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Note: This story is fiction and is by no means depicting the life of any living person, place or thing. It contains no penetrative sexual acts between males YET and should only be read if it is legal to do so in your area.
Read at your own risk, okay. All names are made up and any similarities are just dumb luck.
Guys, thanks for the support. It's been so long but I know there are people still reading PT. No sex yet but bear with me. We'll get there ;-) sooner or later. Thanks for the emails. Keep me motivated 'coz I'm a lazy writer.
The Plane Trip Chapter 6 By Fjord
JJ picked me up at the apartment on the dot. He's talking to me right now but I am not listening at all. All I can think of is how to tell him I am gay. And that I like him too. And that I want him to kiss me.
"I might as well move to L.A. if I want to try make it big but Dad won't let me," JJ's voice finally got through my foggy self-talk.
"What?" I ask.
"I said... Oh forget it..."
"Come on... tell me."
"No..." He says with a brief flash of anger in his eyes.
I look at him intently and see his face set in a serious expression. I don't want to make him angry but it's too late maybe. I was too preoccupied with telling him I was gay that now he's mad at me. Just my bad timing I guess.
"Are you mad at me?" I ask.
"Yes."
"Sorry..."
"You should be."
"Do you still like me?"
"Yes and if you think I'm gonna say I forgive you next... yes."
I smile at him. He pushes my head away as I push his body way from me. Just touching him makes me feel good. Just a touch makes me want him more.
JJ is so considerate with me like... No, I'm not going to think of that name. JJ is different from him. JJ is here right now and he's not so fucking straight.
"Hey... I lost you again. Where'd you go?"
"Shut up..." I reply. I feel embarrassed by my lack of culture and attention. It seems my brain is not working very well lately. I remember the times when I was with 'you-know-who' and I was very alert of my gestures, words and contact towards him. I didn't want him to even have the slightest idea that I was gay.
"I won't shut up..." JJ replies.
"Why not?"
"'Coz if I stop talking, you're gonna go to that quiet place again."
"You think I have ADD don't you?" I say accusingly but with a wry smile.
"Stop putting words in my mouth..." He replies while pointing at his big moist mouth. Ewww...so yucky sexy.
I just giggle in response. I want to put something else in his mouth. He looks at me with his eyes wide open as he gets my idea.
"What the... you dirty dog.."
"I didn't say anything... hehehehe..."
"Then, what's that sexy laugh for?" JJ is so flirty.
"I'm just a sexy guy laughing..." I say as JJ stops walking and is looking right at me.
"Just because you're not gay doesn't mean I'm not gonna go for it..." JJ says as he looks straight at me. What on earth is this guy blabbing about?
"What's it?" I ask.
"Your heart..." JJ replies as he stares at me.
That's when I almost choked. It dawns upon me that this is the sort of conversation I want with Zack. Geez, when am I ever going to learn? There's too may gaps in my armor against Zack's hurtful memory. I'm just a friend to Zack.
"Hey Jimmy, I thought you left that place..."
"Sorry.."
"For what? I'm just glad you are with me..." JJ says as he starts walking again.
"JJ, you say the best lines man. I'm falling in love with you..." I say suddenly out of nowhere. Why did I just say that? I sounded fucking mad. He's going to think I'm like shit.
JJ just looks at me with his eyes staring straight at me. I can't even look away. This moment is so fucking intense.
"Don't say things that you don't mean, Jimmy. You know I like you a lot. Just don't play with my feelings and get my hopes up." JJ says with a frown and then turns towards wherever he was going to bring me to and starts walking again. I stand rooted to the spot for a second before quickly catching up with him. He just glances at me before looking forward again as we walk together.
We walk silently until JJ stops to go to a public toilet that's more like a phone booth with a shit bucket. I can just see the thing tipping over if I push at it a bit.
I can imagine if Zach was in that thing and I was outside he would've said, "Don't you even fucking think about it, Jimmy!" I would've replied, "I wasn't thinking anything." And he would've said, "Yeah, right." Oh, man... I'm missing him already and I'm standing next to a shit box with a beautiful boy inside taking out his thingy and... Okay, I have to stop thinking too much. Shit, why am I standing next to a shit box?
******* We are now at Central Park, just walking and talking. Well, right now we're just walking. I glance at JJ a few times already and every time I do he'll look back and smile at me. That's so cool and my heart just leaps every time our eyes met. We're looking at each other now and I have to look away. I can do this forever, I think.
JJ chuckles.
