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All rights are reserved by the author. This is a true story.
This series, 'Our First Time Together' consists of excerpts from my autobiography, 'The Prince Of Main Street.' I have yet to find a publisher for it, so my boyfriend Terry has encouraged me to post these here. It is in a way a 'prequel' to his story, "Anything to Turn You On....." You get to see how and why some of the people in that story came into my life, including TJ himself (Coming up soon). LET ME KNOW IF YOU LIKE IT AND WANT MORE!!! E-mail me at : BaronAVR@aol.com. This book deals with my four years of high school and my first boyfriend, Jesse Dahlinger. 'The Prince of Main Street' is dedicated to him and his memory.
Thank you for reading and E-MAIL ME if you want more! - Andy van Ryan
Our First Time Together
by Andrew Simon van Ryan
Copyright 2000. All Rights Reserved
From the book "The Prince of Main Street"
By Andrew van Ryan
Part Nine
Later on, at 5 minutes after 6:00, I called Linda. We talked mostly about how the guys had reacted earlier that morning when she kissed me and the way they had stood watching us from the curb that afternoon when school let out.
At 6:30 Jesse shouted "My Turn!" I said "Goodnight" and handed the phone over to him. Faye did most of the talking and they carried on for at least 45 minutes. Faye liked asking personal questions, such as "have you ever done 'it' before?" Jesse answered "No" then asked Faye if she had. He was surprised when she said "No", but didn't let on that he was.
I became bored listening only to Jesse's side of the conversation, so I went to our room. I turned on the stereo and lay on the bed. I was staring at the ceiling when I began to think about the night we went to the movies. I pulled my sweatshirt off. It was still wet with sweat from playing the drums. I gazed at the ceiling a bit longer, thinking. I pulled my cutoffs down and threw them on the floor. Lying back on the bed, I looked over my smooth, naked body. As I did, my cock began to harden. I touched it lightly and thought of Jesse's cum in my mouth and Linda kissing me.
The image excited me and I began to imagine Jesse and me naked, with Linda watching us. I imagined her sucking my cock as I sucked Jesse's. This was the first time I ever recall thinking about a girl with regard to my sexual fantasies. My hand found my stiff rod and began to massage up and down my shaft. I felt the pressure of my boyhood sperm factory building. I started jacking myself faster and harder. I glanced over and realized Jesse was standing in the open doorway, naked and jacking off! "I like watching you jack off, Andy but I like sucking you off better" he said and stepped to the bed. Instantly we assumed the favored '69' position and started suctioning each other's boy bone. I loved having his cock in my mouth again. I loved how he tasted, how he smelled.
The smooth softness of his skin against mine. We had both agreed that our pubic hair was becoming in the way, so we had agreed to keep it trimmed to a small patch on each. I didn't have Gym class, due to attending Speech therapy, so I kept mine trimmed down to a really small patch. Jesse had started to trim his before it had grown much, so no one in school noticed. To the guys in Gym class it must have looked the same as it did the first day of school.
We sucked harder and harder and I could taste his pre cum. His body began to shudder and my hips thrust forward shoving my cock as far into his throat as he could stand. We erupted together, spraying boy cum like we were fire hoses filled with the stuff! As he began to diminish his load, I started to yell "Oh, yeah! I'm shooting my cum in your mouth. Suck my juice, you fuckin' nasty little boy!" Jesse loved this and started sucking me even harder. I came and came it seemed.
The next six weeks passed quickly, what with seeing the girls and schoolwork. Due to the fact that finals were coming up we only went out three times on Friday nights, once every other week.
We discussed the problem of summer vacation with Mary and she worked out a deal with my folks. I would spend the first weekend after school let out at Skyforest, Linda would pick me up and drive me back to Jesse's. I would stay there until the week when his Father and Sister came to visit. Mary would drive me to Skyforest where I'd stay the week. Linda again promised to come pick me up and return me to Jesse's. This arrangement seemed to be a dream come true. My boyfriend and I would spend most of the summer together.
