It had been years since my first experience with gay sex. I still remembered the feeling of a hard dick thrusting into me. Every time I remembered the experience I was sad I had not been able to suck on that gorgeous cock. When I longed for the experience, I would peruse the internet casual hookup sites. I wasn't sure what I was looking for but I think it was closure. I wanted to know the full gay experience. I wanted to taste a cock.
I was straight, but curious. I watched straight porn. Mostly for the women who seemed so insatiable and willing to do anything to please a cock. Every now and again I would fantasize what it would be like to be the woman. I wanted to have that experience. To be wanted and used for the pleasure of a fat juicy cock.
Eventually I just posted my own ad on Craigslist. I didn't know what to write, so I simply put my stats - "6 ft 1" red headed bottom looking for a top". It didn't take long before my inbox was flooded. Everyone wanted a photo. Most responses seemed a little vague; of course my ad was vague. One ad from a man a few miles away did come with some dick pics. The cock was fat and maybe just shy of eight inches. A picture even had a quarter sitting on the head with plenty of meat on either side. My mouth watered at the photo. I had to respond.
I needed to know more about him. Within a few hours I had his emailed response. Doug was a married man but had been fucking guys on the side since college. He was a top only and preferred to perform bareback. Bareback with people you don't know is a scary thing! Doug also wanted to know more about me.
I told him I needed to protect myself. I told him of my past experience and how I wanted more. I wrote about my porn fantasies. I explained how I enjoyed being fucked, but felt robbed of the feeling of sucking a cock.
We set up a meeting for the next day. I was nervously excited about the whole thing. I bought some condoms and lube to be ready. I researched how to best prepare for anal sex on the internet. He had said he liked smooth bottoms, so I shaved my cock, balls, and ass. I was totally ready. I emailed him a picture of the finished product.
Doug seemed really excited in his reply. He said he wanted to change our plans. He would pick me up and then we could go to a party with some of his friends to relax. I was really weirded out by this and totally unsure. I agreed anyway. I was certain this was like a date I might make with a girl. Take her to a party, get her drunk and then use her lowered inhibitions to get lucky later.
We met in a nearby parking lot. I had been there for a few minutes looking out for his Honda Element. I knew they were 'toaster with wheels' like cars. It would have been easy anyway since this parking lot was empty. Then I saw an Element pull in the lot and park next to me.
I got out of my car and stepped over to his car. I had decided against underwear for some reason. My shaved crotch and lack of underwear made me feel sexy and slutty. I opened the passenger door and sat in the front seat. I hadn't asked for a face pic or asked his age. Doug was probably in his mid-50s. He was kinda fat or stocky. He was going bald and had a terrible combover. He glasses were the chic nerd thick rim kind. He seemed the kinda guy from some comedy movie where the middle aged man is subjected to a MTV makeover. I really wasn't sure about this now.
"Hi." He said.
"Hi." I replied nervously, glancing him over.
Then I saw it. His cock was out of his pants and fully erect. It was just as large in person as in the pictures. I wasn't sure what to do. He must have sensed my indecisiveness.
"I know you wanted to see what it's like to suck a cock. So here is your chance." I hesitated and then reached my hand out to wrap around his dick. It was hot and had a strange softness to it. The skin just seemed to slide up and down with the gentle stroke of my hand. It is not as though I hadn't jerked myself off before, but it was different to feel another man's cock in my hand. It seemed as though each jerk of his cock my hand made was pulling my head closer to his crotch. Soon the enlarged head was stretching my lips open. My tongue felt the soft texture of his penis. I was taking more and more of his cock in my mouth. I tried to keep my teeth away, but the thickness of his shaft had my lips stretched so far I couldn't help but occasionally scrap his large tool.
"Hmmm...you like that big cock in your mouth?" He moaned. I could only answer in mumbled words around his dick.
After a few minutes my jaw was getting tired. I gave my aching mouth a break, pulling off his dick and stroking it. I never took my eyes off the cock in my hand.
"Get in the back and take off your clothes." He commanded softly. I climbed in the back and started taking off my shoes. He climbed in the back with me. There were no seats in the back and a large soft blanket was spread out. There was a black toiletry bag in the corner behind the passenger seat. He took off his shoes and shirt. He was definitely out of shape. He was covered in body hair and wore a gold necklace that looked very early '80s. It just seemed an outdated fashion to me.
I had my clothes off despite the cramped space. He took his pants off and sat down against the side of the car (I never know what to call these things. Is it a car or a van?). I got between his legs and resumed sucking on his cock.
"Are you sure this is your first cock?" He asked. I again mumbled with his cock in my mouth and nodded as best I could.
He reached over and began working my asshole with his fingers. He fingers were fat and it felt good to have them explore my ass while I slobbered on his dick. Soon his fat fingers were working in and out to the rhythm of my bobbing head. He would slowly turn his hand over so the fingers were working all sides of my sphincter open. Every now and then I would pull my mouth off his cock to rest my jaws. Still I never stopped gazing at the swollen member in front of me. I was mesmerized by its size. Doug's fingers however never stopped working my ass.
