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This story is a very long work of gay erotic science fiction. There are some scenes of man on man action but it will not be a dominating factor in this story. So if you are looking for something to get off to you might as well turn around now.
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Chapter 9: Amanda Hug and Kiss
I had gotten into school the next day and the first thing that greeted me was Ian playing tonsil hockey with Amanda on top of my locker, which after our heart to heart last night really pissed me off. It's like he didn't get it... I liked him, in that way... I sat though morning announcements grimacing and the last announcement before the bell I heard my name
"This year the Birchmont Swim team would like to welcome its 3 new members, Colin Gallant, Ian Holliday and Dustin Farrell."
`Oh goody I wonder how long it's going to take Corey to come harass me about this' I wondered
"Please wish them luck at their first meet in two weeks"
Ian turned to say something to me but I was saved when the bell rang and I pushed myself away from Ian and out the door. Suddenly I heard something that nearly ripped my heart out of my chest
"Ian baby, I'm over here" `I don't think this wouldn't nearly hurt as much if I wasn't this way' I thought as I scrambled into the nearest bathroom and ran to the furthest stall, locking the door behind me and collapsing onto the floor trying to keep the tears out of my eyes.
"Why does this hurt so much?" I whispered to myself Lunch was an awkward affair when I realized I had kissed not just one but two guys in a single day and they were both sitting right in front of me both giving the same shifty eyes as if almost avoiding my gaze. Ian seemed to be handling it better than Colin.
"So hey man... do you think there's going to be a test today" Colin asked
"No test until after the meet. But you can expect quizzes"
"Whew that's good man... because I didn't read again"
"I hope you're not expecting the test again because if you are it's going to cost you" I said offhandedly
Colin shifted a little closer to his girlfriend but tried to play the move off as cool
"Well I am sure I can afford your prices" Colin said causing Ian to whip his head around and narrow his eyes. Ian quickly snapped out of it and glared at me as if asking
`And what the hell is he talking about'
The rest of the day went a little awkwardly but Ian did not mention lunch for the rest of the day.
That afternoon was the last practice before the weekend. We were doing timed trials much like how they were going to be at the meet. We practiced and Coach Clarke was very pleased with our work. Ian and Colin had improved greatly
"Good job guys I'll see you all here Monday afternoon, have your permission forms signed so the school admins stay off my ass." Coach Clarke said
I waited for the other guys to get in the shower and hung out by the pool waiting for them for a bit. I was broken from my reverie when I saw Coach Clarke come over to me
"You seem to be getting along better with the guys" Coach said
"Yeah" I said "slowly but surely"
"You know you can join them right I'm sure they are comfortable with you enough by now you could join them"
"It's not their comfort it's mine that I am worried about. Out here all I see is the water stretched out before me, there is no gay and no straight only winning and losing. Only my mind and my body to worry about, I forget about all the problems I have and I am focused on only one thing"
"What's that?" Coach Clarke asked
"Moving forward" I said "it's more complicated in there... for me"
Coach Clarke smiled and shook my hair like he did when he was younger
"I'll see you tomorrow"
I got up and made my way over to the showers and was shocked to see Ian and Colin still there. They were showering on opposite walls and I did my best to not glance at either of them as I then took off my suit and got under the spray shutting my eyes tight
Ian looked like he had finished awhile ago but was waiting for something. I heard Ian shut off the spray and put on his clothes
I opened my eyes to see Ian walk out the door but suddenly jumped when I felt a pair of hands on my back turning me around
"You startled me what do you..." I was cut off as Colin pressed our lips together in a heated kiss that turned very physical very quickly. Colin pushed me up against the cold shower wall and put his hands on my hips
"I want to taste you" Colin said throatily as he lowered himself down and wrapped his mouth around my rising member
"Oh god" I moaned as Colin took my cock into his mouth and started stroking it. With one hand he fondled my sack and the other over my flat stomach as he stroked it with his mouth
My hands wrapped around Colin's head guiding him as I fucked his mouth over and over.
"Yea suck it" I whispered and Colin did as he was commanded
Later I would not recall how long this went on for but suddenly I felt it coming
"Colin I'm about to..." Colin started stroking it more franticly and then I shot my load over and over into Colin's mouth who let it dribble down his chin.
Looking down I watched as Colin took my now spent cock and rubbed it against his face spitting out the semen `That's about the hottest thing he ever seen' I thought but the following sexy thoughts were interrupted as the door crashed opened and before Colin could move an inch Ian had come back into the locker room
"Hey guys I forgot my..." Ian stopped dead as he saw Colin kneeling down in front of me with my cock still in his hands and my semen still dribbling sown his chin, and suddenly Ian was moving at lightning speed
"Oh shit" Colin said as he saw Ian coming at him and turned and started running
I reacted fast and dove on top of Ian sending us both to the ground as Colin darted clad in only a towel back to the pool
"GET OFF ME!" Ian yelled
"No, you need to calm down first and tell me what's wrong" I said
"He... he shouldn't be touching you that's what...he... he has a girlfriend" Ian said
"Fair enough, reason enough for you to chase him?" I asked
"I was defending her honor" Ian said
"And you know the name of this girlfriend perhaps?" I asked
"It's Stephanie... I think"
Despite the awkward situationI laughed... really hard
"It's not funny" Ian said angrily
"I'm sorry: I said "are you going to hurt me if I let you go?"
