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I woke up on the living room. I must have passed out after the scene with Josh. What was I thinking? I actually forced myself on a guy last night, a guy who's been my friend forever. I'm not gay or anything, it just felt so right at the time. I need to apologize and make everything right.
After I went upstairs to take a quick shower, I hurried over to Josh's room to see if I could find him. On the way there I found him sitting at the kitchen table eating some cereal.
"Morning, Josh"
"Lou..."
"I take it you're still mad at me from last night. Look man, I'm sorry, really sorry, I don't know what came over me and I promise it won't happen again. I'm not gay and I don't think you are so let's just get passed this"
"I don't know what you're talking about."
"You weren't that drunk, so if I can remember, as wasted as I was, I'm sure you do too."
"Nope, not a clue."
"Are you being serious?"
"Yup, I'm serious, now let me eat in peace" This was frustrating. No way he didn't remember what happened last night. He's just going to sit there and deny it?
"Josh, come on man, I'm trying to apologize here." There was silence, so was he going to ignore me now? Maybe he really didn't remember, I just refuse to believe it. "So you really don't remember what we did last night?"
"I told you no already"
"Really?" I walked over to where he was sitting and lifted his chin with my hand so he was looking dead in my face. Then it happened again, I leaned in and kissed him right on the lips. This time, I could swear he was kissing me back. It was just as great as it was last night. "So you don't remember doing that?"
"Shit Lou, stop doing that"
"Ah ha, so you do remember"
"Yea well, I'm trying to forget"
"That's why I wanted to apologize"
"Fine, just don't do it again"
"Why not?"
"Why not? Are you kidding me? You fucking kissed me"
"I don't know why, but I sort of like it" I couldn't believe the words coming out of my mouth.
"Do you hear yourself? You just admitted to like kissing another guy."
"Not guys, just you" I'm even starting to believe it. No one else I ever kiss feels as great as when I kiss Josh.
"This is just too weird, I have to go." He left out the kitchen and walked straight out of the house. I just stood there. My mind was in overdrive from the conversation I just had. Did I really like kissing him? Does that make me gay? It's too much to take in at one time. Maybe I should follow him and apologize again. It's a Saturday morning and I know If I don't catch-up to him now, I won't see him for the rest of the day.
Yo, this is Pete. Ever since my best bud Lou asked us to come live with him, I've been having the time of my life. Life's too short not to party all the time. Plus now I get to fuck just about every girl who looks my way. It's the good life for sure, so glad that Lou's aunt gave me this chance. Maybe now I can even get into a decent college on a basketball scholarship. Women and basketball, my two favorite things in life, life just can't get any better.
But then there's Andy. See before we moved out of the orphan home, me and that little dude did just about everything together. The girls in school wouldn't look my way so I was horny all the time with no one to help. About a month before we moved out, there was this carnival at the local shopping mall. I usually used times like these to jerk off while everyone else was out; someone else was always around any other day. Lou and I lifted these porn mags from this shop about a year ago and I hid them under my bed. As soon as I pulled them out I heard the door open and Andy walked in. Andy was the little bro of my friend Josh. He followed me everywhere; I guess he looked up to me for some reason. I didn't mind it though. It was nice to be admired and he wasn't annoying at all. He's got decent game when it comes to basketball too, so we practice all the time.
"There you are, I was trying to find you at the carnival but you weren't there. I thought you might be here playing bball again."
"Hey little dude, yea the carnival isn't really my thing" I was lying, I loved a good time but right now I wanted to get off some much needed tension.
"What's that in your hand?"
"Nothing bro, just something I was about to put away."
"Cool, can I see it?"
"Naw, you're not old enough for this stuff yet"
"You're only 2 years older than me, let me see please?"
"Ok, but don't tell your brother I showed you this."
"What is it?"
"Some porn mags I got awhile ago" I handed them to him.
"Oh I see, wait so that means you came back to-"
"Yup"
"So if you were putting away you must be finished?"
"Naw, I was about to start but then you walked in"
"Oh I'm sorry; I just wanted to hang with you"
"No worries, it's cool, let's go shoot some hoops"
"Wait, don't you still want to...ya know"
"The moment's gone little dude, I'll be fine. What do you know about sex anyway?"
