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Sean Strong - 29, 6'1", 205 lbs, a body similar to Henry Cavill but a face like Tom Hardy for inspiration, Handsome but not model material, Dark Brown Hair, almost black pool of eyes, constant five o'clock shadow, pouty lips, Marine, Gunnery Sergeant MARSOC, Units operation chief, wounded while accompanying Iraqi Security Forces in North Central Iraq. Three GSW (Gun Shot Wounds) Shattered mid left thigh, shattered the right collar bone, and a bullet grazed his jawline on the right side of his face and took off his right ear lobe. In Pacific High School, San Bernardino, California, he had a 3.7 GPA and was the quarterback on the football team. San Diego State University, he majored in linguistics. Speaks Spanish, Arabic (emphasis in Mesopotamian), and Gaeilge (not offered in school, studied it on his own) in honor of his lineage. Played football for the San Diego State Aztecs for four years. After he received his degree he was recruited by the Marines. Seven years in.
Finn Strong - 26, 5'7", 175 lbs, See Chance Marsteller for inspiration, Dark Reddish Brown Hair, Green eyes, Handsome/cute in a rougher sort of way, Physical Therapist, in conjunction with Desert Regional Medical Center, Palm Springs, CA, independent under contract. In Pacific High School, San Bernardino, California, he had a 3.9 GPA and split his time between wrestling and gymnastics. His senior year he transferred to La Jolla High School where he gave soccer a try in lieu of wrestling or gymnastics. Maintained his GPA. Studied Physical Therapy at San Diego State University. Continued soccer while at school.
The PT and His Brother the Marine, Chapter One::
It was the second time in his life he received a notification like this. The first time was by a police officer at the door with a social worker.
It was the summer between his Junior and Senior year in high school. His brother, Sean, was already away at school in San Diego. He had been at San Diego State for the past two years. So Finn, Finn Strong, was home alone. His parents had taken a drive up the coast. A long drive. Ending in San Francisco. Planned to be gone for three weeks. Hoping to see the wine country as well as other sites.
Esther and Patrick Strong were carjacked and killed in The Tenderloin. A wrong turn and stopping to ask for directions rather than check the GPS on his phone was Patrick's fatal mistake. And driving a brand new Lexus was a beacon. Finn's parents were left on the street as the assailant, a known drug offender, took the car on a joy ride, high on PCP, and proceeded to wreck the Lexus into the lobby of a fleabag motel a couple of hours later. It was obvious to the police that he was continuing to use PCP throughout the whole ordeal. He is paralysed and in federal prison.
This notification, this second notification, was nine years later.
Finn was in his newly acquired patio home in Palm Springs, California. A modest three bedroom, 3-1/2 bath, 2100 square feet, with a study. What sold him on the home was the private backyard with a small pool. A high fence, with an even higher desert hedge, surrounded the backyard. Being somewhat of a nudist it was perfect for him. Having a pool made the price go a bit above his budget but he was making good money and was exploring having an under the table, cash only, gay massage business on the side and the study would be perfect for his massage parlor. He had already set it up with a table and a relaxing sound system. Keeping the room dark with black out curtains. But, as for the money, he also still had his inheritance in the bank from his parents if he needed to tap into it. But he never touched that money. His own savings account was good enough. Years before, when their mother's parents passed, they left the boys their estate as they were their only grandchildren. Finn used that money for the down payment.
Finn is gay but not really out but he's not in the closet either. He just does his thing. Doesn't hang at the bars or a bath house. But his sex life is active. He has a few regulars that give him cock when he needs it. And he needs it a lot. His bubble butt has a deep itch that needs to get scratched often. Sitting on thick thighs his ass draws a lot of attention. Having his own house now in this private setting was perfect for his needs. But that was all to be unended now.
Finn rushed to put on some gym shorts after the doorbell rang. All he could find being in the rush he was in was some old, well worn, shorts from high school that were laying on the floor. He wore them after a hookup the night before. Before the doorbell rang he was having coffee at the back patio table nude. It was odd for anyone to be at the door unless he received a text first.
When he got to the door in his skimpy gym shorts he was expecting one of his friends. He hoped, anyway. He smelled a bit gamey and his ass was crusty from the load that probably seeped out during the night. He loved the day after a trick. When he was having coffee outside he was finger banging himself wishing the load was still in there. Wishing it was dripping around his fingers. He had two days off and was hoping to be fucked both days. Multiple times if he could.
What he got when he opened the door was an older man in uniform. A Marines uniform. A very well built older man. His hat off his head and at his stomach. A sign of respect. "Oh no! No!" Finn started to scream out. "Is he dead?!? Oh god, he's dead, he's dead isn't he? Oh my god. Why? What happened?" Tears were already running down his face. He was holding onto the front door to hold him up. He was on the verge of being hysterical.
"Sir, no sir, please. He is not dead. Your brother is not dead." The Marine tried to calm him. Taking in the short but beefy young man. Almost naked in front of him. The boy was perfectly proportioned. Big arms, chest and flat stomach. And that ass, it was like a shelf. Reminded him of his days in boot camp. All the young studs around him. "He's injured, sir. Badly injured." The Marine said, recovering from perving on the young man's body.
"What? Where is he?" Finn asked, recovering somewhat, but still crying. Not even noticing the older man leering at him.
"He is in Germany. He was shot. Three times. He is on the critical list. That is why I am here. I am sorry for the scare. It is true that usually I inform families of their loved ones passing. But I also come when they are critical. On life support." The Marine said.