"What?" I ask him. He gestures towards an empty bench and then we sit. But not too close to each other. I look away at the distance, at the crowds but at nothing really.
I suddenly find my right hand in his left hand. The touch of his hand makes my heart do a somersault and I feel it lodged in my throat. I have to make a decision fast, either to pull my hand away or not. Too late, he squeezes my hand and I look at his face in terror.
"Relax, Jimmy."
I look down away from his eyes.
"There's nobody around..."
"Why are you holding my hand?" I ask the flattened coke can on the ground.
"Because I like you."
"I....I know that. I like you too." I tell the peanut shell next to the flattened coke can.
"Squeeze my hand."
"Why?"
"Because, if you're not letting go of my hand then do something..."
"You assume too much..." I say softly. I pull my hand away.
"Jimmy..."
I get up off the park bench and walk away. JJ catches up with me and we walk along side each other in silence. The sounds of our footsteps permeate the quiet surroundings.
JJ puts his right arm over my shoulders. I smile and shrug it off and walk faster but JJ manages to keep up. He tries to put his arm over my shoulders again but I avoid it by making a sudden run. He giggles and I can sense him rushing towards me. I fake to the right and then make a sudden left turn and hear him crash to the ground.
I glance at him and laugh. He was lying face down on the ground. He turns and looks up at me and grins. He's got brown leaves in his jet black hair.
"You better run, now!" he says menacingly with that smile and those cute dimples.
I look behind me quickly and there is nowhere to go as the trees are pretty dense. I'm not going to get myself lost in there. Too many summer camp horror flicks taught me not to go into the forest when it's getting dark. So I turn to face JJ and oh my God, he is already up.
"Shit!" I swear softly.
"Yeah!" JJ grunts as he knows that I'm cornered.
I bolt to his right towards an opening and run for my life. I remember while walking with JJ that just beyond the path is an open park where there are lots of people doing...errm... what people do in a park. Safety in numbers, I hope.
I can hear JJ's approaching footsteps behind me and as I enter the clearing where the park edge is, I ran even faster.
"Yeehah!" I shout in relief before ending up face down on the ground with JJ on top of me. My breath is knocked out of my lungs and for a second I think I blacked out.
"Jimmy... Jimmy... Are you okay?" I can hear a faint voice from afar as the darkness that clouds my vision slowly ebbs away and in front of me was the face of a worried boy that is still panting. Those curly eyelashes are too distracting. I can't help but reach out slowly to touch them. Before I can reach them, I find my nose pinched and my mouth forced open. JJ is taking unfair advantage of me, I think to myself, as his mouth meets mine in a mouth-to-mouth resuscitation rescue. As he breathes air into my mouth I choke and push him off me. I sit upright and cough in reflex to JJ's crude first aid rescue.
I look at him and he is sitting on the ground leaning back supported by his arms. He's got this big shit-eating grin on his face that I so want to wipe off. He's so damn gorgeous and what he did was so fucking revolting and sexy. What am I thinking?
"You better run, now!" I say to him as I jump to my feet.
"I surrender. You run like a girl. How am I supposed to run with you running like that behind me," JJ says and collapses to the ground.
I quickly sit on his chest.
"Unngh!" JJ gasps, "Get off me..."
"Not until you take back everything..."
"Okay, Okay... I take back everything..." JJ replies breathlessly.
I get up slowly and before I know it I am already on my back with him sitting on my chest now. This boy is too much. I can't even give him an inch. He's on me already. I can give him lots more than an inch. Hehehe.
"You still run like a girl..." JJ says before he leaps off me and runs towards the crowd.
I am still giggling to myself as I sit up to see his sexy ass wiggle its way into the crowd.
Suddenly, he turns back to look at me. If he's expecting me to catch him, he's wrong. I am not going to move. He's got to come back and get me and I know this for a fact. I've got his stupid wallet which I'm waving to him right now with a smirk on my pretty face. As I slowly open the wallet, I see his smiling face change to terror and he's now running madly towards me.
"Don't you dare open it!" JJ's shout made a little commotion amongst the crowd and I find myself curious of what JJ's hiding inside his Guess wallet.
"Here..." I give the wallet to him as he reached me. He looks so worried. "I didn't open it. I'm not so into other people's stuff."
He sits down next to me to catch his breath. He glances at me with this strange look on his face.
"You really wanna know?" He asks.
"If you wanna let me know..." I reply steadily although I was feeling slightly offended. Why would I want to know how much money he has?
