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Chapter 19
[March 1st, 2015 - Day after]
I was lying on my bed after being awake for half an hour, unable to find the will to leave the warm covers and get up. I was scrolling through my Instagram when I got a text from Abby.
"good morning handsome"
I replied and we engaged in a very interesting conversation, which we hadn't had in some time at this point. I guess after you get to know a person for a while, there aren't that many new things to talk about, unless something unusual or out of the ordinary happens in your life. Which was the case this time.
"hey um... I was wondering" she continued.
"yeah?"
"did u see how Aaron was um... like, taking it from Jordan, last week?"
I wasn't sure where she was going, but I could tell she was maybe a little uneasy talking about it, so I tried to play it cool.
"yeah, you mean how Jordy fucked him?"
"yeah lol"
"what about it lol"
"well, Jordan has like, a really thick cock lmao"
I saw what she meant now.
"ohh yes, he is kind of big down there"
I continued, "were you like, wondering...?"
"yeah... I mean, it looked like a stretch but... Aaron didn't seem to be in pain"
"well I don't know how much they been doin it but I guess it's practice" I explained.
Then she was quiet for a few seconds so I started wondering, did she want to try Jordy in her ass? My cock got impossibly hard at this thought, for some reason. I was hard already talking about sex stuff with her, but I couldn't put my finger on why this particular thing made me so aroused.
Now I was half thinking with my head, half with my dick.
"would u let Jordy fuck your ass like that?" I sent.
She remained quiet but then she replied after a moment.
"would that be ok with u?"
I'm not sure why she was asking. Jordy did fuck her a day ago after all. Maybe she thought that I still had some feelings about someone other than me playing with her butt. But the truth is that I didn't have a single problem with that, in fact, I was now fantasizing with it.
"yeah, of course, I mean if u want it"
"yeah I do" then she sent a devilish grin emoji.
"maybe when the time comes you can ask him" I texted.
[March 7th, 2015 - Crossroads]
Turns out I made sure the time came for Abby to ask Jordy what she wanted.
I was so horny after she told me she wanted him to do her ass, that I hardly thought of anything else when I jacked off that week, and I could barely wait for Saturday to arrive.
So I talked to Jordy during the week and I tried to carefully bring up the subject of him having fucked Abby, just to test where he was on that, so then I could try and find out if he'd be willing to do it again.
As it was, he had really enjoyed his first time fucking a girl.
"It was just different to fucking a boy, I guess." he explained. "I mean, when it comes to that, you could say that a hole is a hole. But I think it feels different because of who that hole is attached to."
I found it amusing that he was talking about holes so I almost burst out laughing.
"Don't make fun!" he was trying to be serious, but failing. "That came out weird. What I mean is, a girl means something different to a gay guy, than it does to a straight guy."
"Like, different how?" I asked, genuinely interested.
"Well, doing Abby was nice because she's our friend and I care about her and all, but..." he said and I looked on. "...doing any other girl would have been just like fucking a hole for me."
"Oh." I could only muster.
I was trying to process how my girlfriend would be just a hole for someone, even though he'd just said that wasn't what Abby meant for him. I guess I took it too literally. He took my reply as an inquiry so he just kept talking.
"I mean, I can't feel things for girls, I can't fall for them like..." he paused. "Like I would for a boy."
That rang a bell for me. In all my horny thoughts I'd pushed my pending talk with him to the back of my mind. I was making him feel miserable about having voiced his feelings for me while I stayed shut all this time. Still, I didn't think this was the right time. I could be such a chicken at times. It's just that I didn't know what to do with it, just yet.
But here he was again, telling me how he would fall for a boy, a boy like me. And how that couldn't happen for him with a girl. I knew that I'd been able to fall for both a girl and a boy, and I had enough proof. Did that make me bisexual?
"So like, you would fuck someone differently if you like, had feelings for them?" it was hard for me to form sentences.
"Well yeah, of course. But not just that, I mean, even if I didn't have feelings for a boy, sex would still be different because of the fact that I «could» have feelings." he said. "Am I making any sense?"
I stayed quiet while I thought of this, but he continued, perhaps sensing my confusion.