"How critical? Life support?" Finn asked, "I'm sorry, please come in. Sorry for the appearance. I was not expecting anyone." Finn sounded less hysterical now but still in a fog. His brother, his only remaining family member, was critically wounded. What would he do without Sean? Not that they ever see each other anymore. But Sean is still everything to Finn.
The Marine came in the door but stood right inside of it. "Sir, Mr. Strong, I'm sorry. I wish there was better news. But your brother lost a lot of blood in the field. Once he was stabilized he was transported to Germany. Landstuhl. He's in a coma. He's been in a coma since they got to him. There was a lot of blood loss but not enough to cause a coma. They think it might be traumatic. He saw three other men from his unit die before he was shot. That is the report from the others in his team. He has been in Germany less than twenty four hours. He was shot two days ago. We didn't know about it until 6 hours ago. Otherwise I would have come sooner."
"How do I get there?" Finn asked. His mind had a new task. To get to his brother.
"Sir, I'm sorry but..." The Marine started.
"No, if he's still alive I have to see him. If he dies and I don't see him, I'll never be able to forgive myself. I have to see him." Finn argued.
The Marine let out a deep breath, "I was just going to say we don't make the arrangements for you. I'll contact our German command. You will have to make your own arrangements to get there. Do you have a passport?"
"Yes, of course. Our parents were Irish. We traveled to Europe a good deal." Finn said. "How long is he expected to be there if he recovers enough before he can come home?"
"I'm not sure. But given the extent of his injuries I would suspect a couple of weeks at the least. If he comes out of the coma. Then they would transfer him to a facility here." The Marine answered.
"Who do I contact when I get there?" Finn asked. His mind was reeling now. Needed to get tickets as soon as possible. Needed to go.
"I'll have them contact you. This afternoon. I'm sorry for the news sir. I'll leave you to it. I understand urgency is on your mind. Have a safe flight." The Marine wasn't even out the door and Finn was getting out his laptop and looking up flights and hotels.
Once his flight reservation for the next day was made to Saarbrücken, Germany (40 minutes from Landstuhl) and he had a car rental reservation, he made reservations at Schlosshotel Landstuhl for a week. It was close enough to the hospital. He left his return date open.
There were two layovers on his flight, one in Newark (1.5 hour layover) and the other in Palma de Mallorca, Spain (21 hour layover, he'd nap at the airport). In all 37 hours of traveling and $4000. None of it mattered to Finn. Getting to Sean mattered.
He then emailed his scheduler for the hospital, Rebecca. Told her of the situation and that he was leaving for at least 10 days. He knew his appointments would have to be moved to another therapist and he may lose most of them. But that didn't matter either. Not now. Rebecca would handle it.
He couldn't stop thinking. Of everything. At once. Sean didn't even have a home. The Marines housed him, fed him. He and Sean sold their parents house after Finn moved in with Sean in San Diego. There was nowhere for Sean to go. Except to Finn's house. And, of course, Finn was fine with that. The only dark cloud was that Sean and Finn had never discussed Finn's sexuality. He wasn't even sure Sean was remotely aware of it.
Sean, of course, had women dripping all over him. Never had a really serious one. He was never serious about anything other than he was always too serious about his studies, football and now the Marines. Finn had met a few of the girls, but they never lasted long. It was so common that it wasn't discussed.
And when he and Sean lived together in San Diego Sean never brought anyone home. Never. Whatever happened with Sean and girls it happened somewhere else.
Of course Finn never brought anyone home either. He certainly wasn't going to bring a guy home to meet his overly masculine brother. He would have died first. And, there was also the fact that he couldn't deal with Sean's rejection. He worried that if Sean found out he was gay that he would never see him again. And that would wound him deeply.
Sean was always Finn's hero. He worshiped him from the time he was brought into the world. He followed Sean around like a puppy till Sean eventually went to San Diego State. Sean never seemed to mind. He allowed Flinn to be included in whatever he was doing. Sean's friends just thought of Finn as their mascot.
After making all the arrangements Finn took a long hot shower. He was focused now. He would be leaving LAX at nine in the morning so he had to get to LA and spend the night there.
After his shower he concentrated on packing, getting his passport and other stuff together, all while staying naked. Thankfully there was one thing he did know about his brother. He wasn't modest. In the apartment in San Diego they barely wore gym shorts or underwear around each other. He had a feeling that Sean was as much of a naturist as he was but it was never discussed or confirmed. At least that wouldn't have to stop completely if Sean moved here. The best thing about this house was that all the bedrooms had a bathroom.
Finn got himself to LA without an issue and checked into an Aloft and got himself sorted. He was going to have dinner and get to bed early. The travel time was going to be brutal and he wanted to be prepared.
Two days later he found himself at the car rental counter at Saarbrücken, Germany. Thankfully Finn was well versed in renting a car in Europe. He was on the road in less than 30 minutes and on his way to Landstuhl.
When he arrived at the hospital he was met by a representative of the military. They helped him bypass a lot of the hospital scrutiny. Once all the formalities were over he was taken to Sean's room by a nurse. Finn was prepared for the worst.
As he entered the room he noticed two things, one, it was a semi-private room but there was an empty bed instead of a roommate, and, two, Sean was free of any tubes except for the usual IV. Finn turned to the nurse and said, "I was told he was on life support."
