now you are my slut right... you will do anything I want... right?

• Of course... i'm yours and I can't live without your cock...

Of course I lied, it was just a game and if it was true I may be make my ex suffer too. I let the chubby ugly man fuck me and think I was in love with him. After he made me eat his cum he wanted to cuddle and told me he would make me happy and that he was sorry for what happened to me.

Maybe you are like me, you don't understand this little part above? Me too, when he started to talk about me being his boyfriend I wondered if I understood it well. I smiled at him but in my head I said no way. But I was still in my ex's this flat so.. I thought it was better to have this guy as a friend instead as enemy.

Thankfully he feared Sam's reaction knowing he dated me, that's why the fact we had to hide helped me not to worry about it. He stayed glued to me an hour and left. That night my ex came alone and seemed upset by something. At night I watched tv when I saw the door of the living room be opened. My ex came through the door, he was naked and immediately knelt between my legs to suck my cock.

At first I ignored him and he sucked harder on my cock. He had that look, the one owned by any cocksucker craving for cocks. I was rock hard but I ignored him for about 20 minutes, then I grabbed his hair and facefucked him as I told him he was just a cocksucker. He moaned and I could see him finger his hole. After I told him he was a bad cocksucker I bent him over the low table and wasted no time to fuck his arc ass. I the more I pounded him the more he moaned. I was surprised too last longer than usual. Maybe because I had a lot of sex but I could have fucked him for hours but he came too quickly over the table. i forced him to suck on my cock until I shoot my load 30 minutes later.

When I removed my cock from his mouth I saw he was hard again, he wanted to cuddle but I told him I needed to rest alone and he `sadly' left.

That's almost all what happened with him, short after that day I found a flat on my own, maybe I'll talk about it later if you want.