OBSESSION
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Beating The Odds Young Friends 06/02/02 You Can't Go Back Young Friends 05/29/01 Dear Diary Young Friends 04/18/01 One Big Happy Family Young Friends 11/24/00 Matt and Mike Young Friends 03/24/00 My New Life Incest 12/18/99 New Neighbor Young Friends 12/17/99 Sam Finds A New Father Adult/Youth 12/16/99 Billy and Jim Adult/Youth 12/13/99
Chapter One
(This story isn't real, but the idea came to me when an adult playing a seventeen year old joined a gay young guy's support group I was running and became boyfriends with another seventeen year old member. He eventually told him the truth but the seventeen year old was devastated for a while. Be careful!!! Who you chat with may or may not be telling the truth!! This is dedicated to Jamie, the seventeen year old from above and to Brian, who is the star of this story. Without Brian's constant nagging about me finishing writing the story, it still wouldn't be finished.)
I really don't know what to do,' Brian thought, as he paced around in his room. I still really love him, but he's beginning to drive me crazy.'
Brian knew he was supposed to be on the net talking to Bill right now, but he just couldn't make himself do it. Instead, he loaded one of their past chats. It was the first time Bill had ever made love to him over the net. When it had happened, Brian had never done anything but talk over AIM before. He was at first embarrassed as Bill described slowly undressing him, licking all the way down his chest from his nipples to where the top of his shorts were, them removing them as Bill made his way down to Brian's very hard penis. Brian could almost feel Bill's lips go over the head of his penis as he described what he was doing to him. It had made him hard then and every time he had read it since then.
Brian actually reached for the box of tissues he kept by the side of his computer. He was so hard now, it actually was hurting. He slowly rubbed himself through the thin material of his shorts and boxers as he continued to read. He started to jerk off right then, but changed his mind. He knew that Bill expected to cyber with him as soon as he signed on.
He had completely fallen head of heels in love with Bill that night. But ever since then, Bill had gotten more and more demanding. He never asked Brian's opinion on anything any more. Bill made all the decisions and Brian was expected to go along with him or else. And `or else' meant long, almost maniacal ranting when Bill's temper would explode.
Brian would always tearfully apologize and Bill would be happy. For a while. Then it would happen again.
Brian thought back to when Bill had changed. He thought it was when Bill had bought each of them matching rings and had asked for Brian's last name, address, and telephone number. Brian had thought `Why not?' Bill had shown him a picture of the silver and turquoise ring on a web site that he wanted to buy for each of them, signifying that they were going together.
Brian's older brother Mike had warned him about giving out personal information over the net, but this was Bill. It was totally different with him. Brian loved him and Bill loved him back.
Brian thought back to when he had first fallen in love with Bill. They had started out as friends that had met in a gay group chat room.
Bill had asked for a picture of Brian first, and Brian scanned a couple into his computer and e-mailed them to Bill. Bill had e-mailed lots of pictures in return. LOTS. They had started out with a class picture, and some at the beach, where all Bill had on was a swim suit. Brian had kind of fallen in love with him then. Bill was about Brian's height, had the same kind of swimmer's type physique, the same blonde hair and blue eyes.
Then, the pictures changed. Bill had purchased a digital camera with a remote control button so he could take pictures of himself.
Four e-mails came at one time, with six pictures each. Brian viewed them one at a time. Bill was shown smiling at the camera, then slowly undressing. There were several shots of each piece of clothing he took off. Brian was getting harder as his new friend had less and less clothes on. By the end of the second e-mail, all Bill had on was a pair of Fruit of the Loom briefs. Brian could read the words on the band.
The next e-mail showed Bill with an obvious hard on in his briefs, then slowly taking them off, all the time smiling for the camera. There were several shots of him while he slowly lowered them. Then they were off and he was totally naked, totally hard, with a huge grin on his face. Brian raced from one photo to the next, until the last two showed him shooting and the next showed a close up with cum oozing out of the piss slit in his penis. Brian had shot twice himself as he went from photo to photo.
And they had become boyfriends that night. Bill had asked him what he thought about the photos and Brian had told him the truth. That they were really hot. That he had really enjoyed looking at them. That he had shot twice while viewing them. And Bill asked him right then if he would be his boyfriend. Brian joyfully accepted.