She smiled at him and said, "Only till we managed his blood loss. He hasn't been on a ventilator in days. Breathing well on his own. He's a strong one. We just can't seem to figure out why he won't come out of the coma. Hopefully soon." And then. "I'll leave you alone for a few minutes. I'll be back to check on you soon. Name is Nora by the way." And she was gone.
Finn pulled up a chair beside Sean's bed and took his free hand in his. He and his brother were always semi-affectionate. Never shied away from a hug or two. Even a kiss on the cheek when there were beers about. But definitely never held hands. But it seemed like the right thing to do just then.
Finn began quietly, "Sean, it's me, Finn. You're in Germany. I came to see you as soon as I heard. Nothing could keep me away. Get better, Sean, so I can take you home. To my home anyway." Without anything left to do he kept speaking to his brother. Hoping against hope for a response.
"Do you remember, I told you about the house I bought. Three bedrooms. More than enough room for you. Always enough room for you. Even if I had a studio, I'd make room. Except you can't go lying about like this. You'll have to do some sort of chores. Your charms always worked on mum, but not on me. Well, not always on me. You still have a way, don't you. Here I am, dropping everything, just to see you laying in bed. Still following you around. Can't you just give me a sign. Anything to tell me that you're going to be alright." Finn kept talking for the next thirty minutes, never letting go of Sean's hand.
"...then there was that headlock you put me in in the pool. Damn near drowned me. I almost thought that was your mission. But you had me out of the water patting my back before too much damage could be done. Laughing without a care in the world. While I lay on the poolside patio coughing out water. Always, as dad would put it, cheeky, weren't you? I still followed you around anyway. Nothing would deter me." That's when there was a slight squeeze coming from Sean's hand. Finn noticed it but after a moment decided that it was involuntary. Just a muscle spasm or something. He had been around hospitals enough to know that it happens.
"You used to call me pup. Remember? 'Always at my feet like a damn puppy.' you told mom once. But you didn't seem all that upset. Were you? I was afraid you were upset with me back then. I would have died if you were. I couldn't help wanting to be with you. You were larger than life to me. Even now, you still are. Even with your lazy ass laying in this bed. Making me worry about you. Like I worried when I thought you were upset with me hanging around you so much..." Then Finn was interrupted.
In a faint whisper, "I...I was never upset..." Sean's eyes were closed but he talked. Finn swore he spoke.
"Sean? Sean? Are you awake? Sean?" Finn's excitement took over.
"....water...." Was all that came out.
Finn grabbed the nurses button and pressed it what he thought fifty times at least. The nurse, Nora, that had brought him to the room plus two more came running in. "What's wrong? His vitals are fine. Why are you calling us like that?" She seemed annoyed and concerned all at the same time.
"He wants water." Finn simply said. Nora looked at him like he had two heads.
Then Sean said, "....water...." The nurse stood there stunned. So did the other two nurses. Then Nora turned to one of the others, "Nicole, get some ice chips for me, will you?" and then to the other one, "Suzy, call Dr. Anton, let him know our Marine is awake."
Then Nora came up to the bed, opposite Finn's side, "Sergeant Strong, can you hear me?"
"...yes....water....", Sean still hadn't opened his eyes.
"We're getting some ice chips for you. You can't take water in too quickly yet. Can you open your eyes?" Nora asked.
"...no....water....", Just then Nicole came in with a cup of ice chips and a spoon. Nora took it from her and started to feed Sean some. Sean's mouth moved slowly. Like it had been glued shut for weeks. Nora teased him with the ice chips on his lips first. All Finn could think was that Sean's perfect lips had been chapped. His brother was such a perfect man with the poutiest lips he had ever seen. Lips that were hungrily opening up to some ice chips.
Finn had never let go of Sean's hand. As Nora fed Sean Finn held on tightly to Sean. And Sean was holding him as tight as he could as well.
As Sean's mouth began to move more and become less dry he said to the nurse, "I thought I heard my brother's voice."
"He's standing next to you. Hasn't left your side since he got here over an hour ago. Can you open your eyes yet?" Nora asked.
"Too dry." Sean said, "Eyelids feel like they will tear off." and then, "Finn, are you really here? Wherever here is?"
"I'm right here, bro. Germany." Finn squeezed his hand, "How could I miss you laying around all lazy like you used to do at home?" Finn felt Sean squeeze his hand back.
"....watch yourself....I'll be....uggh....better eventually...." Sean got out before he asked for more ice chips.
"Good thing you can't chase me then." Finn said as he affectionately rubbed the back of Sean's hand with his thumb.
"I can't?" Sean asked, confused.
Finn turned to Nora and she shook her head no. Then she turned to Sean, "Sergeant Strong, the doctor will be here in a moment. He'll go over your injuries."
"...oh...god...did I lose my leg....?" Sean asked in a gasping whisper.
"No, no Sergeant, you didn't, but it's going to take a lot of work to make it work like it used to. That's all I'll say for now. I need to let the doctor give you the details." Nora said.
The doctor came in a few minutes later. Nora brought back some eye drops as the doctor explained his injuries. "Of course, when you get back to the states you'll need intense physical therapy. Where will you be living?" The doctor asked as he forced some eye drops in under Sean's lids.
"In Palm Springs, California." Finn said.
Sean squeezed his hand and then said in a faint whisper, "I can't let you do that." he said as he squeezed his eyes together, trying to get the moisture in them.