Day after day, week after week. The days grew longer and the weather warmer. Jesse and I tanned every afternoon by the pool. Finally, the last day of school rolled around, a Thursday (Graduation Day for Les). I performed with the school orchestra at his graduation and late that night, Les and Eric went to Mexico, where Eric's Dad had bought a vacation home. They would be there for two weeks, partying. Friday morning we drove to the Mountains. I loved Skyforest. I always had and always will.
However, I missed my boyfriend deeply. I kind of missed Linda too. After all, she had become my only real friend besides Jesse. One day during the last six weeks of school I had become stressed out about passing an upcoming test. Suddenly, my lisp returned to my voice. Linda looked at me curiously and I felt compelled to tell her how I had assumed the "Princes" voice in order to get away from lisping.
"So, that's how I became "the Prince" I finished the Story with
"Yes, but you have a Baron name. That means you're related to royalty, right?' she asked.
I asked my Grandmother about it and sure enough, our family was related to the Royal Family of Bavaria. This was quite a long time back, but none the less, Linda was impressed to think that her boyfriend really was somehow a "Prince". Jesse was impressed, too. His remark echoed Linda's exactly. "Wow, my boyfriend is Royalty!" he had exclaimed. I merely rolled my eyes!
That first weekend sailed past and when Linda arrived to pick me up, Jesse and Faye were there, too. Linda met my parents and I could tell my Dad was proud that his 'little boy' had such a beautiful girlfriend. Mom was impressed by the way I treated Linda. "Andy, you're such a gentleman!" she beamed at me.
After eating Mom's home cooked dinner, we headed down the mountain to Jesse's. The girls had to be home by 9:00 PM.
Jesse and I were alone at home since it was Sunday night. We learned a new song, ate dinner then hit the shower. It felt great to make out in the warm water. I fondled his cock as he played with mine. After showering and drying each other, we got into bed and made love three times before falling asleep in a tangled heap.
In the Morning we were awakened at 10:00 am by the phone. Linda asked if she and Faye could come by and go swimming. We agreed for them to come over at 1:30 that afternoon.
"Enough time to make love and practice playing our music!" Jess smiled.
Which is exactly what we did! Practicing the songs we had learned took longer than expected, so instead of showering, we jumped into the pool. Before long Linda and Faye arrived and joined us. Looking at Linda in her bikini I was suddenly aware of how beautiful her entire body was except I noticed how small her breasts were. Faye had the kind of tits that girls are proud to show off and she made sure that they were barely covered!
I realized Linda actually had quite a boyish figure. Her butt, however was amazing! It was a perfect round bubble, very much like Jesse's. This I found to be quite sexy! Of course since I had been ramming my boy shaft into his bubble butt for a long time now, I fantasized about ramming my hard cock into Linda's butt as well. This was the first time I thought of having sex with Linda!
We swam and played around in the pool until we were all wrinkled. "I've got to get out before I shrivel up like a prune!" Faye said. "Yeah, let's go inside" Jesse agreed. Linda and I followed them into the house and I headed for "my" room to get a change of shorts. I opened the door and stepped in. I was just going to shut the door when Linda cleared her throat "Ah, emmm."
"Oh, I'm sorry!" I said "I didn't know you were behind me!" Linda looked at me with a shy smile and said "Is it OK if I come in?". "Sure, it is" I answered. Linda stepped in and closed the door behind her. I turned around to face her directly and could tell she had something on her mind. "Andrew, remember when you told me that if I ever wanted to see you naked, I should just ask?". "Yes, why?" I didn't need to ask why, but I didn't know what else to say. "Well" she giggled "Can I see you naked now?". "I guess so" I smiled. Thinking about her butt had made me excited so I decided to go ahead and comply with her request. I pulled off my cutoffs and my semi - hard boyhood waved in front of me. "Oh, wow!" Linda giggled "It's so big!"