"I know a lot. Karen gave me a blowjob one time" Karen was one of the girl orphans here at the home. I always knew she was a little slut.
"A blowjob? Wow, that's more then I ever got."
"You should ask her, although it wasn't very good"
"No thanks dude, she's too young for me"
"No she's not, she's my age. See look, this is what she did." He was still flipping through the mag when I guess he saw a picture of a dude getting a blow job. He came and sat right beside me, with his head just below my chin showing me the picture like I had never seen it before.
"I know what a blowjob looks like dude, what else did she do?" I don't know why but the thought of little Andy getting a blowjob from anyone was kind of turning me on. I only had my shorts on with boxers underneath plus the lights were still off so I doubt he could tell I was hard. There was enough light from the moon and streetlamps outside to see the pictures clearly though. I kept the light off so no one would think I was in here, little help that did.
"Nothing else, she wanted me to lick her pussy but the thought of it almost made me puke. Oh and we made out a bit." He sounded really excited. No wonder Karen wanted to get him off he was a cute little guy. Guess I never really noticed but he pretty hot for his age. No to mention that great ass he has. It always got me semi-hard when we played basketball on the little court in the backyard. He'd back into me a lot.
"That's cool little dude, we should probably go now. Don't want your brother finding us."
"Everyone else is at the carnival waiting in lines so they won't be back for awhile. I think I see your boner." He was pretty close; I guess he'd have to be blind not to notice it.
"All this sex talk has got me a little horny, don't worry it'll go down."
"Don't you want to take care of it?"
"Yea but not now, not with you in the room"
"Why not?"
"Cause we're both guys and you don't need to see me jerking off" He looked a little disappointed.
"Oh, well how big is it?"
"How big is what?"
"Your dick."
"Why do you wanna know?"
"Just curious"
"About 7 inches hard I guess"
"No way, you're lying"
"No I'm not, it's right there in front of you, can't you tell?"
"Your shorts are covering it up, can I see it?" I thought about it for a little while, guess it couldn't hurt to show him I was telling the truth. I reached down in my boxers and pulled it out so he could get a good look.
"Wow, you were right. Can I touch it?" Before I could even answer he reached over and grabbed it with his left hand. It felt so nice having another hand on my cock. He had a firm grip on it and started moving his hand up and down. Fuck it felt great, little Andy was practically giving me a hand job.
"Dude, what are you doing? What if someone sees us? You gotta stop."
"I just want to help you, do you really want me to stop?" NO, no I didn't. This was just what I needed. His hand felt so good on my cock, it was unbelievable.
"Have you done this before?"
"No, why you ask?"
"You're pretty good at it"
"So you don't want me to stop" I didn't want to let him no I approved of it, but I definitely didn't want him to stop. By now he was picking up the pace. He was really into it too. After about two minutes of him pumping me in silence, I had to let him know.
"Fuck that feels good Andy"
"Glad you like it but can I do something else?"
"Do what?" And with that he removed his hand and put his lips around the head of my cock. I couldn't but help let out a moan and that gave him all the approval he needed. He moved his head down and tried to take all of it in but I could hear him gag. "Damn that's good little dude"
Eventually he gave up trying to take it all and kept moving his head up and down around the length he could. It was incredible. He used his lips to lick the the length of the shaft when would go up and licked in circles around it on his way back down. I couldn't help but put my hand on his head to caress his hair and let him know what a great job he was doing. I always wondered what my first blowjob would be like but I could have never foreseen how hot this was. Such a cute little dude was giving me an awesome blowjob. After about another 5 minutes he looked up at me with his lips still around the head and that all it took.
"Shit, I'm about to cum" he moved off my cock and put his hand back and pumped until I sprayed my load. It was the best orgasm I ever had. It got over all his face and my shorts and our clothes.
"Whoa that was awesome" Andy said has he used his shirt to wipe my cum off his face.
