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On Saturn
Chapter 13
[February 4th, 2015 - Come clean]
"I'm fooling around with Jordy." Aaron said bluntly in the middle of my sit-ups, in his garage.
"What!?" I screamed before being able to catch myself. I realized his whole house must have heard me and blushed.
A few weeks had passed since Abby and I last got together with Aaron. He hadn't been able to visit for one reason or another, so it'd been just me and her all this time.
"Um, just that." he said clearly nervous. I could tell he was having a hard time telling me this.
"But... But Jordy's seeing someone. Did he break up?" I said, concerned about my friend.
"I'm the one he's been seeing." he said and then chuckled.
I felt a figurative face palm as the pieces fell together and it all started to make sense to me. My mouth was hanging open for I don't know how long.
"You okay?" Aaron asked me.
"Uh, yeah. Sorry." I replied, snapping out. "So, you've been doing it for like, months?"
"Yeah, since last year. A couple of months." he explained.
"Oh." I said, with a lost stare. "Why didn't you tell me sooner?"
"I... I didn't want to lose you and Abby." he said and I looked at him now with a frown.
I wasn't angry, it's just that I didn't understand why he felt the need to hide this from me. >From us.
"You wouldn't. There's nothing wrong, really." I assured him.
I figured he was worried about being faithful to us or something. He needed to know sex wasn't getting in the way of anything, much like how he wasn't getting in between what Abby and I felt for each other.
"You don't have to feel that way. No one owns other people here, and it's what makes us feel free to have sex with you and not think about being cheated or anything." I continued. "So you asked Jordy not to tell on you?"
"Yeah, I also don't want anyone else to know." he said, then added, "Thanks. Really, you're both really cool."
I smiled and he returned it. Then I thought about Jordy and how he felt about this whole thing. Suddenly the subject of sex was very close to my childhood friend, as close as it had ever been and I didn't know what to make of it.
"Did you tell him about the three of us?" I asked him.
"Yeah, he's also really cool." he replied. "I've been kind of getting closer to him these last few weeks."
"So that's what you were up to." I said with a smirk.
"Yeah!" he giggled and I joined him.
"I'm really happy for you guys." I said sincerely, especially for Jordy as I was worried whoever he was seeing might hurt him.
I was also getting more used to the idea of Aaron being bisexual, even if we never talked about it or tried to put a label on what he liked. Even I felt great when he sucked me last time we were together and I wasn't trying to put labels on that either.
We resumed our working out and talked about other stuff for a while longer until it was time for me to go home. I felt that the exercise was showing its results, but I was still far from being as defined as Aaron was.
I decided the next day I had to talk to Jordy.
[February 5th, 2015 - Come cleaner]
"Aaron told me." I said to Jordy as we were sitting at his dining table, doing homework.
"What did he tell you?" he was evasive.
"Everything." I countered as I munched through my cookie.
"Like, everything about the world? About the universe? That must have been a really long talk." he played smart ass on me.
"Yes, everything about the universe and that includes the two of you fooling around." I said with a smirk.
He nearly spat the milk he was drinking as I said it.
"Oh... so it's not a secret anymore." he said and I could see he was sort of relieved.
"Yup." I said casually.
"And neither is a secret that the three of you are also fooling around, is it?" he questioned me.
It was my turn to feel inquired and it was fair.
"I didn't mean to keep that a secret. It just happened and Abby and I didn't quite know how to come to terms with it for some time. Or rather, it was me who had trouble with it." I explained as my eyes were fixed on the table.
"Hey, it's okay! I'm not judging you guys." he said as he rested his hand on my forearm. "Besides, it's not like we've talked about sex that much. Like, at all."
I agreed as our relationship had always stayed away from sex. At least on my side, since he used to have a crush on me. Then I thought about that and felt like I wanted to protect him again from whoever wanted to hurt him.
"Hey, um, what is it like, you and Aaron?" I asked him and he didn't seem to get it. "You know, do you love each other?"
