Hello to all the readers out there! First, here's the legal stuff. All legal disclaimers are in effect. If laws where you live prohibit reading material of an 'adult' nature or if you are under the minimum legal age required to do so, you should leave this site at once. Please do not read this if homosexual relationships disturb you.
All rights are reserved by the author. This is a true story.
Now, here's what's up with this. This series, 'Our First Time Together' consists of excerpts from my autobiography, 'The Prince Of Main Street.' I have yet to find a publisher for it, so my boyfriend Terry has encouraged me to post these here. LET ME KNOW IF YOU LIKE IT AND WANT MORE!!! E-mail me at : BaronAVR@aol.com. This book deals with my four years of high school and my first boyfriend, Jesse Dahlinger. My book 'The Prince of Main Street' is dedicated to him and his memory.
Thank you for reading it and E-MAIL ME if you want more! - Andy van Ryan
Our First Time Together.....
Chapter four
by Andrew Simon van Ryan
Copyright 2000. All Rights Reserved
Catching the bus we made the twenty minute ride to school to find a small gathering of my brothers friends waiting for us. " Andy! Did you hear? Les and Eric ran away from Home!" one of them called to me. The group surrounded us all talking at once. "What!" My jaw dropped open. Jesse asked "When?"
"Just this morning" Gilbert, the drummer from Les' band said. "Shit! Do my parents know?" I asked.
"NO!" the crowd replied. "We were waiting for you to call and tell them" someone explained. "They're goin'ta SHIT!" Jesse remarked. "I'd better call" I cried and ran for the phones, Jesse hot on my heels. "What're you going to tell them?" he puffed as we ran. "Not much! I'll tell 'em he ran away then put Gilbert on the phone" I puffed back. I grabbed the first open phone and fumbled the coin into it. I dialed and heard it ring. It clicked and Dad said "Hello?". "Dad! It's Andy! Les Ran Away! He and Eric, this morning! Gilbert just told me! They're Gone!"
"I know, Andy" Dad said calmly. "WW...WH....WHHA....WWHAT?" I stuttered to a halt. "We know. Larry called about ten minutes ago. Eric left a note. Larry called the Police. They're on their way over".
"The POLICE?!" I cried. "Yes, Andy. They may want to talk to you about Les and Eric. I want you to go straight to Jesse's house after school and WAIT THERE! Don't go anywhere else, you hear me?" ."Jesse's house, OK".
"The police are here now, I've got to go, Andy. I'll call you this afternoon" Dad said and hung up. I looked at the mouthpiece a moment, said "OK" softly and hung up.
"The Cops are there. Les and Eric are fucked now!" I said to the group around the phone box. Forty or fifty people had gathered as word spread across campus. Suddenly, questions exploded from every mouth, everyone talking at once. They moved in closer and I backed up against the wall. I shook my head feeling trapped and panicky. They started pushing at me and I almost fell. The voices grew louder and I wanted to run. I was scared and couldn't think. I was going to scream, then suddenly HE took over.
I pulled my shoulders as high as my 5'7" height would allow and The Prince Spoke. "Now Stop!" he shouted and everyone fell silent "You know as much as I do and I'm NOT here to be interviewed. Go to Class and if anything changes I'll let you ALL know at lunch!" I pointed to the buildings and said "Now GO!".
Jesse watched in shock as the crowd walked away, quietly muttering to themselves. "What did you do Andy?" he asked "And how did you do it?"
That brought me back to reality and the Prince let go his hold. "Huh? Do what?" I asked.
"You just silenced fifty Seniors and they OBEYED YOU! How'd you do that?' Jesse said.
"I didn't. He did" I answered quietly "The Prince. He did it".
"Whoa......... that's like, very strange Andy" Jesse said "You say it was the Prince that did it? I thought he only came out on Main Street, and uh well, at my house yesterday."
"It's never happened before.................... I was panicked and........... he stepped in to protect me......." I trailed off. "Are you going to be OK?" Jesse asked taking hold of my arm. "I wanna' go home, Jesse. Let's go home" I whispered. "Stay here. I'll find us a ride" Jesse took off running across campus. The bell rang and I just stood there. The Gym coach came out of the office and passed me. He stopped, looked and asked "What are you doing?"
"I'm GOING home!" the Prince spoke again. "Oh, OK" the coach replied almost as if hypnotized. He turned slowly and went on his way. "Hey, Andy! Over here!". Doug Stein was with Jesse. He had his license and a new 1967 Firebird 400. "I'll take you guys home and be back before they know I'm gone. C'mon, let's RACE!" Doug said. Jesse pulled me along by my arm. "You OK, van Ryan? You're kinda quiet" Doug quizzed.
I was silent. Jesse whispered to Doug "Just get us home quick!". The trip seemed to take only seconds since Doug drove like a racing pro. He stopped at the edge of the groves and said "I gotta' Fly! Call me later!" Jesse led me down the driveway. Once inside the house he asked "Are you OK, Andy?"