Before Bill, Brian had never had a boyfriend, but he had known he was gay for several years. He'd tried to keep it a secret but he'd forgotten to delete all the gay sites that he had visited. He had paid dearly for that mistake.
His father was sick one day and had stayed at home from work. He had a drinking problem, and had taken his first drink shortly before noon. Vodka. From the freezer. Straight up. Guaranteed to get you drunk fast.
He had gone into Brian's room to look something up on the net and closed the site. Then he remembered one more thing he wanted to look up and instead of typing in the address again, he hit the tab to the right of the explorer screen to bring up previous sites he had visited like he did at work. And he found lots more than he bargained for.
He found a link to several gay story sites as well as several pornography sites. He visited every site, getting madder and madder. He was thoroughly pissed and also thoroughly drunk by the time Brian came home from school.
That was them first of many beating Brian received from him. He was waiting with his belt in his hand when Brian first opened the door. He didn't even give Brian time to explain anything to him, he just grabbed Brian by the arm and drug him into his room, where one porn site was still showing on the screen.
Brian saw the screen and went white with fear. He started trying to explain to his Dad but that's when the beating started. His Dad stormed out several minutes later, yelling abusive things that Brian couldn't even hear from all the pain he was in.
The beatings continued for three more days, getting worse, not better. Brian's mother tried to stop his Dad once, but was quickly over-ruled. From that point on, she just assumed they were for Brian's own good. He had told her that he was going to beat the "faggotness" out of his son and nothing was going to change his mind.
But one thing did happen that changed Brian's life forever. Mike was driving home from work and decided to stop in and visit his parents. He was close by when he used his cell phone to call their house. His Mom answered and Mike could hear Brian screaming in the background. Mike couldn't even understand what his Mom was saying and he wasted no time in hanging up, flooring his new Mustang Cobra, and getting to his old house in record time.
He burst through the front door and ran for Brian's room, not even saying a word to his Mom, who was sitting in the den.
His Dad didn't see him coming. Mike spun him around to make him stop beating Brian and saw the maniacal look in his eyes. He had seen that look many times in the past himself when he was Brian's age and was too young to stop the abuse that he had also received. But at 29, he was old enough to stop it now.
His Dad yelled something at him and actually tried to strike Mike with the same belt he had been using on Brian. But Mike blocked that arm with his left hand and swung his right upward, catching his Dad under the chin. They struggled for several moments until a few more well-placed punches knocked his father onto the same bed that Brian was laying on, still crying.
Mike had taken Brian home with him that night. They had barely walked into the house when his father called, telling Mike that neither of them were welcome in his house again. Mike had tried to reason with him, but to no avail.
Mike had called in sick the next day and together, they moved everything out of Brian's room into a spare bedroom in Mike's house. All they left was Brian's computer monitor that their Dad had smashed into a million pieces after they had gone. Mike took Brian to a computer store and bought him a new one.
So Brian was sitting in his new room where he had been living for the last five weeks. He had only been here for a week when he had first met Bill. `How can my life have changed so much in such as short time?' he wondered.
Brian knew he was spending too much time on the internet, but what else could he do? He now lived miles from his old home, where all his old friends were. Most of them weren't his friends any more, anyway. His Dad had seen to that.
After he had forced Brian to move out, he had told all the neighbors about how he had found out his youngest son was a "fucking faggot" and the news had spread over the neighborhood like wildfire. Brian was outed at school the first day back after he moved in with Mike. Now, most of his old friends stayed away from him or worse, called him names. Only a few remained friendly.
One was his old best friend Rob. They had grown up together and had only lived four houses apart. If he didn't have Rob, Brian didn't know what he would have done. Rob stuck up for him at school and tried to deflect as much of the abuse as he could. But he couldn't be with Brian at all times and they only had two classes together. So, Brian found himself alone a lot of the time, dealing with all the taunts and stares.
Brian sat and thought about all that had happened to him in the five short weeks. He just sighed and dialed onto the net. The cable modem connection was up instantly and he signed onto AIM, using the new sign on name that Bill had made him get. No one knew it but Bill. Bill wanted it that way so that no one would IM either of them and Bill could have Brian all to himself.