"The fact that I know I won't have feelings for a girl, makes sex with her more like, a raw primal thing." he added. "Even if Abby's my friend and I still care for her, it did feel more like a physical thing, like getting off was my only goal there."
He was starting to make sense here. I suddenly found a link between what he was saying and my feelings for him. The fact that having sex with him at his place felt like it was augmented somehow by some strong bond, which made me compare it to sex with Abby.
I couldn't really explain it just yet, but I had started to feel like sex with her was just that. Sex. I still loved her, cared for her, wanted her to feel good and by no means my only goal was to get off at her expense. But having opened up to threesomes and group sex, clearly put our love for each other in a different place. Or was it the other way around? Did we take the love from our sex first, and that allowed us to play around with other people? I haven't found the answer to those questions to this day. Which proves that it doesn't matter how things came to be. What mattered was that I loved her and my friends and we could experiment with each other.
But that really was the point when I started considering that maybe sex with Jordy felt different «because» I was in love with him. Maybe I was willing to do different things with him because of it. Maybe I enjoyed it in a special way.
"Yeah, I get what you're saying." I replied to him, hoping I hadn't been silent for too long.
"So, what are you onto, asking me about Abby?" he said smiling.
I guess I hadn't been as careful as I thought in bringing this up. Or maybe he could just see through me really easily.
"Um... Well she... told me she liked it." I didn't precisely lie, but I wasn't about to blurt out that she wanted his fat dick in her ass.
There it was again. My penis reacting to that image.
Maybe what made it hot for me, was exactly the raw, primal feeling that he was talking about. Like I imagined he'd be all about getting off using whatever hole she had. Something that neither I nor Aaron would feel when being with her. But something that I would like to witness.
"Oh." he murmured.
"Would you, like, do it again with her?" I asked as calmly as I could.
My hands were almost shaking, the lust I felt about this whole thing was too much to handle. I could not stop picturing his dick penetrating her rear. I almost felt bad that I was using him to make this fantasy in my head come true, if it wasn't for his eager answer.
"Yes!" he exclaimed.
Fast forward to today, Saturday afternoon. Me and Abby had been sitting on my parents' couch for a half hour and we couldn't take our hands off of each other. We also couldn't take our mouths apart. Our tongues played and danced together as we kissed slowly but intently.
I was lost in the sound of her moans and trying to make them louder, when my pocket buzzed and I pulled away from her, fetching my phone from my pants.
She got a strange look since I would never interrupt such a nice kiss to look at my phone.
"What is it?" she kind of frowned.
Like I thought, Jordy was at my door and he was letting me know.
"Oh, just a surprise." I said smiling.
She smiled almost instantly, although I could sense she wasn't totally comfortable with a surprise right now. Especially since it cut our fun short. I stood up to walk to the door and she got more confused.
"Where are you going?" she followed me.
When I got to the door and opened it, Jordy was getting off his dad's car. Abby came up behind me just in time to greet him. I turned to look at her reaction and it was priceless. I contained a laugh as I saw her first smile at the sight of our friend, but then immediately blush fiercely and cover her open mouth.
That's when she realized what my surprise was.
"Hey guys!" Jordy greeted us happily.
He'd agreed to come today, not without asking me time and again if I was totally sure that he wasn't going to ruin our plans for Saturday. Little did he know he «was» my plan for Saturday.
He hugged me when he stepped in. I was actually waiting for him to do it, like I'd missed him for days.
He then hugged Abby, as she was trying to fix her clothes or something, like she thought she looked undone. We were making out heavily a few seconds ago after all, but she looked fine nonetheless. I guess she was already thinking of what we were going to get up to. As a matter of fact, now I couldn't get that image off my head either.
We sat on the couch in my parents' living and I got them both something to drink. I was reminded of how much these two had in common, as they talked non-stop about art, bowling and pop music. I myself was getting carried away thinking of ways to bring up what Abby and me had been talking about last week.
"I feel like I'm a bear." Jordy said and then burst out laughing.
That brought me back to the room and I wondered what I'd been missing in my daydream.
"Oh but then you would be like a cub, a really cute one!" Abby replied.
"What are you talking about?" I had to ask.
They both laughed at my question.