"Take my clothes off and put me to bed. I don't feel very good" I answered weakly.
He undressed me right there. I dropped my books and left them with my clothes. Jess took my hand and guided me to the bedroom. He tucked me in and asked how I felt. "I'm cold" I answered flatly. He pulled a big feather comforter over me. "I'm going to call your folks and let them know you're here. Be right back" he said and left the room.
While he was on the phone, I fell fast asleep. Returning, Jesse looked at me and whispered "Andy?" Receiving no reply, he slipped out of the room so I could sleep.
I suddenly found myself walking down a dirt roadway, along side of a small lake. As I gazed toward the lake, I noticed I was looking over the tops of Cattails that grew on the swampy shoreline. I walked along, surveying to my left and an old dock came into view. I turned and continuing to walk out onto the old dock, right up to its end.
Cattails grew everywhere in the water each side of the dock. I stood looking down at the old rotten board beneath my feet. Suddenly, there was a loud 'Crack' and the board broke, dropping me into the slimy water. I started thrashing my legs and arms churning the water. I looked towards my legs and there it was. An Alligator, jaws open. It began tearing at my legs. I opened my mouth and screamed. "AAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
I thrashed the water to a white foam as I struggled to get away. White Water was all I could see. "Andy!! What's wrong! What are you doing?!" Jesse's voice snapped me out of my nightmare. "Andy?!"
"AHHH, AHH,AH, Ah,ah,ah.ah..................." My screams tailed off as I realized where I was. I pulled the white sheets off my head and looked around the room, wide eyed.
"Andy. What's wrong?" Jesse softly asked. "A nightmare. That same fuckin' nightmare" I panted. "The alligator?" he asked. I nodded. "You OK now?" he asked. "No. Hold me!" I replied. Jesse jumped onto the bed and enveloped me in his arms. I shivered and snuggled up to him.
"Stay close to me for a while. Hold me" I begged. "It's going to be OK, Andy. I got hold of your Grandmother. Your Mom and Dad weren't home" Jesse paused, then continued "Andy, I don't want you to freak out, but I think your Grandma knows". "Knows what?" I asked, then realized what he was talking about. "WHAT!!!!" My jaw dropped open. "She said something kind of strange" he stated "She said 'I know why you boys are so close. Don't worry about it. I love Andy and You no matter what. Andy's Dad doesn't suspect anything and that's the way it's got to stay you understand? Don't tell him nothing and keep it to yourselves. It's nobody's business what the two of you do. If anyone asks you, DON'T TELL 'EM NOTHING, OK? It would break my heart if anything bad ever happened to you boys. You understand?"
"How?" I wondered out loud. "What did you say?" I asked. "I told her 'I think I know what you mean' and she said 'I'm SURE you know what I mean. Don't be scared. Just be CAREFUL! I'm on your side, but don't let Andy know that I know. I don't want him to be frightened' Then she changed the subject" he explained
"Shit! How does she know?" I wondered again.. "I don't know, but she said she's on our side and she love us! So, I guess we're safe" Jess remarked
"Yeah, she would protect us no matter what. Did she sound MAD?" I asked. "No. You feeling any better now, Andy?" he quizzed. "Yeah, maybe........ Do you want to get in bed?" I asked. "I was hoping you'd ask me!" he smiled.
"I want to make love to you" I said. Jesse stripped of his school clothes and crawled into bed. I laid him on his back and got on top. I looked into his eyes. "Why do they think it's wrong for us to love each other? We're so happy! How can people hate us?" I asked.
"Cause people don't have any love in their hearts, Andy. They only know how to hate. Any idiot can hate. It takes no talent at all".
So much had happened and it was only 10:00AM! Jesse and I started making love and the rest of the morning slipped away. The phone rang at 12:15pm. It was the School Office asking why Jesse wasn't in class. "I've got Andy van Ryan here. His Mom and Dad are having me care for him. His brother ran away and the stress has made him sick................. Well, that's my Mother's opinion and She IS Doctor" he snapped. "He'll bring a note and I'll bring a parent excuse form tomorrow, good bye" I started laughing as he hung up "You wanna take my temperature, Doctor?"
"Yeah, let me stick my thermometer in your mouth!" he teased waving his cock at me "Maybe after lunch" I giggled "I'm hungry. Besides, I made you cum twice already" . "Hey! You came too!" Jesse protested.
I was feeling back to normal. I pulled on my Levis and followed him to the Kitchen. We settled down to eat our sandwiches in front of the TV. Jesse was staring at me. "What?!" I demanded. "Now don't start that again!" he howled. "Start what?" I asked, faking dumb.
He looked at me with a little frown. "Just what DID happen to you this morning at school?" he asked.
