On Saturn

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On Saturn

Chapter 8

[December 6th, 2014 - Meet the parents]

Aaron spent the night the week before after Abby's mom came to pick her up. We didn't talk much about the sex we'd had, except to mention that we both loved it and how we wanted to do it again if the opportunity presented itself. He spent the following night at Jordy's, since he was back from the trip with his parents. He wasn't planning on coming back home to his mother just yet and Jordy's parents had no problem with him staying longer. I thought it was for the best since I didn't think my parents would agree.

Today Abby was coming over in the afternoon, but my parents were in the house, since they apparently had decided to stay, perhaps after having been out so much for Thanksgiving. Abby suggested she could come over anyway and meet them. I dreaded the idea but the truth is that she was my girlfriend and they should at least know who she was.

I wasn't really sure how to deal with the situation. I addressed my parents only for the basic mandatory stuff at the time, most of our relationship having vanished after I entered middle school and my teen years. Like I'd said, I blamed them for this, as I thought I had no say in how my parents decided to treat me. It wasn't like I was a sad kid, I had everything I thought I should have. It was just that my parents and I were so distant, we didn't share our feelings anymore.

Mom was reading and Dad was watching some movie when Abby came. I let her in through the front door, which was visible from the living room, and we kissed briefly before I walked with her to my parents.

"Mom, Dad, this is Abby. She's my girlfriend." I felt so awkward doing this, I must have looked so dorky and nervous. They already knew who she was, but still, I was introducing them like I just met her.

Mom was already looking our way when she came in and Dad paused his movie and stood up, extending his hand toward Abby as he walked our way.

"Hi Abby, nice to meet you." he said with a warm genuine smile.

"Hi Mr. Harris. Nice to meet you, too." Abby replied as she took his hand briefly.

"Hi darling, nice to finally meet you." my mom said while also extending her hand for Abby to shake.

"Hi Mrs. Harris" Abby said before my mom interrupted her.

"Call me Julie, it's fine." she said with a broad smile. "She's beautiful." she added now directed at me.

I blushed immediately, really feeling out of context with how nice my mom was actually being to Abby. I opened my mouth but nothing came out.

"Oh, thank you!" Abby rescued me by replying herself, her hand on her chest and a huge smile.

I couldn't help but feel relieved about this. I actually felt quite good that my mom liked Abby. Even though other people knew about us, this gave it a kind of official approval. Not that I needed it, but I appreciated it as unexpected as it was.

"Thanks Mom." I said, more about her reaction than anything else.

"Are you staying for dinner?" my dad asked her and she looked at me, then at them again, looking for answers, maybe.

"Oh, um... I'll have to let my mom know, but yes, thank you!" she looked at me and I smiled in return.

"Great! Now, if you'll excuse me, I'll get back to my movie." he smiled again and turned to go sit.

"I'll go back to my book, then. I'll let you know when dinner's here. Is pizza okay?" she asked Abby, as she knew I'd never refuse pizza.

"Yes, sure!" she replied and then Mom went back to the couch.

Abby was beaming at me, and it made me smile back at her broadly. We left the living room and went to the kitchen. I wasn't sure taking her to my bedroom was the right thing to do with my parents in the house. Even if we did nothing sexual, I hadn't talked to either of them about what we were doing, and I wasn't sure I wanted them to know.

"Well, that went great." I said to Abby.

"Yeah! You were so uptight about nothing." she replied.

"Yeah, I didn't know what to expect, really." I said quietly. "Thanks for coming and meeting them."

"Anytime." she said and giggled. I lost myself in her giggles, watching her lips, her nose, her eyes. I felt so embraced in her radiating joy, her kind look, I just wanted to tell her how much...

"I love you." my own words snapped me out of my daydreaming.

Her smile faded slowly and I suddenly felt like I'd just taken a stage and had a spotlight on me. I started feeling very unsure of myself, each second that passed and she only stared at me. I felt like the stupid kid on the first day of highschool all over again, when she looked at me and I looked away, intimidated. I was so self-conscious at that moment.

"Oh Ethan, you're so sweet..." she said and I wished she'd said nothing. That's the last thing you want to hear when you tell someone you love them. Actually, anything other than hearing they love you back is a dagger to your heart. "I love you, too." she added and it was like falling backwards into a pool of warm, cozy water, feeling it envelop me and letting me float on.

I moved toward her and leaned down to kiss her. It was a tender kiss and it lasted the perfect amount of time. We both smiled when it was over and we hugged each other.