"Where are you, Ethan?" Abby asked, still grinning.
"We're talking about what animal we'd be if we had to choose, and I said I feel like I'm a bear." Jordy explained. "You know, big and all."
He sounded a little shy, maybe explaining this made him feel self-conscious. I wasn't aware at the time, but bears have a distinct meaning in the gay community. And maybe he did know about that and he meant it that way. I smiled at him because I pictured hugging him and he felt to me like a teddy bear.
"You're more like Boo Boo than Yogi though." Abby giggled. "I'm going to name you that from now on!"
Jordy laughed at that and she joined him. I chuckled, but I agreed that he did look like Boo Boo in a way.
"I feel like I'd want to be a hummingbird." Abby continued. "Like, flying very precisely, visiting many flowers."
I wondered if she also meant it in another, figurative way. But before I could ask about it, she picked this moment to get straight to the point.
"I'd like to drink from your flower." she said to Jordy and pushed her foot against his calf.
My jaw hit the floor as Jordy's seemed to do the same. I sure didn't expect her to be this straightforward with him. But things got very interesting all of a sudden.
"Um..." Jordy was uncomfortable.
"You can drink from mine first." I spoke up. I didn't want him feeling uneasy, so I joined in her metaphor, hoping the mood wouldn't break.
"I drink from yours all the time." she smiled my way. "But it's so yummy I won't say no to that."
She was half laying between us boys, but she sat up after this and leaned into me, her hand stroking my thigh upwards until she reached my crotch. I sighed and followed her hand with my eyes, then looked at her and her luscious lips. I felt drawn into them so I leaned forward and we started making out.
Even if Jordy looked like he didn't expect this from Abby, he knew why he was coming, since I'd invited him today. Abby didn't know he was coming, but we'd talked about this in the week. So it was just a matter of getting them in the same place at the same time and hope it happened.
I kissed her wet lips as she massaged my boner through my pants. All the while I couldn't wait for Jordy to pull out his cock and see what Abby did to him.
Turns out I didn't have to wait long as she pulled away from our kiss and went to her other side, leaning into a very still Jordy, putting her lips to his.
He wasn't responding as good as I pictured he would, his kiss much more timid than I'd seen him kiss before (or felt for that matter). But his moans took no time to come out as she started massaging his already hard bulge in his pants. Abby was very horny for this.
I started fondling her ass as it was presented to me and she started moaning against Jordy the moment I slid my hand in between her legs.
She stopped kissing him but she was fumbling with his belt, trying to get to her prize as fast as she could.
Jordy looked like he was as hard as he could get. He helped her open his jeans and pushed them halfway down his thighs. I stared at the mostly hairless legs and ballsack, just below a neatly shaven and very hard cock.
Abby gasped as she grabbed his dick in her hand. She started stroking up and down, her eyes fixed on the shaft.
Jordy was moaning, still sitting upright on the edge of the couch, his head tilted back and his eyes half closed.
I tried getting Abby's jeans down her legs and I succeeded without much help from her. Once I had her in just her panties I lifted her leg as she lay on her side on the couch, which allowed me access to her warm moist pussy.
I rubbed her over her panties and felt them quickly getting damp with her juice. I head her moans until she was muffled and that's when I looked up and saw her lips wrapped around Jordy's cock head.
"Uhhhmmmm..." he moaned, his hands stuck to the couch supporting his body.
"Mmmmph..." Abby moaned with him, no doubt the cock in her hand and my rubbing her pussy pushing her.
I watched her for a minute as she started trying to take more of Jordy's fat dick in her mouth. She was able to get half of it in her mouth and it looked obscenely stretched. I found myself wishing it was me in her place, his cock in my mouth. Then I felt her push her mound against my hand and realized I also wanted to taste her. I couldn't decide what I wanted the most.
I pushed her panties aside and dove right in, licking and sucking on her wet pussy lips. Her moans got more intense but were still muffled by Jordy's cock in her mouth.
We went at it for a few minutes, both her and Jordy's sounds of pleasure getting louder and louder. She was getting some practice with his girth, it looked like she was able to take more in her mouth. It turned me on greatly to see how big his cock looked when engulfed in her small feminine mouth.