"Oh. Well, I thought we would be boyfriends at first. I mean, I wanted that." he said. "But he said he wasn't really sure he wanted a relationship with a boy, and I was the first guy he had seriously hooked up with."
"But you kept having sex?" I asked.
"Yeah, that's how it started. But I realized I was okay with it if he was. Plus I didn't want to stop having sex, really." he explained.
I couldn't help but feel bad about Jordy getting rejected again by another one of his friends.
"I'm sorry..." I said before I could think much about it.
"What are you sorry about?" he said smiling. "I'm great! We started getting closer this last couple of weeks though, and it happened like, spontaneously. Besides, I have great friends who love me."
I squeezed his arm this time and pulled him into a hug.
"Yes. I love you." I said to him returning his smile.
"I love you, too." he replied quietly.
I realized how much I really loved Jordy and also being around him. I also realized I loved the way he smelled and startled myself when that thought crossed my mind. That was crossing the line of our friendship. That was a different kind of love. So I let go before my mind took me places I wasn't ready to go just yet.
"So, you, Abby and Aaron?" he said with a smirk and I rolled my eyes as I was sure I'd have to tell him everything. And with details. But I loved every minute of it.
[February 7th, 2015 - Jordy's birthday]
"Here she is." I announced.
We boys were sitting, staring out the window at Jordy's living room, waiting for Abby's mom to drop her off. I recognized her car as it came to a stop right in front of the house.
"Good, I'll get my dad." Jordy said and disappeared up into the stairs.
He was turning 15 today and we were his special guests. We'd spent lunch at his place with his family and now we were going out to the mall with Abby joining us.
"Heeeeey!" Abby said cheerfully as she came in through the door and saw Aaron and me.
I'd told her all about Aaron and Jordy, but she hadn't seen any of them since. She hugged Aaron and he returned it.
"My dad's ready to drive us." Jordy said as he came back.
"Hey! Come here!" Abby motioned Jordy and he flashed a smile as he they hugged. "Happy birthday!"
I admired the way Abby had gotten so close to the guys in such a short time. It felt like Abby was the glue that brought us together, she had that kind of power. You could never be mad at her and she always made it seem like you could talk to her about anything.
"Okay let's get the party started." I exclaimed and we all agree to leave.
The movie we saw was kind of dumb, but it didn't matter because the good spirit in being together again made us laugh at the stupid plot. We hurried to the bowling alley after we came out and as usual, Jordy and Abby beat Aaron and me. This time we didn't stand a chance, Jordy was just too good and Abby seemed to be learning quick.
"What do you say we go to my place and have something to eat there." I said.
"Yeah, sure. Are your parents home?" Aaron asked me.
"They almost never are on a Saturday." I explained as I wondered why he'd asked.
"Yeah, let's go." Abby said.
"I'll call my dad." Jordy said and fished his phone from his pocket.
"I wish I could drive." Abby said.
"Yeah, me too." Aaron added. "It's only a couple of months until I turn 16 and I'll be able to drive us anywhere."
It was a good thing Aaron was older than us. That summer he'd get his driver's license.
Jordy's dad dropped us all off at my place and shortly after we were eating some snacks from my parents' pantry and playing video games. Abby asked me to find a muffin for her and when I did, she pulled out a short, thin candle and lit it up, pressing it into the muffin.
She presented it to Jordy as we all sang happy birthday and he blew it off, not before looking intently at it like he was making a wish. I always made birthday wishes when I was a kid, but then used to forget what I asked and never followed up with them.
I was sitting by Abby and Aaron and Jordy were sitting close together a couple of feet away from me. I could see Aaron play with Jordy's hair now and then when it was his turn in the game. Jordy didn't say anything but he looked like he enjoyed the attention.
We'd decided on a fighting game since it allowed us all to keep playing in a sort of tournament. Abby was coming up first and Jordy was second.