"No" Ian said
I got up and offering a hand to Ian and helped him up as well
"If I didn't know any better I'd say you were jealous" I said
"I'm not jealous" Ian said
"Well prove it then I said stepping closer so that they were face to face
"I could deal with you being gay, I just didn't know you were a whore as well" Ian said
`SLAP' it was purely instinctive my hand when up and struck him faster than I could blink. A cold shill spread through my body and everything in the room seemed to get brighter.
"Feel better?" I asked as tears welled up in my eyes I grabbed my clothes throwing them on quickly I looked at Ian who seemed a little shell shocked
"Remember that bet?" I asked and without waiting for a response "I'll hold you to it then...I'll see you tomorrow" I said without looking back I swallowed the tears and for the first time did not feel sorrow or pain, I felt anger.
I collapsed onto the floor and Ian stood over me. We looked at each other and knew we were both in pain but were somehow unable to help one another. We were broken. Ian grabbed his bag and walked out leaving me on the floor.
Colin came back in a moment later and saw me on the floor and came rushing over
"Raven, are you alright?" he asked me
I couldn't feel anything, all I felt was hurt and anger
"He called me a whore, said he couldn't deal with me" I said
Colin gave me a hug and rubbed my back
"It's just as much my fault as it is yours" Colin said
"I love him" I said looking at Colin
"Keep loving him then, and never stop"
"Oh god Colin!" I cried "it hurts so much"
He held me and finally I realized I needed to go. I got up and thanked Colin and left the locker room. I hadn't made it two yards down the hall when I bumped into someone standing there. "Oh I'm so sorry" I said looking up and my heart crashed as I saw Ian and Amanda in each other's arms whom I had just interrupted their make out session. I couldn't help but notice Ian's hand down the front of her gym shorts.
"Oh hey Dustin" Ian said nonchalantly
"Sorry" I mumbled grabbing my bag and swiftly moved past them
"Isn't it weird having a fag on the team?" she whispered to Ian loud enough for me to hear
"If I hear you call him a fag one more time I'll shut your mouth in a way you will not enjoy" I heard Ian reply and for the briefest moment the corner of my mouth turned into a smile.
The next day was no shock to find Ian was staying as far away from me as humanly possible. It really hurt, but I was also really mad at him. He's straight so what's his problem... I thought he was my friend
Going to lunch was the hardest I entered the cafeteria and noticed our table was empty. I laughed to myself realizing in the short time we've been together it had become `our' table. I found Ian and it stung when I saw him stilling with Corey Vancil.
I sat at the table all by myself and pulled out my third book for the semester in English and started reading.
"I still can't believe he has the hots for you, why didn't you tell me?" I heard a voice whisper in my ear and I smiled when I Colin squeezed my shoulder and sat across from me.
"He doesn't like me, he told me he's not gay" Dustin whispered back across the table
Colin gave me a funny look
"Dude he's gay" Colin whispered seriously
"No he's not"
"Kiss him yet?" Colin asked
"..."
"You sneaky whore" Colin said I was about to get up from the table but Colin grabbed me and pulled me back down "I meant that in an endearing sort of way"
"Yea thanks" I whispered not really thankful at all
"Look, think about who his dad is, what do you think would happen to him if he came out. He's be disowned, kicked out or worse they'd throw him into an anti-gay camp where they try to convert you.
"You're making that up" I said
"No I'm not, shit hell I wish I was" Colin whispered back "that would be his fate if he came out"
In my mind I resolutely decided to see if those camps really existed
"So you're saying he was jealous" I said "when he chased you in the shower?"
"No shit son, I'm lucky he didn't rip my balls off" Colin said
"Well what the hell do I do now?" I whispered "assuming you're right"
"Which I am..." Colin smirked... "Well do you like him?"
"..."
"Okay you like him, that's a good start" Colin said
"I didn't say anything"
"Silence is compliance and all that shit" Colin said
"Right..."
"So if you liked him, why did you go with me?" Colin asked
"He said he wasn't gay, that he couldn't be with me, and you were hot and it felt good" I said
"Hey thanks" Colin said
"Yea well I hurt him, what do I do?"
"Right now?" Colin asked "do nothing, my mom always told me feelings have a way of sorting themselves out"
"She sounds like a smart lady
"Nah she's a total bitch"
I couldn't help it he let out a laugh and was surprised when Ian turned around from the table across the room and I thought for a second that I could see tears in his eyes but didn't get a good look from this distance. For a brief moment I felt a small pain of anguish that was replaced with a feeling of indignant anger
"Why does he play with my feelings, he says he doesn't want me so when I find someone else he gets upset?"
"When you first came out you were a jumbled ball of feelings too if I recall something about quitting the swim team, crying a lot, getting your ass kicked then getting suspended?"
"Gosh the way you put it, it all seemed so dramatic" I said
"It is, but the drama passes, and so this shall as well"
"You're so full of shit"
"I'm glad to see I'm rubbing off on you"
"Maybe in the showers later" I winked at him
"Fucking tease"
I gave a weak smile but realized in that moment I had actually made a real friend and I was content with that, as I stared at the back of Ian's head for the rest of lunch.