Chapter 5: First Time
To say I was scared was an understatement. We closed and locked the doors to the drawing room and when I say drawing room I mean a `drawing room' my dad used it to paint and draw in, I inherited his talent and shortly after he passed away I took the room for myself. No one comes in here anymore but me. I love this room because dad is everywhere in here and it can be comforting sometimes. Every once in awhile, it seems as if he is here while I sketch and draw. What it was originally was a breakfast nook, but we use the dining room now for all of our eating and talking.
In the center of this room was a chair that looked like a large red noodle and it was curved in such a way that you thought the designer had molded it around two people having sex. That was where I was going to loose my virginity. We started to undress, I was so nervous, but when he took off his shirt I saw the most beautiful tanned body and a lean, well toned frame, he was so gorgeous. I had never really undressed in front of another guy before; it's different when it's your brother, because you're not going to have sex with him. We just stood there and looked at each other for a minute; he wasn't even recognizable from that fat little boy he used to be. I can't believe I was actually going to sleep with him. I would have knocked out the person a couple of years ago who said that one day I would be fucking him.
He wrapped his arms around me and gently backs me up to the chair where he laid me down and eased himself on top of me. I could feel his warm body on top of me as he started to kiss me. It sent chills up and down my spine as his tongue slipped inside my mouth, I gently caressed his lower back and ass, and I couldn't believe it was happening.
"Did take much to get you excited." He whispered in my ear. I laughed and he slowly made his way down my chest and naval. I thought I was going to blow a load there, but once he wrapped his warm lips around my shaft I was in heaven. I had never felt anything like that before and I let out a soft sigh. When he went lower I wasn't quite sure what he was doing, as his tongue hit my sensitive hole, it sent a pleasurable shiver that stretched all the way up my spine. Slowly he kissed his way back up to my mouth.
I felt his member poking my tender hole; I took a look down and almost panicked.
"What's wrong?" he asked looking down between his legs.
"I can't fit that in me, I'm still a virgin."
"It's not that big." Gabriel said.
"There has to at least be eight inches there!"
He laughed: "It's almost seven and a half. Don't worry, I will be gentle I promise."
He kissed my gently and told me to relax. At first it just felt like pressure and when his head popped in it did hurt for a minute, he waited a second then slid some more in, and I let out another loud gasp. I wrapped my arms around his broad back and buried my head in his shoulder. He was going slowly, which is what I thought I originally wanted, but now it felt as if he grown two or three times larger once he got in me. Carefully he slipped farther in and I felt his balls against my backside, he was all the way in.
"You ok?" he asked me. I could only nod yes; it was a very intense feeling. No pleasure yet just a strange pressure, my body told me that there shouldn't be anything going in that area, I would have to get used to it.
"Oh God!" I let out as he began to move in and out of me, the feeling was so intense I just came. Our legs intertwined and he began to pick up more speed and rhythm. I got hard all over again, it seemed to go suddenly from intense pressure to intense pleasure, I couldn't control my voice, and I knew I must have been getting attention from the rest of the house, but I didn't care.
His body felt so hot against mine and I could feel every inch of him inside of me, Gabriel's whole body began to speed up, his breathing became labored and I actually think I got harder. I think I whispered his name, but I can't be for sure, I was so focused on him.
"I'm cumming!" he said to me. He began to pull out.
"No, don't!" I gasped, "I wanna feel you inside of me."
I grabbed his ass and he whole body seemed to tremble as I felt him release inside of me, I was so turned on I let another load out onto our stomachs. We laid in each others arms for a minute, out of breath and sweaty.
"Holy shit!" I exclaimed, "That was amazing."
"Damn straight."
I don't know how long we lay in each others arms, but we fell asleep in the fuck chair. It only seemed like a few minutes, before I felt his warm, wet lips on mine.
"Hey." he said.
"Hey." I responded back.
"Do you want me stay till in the morning?" he asked.
"I don't wanna tell them yet, I'm not ready."
"That's fine, I will be ready whenever you are." He said as he got up to get dressed, I couldn't keep my hands off of him, I kissed him good bye and he said he would see me later. I went back up to my room and dropped onto my bed and instantly fell asleep.
When morning came I could still feel it, my poor backside wasn't used to that kinda workout. I took a shower and went downstairs; I could smell bacon and eggs from all the way in my room. I was really hungry too; I sat down at the table and just dug in.
"So where did you and Gabriel go off to last night." Dea asked.
I dropped my fork on the plate, "What?"
"I asked where you and Gabriel sneaked off too."
"Oh, well, we just went somewhere to talk."
"You guys sure did a lot of talking." Myca commented. He stayed the night, again. I swear those two were like rabbits.
"We had a lot to talk about." I responded. I didn't dare look at my brother; I could feel his eyes on me. I already knew what he was going to ask me, he never missed anything. It wasn't too long after breakfast that he approached me; I knew it would be about the kitchen.
"What happened in the kitchen?" He asked.
It must have been firsts for me recently, because I was getting ready to lie to him, not a little white lie, a bold faced lie.
"It was just a spur of the moment thing; we had both been lonely and heartsick for so long it just ^Ö happened." I explained, "That was just an accident. It's what we talked about for awhile. We're just friends."
"Really?" Kevin asked, "And if you had these kinds of feelings for guys you would tell me wouldn't you?"
"Yes." I lied again. He said ok and left me to my own devices, I couldn't believe what I just did. Why did I lie to him? I didn't have to. Then I started thinking about it. What business was it of his anyways? My personal life was my personal life; it wasn't anyone's business but mine and Gabriel's.
I stepped out in the back yard when I noticed two very bright blue eyes staring at me over the fence.
"Hey Gabe." I said stepping onto the fence to get a better look at him. He was so gorgeous.
"Has your bro approached you about the kitchen thing?"
"Yup and I just flat out lied to him right in his face."
"Oh my." he said.
"You have no idea; I am in such deep shit if he ever really finds out."
"Well, you know he will find out and the longer you wait to tell him the worse it's going to be."
I nodded; I knew he was right; I just wasn't ready for this type of confrontation, not with anyone yet.
"My house will be empty later if you wanna come over." Gabriel said.
I couldn't help but smile at him, I craved him so bad.
"Sounds like fun." I responded.
We said our goodbyes and I decided that until our fateful meeting this afternoon I was going back into the drawing room and do some sketching or even painting. I felt really good today; even Chad couldn't ruin it for me. It suddenly occurred to me that it was Sunday, that meant school tomorrow, but I didn't mind too much. Things were different now; I had a good friend and a boyfriend. Wow, it sounds strange to say that. I have a boyfriend and I wasn't a virgin anymore, it seemed like I could still feel him too.
Well it happened, write me and tell me what you think, I have been considering giving Shane his own series as well.
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Renni's life and all characters copyright Jeff Harrington2004