Pastoral Care by mike loggerman Chatterman36@aol.com
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I had always been active in church, but I was troubled by my hunger for sex with men.
I had a job transfer to a new city and started attending a local church. People were friendly, but I felt the need to stay closeted. I became friendly with the assistant pastor, Ted. He was in his late 20s, like me, was tall but on the chunky side, and single. We got together to go to the movies or eat out.
One evening I decided I needed to be honest with Ted. After dinner, we went to his place to watch a ballgame on tv. I told him I had something serious to tell him. I explained that I struggle with same sex attraction. He said a lot of guys do. He said for him,the attraction isn't the issue. It's natural. He said if a guy has sex with anyone and everyone, it's meaningless, and that's the problem. He said if it's an expression of friendship and affection between friends, it's a good thing. I looked at him and said, "so if I wanted to have sex with you, it would be ok?" He said if it was something we both wanted.
I figured that was the end of it, but Ted asked what I wanted. I explained that I'm a bottom, and I'm excited by hairy guys. He put his arm around my shoulder and said he considers me a close friend, and as long as it stays between us, he would like us to be even closer.
I unbuttoned his shirt and felt his hairy chest. He took off his shirt and I sucked his tits as I felt his hairy pits. I took off my shirt and he felt my smooth chest and rubbed my nipples. I pressed my lips to his and slipped my tongue in his mouth. He said he never felt such closeness with another man. I undid his belt and slipped his pants off him. I rubbed his hairy thighs and felt his hard cock through his briefs. I pulled down his briefs and his thick seven inch cock sprung up. His crotch smelled amazing. I felt his big balls as I sucked his cock. Ted watched as I moved up and down his shaft. He moaned as I sucked him down to his pubes. He said he was going to cum, and I kept sucking. I felt him throbbing on my tongue as he shot his load in my mouth. He undid my pants and pulled them down. He said friendship should be mutual. He massaged my balls as he took my cock in his mouth. He pulled me close and felt my cheeks as he sucked me. I said I was going to cum, and he sucked harder and I shot in his mouth.
We lay together, feeling each other. He said he loved feeling so close to me. We watched the rest of the game but we were naked and feeling each other. I started sucking his cock again. I looked up at him and said I wanted to be even closer with him. He said he did too. He led me to the bedroom. I asked if he had any lube, and he took out some lube he used to jerk off. He rubbed his cock with it and got between my legs. He thrust his cock inside me and moaned as he moved in and out of me. I wrapped my legs around his and felt his hairy chest. He kissed me as he moved in and out of me. He started thrusting hard and I felt his cum shooting inside me. He kept his hard cock in me and said I was the best friend he ever had. He was moving in and out slowly and asked if I could handle another load. I said I wanted all he could give. He lasted a long time and shot deep inside me. He asked me to stay the night so I slept with him.
In the morning, Ted was warm and affectionate. We showered together and I got ready for work. He texted me several times during the day asking me to come by after work. We had dinner and made love. I really enjoyed getting between his legs and burying my face in his bush. He loved how excited being naked together made me. He enjoyed my hairy ass crack, and spent a long time licking my taint and hole. He said the highlight of his day was burying his cock inside me. I said it was important to me.
One Friday night, I was at Ted's apartment, and he kissed me as we undressed each other. We had talked about sharing an apartment in the past, but it would mean we were more than friends. As we undressed, we writhed together as we enjoyed each other. Ted slipped his hard cock inside me and kissed me as he gently moved in and out. As he slowly fucked me, he said we had to admit that we are more than friends. I said we are lovers. He said when he fucks me, he feels like I belong to him and that we are one. I wrapped my legs around his and said I loved being one with him. He pounded me harder and said he wanted me to be his husband. I felt my orgasm building. I said I was already his, and would pledge myself to him.
I moved into Ted's apartment. It had two bedrooms and people assumed he was renting it out to save money. No one thought anything differently. Two weeks later, I took off from work, and we drove to a small town where we were married by a Justice of the Peace. We didn't tell anyone about it.
It was hard being married and closeted, but not as bad as being single and closeted. We had each other. It was too much when people tried fixing us up with single women. Ted said we need to let people know.
He was pretty smart. He had become friends with Lenny, a pastor of a gay church in our area, and told him of our situation. Lenny invited us to dinner on Saturday night. We met his husband, a quiet guy named Pete. As we got to know them better and they shared their journey with us, Lenny asked if we would be willing to relocate to another city. I said we could stay where we are, but Ted might have to find another job.