"Try to stop me." Finn said, then turning to the doctor, "I'm a licensed PT. I work with Desert Regional Medical Center on contract."
"Well, the problem is that there is not a VA hospital in the desert. I don't believe there is anyway." The doctor said,
"No there isn't. From what I remember there are two VA clinics. But I would be more than happy to be his PT. Is that allowed?" Finn asked. He noticed Sean squeeze his hand again. He looked up and saw a tear run down the left side of his face, or was it the eye drops?. The side that was bandaged. The missing ear lobe didn't have a bandage, just stitches.
"I'll find out. The VA will pay for outside services when the vet lives in an area void of their own facilities. You are an outside service but a family member. So I'll have to see what the red tape is on that. Can I make a copy of your license? He's going to need a lot of care at first." The doctor warned.
"Good thing I'm well trained then." Finn said. He pulled out his wallet and handed the Dr. his license to copy.
"Finn, I can't even walk. Or use my right arm. I'll just be a burden." Sean was talking better now that his mouth was lubed up. The nurse even brought him water with a straw. Warning of taking small sips.
Finn turned to him and looked at his brother's squinted, wet eyes,"When you become a burden I'll put you to the curb with the trash. But, otherwise, you're coming home with me, whenever that will be." He turned to the doctor with a question in his eyes.
"Well, given this turn of events I'm going to run tests for the next few days. But, if all is well, as I expect it is, he can start the journey home in a week or so. Will you be staying that long?" The doctor asked Finn.
"I planned on ten days. Longer if I needed to. So, I'll be here." Finn said. He felt Sean squeeze his hand again.
"Ok, I'll order some tests for the morning. For now, you can visit for a little while longer and then I'm going to have to insist that he rests. Tomorrow, after the tests, you can stay as long as you want." The doctor said before taking his leave. The nurse followed him.
Sean turned to Finn, his eyes opening a bit more, "Seems like you're putting your life on hold for me."
"We just have each other. I'm not going to lose you too. I'll do what it takes." Finn said.
"I'll be a burden." Sean said. His voice cracked a bit.
"You'll be a pain in the ass but not a burden. Especially since you won't be the one in charge as usual. It will make you more annoyed." Finn smiled down at his brother.
"Who said I won't be in charge?" Sean asked, giving his sexy grin, albeit the chapped lips.
"Let's see, my house, shattered thigh, broken collar bone. I'd say I have a fighting chance." Finn said. If this was another guy he'd almost feel like he was flirting. But it was his brother.
"The tables will turn when I'm better." Sean said, seeming to be flirting back. But Finn was sure it was just hopeful thinking. His brother was not only his brother, but painfully straight. He also realized that he was still holding Sean's hand and wondered what he thought about it. But Sean held on tightly. "Thank you for being here bro. You have no idea what this means to me. You're the only one in the world who I would want here."
"No woman that has her claws in you yet?" Finn joked.
"Haha, no, you know me better than that." Sean said, almost bashful. Finn thought that if he only knew how women, and men, looked at him. But he suspected his brother was usually oblivious to it.
"Yeah, always too serious." Finn said.
Eventually Finn let him rest. He needed to rest himself. Barely slept since he left LA. He grabbed dinner at the hotel and turned in for the night. Super early. And he was up early.
After that it was a whirlwind. Sean was released three days later to be transferred to Andrews Air Force base in the US. He would be evaluated there and be released into Finn's care. Finn was able to ride with him to Andrews all the way from Germany.
Two days after that he was cleared to leave for California. Finn was approved to be his PT with follow up visits to the VA in San Diego. Also Psych evaluations were mandatory. He would be able to access mental health care through the clinic in the desert.
While Finn was at Andrews waiting for Sean to finish with more tests he remembered something before they left Germany. He was waiting for Sean to be released so that they could be transported back to Andrews. Nora approached him. Finn was told by Nora that the only reason Sean came out of that coma was because he sat there and talked to him. Finn pulled him back to the living. Finn had heard of people coming out of comas when their loved ones talked to them. He must have had that in the back of his mind. That was why he talked continously. He thanked Nora before they left.
While at Andrews Finn was able to order a hospital bed on lease. It would be delivered the day they got back.
They took a red eye back to LA. Sean was cleared to fly commercial since his brother was with him. The military paid for Sean's ticket and Finn bought his own. When they got to the counter at Ronald Reagan International, Sean was in his fatigues. When the attendant saw the young Marine she upgraded them to first class. "Thank you for your service, sir." She said a bit sad. He was on a crutch and there was a pink scar on his face. His arm is still in a sling. It was obvious that he was wounded recently. Sean and Finn thanked her. "A wheel chair was ordered." Finn said.
"Yes, right behind you. We were ready." Finn helped Sean in the chair. As Sean was rolled away with Finn right behind him she called the TSA and then the gate.
They were ushered through security with minimal checks. The TSA agents held everyone back to get them through. No one minded.
When they got to the gate the woman at the desk came right up to them from around the counter. "We're getting you on first Sergeant Strong. We know this is your trip home. We won't make a big deal out of it. Before any boarding announcements. We were waiting for you before we started boarding. Follow me."
As the attendant started to push Sean towards the jetway people started to stand. Then another young soldier came up to the side of Sean and saluted him. He then took the wheelchair from the attendant, "I'll make sure this soldier is taken care of." Finn was taken by the gesture. The soldier, the people in the waiting area. He couldn't believe it.