Then she came up for air and turned right back to me, pressing her lips against mine for a kiss. I could taste cock in her tongue and I got hornier. Like I was somehow tasting his cock directly.
She got off the couch and pulled up her sweatshirt and t-shirt. Then she knelt in front of me and quickly pulled my sweatpants down my legs, my hard cock springing up free.
As she bent down to start bobbing on my hardness, I took the time to get naked from the waist up. I turned to look at Jordy, all but forgotten by Abby as she didn't even return to kiss him. I guess he didn't really mind since he wasn't that much into kissing her, plus his cock looked as hard as I'd ever seen him.
He pulled his shirt off as well and that left the three of us almost totally naked. I couldn't stop looking at Jordy's cock and almost tasting it with my eyes. So I motioned for him to come closer.
Once he was within reach, I grabbed his dick and pulled him to me. He got the hint and knelt on the couch beside me. I grabbed his cock properly and started jacking him off, as I propped myself up on my elbow.
After a couple of tugs, I went right in and took his glans in my mouth. He moaned louder then he'd done yet that afternoon and I was proud of that. I started sucking him in time with Abby sucking me. It was a chain of pleasure that went from Abby's mouth, to my cock, to my mouth, to Jordy's cock.
I moaned around him as I couldn't get enough. I was finally tasting him again and I couldn't decide what I liked best. Jordy in my mouth, lightly rocking his hips as I sucked him. Or Abby's expert mouth on my shaft, licking and rubbing me where she knew I liked it.
I kept sucking him slowly, trying to get my teeth out of the way and using my tongue as much as I could. It was very difficult given how thick it was. But I was proud of myself as Jordy kept moaning and his hips were moving faster.
I put my hand on Abby's head as she bobbed on my cock. I looked up at Jordy and saw that he was looking at her, sucking me. Did he feel the same I was feeling moments ago?
I decided to take my mouth off him and ask.
"Do you want to suck me?"
Abby pulled off my cock looking at him for an answer. He just nodded and she happily got up off the floor and traded places with him.
I stared for a minute as Jordy licked and jerked my cock slow but sure of what he was doing. He put his mouth to my balls and licked and sucked there while his hand kept stroking me. Then when he finally put his mouth on my cock and started taking me in, I let out a satisfying moan and turned to Abby, who was sitting beside me on the couch.
I pushed her softly so she would lie back and I tugged at her panties so she would take them off. Once her perfect naked pussy was in front of me I gave in to the urge and clamped my mouth on it. She started moaning almost immediately, surely getting the pleasure I knew I could give her after all the time we'd spent together doing this.
I kissed, licked and sucked on her lips, moving up to suck on her engorged clit.
"Ahhh fuck!" she was getting more verbal, which I took to mean she was about to cum.
I continued eating her out and felt her tremble under my mouth. The heat coming off her was incredible. She couldn't stop moving and I didn't stop either.
"Ohhhh fuck yesss!" I loved how loud she could get while cumming.
Jordy went faster on my cock, seemingly feeding off Abby's sounds.
Abby pushed my head away and I sat up, letting her come down for a bit. I looked below and saw Jordy was jerking his cock furiously. He was certainly very much into what we were doing. I thought it was a great decision to invite him here today.
I pulled him up off my cock and brought my lips to his. I just couldn't wait anymore to kiss him. The instant our lips touched, I felt the familiar electricity run through my body. As hot as we were, it wasn't long before our tongues were brushing against each other.
Abby was lying on the couch trying to catch her breath, my hand rubbing her thigh.
"Do you want to fuck her now?" I asked Jordy as I squeezed her leg.
He took a moment but he eventually said a very husky, "Yeah."
Abby sat up as she obviously heard us talking about fucking her.
"I want to ride you this time." she said to Jordy.
Last time he'd been the one to do the motions. She maybe wanted to get used to it.
After the necessary condoms and settling down on the couch, Jordy was lying with his ass at the edge of the seat and Abby was straddling him while she reached back, aiming his fat cock at her snatch.
I was standing behind her and I took the opportunity to remove her bra and grab her boobs. I massaged them as I looked down at Jordy's expression as his cock was enveloped in Abby's very hot, wet pussy.
