Raven

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Chapter 25: Scarborough Fair

We clamored into the house and I kicked off my shoes carelessly by the door as I rushed up the stairs towards my room. The second I was through the door I felt Jay's hand snake around me and I felt him lift off my shirt. I turned to face him and I felt his lips on my neck and my `on' button came on in force and I wrapped my hands around him and grabbed onto his back tightly.

"Dustin" he said to me huskily looking into my eyes

"Jackson" I said back to him the same way

He gently lowered me down to the bed and pulled my jeans down around my feet and I kicked them off fully exposing myself to my lover.

"You're so beautiful" he whispered leaning in and kissing me

He removed his clothes and pants and then straddled my legs as I was lying down on my back and he leaned over me and kissed me.

"Are you sure you want to do this?" he asked

"Yes" I replied with confidence

"Okay then" he reached over to my bedside table and grabbed some lube we had been using for jerking off and he lifted my legs up and spread then and

I felt his hand near my hole.

"I'm going to try to lubricate you before I enter, tell me if you feel any pain alright?" he said

I simply nodded

I felt the finger enter me and my whole body gasped as I let air hiss out of my mouth at the new strange sensation

"Okay" he asked

"Yes, keep going" I said

"Alright" he said

"Try focusing on your focused place and push out" he said

I tried focusing on swimming and finding a relaxed place in my brain but all these new sensations kept bringing me to the present and I was distracted.

"Alright here it comes" he said as he then shuffled forward and I felt his head at my entrance and he began to push

"Dustin look at me!" I heard him command

I looked up and looked into his eyes that seemed to be shining at me/ at that moment of entry I felt a chill pass over my body like I had been dunked in ice water and I felt that feeling which I believed was magic course through me.

But this time was different instead of the chill being only inside me I seemed to sense all around me and especially Jackson who was on top of me. It was almost like I was him and I could sense his thoughts and feelings as if I had suddenly become a part of him.

Our bodies melted together and I felt him begin to move and my world melted away like I was in my special place when I focused. The cold chill surged through our bodies and I looked up into Jay's beautiful eyes above me and I felt his gentle rocking and my mind went into ecstasy. I held his arms tightly and in my thoughts I felt him move inside me.

"I'm all the way in" I heard him distantly say and he began a gentle rhythmic movement.

I felt his hands on my body and his kisses on my lips as my mind seemed to go someplace I have never been as we made love. I could still see him but my room faded away and then even my focused place melted away around me as I stared into his eyes and I started seeing things almost like a vision. First we seemed to be gliding over an endless beautiful field of grain. Long grass strands were blowing in the wind under a crystal clear blue sky. It was almost like being in heaven. Jackson and I were floating above the grass and I could see mountains in the distance. I could still feel his hands on me as I flew over the grass and it was so real it was almost as if I could go reach out and touch it. I held onto him tightly as I saw cattle and farmhouses seemingly fly by me.

"I love you" I heard Jackson say

His eyes almost seemed to be glowing and it was like I was seeing things through his mind and I felt him begin to push harder and the vision changed and this time we were gliding over a beautiful blue sea the same color as his eyes. We were only mere feet above the waves and I could see them crashing along a strand of cliffs nearby. The vision felt so real and I could still feel the cold chill of my magic surging between us, it was almost frightening as I could almost feel the cool sea water on my skin as we brushed over the waves. I could see sailing ships in the distance and the shore beyond that.

"I will always love you Raven" I heard in the distance "my Anam Cara"

My focused place became clearer and now we were flying through the clouds. It was almost like being a bird and the air was clear and crisp and was like heaven. I looked out into the clouds and for a brief moment I thought I saw something large and dark beyond the clouds flying with us.

"Oh my god" I said not knowing if it was from the pleasure I was feeling or the things I was seeing.

The vision changed again and I saw the most beautiful castle of gleaming white and an equally beautiful city surrounding it. It kind of reminded of some pictures I had seen of old European castles. In the center of the castle was a tree larger than anything that could possibly be real. The tree was taller and larger than any skyscraper I had ever seen and its branches had to have spread for over a mile in each direction. The white castle was enormous in its own right and surrounded the base and we were flying towards it. Then I saw flashes of light and the chill of magic was condensing and I felt it pulling back inside of me and Jay became clearer and I felt my body tense up and then I found myself back in my room and Jay was looking down at me.

"How was it?" Jay asked and I was still in a daze from our love making

"Huh?" I asked

"You came" he said and I looked down to see I had indeed come as I was in another place. I had not even touched myself

It took me a few moments to get myself back together from the afterglow and I held onto Jay tightly and sighed

"You never did tell me how it was" he said while we were basking in silence

"It was unlike anything I have ever dreamed" I said

"Good then?" he asked

"Extremely" I said and I proceeded to tell him about the visions I had seen and how wonderful it all was.

I then started to wonder something. The visions I were seeing were thing I had never thought about before. I felt a cold chill spread over me and

I looked at Jackson. My magic started welling up inside me and it was screaming at me that I was missing an important fact. Jackson looked at me alarmed and he started gathering up his clothes from the floor and was haphazardly throwing them on.

"Jay what's wrong?" I asked

"Nothing... it's just... it's late I've got to go" he said throwing on the last bits of clothing on and headed out the door. I rushed to throw on some boxers and a shirt and ran after him but by the time I got down the stairs I heard his car turn on and by the time I got to the front door he was already down the driveway.

