Paradise Lost
Epilogue
Mike allowed us to use the guest suites if we wanted any private loving. He really surprised me but he told me our three months had been an incredible success, much more so than the previous groups.
"You have all bonded with your partners to the point where I had to remind myself frequently that most of you were not gay the result has been very few incidents that you couldn't handle. I apologise for Triano, Jet and Toby but they have been well compensated and I'm adding another chunk to your bonuses Jonah for the way you handled the staff entertainment."
I was surprised at that, I should hate him I suppose but knowing how much money I was going to receive in a week's time made that difficult.
The resort was his play thing and he intended to run it for another year before turning it into a regular resort and puting in a management company to run it.
Adam and I took advantage of Mike's offer once, I had no idea when we entered the suite that Adam had an agenda for the afternoon that would challenge my sanity and my belief in my sexuality.
I knew as we slid into bed that this was going to be something very different to anything I had experienced before. We had both wanted this so much I guess, when I realised what he was going to do, it had to be good. We were doing in private what we had to do in public so many times.
Adam just came up on one elbow to look down on me as he stroked my torso very gently. I barely felt it but my senses obviously did because a tingle started to flow from his finger tips over my whole body.
"You know I love you so much, I never thought I would do this to another boy but my whole being wants you to remember this forever."
He leant into me then and touched my lips with his. Just for a few seconds, but as he pulled away again he let his tongue caress my lips. I sighed and looked into a pair of eyes that told me this was special. Another kiss but this time the passion in it made me gasp. How could he kiss me like this, did he want me to die of happiness, my senses were reeling and before I had time to recover those same lips were sucking on my nipples until I thought they would burst out of my skin. I almost screamed with the sensations coursing through my body.
"Oh God, what are you doing to me?"
"Shh, I'm showing you how much I love you."
He kissed and nuzzled my neck then while his hand resumed its wandering. My cock was harder than I had ever known it but he avoided any direct contact with it. He let his hand slide across my belly so that the top of it touched the topside of my cock. My pubic hair was still only a stubble from my shave but that made it even more sensitive and I tried to wriggle away from him but he was having none of that, he held my hip to stop me getting away and just slid down my body to kiss my cock head. He did the same with his tongue as he had with our kiss, just caressing the top of the glans with it as he pulled away.
"You can't do this Adam, I'm not gay and you're not gay."
"Shh, just enjoy, this is for all the wonderful orgasms you have given me when I have fucked you."
He moved back up the bed then and started again. His kisses were destroying my sanity, those beautiful full lips that had sucked my cock so many times and whispered soothing words to me when I thought I could take no more humiliation or degradation. I kept telling myself Sam was much better than this, I loved her, I was going to marry her, but I knew it wasn't true. Adam's kisses were like nothing I had ever experienced in my life. He moved back to my nipples and I started to cry quietly, this was wrong but I couldn't stop it, worse, I didn't want to stop it. He started a licking frenzy then, my cock and balls, inside thigh, even my toes. Legs bent and spread and then it was my perineum and my rosebud. When his tongue hit my anus I orgasmed spewing what felt like a bucket full of cum all over my face and torso. No hesitation, he licked it all up and when he saw my tears licked them away as well and simply said,
"I love you so much, please be my friend forever."
I just nodded through my tears, I was beyond speech.
More kisses and he drove me a little closer to insanity with the sensuality of his actions. Why was he doing this, did he have any idea what it was doing to me?
He turned me over then and lay his body on top of mine. I could feel his penis snuggling into my crack and pressing into my spine half way up my back. He licked my ear and my neck. When I turned my head to try to avoid his attention he did the same to the other ear, and my cheek. The tongue and hands descended then, kissing and caressing my spine until he reached my crack then he spread my legs, opened my cheeks with his hands and licked, kissed and sucked my anus until I had another screaming orgasm. I was into a serious crying jag now, I couldn't believe how incredible the sensations flowing through my body were. He left my anus alone for a while to let me calm down and just licked my butt cheeks and down the back of my legs to the back of my knees. About ten minutes of this before he knelt up and gripped my hips to pull me into a kneeling position. He must have thought about what he was going to do next because he started to lick my perineum at an angle that kept his nose in contact with my body as well so it was stroking my anus as his tongue was licking my perineum and underside of my ball sac. I was soon panting again and he rolled me back over and took my cock in his mouth for another amazing orgasm, swallowing all my cum before allowing me to calm down for about five minutes while he just kissed my face and told me what an awesome friend I had turned out to be.