At the desk the three of them gave their tickets to the lady. She scanned them for us. Then the young soldier stuck with Sean until he was sure he was settled and buckled in. Sean asked who he was. "I'm just a grunt Sergeant. Private Aaron Mitchell. You need anything during this flight or on the ground. I'm here for you." The soldier said as we went down the jetway. Then he turned to Finn and gave him a piece of paper, "This is my number. I'll be staying with my parents in the valley. If you need anything let me know." After Sean was sorted Aaron went to find his seat.
"That was embarrassing." Sean said.
"I hate to tell you but it's going to get worse. We are in row two. There is a lot of plane to fill." Finn said, and he was right. 90% of the passengers stopped by to thank Sean for his service and sacrifice. For a fucked up divided country Finn couldn't believe how good people were being to his brother.
When the plane landed the next morning in LA and it pulled up to the gate Finn was wondering how he was going to get his brother off the plane with everyone fighting to get into the aisle. But when the fasten seat belt light went off and the door to the jetway was opened no one moved. Not a sound on the plane. The first class flight attendant came up to them and said, "No one is moving till you are able to get off safely." Just then an attendant came and said that the chair was ready.
All of a sudden Private Mitchell was at our side. The plane remained quiet. No clapping or yelling thank you for your service. Just respect. Aaron and Finn helped Sean off the plane and onto the wheel chair. Private Michell, Aaron, again told the attendant that he was here for the Sergeant.
Once they were in the gate all three of them had tears in their eyes. "That was the most moving experience of my life." Finn said.
"I'm embarrassed but grateful." Sean said.
"Well deserved sir. Your friend has my number. If you need anything while you're in LA just call." Aaron said.
"He's my brother, Finn. And he's taking me to Palm Springs, where he lives. But thank you for your generosity Private. I'll never forget it." Sean said, shaking the man's hand.
Finn took out his phone and texted Aaron his number and name as well as Sean's name. "I just texted you. Our contact info. If you're ever in the desert I'll make you dinner."
"I may take you up on that." Aaron said with a smile. Once they got to the baggage claim Aaron's parents were there to meet him. He introduced them to Sean and Finn. They, of course, thanked Sean for his service. But Finn saw the worry in their faces as they looked back at their son. This could happen to him someday.
Later, as Finn pulled his black 4 Runner up to the house Sean said, "Is this it? Thank god. I just want to sleep for a week."
When they were parked Finn looked at his phone. There were a couple of text alerts. One was Aaron thanking them for the contact info. Another was from Rebecca welcoming him home. And then the third one was telling him that the hospital bed delivery failed. No one was home. Of course he had given them an estimated time of arrival and they came early anyway.
His first bit of business was getting Sean inside. Undressed and into bed. It would have to be his bed for now. "There was a mix up with the bed. I'm going to call them when I get you settled. You'll be bunking with me for now. You ok with that? It's king size."
"I don't give a shit if I sleep in the garage. I just want to sleep a week. You must be tired too." Sean said.
"I am. But I need to take care of a few things."
After getting all their gear into the house Finn took Sean to the bedroom and slowly undressed him. Taking care to not hurt his shoulder or his leg. After they got down to his boxers Finn said, "You want gym shorts or something or are you good?"
"Doesn't matter to me. We expecting anyone?" Sean asked.
"God I hope not. I doubt it. I'm pretty much a loner." Finn said.
"We still have that in common brother." Sean smiled. "But I do have to go, sort of bad."
"1 or 2?" Finn asked, not even batting an eye.
"Both I think. Just get me there. I'll be fine." Sean said.
"Yeah, right. First day on the job and I fail because you fell off the toilet. How about we just keep the door open and you call if you need me." Finn said.
Finn got him on the toilet after pulling down his boxers. Everything was harder with the cast. After surgery they put a cast on that went almost to his crotch and then below his knee. They wanted the leg immobile as possible while his thigh heeled. Sean would get a smaller cast in a couple of weeks. They would have to plan a trip to San Diego for that.
While Finn was down there, however, he took a quick glance at his brother's large endowment, even soft, and took in his masculine scent. Which was quite powerful after all the traveling. His brother always had the richest masculine scent.
Once Sean was seated Finn said, "I'm going to strip down to shorts as well. I'll be right in the bedroom if you need anything."
"Even wipe my ass?" Sean chuckled.
"If I need to. I cleaned up cadavers. I can clean your nasty ass." Finn said as he exited the bathroom. Although Finn knew there was nothing nasty about Sean's ass. It might get soiled but never nasty.
Having these thoughts about his brother since he was old enough to jack off had always fucked with Finn's head. And now his basically naked brother was in his bathroom. Banged up, damaged, but here.
In the bathroom, as Sean tried to have a bowel movement, he noticed a magazine rack next to the sink. He went through it to take his mind off the fact that he was constipated. In the rack he found a few sports magazines, a fitness one and then a few porn magazines. Gay porn. Sean wasn't surprised. He always knew Finn was gay and it didn't bother him at all. He always knew he, himself, was at least bi, if not leaning towards gay. He had more experience with men than he did women. In fact he preferred men. Short muscle hunks like Finn actually. Finn and he never discussed their preferences. But he knew Finn made assumptions about him. Assumptions that weren't true.