I started playing with Abby's hair as well when she was on the controller. Once she won, she turned to me and gave me a kiss that lingered a little longer than I expected. I felt my groin tingle as she did this and suddenly I wanted more. I kissed her back and also made it last a little longer.
Then it was my turn against Jordy and after I lost, I came back to kiss Abby. She was expecting it and it turned more into a short make-out. After a few seconds we broke it and I realized my cock was fully hard in my pants.
I turned to my right and saw Aaron and Jordy were also kissing now. No wonder why they were so silent. Next was Aaron against Jordy and I just handed my controller to Aaron. No sooner they started playing I turned to Abby and we embraced and started making out. The group hangout had just turned to a double date.
"Hey no fair." Aaron said and I couldn't tell if he was talking about the game or the fact that we were making out while he and Jordy were playing.
After a couple of minutes I decided to check on them and they'd dropped the controllers and were also making out. I could even hear the sound of their lips. It was the first time I'd seen two boys kiss and it helped keep my dick hard. I thought it was very hot.
Abby seemed to think the same as she pulled me in for another kiss and shortly I was half lying on her as my hand roamed her waist and up to her boobs.
I considered briefly whether to keep going in front of the guys or just stop. Both our bodies felt hot and Abby's tongue was more urgent in my mouth. I took that as my answer and pressed myself harder against her, eliciting a moan from her lips.
I could hear a moan from Jordy behind me and I realized I'd never seen or heard him in a sexual situation. I pictured them having sex, doing all kinds of things. I wasn't sure what it made me feel, but I was turned on and a little weirded out at the same time. Suddenly I felt like I was in the middle of an orgy. I wasn't really ready yet to be sexual in front of him, I just didn't feel totally at ease with the idea. But I wanted to keep going with Abby and I didn't want to ruin the fun for them, so I asked her in a whisper if she wanted to come upstairs.
"Yeah..." she whispered back and we stood up.
"Make yourselves at home." I said to the guys, who broke their kiss to look at us. "We'll be upstairs."
And just like that I green-lighted them to do whatever they pleased at my house. And just like that, Abby and I retired to my bedroom to have sex, regardless of our friends being in my living room. It all just felt natural.
[February 10th, 2015 - Intimacy]
"...and then there was this other huge dinosaur that they found. Dead, obviously. But it was..." Jordy kept talking to me. "...because the other guys wouldn't let it go and finally there's this big battle over the..."
I was sitting right beside him at his dining table, our math books opened at our homework. I was having a hard time keeping up with what he was talking about as I kept catching myself staring at his lips. I imagined Aaron kissing them, even sucking on them a little. Jordy had the most perfect full lips I'd seen, all red and moist. I started thinking a couple of times about kissing them myself.
I probably would have felt wrong or weird a few months back, having these thoughts about him. But now everything changed and it was actually liberating to allow myself to experience stuff. I didn't see it like that at the time, but it was me who put chains on myself and stopped the feelings with some sense of self-righteousness. All I knew is that I felt really good about everything that was going on in my life. And these thoughts also felt good.
"Are you listening to what I'm saying?" he was looking at me funny.
"Oh, sure! Uh..." I was caught. Now I felt bad that I'd let him talk for so long uselessly.
"Ethan, come on." he actually chuckled here. "What's on your mind?"
His voice felt so warm when he spoke for some reason.
"I..." I couldn't come up with something decent to say, so I just tried to speak what was on my mind. "Sorry, I was thinking about last Saturday."
He paused for a few seconds, looking at me with half a smile on his face.
"Yeah, it was so cool." he finally said.
"What was?" I wanted to talk about him and sex now, but I wasn't sure if he did. So I didn't want to make any assumptions.
"Everything, but especially going back to your place afterwards." he explained, talking slowly. "You know, when you and Abby left..."
Now he sounded a little apprehensive, so I put him at ease.
"Yeah, that was the best!" I said smiling.
Abby and I came back downstairs about an hour later and found them lover boys cuddled up on my couch, Jordy dozing on Aaron's shoulder.