"I... just, I guess it came out, but it's what I feel." I felt like I had to explain this sudden burst of love.

"You don't have to explain this to me." There you go, Ethan. "I feel very good when I'm around you and you've helped me experience new things, which I'm happy to live through with you." she added confidently.

"I can't even tell you how grateful I am that you want to be with me. And also of all the things we've learned together." she always helped me find words to say what I was feeling. "I don't know what took us so long, though."

"Me neither." she said and then smiled. "But that's how we are. That's how it's been with you from the start. We've just gone with the feelings, even if our times aren't the same as other people's. I love that about us."

She was right. I doubt other kids our age were having threesomes, or even exploring sex as freely as we were. We hadn't labeled each other as boyfriend and girlfriend until it made sense to us. And we hadn't said we loved each other until now, after all the things we'd done.

I think she was very smart and she knew what she was doing, what she wanted, when she wanted it. In my case, I was just going through the motions. I didn't know what to expect from a relationship. I wasn't sure how to interpret all the things that were happening to us. All I knew is that I liked her a lot from the first time I saw her and was happy that she saw in me something she liked as well. And of course, I wanted all the sex we were having, even though I wasn't completely aware of what would come out of it and if I could handle it.

"What is it with us and kitchens, though." she said and it took me a second to realize it was her kitchen were she kissed me for the first time. I laughed and she laughed right after.

"That must be it, then." we laughed again and kissed one more time.

[December 13th, 2014 - Three is a crowd]

We spent the last week looking like dorks, holding hands more often than usual, stealing kisses whenever we could. We'd only seen each other at school. I stopped going to Aaron's to work out until he told me it was okay, since he was barely going home himself. He was staying at Jordy's most nights. I met them when I went over to see Jordy to do History homework.

It'd been two weeks since Abby and I had sex, and Aaron had also been there, so this had been a really horny past couple of weeks. We sent a lot of hot texts, talking about what we'd do and how it had been with Aaron there the last time. She told me she was horny beyond belief when she thought about playing with Aaron's cock while I was fucking her. It definitely pushed the right buttons in her.

So today she came over as soon as my parents were out and her mom could drive her. We went straight to my bedroom and, after getting each other going with our mouths, I put my cock inside her and gave her what she'd longed for all week. Not that I didn't want to do it.

She was on her side on my bed, I was holding her left leg up against me as I straddled her right leg and pumped my cock in and out of her pussy.

"Oh yeah... Mmmm so good..." she was moaning and voicing out a lot of dirty words. We'd reached a new height of sexual fire and we both seeked that kind of excitement when fucking. She was rubbing her clit as I thrust my hips, so I decided to take over and started rubbing my thumb at the top of her pussy lips.

"I wanted this all week..." I said, looking at her.

"Mmmm me too..." she said almost moaning. "Oh yeah, rub me harder."

I complied and also started thrusting harder into her, our fuck getting serious. After a minute, I pulled out and lowered her leg, tugging gently at her waist.

"Turn over baby." I said and she got on her knees and elbows, wiggling her ass at me.

"Like this?" she said smiling at me over her shoulder.

"Just like that." I smiled back at her. She tucked her hair so it fell over her shoulder, leaving her smooth back totally naked. I felt like licking it so I bent down and started sliding my tongue down her back and sides, my hard cock pressing between her asscheeks.

"Ohhmmmm..." she apparently loved my treatment.

I slowly thrust my hips so my cock would slide back and forth in her ass crack. She started moaning louder at this.

"Put it back..." she breathed as I kept teasing her.

I decided to stop playing with her and aimed my cock at her pussy while I grabbed her waist with my other hand. Once the head was in, I pushed hard and slammed it all inside, my hips hitting her ass hard.

"Ahhh!" she cried in pleasure.

I grabbed her waist with both hands now and started thrusting hard into her, our bodies slapping with a wet sound.

"Yeah..." I breathed out as I watched the wet trails I left on her back.

"Ohhhh... Ohhhhhh..." she let out long moans as I was hitting all the right spots inside her wet pussy.

I loved how her thighs, waist and ass looked and felt under my hands when she was on all fours like this. Her curves drove me crazy and my hands were going from her sides to her ass and back up, kneading her flesh.

I wanted to feel her whole body against me, so I pushed my cock in and kept it there, then I lay on her back, pushing her forward.