"You like that huh?" I giggled back. "Yeah" she smiled. "So. now that you've seen me naked, could I see you naked?" I asked, not really expecting her to say yes. She turned bright red and giggled some more. Then she replied "I guess that's only fair" and smiled. She reached around and removed her top in one quick motion. Her tiny breasts had nipples that were hard and stood out like the erasers on a pencil. I smiled at her and she reached her thumbs inside the waist band of her bottoms and slid them off. She stood up to face me and I saw that her blonde pubic patch had been trimmed down to almost nothing. Noticing that I was staring at it she explained "My bathing suit is really skimpy, so I had to cut them. Does that bum you out?". "No, actually, I was thinking that I liked it that way" I replied. She smiled and stepped closer to me. I put my arms around her and pulled her smooth body against mine. We kissed and I thought to myself how her body actually felt a bit like Jesse's. And thinking of Jesse made my cock begin to get hard! We kissed a very deep passionate kiss until Linda suddenly broke away and looked at me. She turned around and pulled me to her. Our two bodies collapsed onto the bed, me landing atop her. Linda sighed heavily and spread her legs open, allowing my stiff boy bone to press against her. We kissed with an aggressive nature, until Linda broke away and looked into my eyes. "Go ahead, Andrew. I want you to. If you're ready, I mean". I looked into Linda's eyes and thought about what she had just said. "I'm not sure if I am, Linda" I answered "I don't want to rush". "I knew you we're the guy of my dreams, Andrew" she said shyly "I'm not really ready, but I thought you might get angry if we didn't".
"Me? Angry? Why would you think that?" I responded.
"Oh, it's just that other guys I've said no to got mad" she explained "You're the one I want to make love to, Andrew. I'm just a bit afraid still". I smiled at her and said "That makes two of us!".
Then the door burst open. Faye and Jesse, both stark naked stumbled laughing through the doorway.
"We caught you!" they cried and jumped into the middle of the bed along side us. Linda and I sat up open mouthed, a look of shock on both of us. "What the.........?!" I cried out. "What are you doing without your clothes on?" I asked them. "It's all your fault, Andy!" Jesse responded. "My fault?!" I said "how so?". Jesse explained since I had made the offer about seeing me naked to Linda, Faye had been after him to do the same. He finally told her 'only if you do the same' and Faye said OK.
The four of us sat on the bed, fooling around a bit, but mostly just talking. I was relieved at NOT having to be alone with Linda. I was more that 'not ready' to have sex with her. I was beyond hesitant and I hoped it didn't show. Linda was sweet to me and I loved the way she poured her attention into our relationship. True, I had begun to have fantasies about it, but I was a long way from wanting to make love to her.
The girls left a bit after 4:00 PM. Jesse and I took separate showers in the two bathrooms of the house as a precaution. It was still early enough in the day for Doug to arrive unannounced, as he usually did.
After getting dressed I joined Jess in our bedroom. I bounded through the door and jumped on him. "OPPuuuFFFfff!!!!!!" he exhaled as I landed on him. "Hey! Go easy there! I didn't hear you come in!" he protested. As he rolled over I could tell he had been a million miles away in his thoughts. My smile changed to a slight upturn and I said "Yeah, I know. I didn't like what Linda wanted me to do. Faye tried the same thing with you?".
"No, she gave me a blow job in the backyard" Jesse answered.
"WHAT!!" I cried "I don't think I like that!". "Well, I KNOW I don't like it!" Jess responded, a sad note in his voice. He turned to face me directly and his eyes searched my face. Tears began to well in his eyes and he crumpled into my arms. I began to cry as well. We held each other for a long time before our tears stopped falling. I looked at him and sniffled "Linda's nice, but I don't want a girlfriend!" I became a flood again and Jesse followed suit, bawling his eyes out. For the next hour we alternated between crying to each other and confessing to each other. Our confessions told of our struggle to appear as 'Normal' high school boys, yet being two gay boys that were NOT attracted to girls was making us depressed more and more with each passing day!
"I really like Linda, but I don't think I can go through with making love to her. I only get excited as we're making out by thinking of you!" I admitted to him.
"I know, I do the same thing. The whole time Faye was sucking my cock, I had my eyes closed and my mind focused on you. I ended up having to jack off in her mouth. Another thing, Andy. I didn't like thinking about you being with Linda" he said looking at me with his eyes all red and puffy.
"Well, you see how thrilled I am about Faye sucking you off!" I stated, sadness filling my words. "We've got to talk to our Mom about this. It's
tearing us up inside. I hope she knows what to do. I feel like I could go crazy from it!".
Jess wilted into tears again and fell into my arms. "I think its already made me crazy!" he sobbed between his tears.