Drool from my mouth covered his entire dick and balls. A small pool of saliva runoff was forming below his hairy sack. I pulled my mouth off once again, and a stream of drool connected his cock head with my lips. I wiped it away with my hand and returned my mouth to his cock.
"You ready to get fucked?" He asked.
I pulled myself of his cock. Suddenly I realized I had left the condoms and lube at home. "I don't have any condoms or lube" I stammered.
"It's okay, I have some." He answered. "Lay on your back with your knees behind your elbows."
It took me a moment to understand. Then I got on my back and pulled my legs back so that my elbows could rest on the inside of my knees. Meanwhile he got a tube from the toiletry bag. He applied some of the contents to my ass. It was cool and felt very slippery. I dropped my head back and gazed at the roof of the Element. I felt his cock pressing against my asshole. Doug applied some gentle pressure and then I felt it slip in. He rested for a moment and then slid more into me. In only a few moments his cock had slid all the way into my ass.
Slowly he began pumping in and out. He was in a push-up type position with his arms on either side of me, hands on the floor. I was rolled up on my upper back, legs open and dangling in the air. My arms were keeping my legs spread while my hands braced against Doug's hairy torso. I brought my head up to look at Dough. His gold necklace swung back and forth with his rhythmic humping. I was slightly hypnotized by its swinging motion.
Doug lowered his face close to mine, looking me directly in the eye. His lips touched mine. His tongue darted past my lips and touched my tongue. I was making out with a man while his large cock thrust in and out of my ass. I couldn't believe this had happened so quickly. My arms dropped to my side. My legs wrapped around his waist as he continued to plow into me. I still couldn't believe I was being fucked by this big dick. There had been no pain and it felt good to have his dick sliding in and out.
I reached down to my ass to feel his dick slide in my ass. I could feel the shaft and then balls as he would bury himself in me. I massaged his balls as he continued to fuck me. Then I felt his shaft as it slid in and out. I didn't feel a condom.
My hands came up to his chest and I gently pushed against his large mass. I stopped the make out session. "Where's the condom? Did it come off?" His dick was still inside me.
"I told you, I fuck bareback." He answered softly. He paused his humping. The head of his large dick poised at the opening of my ass. "Do you want to stop?"
"No." I said.
"What do you want?"
I wasn't sure what to answer.
"Do you want me to fuck you?" he asked.
"Yes."
"Then tell me you want fucked."
Meekly I said "I want to be fucked."
"Tell me you want fucked by my big cock."
"I want your big cock to fuck me."
"Where do you want my load?"
"I don't know." I hadn't thought this through very well. "Put it where you want it."
He resumed fucking me. He was becoming more forceful.
"Get on your knees." He ordered as he pulled out. I scrambled around to my knees with him behind me. I felt his hand on my shoulder as he lined up his cock with my asshole. It slid partially in. Then he pushed my shoulders. "Bend over. Get your face all the way down." I did as told without complaint.
"That's it. Really open up that ass." He was totally in control. His cock slid in and he was forcefully back at work. He had hold of my hips, equally moving himself forward while pulling me on to his dick.
Suddenly he fell back. One leg straight out the other bent so that the foot rested flat on the floor. His head rested against the inside of the back hatch. "Come here and suck this dick." He ordered. His cock was shiny and looked even thicker than it had before.
I crawled over and lay down along his out stretched leg. I cradled his balls with my hand as I placed his cock head in my mouth. I could taste the lube faintly and could smell the musky scent of my ass. This cock was just in my ass and now it was in my mouth.
The cock felt so hard. It really did feel like a hunk of wood.
"Oh dude you have got me edging." He said softly.
I began sucking his dick as I had before. Bobbing my head up and down, while my tongue flicked out and caressed the veining shaft. I would pause at the top and give a little special attention to the head. It seemed that with every bob of my head the cock was becoming more firm. His hand rested on the back of my head, adding a little guidance to my bobbing.
Suddenly I couldn't move my head back up. His hand wouldn't allow my head to come up. His body had thrust up, pushing more cock into my mouth. His whole body was tense and rigid. My mouth was flooded with a strange pungent salty flavor. He had cum in my mouth. There was so much dick meat in my mouth I was forced to swallow his seed.
"That's a good bitch. Swallow all of it. Make sure you suck it all out. There's more in my cock."
With so much cock in my mouth I could hardly breathe. It took a moment for me to recompose myself. I pulled off his cock. It had softened some but was still engorged. It was less stiff and bent slightly under its own weight. The look of that cock was awesome. There was a small drop of cum at the opening. I licked it off then put the whole head back into my mouth.
I continued to nurse the softening dick until it had gone completely flaccid.
He looked at me and smiled. His hand grabbed the front of my chin softly and pulled me in for a kiss. It was soft and lingering. His hand moved around to my cheek as we kissed. The kiss ended. I was still lost as to what had happened. How did I just get in a car with a man I don't know? Then I sucked his cock, got fucked without protection and swallowed his cum? What was happening?
He broke my train of thought, "Well let's get a move on. We have a party to go to."