She took the hint and straightened her legs so we finally lay on the bed, me on her back, supporting myself on my elbows. I pushed her legs out so I'd have more room to move my hips, and started doing so.

Our hot skins touching felt awesome, I couldn't get enough of her even though we'd done this countless times before. I was a few inches taller than her so my face was close to hers and I was still able to penetrate her comfortably. It felt like I'd possessed her, my larger body covering her completely.

I started slowly sliding my dick in and out as I breathed on her ear.

"I feel all of you." she said, her face looking left as she lay on my bed.

"I'm all over you." I licked and nibbled on her earlobe.

"Mmm yes..." she cooed as I was slowly, but steadily driving my cock in and out of her.

I slid my hands under her to grab her shoulders from below and then did a couple of quick thrusts, slamming my cock home.

"Ohhh!" she moaned loudly next to me. "Oh yeah!" I was happy I got the reaction I wanted out of her.

I went back to fucking her slowly. Then I felt her sliding her tongue on my fingers. She was reaching out to get to my hand, so I made it easier to her and put my fingers close to her mouth. She responded by taking my middle finger completely inside her mouth and started to suck on it.

"Mmmmm..." she moaned around my finger.

I was sure she was picturing Aaron and his cock as she bobbed on my finger with her eyes closed. This turned me on greatly.

"Ohh..." I moaned in her ear as I started moving my hips faster.

"Mmmmmm.... mmmmm..." she kept moaning and playing with my finger in her mouth. I could feel it barely reaching her throat, but she wasn't gagging.

"Ohhh." I groaned in pleasure and started fucking her harder. Her body and the bed under us moved with each of my thrusts.

"Mmmahhh..." she whimpered, letting her mouth fall open, my finger still inside. I then felt like feeding her fantasy and placed my index finger in her mouth, alongside the other. She then clamped back on the fingers and started licking and sucking on them.

"You want to suck on Aaron?" I asked her, pure lust in my voice.

"Mmmhmm..." she nodded again.

Just the fact that I got the nerve to ask her was driving me wild. Her whimpered response only made it worse, or better maybe. I was getting off on her desire to be with Aaron, to have two boys putting their cocks inside her. I saw her in a different light when we were in this state of lust, and I loved what it did to me, to us.

I moved my fingers in and out of her mouth a few times and felt her moan around them. I couldn't stop looking at her face, her mouth sucking on my fingers. Then I concentrated on my impending cum and thrust my hips steadily and firmly, hitting her ass with a slap each time.

"Mmmm! Mmmmaahhhh!" she opened her mouth and her loud moans came out.

I groaned once again and let my cum flow into the condom as my thrusts became erratic and I slowed down my pace. I was panting by Abby's ear and she was softly moaning. I noticed my fingers in her mouth and carefully pulled them out.

After I came, I almost immediately saw Abby once again as the sweet girl I was in love with. The fog dissipated and I felt the need to kiss Abby, to hug her. I was having trouble coming down from the lust cloud I'd been riding. I couldn't see her as the horny, lust-filled woman who wanted my cock, Aaron's cock. My young mind couldn't cope with that and I felt guilt. I started thinking of how badly I treated her, how I didn't want to be that rough to her anymore. I was almost panicking, until she talked to me.

"Mmmm that was good." she said through a smile.

"Yeah... I... I liked it." I said weakly.

"Are you okay?" her face showed some concern as she twisted to look at me, lying on her back.

"I think so." I felt awful.

"Come here, let me turn." she rolled me over and then turned to face me, both lying on our sides. "What's going on? You don't like what we did?"

"I did! A lot!" I was sure of that part.

"What is troubling you then? You can tell me anything, remember?" she smiled warmly and it made me feel much more comfortable.

"It's just that... we get carried away and..." I couldn't find the proper words.

"And...?" she urged me on.

"And I'm afraid I'll hurt you or... or make you feel bad. I mean, I... I banged you really hard and I..." the image of her sucking on my fingers came to my mind, "I made you suck on my fingers, you looked..." I stopped myself before I called her a slut.

That's what made it difficult for me. I couldn't believe I had those thoughts about my girlfriend.

"Ethan, stop. You don't make me feel bad, you don't hurt me. I won't do anything I don't want to do. And I wanted to suck on your fingers, you went along with it." she was right. "You and I, we have sex, we have good sex. We like what we do, we both agree to try stuff. Right?"

"Yeah." I replied quietly.