Now that he confirmed Sean's sexuality he needed to be careful. He didn't want to piss off his caregiver by making an inappropriate pass. But he did wonder if Finn was still a bottom, or bottom vers at least. He had seen him get fucked before. Finn never knew. It would be a shame to waste that ass if he wasn't. Sean had to stop thinking like this or he would be hard when Finn came back in to get him.
"Oh fuck, Finn!" Sean made believe he lost his balance and was hanging half off of the toilet.
Finn came running in, naked, and said, "What? What happened?"
"Sorry, sorry, nothing. I was dozing off and thought I was falling off the toilet when I woke up. Sorry." Sean said as he kicked off his boxers that were down around his ankles. If his little brother could be naked so could he. Well, except for the cast and the sling on his arm.
"That's fine, really, don't worry about it. Let's get you sorted." Making sure Sean was sitting up on the toilet.
"Ok, thanks. Let me wipe and then I'll need your help getting off of here and washing my hand." Sean wiped himself with his left hand, "Not as easy as it is with your right." He mentioned.
"You get it all? Need help?" Finn asked like it was the most normal thing in the world.
"You don't have to wipe my ass for me." Sean said, sort of frustrated.
"I would do anything for you big brother. Let me get in there. It's no big deal." Finn got on his knees in front of his brother and grabbed a wad of toilet paper. He wiped and let the paper drop without looking. Then he grabbed a wet whip and cleaned his brother's hole a bit more.
Sean felt himself getting hard again. He willed it away but knew he was still a bit thick. His little brother at his hole like that made him think of all the pig stuff he's done in his life. Not scat. But he ate a few hot Marines asses before. Others too. Sweaty masculine men. Short and muscular. That turned him on more than anything. Especially when their scent was natural. No perfumes or chemicals. Just like Finn.
Finn felt like being in between Sean's legs was where he was destined to be. He knew it would never happen, but he would use it as spank material later. His big brother was perfect in his eyes. That's why he had tricks and not boyfriends. No one could measure up to Sean.
Finn got up and then helped Sean get up as he flushed the toilet. Then, in both of his soapy hands he washed his brother's left hand. After they were clean he led his brother into the bedroom and to the bed. "Let's get you in bed and I'll get us both some water. I could use a nap myself. Do you mind?"
"Mind what?" Sean was distracted by his hunky naked little brother. Finn was putting a pillow under the leg with a cast.
"Me laying down with you. It's the only bed, remember? Or I could take the couch." Finn said.
"Don't be silly. The bed is big enough." Sean said as he got on the right side of the bed. Finn put a sheet over him and then went to retrieve the water. "Do you mind if I stay naked? This is the most comfortable I've been in weeks." Sean said, noticing Finn was still naked.
"Nope. I'm usually naked at home anyway. But I'll put something on if you're more comfortable." Finn offered.
"Don't change for me little brother. I enjoy nudity and if you do too then stay comfortable." Sean said.
When Finn came back with the water he got on the left side of the bed. Sean put his arm behind Finn's head, "Come here."
"What?" Finn asked, sort of shocked.
"You too big to cuddle with your big bro?" Sean asked, acting hurt.
"You want to cuddle? Mr. Big Marine?" Finn giggled.
"Yes." Sean simply said. "Like when you were little and you used to climb into bed with me. You kept that up till you were 15. I never minded then and I don't mind now. We even had separate bedrooms and you always ended up in mine. I've thought about that a lot. How comfortable I was with you in my bed. Even when you found out I started sleeping naked, when I was around 13 I guess, you started showing up naked too. I was afraid our parents would find out but I never thought it was a bad thing myself. I always slept better those nights. The nights your body was up against mine."
"Sean, you need to know, I never told you..." Finn began. Taken with what Sean was saying.
"...that you're gay? Yeah, so? You're my little brother first." Sean said.
"Really? It doesn't bother you?" Finn asked.
"Why should it? You're my Finn. Always have been and always will be. Now get over here so I can thank you for all you did for me. Mum and dad would be so proud of you the way you came and got me. You're a good little brother." Sean said. "I've been wanting to do this since you came to Germany. Nothing makes me feel more like being home than with you next to me like this."
Finn laid his head on Sean's good shoulder. Ensuring he didn't hurt him in any way. "Sean, you really don't care if I'm gay?"
"Finn, let's get some sleep. But, once and for all, I would love you no matter what. You love this broken down Marine big brother of yours?" Sean asked.
"You could have come back with no limbs and I would still love you." Finn answered.
"Well, I almost did, but there is your answer. Right back at you." Sean said and then settled in for a nap with a smile on his face. His hot little brother in his arms. The only one he wants in his arms right now. Maybe always.
Finn settled into Sean's shoulder. Sean's musk surrounding him. He could die happy in Sean's arms. He wondered if Sean really knew how he felt about him. That he not only worshipped the ground he walked on but he felt like he might be in love with Sean. He was sure he was in love with him when they lived in the apartment together. Soon, sleep overtook him as well.
Later he woke up on his side. Facing away from Sean. He looked at the clock. It was 3 in the afternoon. He didn't move. Didn't want to disturb Sean yet. But then he felt Sean's hand. It was up against his ass. The back of Sean's hand was right on Finn's crack. It felt like his finger was grazing Finn's hole. 'He couldn't be awake and doing that. Could he?' Finn thought. He was sure Sean was asleep dreaming about some girl's ass.
Finn faked waking up and rolled onto his back. Sean left his arm where it was. And then he 'fake' woke up too. He gave a lazy smile to his little brother. "Hi, bro." was all he said.