"Jay" I said out loud towards the retreating car and I felt my heart sink, as my mind tried to figure out what I had done wrong. I realized what I had wanted to say.

`Do you know about magic?'

But I was upset and hurt as I looked down the empty driveway and my eyes just couldn't cry and I walked back into my room and crawled into bed that still smelled faintly of sex and wrapped myself around a pillow and fell asleep.

The next morning I awoke in a haze and realized in my drowsy state that the sun was peaking in through the window but my alarm wasn't going off and I bolted upright in bed and read my alarm clock 10:20am.

"Fuck" I pounded down the stair throwing clothes on as I went and made it as far as the kitchen when I saw my mom standing by the fridge pouring a cup of coffee.

"Morning sleepy" she said seeing me in my state of undress "you can relax, you're not going to school today and since its Friday you got a long weekend." She smiled

"Why didn't anyone wake me?" I asked

She went to the counter and procured my note I had written the day before.

"Your father and I saw the note and figured you needed a day off, I went to wake you earlier but it looked like you were having a tough time sleeping so I shut off your alarm and made you some coffee"

"Thanks" I mumbled

"Sweetheart is there anything wrong?" she asked me

I couldn't very well tell her what happened last night.

"No"

"Well that's a lie" she said bluntly "no matter, if something is bothering you and you can't answer it yourself it's best to ask someone who would know the answer" she said giving me a gentle smile

At moments like these I think she's physic and just fucking with me

"Thanks" I muttered taking my coffee and went back upstairs with my stuff so I could read and study some more. After a few hours of work I finished my weekend work and I knew I was prepared for the tests I was going to have from Tim on Monday. Which if we ever missed an exam the makeup was always three times more grueling than the first so I knew I had that to look forward to. I was broken from my reverie when I heard the phone ring and my mother shout up the stairs

"Dustin it's for you! I'm leaving for work..." she called

I reached over and picked up the phone

"Hello?" I answered listening to my mom hang up her receiver

"Dustin?" I heard Ian's voice on the other end

"Ian, what's up?" I asked

"Why weren't you in school today?" he asked

"With everything that happened yesterday my parents shut off my alarm and let me sleep in, how are you?" I reflected back

"Good, Jay said he hadn't heard from you so I figured I'll call and check in. hey are you going to go to the thanksgiving game?" he asked

"Wasn't really planning on it" I said

"Well Greg is sick so I'm going to be starting, I was hoping you'd come root for me" he said

"Greg Stefanakis?" I asked "You're going to be starting quarterback?"

"Yea isn't it crazy!" I heard him reply obviously excited

"No offense are they sure that's a great idea, putting on a newbie on the last game?" I said

"No guts, no glory" Ian said and I could almost see his smile radiating at me through the phone

"Alright you got me" I surrendered "I'll go to the stinking game" I said

"Great! It's this Thursday at 11:00am" he said

"I know"

"How are you and Jay?" Ian asked and I fell silent

"That good eh?" he quipped at my non answer

I remained silent still

"You wanna talk about it?" he asked and I could feel myself breaking down

"Please" I whispered

"Hey I'll be right over, hang tight" and I heard the phone go dead and I hung up

I went downstairs to the empty house and put my coffee cup in the sink and started making myself a sandwich when I saw Ian pulling into the driveway on a bicycle

I went to the front door and let him in and he instantly wrapped me in a hug and I instantly felt better. He gently rubbed my back and I squeezed him tightly as he held me.

"Feel better already?" he asked pulling away from me to give me a good look over

"Yea a little" I said "I really didn't want to be alone" I said

"Me neither" he said following me into the kitchen

"Want a sandwich?" I asked

"Sure" he said giving me that same smile that melted my heart each and every time

I went about my work and handed him a sandwich.

"So tell me about what's bothering you" Ian said taking a bite into the sandwich

"Jay and I had sex" and Ian instantly spit his sandwich out across the table and he started coughing as he reached for the napkin

"Ex...excuse me?" he asked

"We did it" I said looking down at the table "And now I wish we hadn't" and I then proceeded to tell him the whole story of our intense love making and how I seemed to have these strange visions leaving out any mention of magic as I didn't want to scare or confuse him. I then continued on and told him how Jay had walked out afterwards and hadn't called or talked to me since

Ian looked at me in sympathy and listened in rapture to my every word until I had run out of things to say and I was beginning to ramble on so he silenced me

"Rave you need to talk to him" Ian said taking my hand "it's going to be alright, remember you always got me!" he said with mock gusto and I smiled

"You're right" I sighed "I'm just scared"

"Well since I'm here, do you want to practice some sparing in the garage?"

Ian and I sparred for awhile until we were both tired and were just beginning to cool down when my dad walked into the garage.

"Hello Boys" he said giving us a wave "just wanted to let you know I was home, you going to be staying for supper?" he asked Ian

"No, I have to get going soon" Ian said sadly

"Well alright then" my dad said closing the door behind him

"I do have to go" Ian said to me

"I wish you didn't" I said with a smile

"Well I must, so I'll see you at school on Monday" Ian said getting up to leave

"Wait" I said getting up myself and I wrapped my arms around Ian squeezing him tight. He felt amazing in my arms and I sighed letting him go

"I'll see you then" I said

I watched Ian walk out the garage door and I went into the kitchen for dinner