We again walked down the hall until we entered the doctor's examining room. Nancy asked that I remove the robe and remove my panties. I was a bit uneasy with the request. I pulled my panties down slowly worried about exposing myself to Nancy. I was beginning to feel a little awkward doing this is front of her. I let them drop to my ankles, but as they fell I really enjoyed the sensation of them brushing against my freshly waxed legs in nylons. I held my hands in front of my pubic area trying to block Nancy's view. I was beginning to feel very embarrassed and guilty as I thought about want I had just done and thinking about Nancy looking at this strange man in a bra with newly acquired breast forms, nylons with a garter belt and a camisole. What was she thinking about me?
Please wait while I get Dr Connor she said. Nancy then left the room. I looked at the panties around my ankles and stepped out of them. I had a nasty thought about what they might smell like so in the best lady like squat that I could do, I reached down and picked them up. I then stood and pressed them to my nose. They were a damp with my earlier excitement and they contained the wonderful aroma of my sex leakage mixed with the feminine smell of the bath oil I had used. I took another deep breath when the door swung open.
I froze not knowing what to do, my panties next to my face and the doctor looking at this sick image in front of him. My penis had become a little aroused and he saw that, my penis quickly lost the little rigidity it had, when he looked at me. He walked over to me with Nancy following and said in a very calm voice that it was ok; I need not worry. But he said that he needed to finish the exam.
Hand Nancy your panties, the comment really embarrassed me, My panties! Please get on the table, I quickly did. I wanted to get out here as quick as I could. He then put the stirrups in the holes on the end of the table. Put your feet in the stirrups and I did as he instructed me. I don't know why I did not tell him to stop, I was afraid. Nancy and the doctor both stood at the end of the table looking at my wide open ass.
Nancy then handed the doctor a package which he opened. Have you ever used one of these? He held up a butt plug. No I have not I responded. What a lie I thought to myself. Ok then I am going to show you what to do with this. He then used his gloved hand to lubricate the plug. He then used more lubrication on two fingers of his glove hand and entered my anal track. Nancy watched my face and I could see there was a slight smile on her face. He moved his fingers in and out and I could feel my muscles relaxing and tightening as he massaged my rectum.
My eyes began to water from what whole thought of what I had done. I was being humiliated and I was laying there dressed as a girl and I had freely allowed myself to be cleaned and readied as a girl. Now two people that I hardly knew were watching my face as I was being lubricated in my ass. My feet in the air and my cheeks spread.
Tears were running down my cheeks. I wanted this to stop, this was too much. Dr Connor saw me tearing up and looked at me with a calming look, it's almost over for today, and just a little bit more and you will be finished.
Okay you must always lubricate your anal track and the plug itself when using this device he said. He then told me to relax my rectum muscles. . I tried my best, but in he forced it and with a pop it was in place. There was an immediate painful sensation followed by the filling sensation of the plug in my ass.
There that went pretty easy he said. Nancy then wiped the excessive jell from around my newly pulled hole. I then felt her push the base of the plug, she was enjoying my humiliation I thought to myself.
Okay get up. With the plug in me I asked? Yes of course he responded and put you panties on. Not my boy underwear but he said straight out my panties. I reached out to Nancy and took my panties. I then lifted my legs one at a time and put my legs in my panties. I then pulled them up. He strap of the thong pulled against the plug making it feel tighter in me. I could feel the plug was going to stay in place. It fit very well and was not loose. As I moved I could feel pushing inside me creating an embarrassing but an erotic experience.
Please sit down I was instructed. As I sat the plug pushed even deeper. I looked down at the front of my panties and anyone who was looking could see the wet spot developing. Oh please I thought let me out of here.
Okay let us review what happened today. First you asked that you be treated for crossdressing. You said that you wanted help, so I have arranged for you to enter the Charles Hawthorne Clinic
I became concerned that you did not have any experience with what a girl might do to prepare to have an sexual experience with another. We waxed your body so that you did not have to shave yourself. I did not want you to have razor cuts.
We then demonstrated how to douche you anal track. You should always clean your self just in case you pursue an anal experience. That is also why I want you to use the butt plug everyday and wear it for several hours. I don't want you to be hurt. I also wanted you to have the proper bra and breast forms. Too many girls wear the wrong bra, so yours fits perfect and the 38C breast forms look very natural on you.
We did these procedures not to embarrass you; we wanted you prepared for anything that you might want to do. I am not here to judge, I am here to help my patients deal with life.
Also here is the paperwork that you need. You are to be at the clinic next Thursday by noon. It is very important that you read the section about points. The clinic is very strict with patients showing up when they are supposed to and follow the regiment that is in place. Each step is very important for you to help you deal with your crossdressing. OK?
I nodded my head in submission and in shame. A credit card charge has been made against your account. It is very substantial, but it will be totally reimbursed as you attend the clinic and its sessions.
Do you understand? I looked up in surprise; I could feel my face flush. What are you saying I asked? He responded with, As an example $25000 has been billed against your credit card and the only options you have are to pay the bill outright or attend the treatments. Is this just an example I whimpered. No he answered this is real. Remember read the section on points. It will save you a lot of money.
I was shocked and depressed. Don't worry Doctor Connor said, take into account all of my crossdressing patients have successfully completed the treatments and are very happy with the outcome.
Okay put your trousers and shirt on.
Nancy will help you. Good luck to you. With that Doctor Conner left the room. I looked at Nancy who was openly smiling; I was stunned. I will be bringing another patient in here shortly, you only have time to get those boy clothes of yours on. You do not have time to get your girlie things off. Are you kidding I asked? No in fact I am going to get a new patient right now, so if you do not want the burly truck driver in the waiting room to see you, I suggest you get busy. She turned and left the room. She left the door open and I heard her call out Bill Thomas, we are ready for you.
With that I quickly pulled my trousers and shirt on. I grabbed everything else and ran out the back door. I heard a girl laugh in the background. I had just stepped outside behind the building.
End of Chapter 3