"Hey big bro." Finn smiled back at him. He got up and looked for some shorts.
"What are you doing?" Sean asked. Wishing Finn would stay in bed with him all day.
"Looking for some shorts so I can get us something to eat. Going to have to be fast food. The cupboards are bare. I'll have to go shopping later too." Finn answered as he put on some shorts and then a tank top. "I'll get you to the bathroom first though."
"Mind if I stay in bed after? I feel like I'm in heaven. This beats the hospital beds." Sean said.
"Oh, um, I have a hospital bed coming. Thought you would like the adjustable mattress and stuff." Finn said.
"Oh? Um, yeah sure. If you already have it ordered." Sean said. Finn could tell he didn't like the idea.
"Look. I'll cancel it right now. I'll order a real bed online. Have it delivered. Would that be better?" Finn asked reaching for his phone to cancel the bed.
"Well, yeah, eventually I guess." Sean said, still looking disappointed.
"What are you not saying?" Finn asked as he sat on the bed next to Sean.
"I don't know. I guess it was nice. To be that close to someone. Even my annoying little brother. I feel safe here with you. I told you, like I was home, I liked it." Sean said quietly.
Finn looked at Sean for a few moments and then said, "No new beds yet. If you feel safe then that is all that counts. You can sleep here forever if you need to." Finn smiled at his brother. Realizing that any future hookups would have to be at their house.
"Just for a while. I don't want to ruin your love life." Sean smiled.
Finn smiled and said, "You real hungry or just a bit? I could eat a horse."
Sean caught the change in subject, "Just get me what you're having. I'll eat what I can. Thanks, bro."
Finn got him to the bathroom. He just had to pee so Finn held him up while he peed with his left hand holding his own cock. Finn would have gladly held it for him. Even would have loved to have Sean's pee soil his hand. He pulled back those thoughts though. Sean seemed alright with him being gay but how would he handle his little brother being a pig bottom.
When Finn got back from In-N-Out he set up a tray for Sean and brought it to the bedroom. Sean was back to sleep on his back with the sheet only covering his good leg. His hard cock was on full display. Finn let out a whimper. He rarely got to have a cock that long and thick. He wondered how it would feel. His own was basically average. Obviously they got their cocks from different sides of the family. At least they were both uncut.
He recovered and cleared his throat. "Bro, get up and eat something. I got a chocolate shake for you too."
Sean woke and stretched. He didn't try to cover himself. Seemed unaware that he was on display. It was fine with Finn. He didn't think his brother should ever be covered. A picture of that cock should hang in art galleries.
As Finn put the tray over Sean's midsection Sean asked, "Are you going to eat with me?"
"Um, yeah, I'll get another tray." Finn left and returned with his own tray and got on his side of the bed. He had taken off his tank top but left his shorts on.
"You don't have to change for me." Sean said.
"Huh? What do you mean?" Finn asked as he sat down.
"I told you earlier, don't change for me. You said you were always naked at home." Sean said before he took a bite of his double double.
"I just don't want to make you uncomfortable. Now that you know I'm gay. I mean, I want you to stay here. Live here with me." Finn explained. "I really don't want you to leave, like ever." Finn smiled shyly.
"This is the last time I'm going to say it. I'm not uncomfortable. I like being naked." Sean said in between bites. Realizing he was hungrier than he thought. "And if you really want me to stay then just be yourself. Then I'll be comfortable being myself."
"Something tells me that you're a bit of an exhibitionist as well." Finn joked as he got up and took off his shorts.
"A bit..." Sean said. "And I'm assuming 'as well' means you are too?"
"So you like being looked at? Naked?" Finn asked with his eyebrow raised. Avoiding the question Sean asked.
"I don't hate it." Sean chuckled.
"Even when a gay boy is looking at you?" Finn asked.
"Depends on the gay boy." Sean said.
"How about me?" Finn asked quietly.
Sean put down his burger and laid back on the pillows and headboard. He raised his one good arm over his head and said, "Look all you want little bro. I remember how good I used to feel when you followed me around like a puppy. I always felt like your hero. You made me feel bigger than I was. If looking at me does anything for you then do it." Sean said. "Never be shy with me."
Finn noticed Sean's cock growing again. His ass started to itch. 'Why is Sean so casual about all this?' Finn thought. 'And why does his pit look so moist and appetizing.' His strong scent surrounding him. What Finn would give to dive into that sweaty pit.
"Do you like to look as much as you like to exhibit?" Finn asked a risky question.
"Again, it depends who." Sean said, taking the last bites of his burger. All that was left was some random fries. Milk shake was long gone.
"You look at guys?" Finn asked.
"Sometimes." Sean said, being as mysterious as possible.
Finn got up suddenly and started cleaning their trays. The food had gone fast. "Was it enough?" Indicating the tray.
"For now." Sean answered.
Finn came back from the kitchen a few minutes later. He was confused and taken back by some of the comments his brother made. "Sean, are you bi?"
Sean regarded Finn for a moment and said, "Yes."
"Should we not be in bed together?" Finn asked. He sat on his side of the bed but didn't get into it.
"No, we should still be in bed together." Sean answered.
"When you're are more up to it we should talk more. But for now I probably should take the couch till I get a bed in another room." Finn said, getting up.
Sean grabbed his arm with his good hand and said, "We need to talk now. What is your concern?"