"Ohhhh!" he exclaimed.
I knew the feeling and it must have been more intense on him as he surely rubbed more of her than I did. Far from being jealous, I got very turned on that he was able to push her limits further than I could. Especially since I was waiting for her to ask him to fuck her in the ass. I hoped she hadn't backed out of that. But judging by how concentrated she was on the cock inside her, it seems she was getting there. I was going to enjoy today.
I fondled her tits and bent down to kiss her neck as she started slowly moving her hips up and down, effectively riding Jordy's cock.
Both their moans started coming out as loud as before.
"Ahh yeah!" she exclaimed.
"Mmm fuck..."
I saw Jordy slowly move his hands to her hips, kind of letting go of his shyness and getting more into the spectacular grinding she was doing on him. Soon she was moving in a steady rhythm, the wet noise coming from their joint turning me on.
I kept a hand on her head as I slowly sat beside Jordy. She took the hint and bent forward and to the side, so she could reach my upright hard cock. She kept her hand around me as she did her best effort to suck on my shaft, while still trying to move her hips.
Soon it was apparent that the position wasn't the best for her, but Jordy made it better by wrapping his arm around her back, pulling her to his body as he started pushing his hips up into her.
I moaned as the sight of Abby being held in place while being fucked hard by my best friend's fat dick was turning me the fuck on. She was now moaning hard around my cock. She wasn't doing a good job on me but I didn't care. I was enjoying the show before me, their hips clapping as Jordy started thrusting hard against her.
"Ahh fuck." he cursed.
"MmmmMMMMM!" her moans vibrating around my cock.
I couldn't utter a word. This was too much for me and I was taking so many mental photos for later. Just when I thought I could have cum from watching this, Abby pulled up from my lap and sat up. Jordy stopped thrusting and looked at her expectantly.
"Do my ass, baby." she asked me while stroking my wet cock.
I ran as fast as I could to get the lube from my room. This was finally happening. She was probably thinking I should go first so she was ready for Jordy when it came time. I really wanted to see her take his monster.
But I didn't want her to be hurt, so I took my time lubing her up, playing with my fingers and kissing and licking her ass as best as I could. All the while, she was playing with Jordy's cock, albeit slowly so he wouldn't cum.
Once she was ready and moaning continuously I knelt behind her. She was kneeling along the couch with Jordy at her front. He also got on his knees and looked intently as I started pushing my bare cock in her loosened ass.
"Ohhh, yes, go slow baby." the way she formed the words was so sexy. I'm sure even Jordy couldn't escape the effect it surely had on his cock.
I kept pushing my dick slowly in her ass until my trimmed pubes were grinding against her, the feeling of her tight hole gripping me now familiar. Then I started sliding it in and out as I felt her relax and her moans let me know she was enjoying it.
It seems not every girl is able to get pleasure from her ass being penetrated. Some feel it more than others. I'm glad Abby loved this as our sex play was so much better when she opened up to it. Soon I was steadily thrusting in her, my thighs hitting her ass harder and harder as her moans escalated and she started cursing as well.
"Fuck yes, that feels so good!" she was outside herself. "Fuck me baby."
Jordy moved to get his cock in front of her and she greedily took it in her mouth. I saw this and started pushing her onto his cock with every thrust. The sounds coming from her mouth trying to suck him was adding to my lust. At times she gagged, but then she breathed and moaned loud, asking me to give it to her.
I sensed my orgasm coming so I stopped fucking her and pulled out. She kept sucking on Jordy's cock for a minute and then sat up on her heels.
"Jordan..." she started, her hand still stroking his monster cock. "Can you... put it in my ass?"
She'd lost all her inhibitions in the last half hour. She went from asking to drink from his flower as a joke, to asking him to fuck her ass, like she'd surely been imagining all week. I mean, I had been thinking about that all week and it wasn't even my ass we were talking about.
If Jordy was surprised by this, it didn't show. I'd asked him about just fucking her again but didn't mention doing her ass. I wanted it to sort of be a surprise. I knew both me and Abby were okay with it, so if Jordy wanted to do it, none of us would have a problem.
"Yeah." he said, again his husky, horny voice.