Brian knew that he was late when he signed on. He just hoped that Bill wouldn't be mad.
But he was.
Bill: Where have you been?
Brian: I'm sorry. I was just reading one of our old chats.
Bill: But I told you that I would be on at 4 o'clock. You knew that. You have to have gotten home from school a long time ago.
Brian: I'm sorry, OK?
Bill: You know that I get upset when you aren't on time. Why do you do this to me?
Brian: I won't let it happen again. Don't be mad at me. What can I do to make it up to you?
Bill: Nothing. I'm so mad at you I'd beat your ass if I was there right now.
Brian: I don't think I like this conversation any more. You're supposed to love me. If you loved me, you wouldn't say things like that to me.
Bill: I do love you. You know that. But when you don't do what I ask you to do, I get really mad.
Brian: I'm leaving. I have a lot of thinking I have to do. I'll talk to you tomorrow. I love you. Bye.
Brian signed off quickly before Bill could answer. Brian was fuming. Bill had gone too far this time. He didn't really love him.
He had decided to go read some gay stories when he got the message that he had mail. He opened his e-mail address and Bill had sent him a message.
I'm sorry. I just miss you somuch that it makes me crazy when you don't come on line when you say you are going to be on. Don't be mad at me, OK?
Please come back on line.
I love you.
Bill
This was one of the few times that Bill had ever apologized to Brian. He was actually touched. All his anger melted away and he signed back on.
Bill: Thanks for coming back.
Brian: Just don't be mad at me, OK?
Bill: I won't. I promise. I have a big surprise for you. I was going to tell you earlier but I got mad when you didn't sign on when you said you were going to.
Brian: Oh? What is it?
Bill: It's two surprises, actually. Ok, the first one. You know how we talked about wishing we could really be together in the same town?
Brian: Yeah. I still do.
Bill: Well, that's the first surprise. I'm moving to Atlanta. I'm going to get an apartment in Marietta where you live. Close by, I hope.
Brian: REALLY????? THAT'S AWESOME!!! WHEN DO YOU MOVE?
Bill: In another couple of weeks. I'll let you know when I get there.
Brian: I'm so excited. This is great! Did your Dad get another job or transfer with his old company?
Bill: Well, that's the second surprise. You love me right?
Brian: Sure I do.
Bill: You're sure? You have no doubts?
Brian: No. None.
Bill: Well, I don't exactly live with my Dad.
Brian: What do you mean?
Bill: Would you love me, no matter how old I am?
Brian: I guess so. What's going on?
Bill: Well, I'm not 17 like I told you. I'm 46. I'm going to have an apartment all to myself and we can come over to it any time we want. Isn't that great? You can spend the night as much as you can.
The news hit Brian like a ton of bricks. Was he in love with a 46 year old? Brian's jaw about hit the floor as he stared at the screen.
Bill: Isn't that good news?
Brian didn't have any idea what to say. He just stared as a million thoughts ran through his head.
Bill: You love me anyway, don't you?
Oh God. What was he going to say to that?
Bill: Say something, DAMN IT!!!
Brian: Why did you lie to me, Bill? Is your name Bill?
Bill: Yeah. What I told you really wasn't a lie. Ok, I made up my age. But if I had told you I was 46 the first time, would you have talked to me?
Brian: Probably not.
Bill: See. That's why I told you I was 17. If I hadn't, we would have never fallen in love. And in only a couple of weeks, we can be together like we wished we could. I quit my job and found one in Atlanta so we could be together, you know.
Brian: I know.
Bill: What's wrong?
Brian: Nothing.
Bill: I know something is wrong. Tell me!
Brian: I guess I just don't like the idea that you lied to me.
Bill: I'll make it up to you when we meet, baby. I love you. I want to do all the things to you that I have told you about in our chats. You know how excited you were then. Wait until I do the real thing to you.
Brian thought about a 46 year old undressing him. It made him shiver.
Brian: Mike just got home. I have to go. Bye.
Brian signed out of AIM and immediately shut down his network connection. He was in a lot of trouble and he knew it.
To Be Continued
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