"So stuff has gotten a little rougher, and we both wanted it to go that way." she added, sounding very self-confident. "Ethan, I think of sex as a place we go, separate from our love. I don't stop loving you, just that some things don't come from love, but from lust. Like us getting together with Aaron, like you banging me really hard," she smiled at this and I had to smile back as she used my own words, "like me sucking on your fingers."

She paused, looking into my eyes, then continued.

"I know that I'm safe when I go to that place with you. I know I can be whatever I want to be, as long as you also want it. I feel like I'm..." she looked away briefly, like looking for words. "...a slut for you."

I was dumbfounded after listening to her, trying to digest what she was telling me. She had actually called herself a slut. But she also said it was only for me. I also enjoyed what we did sexually, I was actually very happy with all of it. And the idea of her being like a slut for me was making my cock chubby.

"What's on your mind?" she asked after I'd been quiet for I don't know how long.

"I... I understand, I guess. I love what we do, it's just that... it kind of clashes with how you're my girlfriend and... Can I hug you?" I wanted to stop thinking for a minute and just hug her.

She just smiled and hugged me. I wrapped my arm around her and held her tightly. Just feeling her this close, breathing next to me, her warmth on my skin, made me come back down to earth. In a good way. It was sort of magical, but I felt like I reconnected with her as my girlfriend, or something. The bad thoughts just vanished.

"I know what you mean. I want to hug you and kiss you after we do it, so bad." she said.

"Me too. Badly." I sighed and agreed with her.

I was starting to see what she meant about being in a different place. It's like we were actors during sex, playing parts that made ourselves and each other horny. We were getting rougher, it's true. But everything we did, we wanted to. I just needed to be able to see the difference and stop thinking this would somehow hurt our relationship. Then I'd be able to let go and just enjoy it.

"Are you okay?" she asked me after a minute.

"Yeah." I replied, pulling back from our embrace to look at her and smile. She smiled back and kissed me shortly.

She was so mature for her age. To be able to handle everything this well, at least from what she let on. I remember how worried I was the first times, that I wouldn't feel like a kid anymore. And here she was, teaching me how to enjoy sex the right way. We wouldn't have progressed so much if it hadn't been for her being so smart and grown up about it.

Once I was comfortable again, I thought about her comment on being slutty for me and I felt my cock start to fill up again at this. I wondered about our threesomes with Aaron.

"Um..." she looked right I to my eyes as I spoke. "what you said, about being..." I had trouble letting go, "about being slutty, you know, with me..."

She smiled kind of seductively as I said this and I couldn't help but to smile back.

"Are you going to be like that when we're, you know, with Aaron?" I hoped I wasn't being too childish with my question.

"Well, yeah..." she said smiling wider, I got red on my face. "It kind of is slutty to be with two boys at once, you know?"

I was fully hard by now.

"Yeah..." I was looking at her lips now.

"Like, playing with your cocks... trying to keep up..." her soft, luscious tone was getting to me, the dirty thoughts returning to my mind.

"Yeah..." I couldn't manage to say anything else. All I had on my mind was Abby in between me and Aaron, my cock in her pussy, his in her mouth.

"Hearing you moan..." she was trying to work me up and she was succeeding. I kissed her making sure to slide my tongue against hers.

"You want me to call Aaron?" I asked. "Now?"

Her breathing got a little heavier as she replied.

"Please."

I rolled over and sat up on my bed, grabbing my phone from my night stand. I sent a short message to Aaron.

"Wanna come over? It's just me and Abby at my place"

His reply got back a few seconds later.

"On my way" and my cock twitched and got even harder as I read it, a rush of blood going through my whole body.

"Let yourself in" I texted him, just in case he hadn't got the point, we'd be busy.

"He's coming." I told Abby as I turned and leaned over to kiss her.

I moved my hand down and rested it between her legs. She spread them a little to allow me to slide a finger in between her pink lips.

"Mmmm..." she moaned in my mouth as I started fingering her.

She grabbed my hard dick and stroked up and down. I separated from her and lay on my stomach between her legs. In a second I was sucking and licking all around her lips and clit, hearing her moans as she tugged at my hair.

I loved the reactions I got from her as I ate her out. I held onto her thighs and pressed my mouth harder against her pussy.

"Oohhhh yesss!" came from her mouth.

Then I heard the front door and I guessed it must be Aaron. Sure enough, he came through my open bedroom door shortly after.