Lenny said he was asking because he knew of a gay congregation about an hour away that was looking for a pastor. Pete asked how I liked being a pastors husband. I said as long as you like getting screwed by the pastor, it's a good thing. We all laughed.
On the way home, we discussed it and I said I was willing to move. I could find another job if need be. Ted submitted an application online, and they contacted him by email. After several back and forths, they asked us to come visit. Ted took off from work and said he needed a break.
When we got to the church, it was an older building and they had almost 100 people. Ted spoke about being honest with ourselves and with the people around us. He talked about taking the risk of coming out of the closet. He shared our journey together, and his conviction that we needed to be honest about our relationship to our community no matter what the cost. We had a luncheon afterwards, and most people seemed to like Ted's message. Over dinner, we met with the board and they asked how much we needed to be paid, as well as vacation time and all the other business aspects.
They turned to me and asked what I thought of things. I said I support my husband. He is my main responsibility. I'm not a minister, but I like people, and enjoy hospitality. I said I have a job, and a husband, and if I keep him happy, he will serve more effectively. They said we would hear from them.
On the way home, Ted wasn't sure if we did well or not. He said we were honest and if they extend an offer, we can go from there. In any case, he wanted to tell our church about us. I tried to reassure him that we could live on my salary if anything happened. As it turned out, something did.
Ted went to the church board meeting, and honestly shared our relationship with them. They exploded. They never said it was because we were gay. They said he was dishonest and misleading, and they could no longer trust him. They made no comment on our marriage. They gave two weeks severance and told the people Ted had moved on. Luckily, I make enough to support us if we live sparingly.
A week later, the gay church asked us to come and lead their church. They offered as much as Ted was making before, but they also provided a house. I said we should take it. I put in my notice at work, but they said I could telecommute as long as I could come in every two weeks for a staff meeting.
Leading a gay congregation was in some ways a surprise. In our former congregation, no one wanted to tell you anything about their personal problems. In our new congregation, the level of drama was worthy of broadway. People shared their most explicit intimate details with us. We didn't mind, but after one couple in particular left, Ted and I needed to fuck. The next time they came, they apologized if they were too graphic. I said not at all. It got us so worked up we fucked as soon as they left. They laughed and said they would have liked to have seen that. Ted said they could spend an evening sometime and we could watch each other. Ted was very honest about things.
The couple, Danny and Gary were surprised but not in a bad way. Gary asked if we would seriously do it with them. Ted said yeah. He said he didn't mind if they watched us and we wouldn't mind watching them fuck. Danny said we should plan it sometime. Gary said we should do it now. I was a little hesitant. I said we should get to know each other first. Ted said we could spend time together naked. We all liked that idea and got undressed. Danny was skinny and smooth and had a hairy seven inch cock. He sat with me and we were feeling each other. Gary was smooth, but stocky. He liked Ted's thick cock and was sucking it. I held Danny's hips and sucked his cock. Ted pulled me onto the couch and thrust his cock in me as Danny and Gary watched. Danny bent Gary over and thrust his cock inside him.We watched each other as we fucked our husbands and we had amazing orgasms. They invited us to their place next week. After they left, Ted said it's good we are making friends.
As it turned out, a lot of the couples played together. I felt guilty at first, but it was mutual play and part of friendship. Each week we invited a different couple to our house. We got naked with them, and we fondled and sucked. We developed a high level of trust. Several couples want us to fuck with them, but Ted and I weren't ready.
Things changed the day Mikey came into our lives. Mikey was a chunky blond kid who grew up in our city. When he turned 18, he came out to his parents who threw him out. He had nowhere to go and I found him sleeping on a bench in the church courtyard. He knew this was a gay church and hoped we would help him. He hadn't eaten or showered for four days. He was weak so I helped him in our house. He was tired, weak, and scared. He was having trouble standing, so I undressed him and got in the shower with him. I soaped and rinsed him all over. He liked me soaping his cock and balls, but he didn't get very hard. I dried him off and gave him some shorts to wear while I threw his clothes in the wash.
I took him to the kitchen, and made him some eggs and toast. He said he liked my body very much. I thanked him and said I liked his too. He said he was sorry he didn't get hard. I said it was ok. We were there for hygiene, not sex. I said he could show it to me some other time.