He opens his wallet to show a photo of a cute looking blond boy. Not majorly cute but pretty cute for a boy, who's blond and cute and who the fuck is he? He's some photogenic teen boy model by the looks of it.
"He's my boyfriend in California. Errm..."
"Oh..." Disappointed, I am a little bit. "Wanna tell me more?" I ask nonchalantly. Why are the good ones already taken?
"...I mean ex-boyfriend...Let's talk while we eat. I'm so hungry," he says quickly as he got up and helps me up.
I found out during our munchtime at a small Italian restaurant at a cozy corner table that the photo boy's name is Kieran. How cool is that? It's very cool... I'm just plain Jimmy. And I am not a teen model.
It seems that JJ's a rebound case. Kieran wanted him in L.A. all the time and JJ couldn't and Kieran said (in falsetto lol...), "If you don't love me enough to move to L.A. you can kiss my ass goodbye.", and JJ didn't move to L.A. and they broke-up without Kieran getting his ass kissed for the break-up. After JJ left Kieran called him in New York to say he's sorry and shit but JJ only accepted his 'sorry' but said no to his shit and so JJ's here in front of me trying not to cry. Okay, I made up the crying part. JJ is made of tough material and it was JJ's decision to leave Kieran and his I-want-you-all-the-time shit. Somehow I feel a bit sad for Kieran. He was probably deeply in love with JJ but made the stupid move to blackmail him into loving him more.
Shit, if I did that with Zach I wonder what he would do. I guess I'll never find out as I would never do that to him.
"I guess I finally understand why Kieran was so clingy..."
"Huh?" I ask as I slowly focused my vision on JJ.
"Are you listening to me at all?"
"I am... Kieran is clingy and you now know why..." I try to be cute.
"Shit, I don't know what's going on with you. I tell you all about myself and I like it that you listen but sometimes I just don't think you're taking me seriously." JJ says with his eyes glaring at me.
"JJ, dude... Listen to me 'kay. I'm sorry... I've got a lot of stuff on my mind right now," I say as I reach for his right hand. His right hand is a warm and I can feel blood rushing to my face as he smiles at me. Those thick curly dark eyelashes and those eyes behind them make my throat suddenly go dry. I must not fall in love with this... Maybe it's too late.
"Dude, let of my hand..." JJ whispers to me. I let go of his hands and if I thought the world will be right again, I was wrong as I feel his feet caressing my right leg hidden underneath the red and white checkered table cloth.
"JJ, don't..." I plead helplessly as my crotch got hotter and tighter. It feels so forbidden, so scary, so dizzying and yet so right.
Shit. JJ's gone under the table. I look around in terror but no one was looking towards our table. I feel his warm caressing hands on my thighs. I almost stood up in shock but manage to control myself.
I couldn't speak as he unzips my pants and grabs my penis. Yes, it's already rock hard. I can feel JJ's excitement too as his breathing became louder. I begin to lose my visual and mental focus.
"Is there anything wrong sir?" Our table waiter asks, appearing out of nowhere. I regain my focus quickly as my eyes uncrossed instantly and heard a loud thud under the table.
"Ummm, yeah everything's fine..." I say with a forced smile. JJ better keeps his mouth shut down below. I will not be able to explain any better the self explanatory situation of having a breathless pretty boy under my table with my penis sticking out of my pants wet with saliva. Shit, that was why I did my cross-eyed thing. Fuck. My dick was in JJ's mouth. He sucked my penis and here I have to smile to the waiter.
I manage to convince the waiter to get me some water to alleviate his concern and finally JJ emerges from under the table when I told him the coast was clear. He is licking his lips as he grins at me. I look at him in my speechless mode.
"You like it?" JJ asks.
"We could've got caught..." I whisper loudly to him.
"And we got away with it..." He replies.
"Why?" I ask.
"You know why..." JJ replies.
"How's your head?" I ask him, wanting to avoid the 'why' conversation and also because the waiter has come with the water. I say thanks and the waiter left us alone again.
JJ looks at me with this lustful expression and it really turns me on that such a beautiful boy would even want me. Somehow, our thoughts seem to connect and I know I want him as badly as he wants me right now.
"Meet me at the restroom..." JJ whispers as he gets up still rubbing his head and leaves me with a major boner and a major decision to make.
***** TBC
If you like this story, please tell me at fyiord@yahoo.com. If you have any constructive criticism, I'm all ears.
This is my third attempt. The other two are in High School, i.e. Heartache (completed - Jan 31 2004) and Living In A Box (unfinished - Jul 19 2003) if you haven't read them yet.