"Fuck yea, you have a gift little dude" After that he went to the bathroom to jerk off. I offered to help but he said he really didn't need it. For the weeks that followed that night, Andy gave me a blowjob every time we could get alone. He let me jerk him a few times but it wasn't as fun as he made it seem. It wasn't just the sex that made me grow closer to him though. He was just really great to be around. I wanted to take him everywhere with me and sure he enough he wanted to come. We even made out once or twice, but I didn't like the feeling it gave me, so I decided we shouldn't anymore. It made me feel like I was falling in love with the little dude and I just wasn't ready to deal with that.
After I moved in with Pete, for the first few months me and Andy lived apart, I rarely saw him. His brother didn't want him hanging around the first few high school parties I threw and when I wasn't at a party, I was with some girl hooking up. Sex with them was great, but it didn't give me the feelings it did with Andy. The night he and Josh moved in, he tried to make a move but I told him I wasn't into that anymore. He was a little disappointed at first but we still hung out as much as we could. He found time to come to all of my basketball games and when we finally let him come to the parties, he almost never left my side.
It wasn't until he started bringing this guy Jake over that I started to realize the feelings I might have for him. We slowly started to drift apart as he hung out with Jake more and more. They are the same age, so I thought it was great that he had a friend more his age to chill with. I don't know what it was, but I hated this kid Jake. He was annoying and cocky and just a real bad influence on Andy. All the trouble Andy gets into these days can be linked to his friendship with Jake. I probably knew what was going on with them two though. Sure I had walked in on Andy screwing some chick from time to time, but when he was with Jake they were never around, almost like they had something to hide. I started to miss all the times we would hang out. We stilled played basketball all the time but by the time he entered high school, he had a whole new crew to hang out with. The jealousy grew so much that I had to have answers. I decided I'd ask him the next we played.
"Man it feels like forever since we last played"
"We played last week Pete, you going senile or something?"
"Naw it's just hard to remember things with all the pussy going around these days"
"I bet it is." Jealousy? Was that jealousy I heard in his voice?
"I bet you and Jake get lots all the time"
"Sure do"
"That kid is trouble bro; you shouldn't hang around with him so much"
"What are you jealous?"
"No, why would I be, I was just letting you know what I thought."
"Jake's cool Pete and I can handle myself, don't worry about it." It was going to be now or never. I had to know the truth.
"You giving him blowjobs too?"
"No, why would you think that? I don't do that stuff anymore and besides that was only with you" That made me a little happy but I could tell he was lying, or not telling the whole truth.
"So how come you don't bring him around here?"
"Does it matter? Is something bothering you?"
"Naw little dude, just looking out for you, let's just play" I think I was jealous but I couldn't let him know that, probably showed in my game because he only lost to be by 9 points; that almost never happens.
After the game we walked back into the house and found Josh and Lou talking while trying to do homework. Josh hates it when I interrupt them talking, it's so fun to do it.
"Serious about what?" I didn't really care, just bothering Josh as usual. Never met a guy who had more girl troubles then Lou, he was probably bitching about another one to Josh right now. Don't know how Josh could stand to hear about it all the time, but he does.
"You guys missed it, I only lost to Pete by 9 points this time" Andy must've been really proud of beating me. He had to know my game was off. "It was a great game."
"Yea, our little brother is getting good, you should try out for the team this year" He's not that good, but he could at least try out. That way we could hang out more like we used to. I just miss my little wingman.
After convincing Lou to come to the party, I let Andy know that his friends weren't invited. He asked first this time but I usually gave him the no freshmen talk every time I had a party. I knew he loved to go, so I let him come. I just didn't want Jake and his crew hanging around us upperclassmen. I called Josh to make sure he knew what to pick up for the party, but I know I shouldn't have even bothered. No one is as focused as Josh when he has a task. Too bad he didn't have enough courage to tell Lou how he felt, I guess I wouldn't either. Being gay and attracted to your best friend in a house of horny straight teenage boys isn't a welcoming scenario for a love confession. Straight-laced girl-trouble having Lou probably wouldn't take it so well either. As far as I knew there was no way he was into guys like Josh was. Even though I don't really understand it, I'm glad Josh decided that I could be the one he can talk to about it. It's just a lost cause thinking about Lou that way. I guess having Stacey lets him not think about it. It's not like that with me and Andy; at least I don't think it is. I just want miss hanging out with the little guy. And if Josh ever found out what Andy and I used to do, he'd probably kill us both.
