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On the few occasion I have discussed masturbation with someone I know face to face, they have all had very clear recolections of thier first time.
I cannot remember mine so clearly. I do remember finding, when in the last year of junior school (10/11 y.o.), that clasping my cock in my hand whilst making thrusting movements with my hips produced a great deal of pleasure, altough I cannot link this to a date or event. I am not sure whether it was sexual excitement, or just that I din't actually realise what I was doing, but when on several occasion my Father came to investage what was causing the floor boards to creak, I saw no reason to stop. I did however learn how to select a part of the bed and a rate of movement so as to avoid being disturbed.
The other thing I remember particarly is, whilst masturbating in the manner descibed above, getting an intense sensation which at the time I interpreted as the need to urinate. However when I went to the bathroom to do so, I found I no nonger had the need, but on returning to bed and continuing to masturbate the desire returned. I tried this loop several times always with the same result. Eventually I dismissed it as a false alarm, and, contuing to masturbate was surprised to feel liquid coming out of my cock. I could feel that it wasn't very much so I didn't worry about it, assuming it to be urine. Sometime later (not sure how much), after the quantity had increased, I became concerned that it may be creating an obvious patch on the bedclothes and after masturbating one night, rolled over and looked at the bedclothes with a torch. It was then that I realised what was actually happenning! I had been armed with the information all along, but the book I had read it in said that sexual development started at about 13/14 so I hadn't made the connection. Seems obvious now.
A few months later, when I joined the secondary shcool (11/12 y.o) we had a sex-education course. I remember thinking:
"Well this is a bit late isn't it?", and
"I bet nobody here knows I can already do that", and
"I wonder if anybody else can?", and
"Why didn't they mention masturbation? -- it's such good fun!"