"Hey g-" he cut himself short, I suppose taking in the sight in front of him. I don't know what he expected to find, but I was sure this was arousing him.

He stood there looking at us, and I could see from the corner of my eye that his jeans were growing in the front. I continued eating Abby out and looked at her. Her face was turned towards Aaron and she was licking her upper lip, her eyes open. I realized she must have been putting her slut mask on, so worked up from having two boys for herself.

Aaron walked toward to the bed and I saw Abby prop herself up on her right elbow and look up at Aaron as he reached her. He was also looking at her, an obscene bulge in his pants.

He undid his belt, button and zipper and slid his jeans down, taking his boxers with them. His free cock sprang up above Abby's face.

I pushed my tongue as deep into her pussy as it could go and flicked it inside, surely sending tickles up her body. This got the encouraging effect I wanted and she reached up to grab Aaron's cock.

After we talked openly about this, I now wanted to push her to be slutty with us. I knew how much she liked it and I wanted to give it to her.

She pulled Aaron's cock down so the head was level with her mouth and swiftly took it inside. She slid down the shaft a couple of inches and went back up. Then she started bobbing on the cock energetically.

"Ohhh." Aaron moaned as his cock appeared to get shiny from Abby's spit.

I focused on her pussy, flicking my tongue at her clit and sucking on it greedily. After a few seconds I looked up again and she was taking about 4 inches of his cock in her mouth easily.

I thought it was time I got some of that too, so I left her wet pussy and stood up, moving to Aaron's side as I stroked my very hard, leaking cock.

She saw me and, after bobbing a couple more times on his cock, let it go and sat up on the edge of the bed, in front of us. I was to Aaron's right.

She leaned forward and took over half of my cock in her mouth easily, then bobbed on the head, sliding her tongue under it as I loved having done to me.

"Oh yes." I half groaned, looking down at Abby's bobbing head.

As she took more of my cock in her mouth, I saw Aaron was still standing to my left, jacking his cock. I'd thought maybe we'd switch and he'd go to Abby's pussy, but he just stood there.

Abby released my cock and looked up at me, then at Aaron, then at his hard cock.

Now standing side by side, I noticed that his cock was angled higher toward his stomach, while mine was more straight out from my crotch. Abby reached for his cock and mine at the same time, stroking me while she bent his down and took it again inside her mouth.

She stroked me for a while as she sucked Aaron. My eyes and his were fixed at her mouth going up and down on his dick.

Then I saw him pull almost all the way out of her mouth and grab his cock. She opened her mouth as only the tip was on her lips. Then he expertly slid his cock head on her tongue. Abby took a second to stick her tongue out and then Aaron was sliding his cock from side to side over her tongue, kind of wiggling it, as he held it by the base with a couple of fingers.

I'd never seen this done before, and I didn't know about Abby, but she seemed to catch on quite fast. She was looking up at Aaron and he kept rubbing his cock head on her tongue. He was looking down at her as well. She uttered a moan with her open mouth.

I noticed she'd stopped stroking me. I felt a little jealous and thought maybe this was going too far. Then I shook those thoughts from my head and figured I should go with the flow, as we'd talked before.

I took my own cock in my hand and she noticed and took her hand away. Then she leaned to my side and looked up at me briefly before taking my cock back in her mouth.

I now wanted to try what Aaron was doing with her, so I pulled out as well and waited until she looked up at me and then pushed my cock at her lips and tongue. When she stuck her tongue out, I started rubbing my cock on it the same way Aaron was doing.

This felt awesome! Twofold. On one hand, I loved her tongue on the underside of my cock. And on the other, I was doing what Aaron did to her and it felt good, like I challenged him somehow. I rubbed my cock on her tongue for a little longer and then I thought I should go further.

I held my cock with my left fingers and pushed it inside her mouth. She closed her lips around it and I started rocking my hips slowly as I sent half of my cock in and out. Abby's eyes were half closed, looking at my crotch. I was careful not to push it too far inside. This made me so damn horny. I loved fucking her face, but more so knowing Aaron was there looking at it, wishing it was him.

I pulled out after a minute. She moaned and panted a little after I did.

"Mmmaahhh..." and then she swallowed and moved over to Aaron's side.

I followed her with my gaze and saw she looked up at him and then smiled, her mouth open. I looked up at him and he was smiling down at her as well. I got those jealous feelings again. They were becoming harder to ignore.