When Mary got home that evening we all had a big talk. She seemed to think that Jesse and I needed some time to ourselves.
"After all boys, you were together almost constantly since last fall" Mary reminded. "Then suddenly you've had to deal with almost constant company. That's not good for a relationship, ANY relationship".
"So what do we do?" Jesse asked. "I think I'll set a new rule" Mary began. "Tell the girls that I said they can only visit here when I'm home. That way I can help things from getting too heavy for you boys. Plus, it's not a good idea for Linda and Faye to be having sex. Remember, that IS where babies come from!"
Even though it is usual to be worried about sex leading to pregnancy, it had never crossed our minds. Now it shook us to reality.
"Oh, God! I never thought of THAT!" he said "It would be as bad as my Dad finding out about us" I said. "I don't think I ever want to be a Dad" Jess said solemnly. "It would destroy EVERYTHING!" I said, thinking out loud.
"Yes, it certainly would" Mary stated. "It would completely ruin your relationship and get you in deep trouble with the girls' parents". This suddenly terrified me. "Oh, no........ Linda's Dad would have me killed and fed to the fish" I realized, speaking out loud.
"Oh, Andy! I can't let anything happen to you!" Jesse cried and hugged me. "I can't let anything happen to us, sweetheart" I replied.
After a few moments Mary spoke "Boys, you need to have girlfriends to keep the truth hidden. You also need to set limits. Tell them I said no more unsupervised visits here when I'm not home. When you go on dates, go to public places like the walk in movies, no drive in's. Just be aware of the fact that if you stay away from places where you could get into trouble, the chances of trouble finding you is reduced. Now lets stop crying, boys. You're both my young Princes and I'll help you to get through this".
The new rule of no unsupervised visits worked perfectly! I think both Linda and Faye were embarrassed that Mary knew what had happened that afternoon. Jess and I passed it off, saying Mary had overheard us talking and found out that way.
So weekends we went to movies, dances, concerts and the fairgrounds. During the week, Jesse and I continued working on our music, learning song after song.
One evening we were learning a new song that I was going to sing the lead on. As good as Jesse was on guitar, his real talent lie in his ability to instantly play anything he heard on the piano. He claimed to have never had a lesson in his life, a claim back up by Mary.
"He was playing it one day when I came home from work" she explained "He was so little that he didn't understand when I asked him how he had learned to play the song. He just said 'this key sounds like that and that one sounds like this'. Within a month he could play just about anything he heard on the radio". Jesse taught me how to play and soon I was pretty good myself!
So, on this particular evening, Mary walked in just as Jesse started banging out the song. I sang out loudly...... Ba, Ba, BA, BA, Bop, bop bu-ah da! Ba, Ba, BA, BA, Bop, bop bu-ah da! Don't you worry 'bout what's on your mind, oh my
I'm in no hurry I will take my time, Oh, my I'm going 'round, but my tongues getting tired I'm 'round but my mouths gettin' dry, oh, my, my, my, my`
Let's spend the night together,
Now I need you more than ever,
Let's spend the night together now
I turned around and jumped. Jesse saw me and stopped. "Don't stop, boys!" Mary smiled "You're sounding really good. I like the Rolling Stones and Andy, you're doing a great job sounding like Jim Morrison". He and I laughed and then he explained "It's Mick Jagger, Mom"
"Oh, well..... Mick Jagger then." she smiled and headed for the kitchen . She called to me "Andy, you do know what day it is, don't you?"
"Uh,..........No, I guess not." I answered after a short pause. I looked at Jesse and he shrugged his shoulders.
Mary returned from the kitchen and said "It's Sunday, June 30th. The day before we drive you to Skyforest, dear. Have you two lost track of what day it is?".
We smiled at each other and in unison replied "Yes!".
Mary laughed and shook her head and muttered "You two!".
Jesse and I packed my bags and then we played the song we had been practicing earlier for Mary. "You boys sound wonderful" she said "Now off to bed with you! We've got to get up early. Oh, and remember you promised to call Linda before we leave tomorrow. There's no phone at the Skyforest house, so don't forget!"
Jesse and I made love twice that night and once first thing in the morning before we got up. After all, it would be six days before we were together again. Or so I thought........