I was reminded of the primal feeling he told me about, as I watched him go around Abby and get behind her. I wondered if he was now seeing her as just a set of holes he could fuck. He was visibly turned on, by the way he put his hand on her ass and squeezed her, pulling it open as he guided his cock to press against her hole.
He was focused on his target and his eyes were fixed on her ass as his cock head started finding its way inside.
"Mmmmmnggahhhhhh!" came the raw scream from Abby as her ass gave way and Jordy's cock head popped in.
He stopped for a second, knowing too well she needed a minute to get used to such a wide stretch.
I was avoiding my cock, as much as I wanted to touch it, because the scene before me was enough to make me cum just from watching.
The way he was handling her ass as if it was butter. He kept his grip on her asscheeks, holding her tightly as his glans was lodged inside her. The head was actually the thinner part of the shaft, which got fatter toward the base. Unlike mine or Aaron's cocks, which were thinner after the glans. So she would be even more stretched as Jordy got further inside.
I stepped up to her and stroked her back as she kept moaning. Slowly, her whimpers turned to pleasure moans and purrs, so Jordy started pushing more of his lubed rod in Abby's tight ass.
"Ohh fuck yes, go slow, fuck!" she kept going. "Fuck fuck fuck!"
Jordy was slow but still kept pushing more and more. He was very focused on the task at hand. It was all I could do not to jerk my load on her back right then and there.
In a matter of minutes, he was almost all the way inside. He decided to start rocking his hips sending his cock in and out.
"Oh my fucking god, keep going, oh fuck yes!" Abby was lost in her lust.
"Mmm..." Jordy groaned as he started moving his cock steadily.
Long gone was the shy friend from an hour ago. He was transformed into this manly beast that was seeking for pleasure. I was sure witnessing what he'd explained about fucking a girl. Even though he said he didn't feel it with Abby because she was a friend, he was indeed acting like she was her ass.
His hands held her hips tightly, his eyes looking down at his cock going in and out, his thighs starting to clap against her ass every now and then, while his rhythm got faster.
"Ahh... Oh!" he was making these deep sounds.
I got on the couch on my knees and presented my cock to Abby, who took it instantly in her mouth. She moved slightly when Jordy pushed her forward, but she focused on tonguing my glans. So I started fucking her mouth, trying to time my thrusts with Jordy's at the other side.
I loved the feeling of her hot mouth on my cock. I'd gotten used to that by now, but it always felt amazing to me.
I looked back and forth between her dedicated mouth and my friend fucking her ass. It was overload for me, the feeling coming from my crotch and the lust from the whole situation, seeing Jordy enjoying her ass even more than he did her pussy.
Then he looked up at me and our eyes locked. Both with serious expressions on our faces. But I felt drawn to him and I swear I could feel him as he got closer.
We met in the middle and started making out above Abby. Both our mouths trying their best to hold the kiss as our hips kept moving, sending our cocks in her from both ends.
The sounds in the room got me back into reality and I was aware of my cum rushing out of my cock and into Abby's sucking mouth.
"Mmmmmm-cummingmm..." I mumbled pulling back slightly from Jordy.
I saw him pull out softly from her ass and start jerking his cock furiously.
"Arrghhhhhfuckk!" he blurted out as he unloaded on her back.
His load was huge. I was staring at it as I thought of mine being swallowed by Abby. She was rubbing herself and I don't really know how long she'd been at it. But she could have been cumming constantly, knowing her.
Once again, I couldn't decide. I was at a crossroads. My best friend and my girlfriend together pleasuring each other while they pleasured me as well. I kept wondering why I got the feeling that I «had» to make a choice.
Were the options exclusive? Somehow I couldn't have both? It seemed the question was beyond just sex. I was actually deciding where I was pouring my love. I loved Abby with all my heart. And I loved Jordy a lot as well, but I was also in love with him. Which felt a lot like it did with Abby months ago.
But it was new to me. It was a different thing. Suddenly Jordy's words made sense. A boy and a girl felt different, but I'd been able to experience love for both. I was thinking this is what being bisexual must feel like. I definitely identified with that. If only I didn't feel like I had to choose.
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B