He rubbed his cock on her tongue again, this time she was expecting it so she had her tongue out, all the time looking at him. Then he started wiggling his cock up and down, holding it by the base, making it slap her tongue with a wet splat. He kept doing this and alternately rubbing it on her tongue.

"Nnnnhhh..." Abby moaned when he slapped her tongue once again.

Then he aimed his cock at her mouth. She took it inside and then he slowly pushed forward. He didn't thrust his hips, but just kept half of his seven inches in her mouth. He waited until she looked up at him and then pushed a little further.

"Mmmm..." she moaned and blinked slowly.

"Ahhh..." Aaron moaned this time, his cock still inside her mouth.

He pushed a little further and it looked to me like this was the deepest I'd ever seen her take a cock in her mouth. I unconsciously stroked my cock as I watched this.

Then Abby visibly gagged and pulled back, closing her eyes for a short time. I stopped stroking my cock and worried that he'd hurt her. I was about to protest when she moaned and panted, her mouth hanging open.

"Nnngaahh... ahhh..." the sound she made was incredibly hot, it felt like she was maybe overwhelmed with what we were doing.

Before I could say anything, she looked up at Aaron again and stuck her tongue out slightly. This was all the invitation he needed to push his cock inside her mouth again.

I watched as he pushed about 4 inches inside and stopped, then kept pushing slowly until another inch disappeared and then stopped again. Abby's eyes were going from his hairy crotch to his own eyes. I looked at him and his eyes were focused on her face.

"Mmm..." a short grunt from Aaron and then he started pushing again, ever so slowly.

I could see Abby had closed her eyes and looked very focused on what they were doing. I felt like at that moment, neither of them acknowledged my presence. My jealousy kicked right in, big time.

I saw Aaron kept pushing his cock inside her mouth, and surely her throat as well, and it looked like it was only an inch left outside her mouth. That meant he must have pushed about 6 inches inside. That was my entire length!

I was raging. I felt powerless with the whole thing. I regretted the little competition I thought I'd started with Aaron. I was wishing I'd never gotten in this threesome in the first place. I wanted to just kick him out of my house. But I couldn't kick Abby out. I didn't want to lose her, I respected her wishes as much as she respected mine, and that's what got us to include Aaron. I felt my hands were tied.

"Mmmnnnghhh..." came her muffled moan around Aaron's cock.

This was too much for me. I was so jealous I could feel it running in my veins. So I did the only thing that Aaron couldn't do. I calmly stepped to my bedside table and pulled out a condom. In spite of all the rage, my cock was still hard. I rolled the condom on and went back to kneel on the bed. I pulled Abby by her hip until she was on all fours on the bed in front of me. She'd pulled Aaron's cock out of her mouth by now.

I heard her moan but paid no attention to that. I was totally focused on outdoing Aaron. I wanted him to know I was better than him for Abby. I would claim my girlfriend back.

I plunged my cock in her damp pussy, grabbed her by her waist and just started pumping hard. My thighs slapping against her ass hard with each thrust. She was moaning but it was more and more distant as I focused on sending my dick as deep as it would go in her pussy.

I saw Aaron kneel on the bed in front of her and suddenly her moans were muffled as she let him push his cock into her mouth. This only made me madder and I started fucking her as hard as I could, my balls starting to hurt from how hard they were hitting against Abby.

She sounded like she was whining now, but I only went harder and I felt my cum rush out of my cock. I pumped her for a short while longer and then pulled out.

My head was spinning with confusion and anger. I felt like I had to get out of there quick, so I took the opportunity to go to the bathroom and get rid of the condom. I looked at myself in the mirror and felt tears well up in my eyes. I was angry, but I had no one to blame but myself. I couldn't comprehend the situation and what it made me feel. I felt like Abby was drifting away from me and I'd lose her forever. I felt like I couldn't look Aaron in the eyes again. My jealousy had completely gotten a hold of me.

I wiped my eyes and went back to my room dreading what I would face. I don't know what I expected to find, but what I saw was Abby on her back and Aaron with his face in between her legs. She was squirming and moaning loudly, as he was clearly bringing her to orgasm.

I then realized I never stopped to think about her and her pleasure. I was consumed by my selfish feelings and paid no attention to her. I felt so dumb and useless, I couldn't give my girlfriend an orgasm. Now this was surely the final nail on the coffin of our relationship.

Shit definitely went too far.

Please drop me a line if you liked it or if you didn't. I really appreciate the feedback.

B