Finn looked back at Sean nervous and with a bit of fear. How could he lay out all his dirty secrets? "I can't..."
"Yes you can. It's me Finn. Not some rando trick." Sean said.
"Trick? You know what a trick is?" Finn asked. Mostly as a distraction. But it didn't work.
"Yes. Now please tell me what your apprehensions are. I've missed you so much and you make me feel so good and safe. Even at our apartment in San Diego I used to wish you would just crawl into bed with me one night. Just like you used to." Sean said.
"You don't understand Sean. I'm twisted. I have two lives. One, The professional PT. Never cross the line. Serious about my work..."
"And two...?" Sean asked.
Finn got quiet and said under his breath, "Cum hungry bottom. Twisted, perverted. The rauchier the better. Multiple partners. I get off on being naked, public sex, cum dripping out of my ass. Man scent drives me crazy, your scent." Finn laid it all out, "Now can you see why I can't sleep with you now that you told me you're bi?"
Sean's cock got painfully hard. He always knew he and his brother were a lot alike but he had no idea to the extent. Finn noticed Sean's cock and let out a deep whimper. Almost a moan. As he stared at it he was sweating profusely. "Sean, I...'
"See what you do to me? You think you're the only one that has a thing for his brother? When you were asleep back then. When you would crawl into bed with me. I waited till you were asleep. I would feel up your ass while I jacked off. I even ate it a couple of times. You tasted so good. I thought of fucking you back then. Raping your ass while you slept. It started when you were like 12 or 13. I hated myself for what I wanted to do to you. When you were 17 and moved in with me in San Diego I made sure I stayed barely dressed so that you would too. I found myself about to lose control more times than not. In college I followed you a few times. Once you went to a park and got fucked in the restroom. By three different guys. I stayed and watched the whole thing. Several guys sucked me off as I did. You were only 18. I was 21 and wanted you so badly. I wanted to fuck those guys loads deeper into you. I jacked off four times a day remembering that scene. Still do. I never had anyone Finn. No one I loved. Because I always had you." For the first time in his life Sean bared his soul.
"Wow." Was all Finn said. Then he reached into a drawer and pulled out the lube. He squeezed the bottle over Sean's cock while looking him in the eyes. Sean didn't move. Then Finn spread the lube all over Sean's cock and then took the same hand and reached back and lubed his hole. "I'm a whore Sean. This is why I didn't want to sleep in here. I knew I would do this. Take your cock and sit on it. Don't hate me."
"Why would I hate you for doing something I want?" Sean said.
"I need it a lot Sean. Your cock will always be the one I want the most but..." Finn began.
"...You'll need others. Because you're perverted and twisted, like me." Sean finished. "You going to let me eat strangers loads out of your ass? Going to get fucked in front of me? I love you little bro but I'm depraved too, maybe more than you."
"I doubt that," Finn said as he stepped over his brother's torso and began to squat down over Sean's cock. His thick thighs and ass had no trouble holding him up. He had done this before, many times, and guys always got off on his squatting techniqes. "I don't want to hurt you." Finn said realizing how hurt his brother was.
"Then don't stop." Sean said looking up at him, "I've wanted this for a long time."
Finn slid down Sean's cock. Not stopping till he felt Sean's pubic hairs on his ass. Then he settled there getting used to it. "Can I kiss you?" He asked his brother.
"I was wondering why you weren't already. Come here." Sean grabbed the back of Finn's neck with his left hand and pulled him to his own lips. They made out for a few minutes. Rejoicing in the taste of each other. "Your ass feels so good. I want to stay like this forever." Sean said. "It's better than I imagined."
"You can have it whenever you want. It's yours." Finn said.
"Fuck yourself good on me. I still can't move like I want to. And one more thing before you start..." Sean started.
"Yeah?" Finn asked.
"No more talk of another bed. Or the couch. I'll need easy access from now on." Sean smirked up at Finn.
"Deal" Finn said as he started to go up and down on Sean. Staying away from his cast and his slinged arm.
"I haven't cum for a month little brother. My cum is probably toxic. It's so old it's out of date. Want my nasty load?" Sean said, his inner pig coming out.
Still shocked by the turn of events Finn still had no problem getting into it with Sean, "Fuck yes. Fuck it deep into me so I turn toxic with you. Fucking want you load in me everyday. I want to be your whore." Finn was almost screaming it out.
"Fuck yeah you are. My fucking little whore. Keep you naked at home and fuck you when I want. No more clothes around me. I want to see your perfect little snatch all the time. It's mine." Sean felt himself building towards an orgasm. And it was going to be epic. Finally getting to fuck, make love, to his little brother after 26 years of perving on him.
"Always yours." Finn said as his cock unloaded over Sean's stomach, chest and all over his sling.
Sean felt Finn's ass spasm as he came and couldn't hold back any longer. "Fuck!" He came so much his shoulder hurt. But it was worth it. It might set him back a week or so but he didn't care.
When they both calmed down Sean said, "Stay there. This is perfect." His cock still inside Finn. His load surrounding him inside. It was warm and happy in there.
"No regrets?" Finn asked hoping there wasn't. He would be happy to be Sean's whore, slut, anything he wanted. It is what he felt like he was born to be.
"Only that I didn't rape you over ten years ago. You have no idea what you did to me with that ass strutting around the apartment." Sean answered.
"And you have no idea what you did to me." Finn said.
The end? Not sure if this is a one off or if I'll have a chapter two. Up to you guys.
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