I was still swimming in a sea of incredible sensitivity, every touch, every breath that touched my body, every whispered word sent me spinning off into space out of control. Then the final act that I knew was set to take my sanity away from me completely. Pillows under my lower back and legs bent and spread very wide he started to open me up with his fingers while he used a well slicked up hand and his mouth to attack my cock and balls again. It didn't take me long to be crying and begging him to fuck me.
How could I want him so much, no straight boy would want what I was begging for, but I was. At last he considered I was ready and I felt the pressure of his glans against my anus until it slid in. Anyone that tells you the anus has no nerves to feel a cock inside you must be mad. I felt every inch as it slid in, a little pain as he went over the second barrier but the joy I felt at what he was doing killed that and just left nothing but satisfaction and a sense that I was doing something for this wonderful man that no one else could do.
His eyes never left mine as he rocked gently back and forth long stroking me. There are no words to describe what I was feeling, that monster thirteen inch man rammer was caressing my love tunnel like never before.
That was it wasn't it? I loved Adam and my training in this bizarre environment had been geared to taking his monster cock in my love tunnel. He mustered so much control I couldn't believe how long he lasted, I had two more orgasms before Adam had his and I thought he was going to die. He powered into me for his last few strokes bringing us both to screaming orgasms that caused us both to black out.
When I came to I was surprised to see Triano and Jet sat either side of us looking very worried with cold washcloths wiping down our bodies. I stroked both of their faces softly and whispered, "Please leave us now, we are ok and I will explain later."
They did, still looking worried.
Adam rejoined me a minute or so later and just looked in my eyes before saying,
"If I live to be a million years old no one will ever give me an orgasm like that again," then he kissed me, rolled over and fell asleep.
What a man, I wondered frequently in the ensuing years if without Sam I would have seconded my life to making Adam happy.
It was fun trying to convince Triano and Jet that we weren't gay but I think we succeeded.
I asked them why they had come into our room and they told us that Mike had let them have the room next door to do what we had done and the screams as we had our final orgasms had frightened them enough to come and see what was going on.
Triano and Jet hardly got out of bed for the whole week. I think they were trying to set up some kind of record. On the flight home they admitted they had not made love less than six times on any day of the last week. We all cheered them, it was great.
Triano sat with me for an hour and told me what he had done the day he went catatonic on us and Jet had the same experience, he was just a stronger character that was all. I have actually seen the video of Jet's episode and Triano told me his was similar.
Four of the older guests had taken him off to a fairly seclude area and played with him for a couple of hours.
"They were very nice Jonah, quite gentle even though they all fucked my mouth and my arse. I gave them all great blowjobs and used my butt muscles to make sure the fucks were good as well. Then two of them held me firmly and a third one forced my mouth open while I was lying down. The fourth one squatted over me and dropped a huge turd in my mouth. He went to my balls after that and took them firmly in his hands before squeezing them just enough to make me know he meant business. 'Now little cock sucker, eat it all or I am going to squeeze your balls until they pop'. I was terrified so when the others let me go I did but not before the protruding part of the turd had been smeared all over my face. When I had eaten it all they laughed as they washed my face, mouth and stomach out with their piss. I was so sick and the worse my puke the more I puked. I wanted to die Jonah, nothing in my life comes close to being that revolting. When you cuddled me after the Doc. left I felt so unclean because you were so special and I thought if you knew what I had just done you wouldn't want to touch me. The next thing I remembered was the hospital in Cape Town."
We were both crying and when I asked Mike if he had seen the video of Jet's almost identical experience he said no and I called him a liar. I knew later that he was because both Jet and Triano received an extra substantial bonus.
When we landed at Heathrow we all promised to have one reunion to talk about it and lay any ghosts to rest. We did and most of us remained in contact for years.
Every one of us used the money wisely, it had been come by with too much trauma to waste it.
Sam and I got married, Adam was my best man and fucked me on my stag night. He used his money to start a business and ran it successfully.
Mike spent months wooing me with better and better offers to join one of his company's.
"You have one of the best attitudes to man management I have ever seen. I would like to have you trained properly and take you on board as a personnel executive."
I eventually succumbed when the money once again turned my head. It worked though, I now have a beautiful home, two great kids who have a Godfather that genuinely takes an interest in them, and fucks their father a few times a year, te he. But most importantly a wife who knows I carry a dark secret only shared with Adam and accepts it without hassling me.
Life is good and I found my Paradise.
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This is the first time I have covered scat, and rarely do more than touch on water sports but I wanted to push my barriers out a bit more on this one.
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Chris Johns, at home in Antigua, and on email chris-johns@hotmail.com