He started feeling better and was still hungry. I made him four more eggs. I took him to the guest room to rest for a while. He asked me to lay down with him. I lay beside him and rubbed his hairy chest and ran my fingers through his hairy pits. He slipped off the shorts and his hard cock sprung up. It was eight inches and thick. I ran my fingers through his dense bush. He asked if I liked it. I said very much. He asked if he could suck my cock. I slipped off my shorts and he gave me an incredible blow job. I got between his legs to return the favor. He watched as I moved up and down his shaft. He said no one has been able to take it all. I deep throated him until his pubes were in my face. He warned me that he was going to cum. I kept sucking until I felt his cock throbbing on my tongue. I swallowed and lay beside him. He told me he had sucked several guys but only did oral. I said if he's interested in fucking, we can talk with my husband about it and he could fuck me and Ted would fuck him. Mikey fell asleep.
When Ted got home I took him to the bedroom. Ted liked Mikey's body. I told him how I found him and asked if we could keep him. I asked if we could share him, and Ted said yes, if he was interested.
Dinner was almost ready, and Mikey walked in naked. I introduced him to Ted. Ted liked his small hairy ass, but also his quiet and respectful demeanor. As they talked, felt his ass and his big balls. Mikey moaned as Ted slid his finger inside him. It was very tight. He figured he was truthful with me. He asked Mikey if he wanted to be fucked. Mikey said he was curious about it and wanted to try. I told him to put his shorts on. I gave him a tee shirt and we had a roast for dinner.
After dinner I took Mikey to our bedroom and we sucked each other. I sucked his tits and felt his hairy pits. I lubed his cock and lay on my back with my legs spread.I guided his cock to my hole and he slid it inside me. As my ass closed in around his cock, he moaned. He moved in and out quickly but I told him to slow down. My cock was hard and I told him how good it felt inside me. He started to thrust hard and fast and said he was cumming. He kept going and I felt his cum shoot inside me. He lay back out of breath and said it was amazing.
Ted came in later and he licked Mikey's ass. He lubed his ass with his finger and added a second finger and later, a third. Mikey sucked Ted's cock before Ted lubed his cock. Mikey got in the position I was in, and Ted pressed his hard cock against his hole. There was resistance, but Ted told him to push out like he was taking a crap. As he pushed out, Ted's cock slid inside him. Mikey said it hurt bad. Ted held it there and said to let him know when the pain stopped. The pain subsided, and Ted moved in and out of Mikey. Mikey moaned loudly and his cock was hard. Ted shot his load in Mikey. Mikey kissed him and thanked him.
When I came in the room, I got in bed with them. Ted asked Mikey if he wanted to stay with us or be on his way. Mikey said he wanted to stay. Ted said he would have to get a job. He also said if he stayed with us, he would be part of our family. He said being part of our family means lots of sex. Mikey was smiling. He said he could fuck me all he wants, but Ted would be fucking him all he wanted. Mikey was very happy.
Mikey slept with us from then on. I loved being naked with Mikey, whether he sucked me or fucked me. Ted loved fucking Mikey who didn't seem to get enough of it.
He got a job in a cafe run by friends of ours. People in the church thought it was great that we took him in and were helping him get adjusted to being gay. I always thought Mikey would find someone of his own and move on, but he was content to be with us.
It's hard to explain, but I fell in love with Mikey. It was a combination of his sweet nature, his hairy body, and his earthy scent. Sometimes after Ted fucked me, Mikey was content to eat the cum out of me and just lay with me, feeling my body.
Mikey eventually started visiting some of the older men from church. John was a man about 60 who was tall, smooth and thin. His husband passed away, and John was very lonely. He missed companionship. When Mikey came to visit him, he let John undress him and feel him all over. John kissed him and Mikey undressed him. Mikey loved feeling John's smooth body and sucked his cock. It took some coaxing, but John got hard. Mikey spread his legs and John slipped his cock inside him. As he pounded Mikey, John said he never thought he would be able to do this again. Mikey said it felt great and urged him on. John shot his load in Mikey and they kissed. He visited John every week. Sometimes they just lay together, and sometimes John fucked him.