"Did you guys... you know, do it?" I asked him outright.
"Maybe." his smile told me what he was hiding.
"You totally did!" I laughed and realized I was too loud and put my hand on my mouth. His family was home and I didn't want to bother them.
"It's okay." he said.
"What'd you guys do?" I asked almost a whisper.
"I didn't say we did!" he tried to keep playing with me, then added, "I'm not saying we didn't suck each other either."
I felt warm and excited at hearing him talk about sex. I was definitely feeling better with Jordy being sexual. My mind immediately pictured them in a sixty-nine pose on the couch, Aaron's big cock entering his gorgeous lips, slick and shiny.
I was suddenly hard under the table. I felt the urge to hug him and press my whole body against his. I hadn't felt this way before, ever. I wanted to be physically close to him.
"You do anything else?" I asked, sounding more serious than I intended.
"Nope." he said. "Guys can't really have sex anytime, anywhere, like with girls, you know?"
"Why not?" I asked him genuinely interested now.
"Well, not unless you want to make a mess of yourself." he said and I think I got the point.
Then I also thought about the times we had anal sex with Abby and it always turned out to be fun. I didn't stop to think maybe she got ready for that every time.
"I see." I said quietly, thinking of Jordy and his butt being fucked.
In my mind he was farther and farther away from the innocent kid who I befriended when I was 4. He was a very handsome, smart and strong teen boy to me now and I'd never felt attracted to him the way I felt now.
As I kept staring at his lips, I felt drawn to them and I let myself go. A second later my lips were pressed against his and I felt electricity run through me.
I pulled back after only a second and immediately felt awkward. I didn't know how to explain that.
"Um..." Jordy started speaking but said nothing.
"Sorry..." I managed to say as I was now looking at my homework on the table.
"What was that about?" he asked slowly.
"I... I'm sorry, don't be mad. I wasn't thinking I just did it and then regretted--" I was going a mile a minute and he cut me short.
"It's okay. I'm not mad, I'm just... confused." he explained.
He was right. I turned him down a few months ago when he said he liked me. Told him I didn't feel that way about him, or guys whatsoever. Then I go out and kiss him just like that. This must be pretty confusing for him. But for me it was just growing, I guess. I didn't feel bad that I did it.
"I just... I wanted to do it. You looked cute, so I did it." I tried to explained. Then I thought, did I just call him cute?
"Oh..." he said dumbfounded. "Thanks."
He was slightly smiling now.
"And you know, all this sex talk..." I continued. "I feel pretty good that we get to talk about this stuff you know?"
I didn't mean to change the subject, but I wanted him to know how I felt.
"Yeah, it's pretty exciting." he smiled wider now and let the subject go.
"Hey, um... what are you guys doing next Saturday?" I asked him.
"I don't know. Why?" he asked back.
"Because it's Valentine's." I clarified.
Abby and I had plans, but we talked briefly about it and decided it was a good idea to let Aaron and Jordy join us and make it a double date. It would be fun and we both actually wanted to share that day with them. A year before I never would have thought I'd be spending Valentine's Day with a girl and, possibly, with my two best friends who were seeing each other.
"Oh!" Jordy said and the realization was evident in his face. "Yeah, we haven't made any plans yet."
"Well, why don't you join us? We can go out for dinner and come back to my place." I felt my groin stirring as I mentioned my empty house. "My parents are also going out until Sunday, so we'll have the house to ourselves like, all night."
I wondered if his pants were as tight as mine were getting right then.
"Sounds cool!" he said and gave me a knowing smile. "We can stay over if you want."
This made my cock really hard and I had to visibly adjust my pants. I loved the idea of everyone staying over. We hadn't slept over since we were in sixth grade. I wasn't sure Abby's mom would be okay with it, but I'd ask her anyway.
"Yeah, that'd be awesome!" I said as I couldn't keep a huge grin from making its way on my face.
I was really looking forward to this.
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B