The party is going to start around 8 so I hurry up and get ready. These things are usually the highlight of the week and all people can talk about on Monday, until the next party. We use the dining hall upstairs as a sort of club and one of my friends from the team is the dj. The rest of the team and the cheerleaders usually arrive early to help set up everything; it's all pretty much routine now. During the party you can usually find me on the dance floor with some random girl. It gets really crowded up here so after a while I just make my way to the pool table in the guest room. We got darts and a big screen in the room too so the loners and people who can't dance hang out in there. Andy and I used to have a game every party, but he's not around me these days. I had to beg Lou to get a pool table for this room. It was supposed to be his aunt's but she's never here. After playing a few rounds I was going to head back to the dining hall when Andy and Jake walked through the room door. I don't know what upset me more, the fact that he brought a freshman when I told him no, or that the freshman was Jake. I didn't really want to make a scene so I pulled his arm and talked to him quietly.
"I thought I said no freshmen"
"Relax dude, it's just 1. We were just about to play some pool."
"I'll talk to you about this later" People were starting to look and I didn't want to embarrass him in front of everybody. I couldn't enjoy the rest of the party. I told him no freshmen and he brings Jake anyway? Plus shooting pool at the parties was our thing; he's going to play with Jake now? I made my way downstairs and outside to the pool to see if I could find Lou. I guess he was still sleeping, who sleeps at a party? Only my best bud Lou. After I couldn't find him I went to look for Josh. He was sitting in the game room with Stacey talking about the upcoming school election. Politics at a party? Only Josh.
"Dude, you know your brother brought freshmen to the party? I told him he couldn't"
"Chill out man, are you snitching on my little brother, it's not that big a deal?" I didn't realize it until his words hit me. I was really upset, but why? So what he brought a few friends, it's a party.
"You're right man, I don't know what I was thinking."
"You seen Lou?"
"He wasn't outside when I looked, he's probably still sleep"
"Aww, is Josh looking for his boyfriend" Stacey chimed in. I looked around the room to make sure we were alone, coast was clear, thank god.
"He's not my boyfriend" You can tell Josh was blushing.
"Of course not," I added, "That would require him to grow a pair and actually tell Lou how he felt."
Stacey laughed.
"Shut it, Pete. And why are you laughing Stacey, I don't see you telling Alexa what you think about her."
"It's not that simple" Stacey blurted out.
"You two are cowards. Josh, I get, but you Stacey?" I asked.
"Like I said, it's complicated" Stacey defended herself.
"Yea well, I'm going to find Andy, maybe I was a little too hard on him." I walked out of the game room and let them two finish talking. When I made my way upstairs the music was so loud I couldn't hear myself think. I was trying to make my way over to the guest room and find Andy but one of the cheerleaders stopped me on the way. I decided to stop and dance with her for a bit. I was finally able to get away and make my way to the room, only when I got there they had left already. I had somehow convinced myself that Andy wouldn't enjoy the party knowing I was mad at him, so I got determined to find him and apologize. I figured he'd be in his room since he was no where else to be found. It was a long walk to his room and there were dozens of couples making out in the hallway. When I got to his door it was locked so I knocked to see if he was in there.
"Go away," I heard him yell out from the other side, "Bedrooms are off-limits remember."
"Yo bro, it's me Pete"
"Pete? What do you want? I'm busy"
"I just came to apologize for yelling at you"
"It's cool, no big deal, we'll talk later, I'm busy" He didn't sound like he was cool with it. I bet he was still upset and probably pouting in his room or something. Guess he made Jake go home. We all had keys to each others doors so I got mine out and opened the door.
"Wait!, Stop, I said I was busy-" Andy yelled. But it was too late; I had opened the door and saw Andy on his knees between Jake's legs with his pants down. Jake was sitting on the bed and had a really shocked look on his face. Andy on the other hand, looked more angry then shocked.
More to come. Comments, questions, want more? Email me at phantom09x@yahoo.com. I'd love to know what you think.