Mikey also visited an Asian chub named Al in his late 30s. He was very lonely. Mikey got undressed for him and Al loved feeling him and sucking his cock. He felt bad about his body and wouldn't undress for Mikey. Mikey kissed him and said he would do anything Al wanted. Al slowly took off his clothes. Mikey caressed his smooth body and sucked his tits. When he parted his legs, Mikey was excited by Al's dense black bush. Al moaned as Mikey sucked his cock. Mikey said he would do whatever Al wanted. Al whispered "fuck me". Mikey got between his legs and gently slipped his cock inside Al. Al moaned with pleasure as he enjoyed Mikey's big cock inside him. After he shot his load, Al sucked Mikey clean.
Ted was very pleased with Mikey and asked the board to make him assistant pastor. Everyone agreed it was a good decision.
Sometimes when Mikey got home he was exhausted. He liked me getting in the shower with him and soaping him up. Sometimes he fucked me and other times we just lay together.
I made myself available for anyone who needed to talk. One morning, Justin, a college student came by. He had recently come out, and was feeling alone. He was a bit chunky and semi hairy. He felt no one wanted him. I put my arm around him and said somebody out there would find him very attractive. He wasn't buying it. I said to be honest, I wish he wasn't wearing a shirt so I could feel his chest. He looked at me skeptically and took off his shirt. I gently stroked his chest hair and felt his slight man boobs. I said not everyone knows this, but I love body hair. I ran my fingers through his armpits. He took off my shirt and felt my chest. He let me take off his pants and briefs and I knelt between his legs and felt his hairy thighs. His cock was thick and I sucked him as I breathed in his scent. I took off my pants and briefs and he sucked my cock. I led him to the guest room and I lay back with my legs spread. He lay between my legs and thrust his cock inside me. I felt his chest as he pounded me. I groaned as I shot my load. He pounded harder and stopped as his cum shot inside me. He whispered a thank you. I said he was welcome anytime. He lay beside me and we hugged.
One afternoon, John dropped by to have a talk with me and Ted. John was a land developer, and fairly well off. He said he had a proposal for us, and I was afraid he wanted to take Mikey away from us.
Instead, John took out a blueprint of an old monastery he bought. He said if we sold the church property, we could buy into the monastery, and we could remodel it to be condos that church members could live in, and we could have a community. Ted and I liked the idea, but it would be up to the congregation. John said most of the members slept with each other anyway, and he could make several apartments for single guys. We could even have a common dining room and hire residents to work in the kitchen. Ted, Mikey, and I Would still provide care to the community, but it might make us closer.
The project took about a year, but it worked out well. Four couples moved in and half a dozen singles. Sidney, a 21 year old mulatto guy was our cook, in exchange for room and board. He was skinny and smooth but had a very hairy crotch and armpits. His cock was nine inches and he enjoyed getting it all inside me. He stopped by after lunch most days and slept with me several evenings.
Most guys knew I was addicted to hairy crotch and pits and if they were interested in me, they went natural. Most of us started wearing robes in the complex. It wasn't a religious thing as much as it provided easy access.
An 18 year old from the town came by and said he didn't know if he was gay or not, but he wanted to give it a try. His name was Bill. I took him to my room and had him undress. He was thin and smooth, and uncut. I felt his smooth chest and ran my fingers through his hairy pits. His cock got hard and I pulled back his foreskin and licked and sucked His cock as I played with his balls and pubes. I lay back and pulled my legs up and he got between my legs and thrust his cock inside me. I felt his smooth body and ass as he pounded me. He grunted as he shot his load inside me. His cock was rock hard and he moved in and out slowly. He asked if he moved in if he could fuck me often. I said as much as he wanted. He started thrusting harder. I wrapped my legs around his and kissed me. I shared the rules of the community and he agreed. He shot his load inside me. I sucked him clean and he agreed to work in the kitchen.
Ted was usually busy, and I didn't seem much of him. Mikey had gotten more hairy and although he was with other guys a lot, he often spent the night with me. He loved how horny I got when I felt his hairy body and felt his big cock inside me. Sometimes Bill joined us. Bill loved sucking Mikey clean after he fucked me.
It wasn't long before we were at full capacity. John proposed building several cottages on the west side of the property which people could buy like condos. He built them, but we made them rentals instead.
At the end of the first year, our community had doubled in size, and people were a lot closers and open with each other. Ted and I hadn't been together for a while. Ted met a chubby blond guy who used to attend our old church. Ted fucked him continually and loved shooting inside him. Mikey and Bill moved in with me and were content to share me and I enjoyed them both.