"I don't know" I began "It was like, well......It was like I was trapped and all those people were shouting at me, making no sense at all. I started to panic, I wanted to scream and then, The Prince saved me. I don't mean it was like 'a Prince' suddenly appeared. But that part of my personality just knew how to handle them. That part of me took control. It's not like he's separate person in me. It's still me. I'm doing it, saying what I say, but it's like this feeling of confidence comes over me and I think and act different. Like I do on Main Street. I just told everyone what to do and they did it! They HAD to!" I looked over at Jesse "They HAD to do what I said and It scared me".
"Well, it freaked me out too! I've never seen fifty Seniors do ANYTHING one freshman told them to do. Your voice even sounded different." Jesse explained. He looked down at the floor, pausing to think............ "HEY!..... That's IT! That's IT!........" he shouted at me. I nearly flipped over backwards as he yelled! I recovered from the start and said "What's IT?!"
"Speak like the Prince, Andy!...... Can you? Just for a second?" He pleaded. "Uuhh, Uuhh.......OK' let me think for a second.....Hummm"
I composed myself, then with a slight falter I let him out. '"Well, ahhh.... Now just WHAT are you so excited about, Master Dahlinger? You gave me quite a start just now, yelling at me like that" the Prince spoke. "Andy! That's it!" Jesse jumped up. "It's 'Your Highness, if you don't mind and What ARE you talking about" I said staying in character. "OK, Let me talk to Andy, your Highness!" Jesse danced around me.
"What are you getting so excited about, Jesse?" I said, now being Just Plain Andy.
"You don't realize it do you? Nope, you don't! but guess what? The PRINCE doesn't have a LISP!!! Andy, your lisp goes away completely when you talk like that. Talk some more!!" Jesse demanded. "Uhh, I can't. I mean, I don't know what to say. Are you sure it goes away?" I was confused. "Yes, I'm sure! Hey, losing that lisp may turn out to be easier that we thought! If you use the Princes' voice, that is".
"Well, I think the Prince comes with the Voice" I said " I don't know how to separate the two".
"Maybe you can learn, but even if the Prince has to do the talking for you, it might not be such a bad thing!!" Jesses' green eyes dazzled and danced as he stared at me. "But the Prince is so SNOTTY. I won't get many new friends that way".
Jesse grinned at me "You don't need any new friends. You've got me now!"
I tried to use 'the voice' several more times that afternoon. Each time Jesse would coach me. I had various degrees of success with it. However, it was appearing as if the Prince and His voice were a package deal.
Becoming frustrated I said "I don't think it's going to be easy, Jesse. When I talk like him, I become him!"
"Yeah and you're right about the Prince being snotty, Andy. He might even LOSE you friends!" Jesse said with concern. "Hey, how did you first become the Prince anyway?" he asked.
"Oh, I saw some movie when I was little" I explained "There was a kid in it that played a runaway Prince. I started copying the way he played the part, how he spoke and acted. That's where "The Prince" came from. After awhile, I developed his whole persona. But at first I was just imitating the kid in the movie".
" Heeeyyyyyy!!!!!!.......... That just might do it!" Jesse said thinking out loud "Try imitating the Prince in the Movie, instead of " being" the Prince himself. You know, like the way you Imitate other peoples' voices".
"Oh, that's an idea! Yeah, it might work! OK, How's this................" I paused.
"My name is Andrew van Ryan and I come from Southern California. I go to school during the week and I live with my friend Jesse Dahlinger on weekends...........'cause he's a Homo............." I stated.
"You Dick! It works!" Jesse bounded over the Sofa at me. "Now I'm going to get you for that Homo remark!" I jumped and ran away laughing.
He was right! It HAD worked! I was dizzy from the joy this small success had brought me! I finally thought that MAYBE I could succeed in losing my lisp, without giving up control of myself to the Prince!
Jesse chased me through the house, out the side door and into the orange grove. He caught me as I crossed into the corner of the lawn. I fell to the ground laughing my ass off. He jumped on me and squirmed his way on top.
"Get off me!" I protested. "NO!" he said, eyes flashing. "Let me up!" I cried. "NO!" he repeated. "Jesse, get off me!" I was laughing so hard my words were barely understandable. "Pleeassee!!!!!" I pleaded. "NO!!" he stared at me smiling.
"Let's DO IT!" he said. "Here?!" my eyes widened. "Yeah, why not?" he said and began pulling up my sweatshirt. All I could do was laugh. First went my shirt, then he pulled off my socks. He pulled my levis off and gave them a swing over his shoulder. Jess was only wearing jeans. He stood, pulled at the button fly and his pants dropped to the lawn.
Stepping out of them he dove on me. We rolled about on the lawn with the afternoon sun warm on our skin. We kissed passionately, like it was the first time all over again. Skin to Skin, Lips to lips, Cock to Cock! The sensation of doing it outside in the middle of the afternoon made it seem so much more exciting. We were practically drunk with pleasure. So drunk in fact, that if Dougs' Firebird didn't have headers on it, we wouldn't have heard him drive up. "Oh, Shit! We're gonna get caught!" Jesse shouted as he dove for his pants.
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