This deals with the `incident' between the two brothers that are mentioned in a couple of my stories. I thought it would be interesting to have it told from Myca's point of view.
Interlude -- Myca's P.O.V.
Circa: 06Jun02
"Mom, I'm going!" I yelled into the living room.
"Where?" she said leaning back in her chair.
I just gave her a funny look; she knew where I was going. Mom just likes to tease me.
"Ok, it's only the second day of summer vacation and you're spending it over there."
"He's my best friend and its summer." I said to her.
Mom just laughed, "I'm just messing with you, go and have fun. Oh, by the way I met one of my old school friends the other day we had a nice talk and you know she had the cutest daughter you ever saw, about your age actually."
"Oh no, your not setting me up with anyone. I've listened to enough from your card buddies about blind date horror stories. I'm not falling into that same trap."
"Well, if you change your mind." She stated. I just rolled my eyes again and left.
I was so happy, no school for almost two and a half months and I am going to spend it all with my baby. Mom didn't know I was gay and I wasn't too sure I could actually tell her. It was the way that she looked and talked about them when we saw them in town, mom said some nasty stuff. I wonder what she would say to me if she knew. Dad was a different story though, dad would never understand. I was afraid of what he would do to me if he found out.
I didn't have to wait too long at Kevin's house; he was standing outside waiting for me. We went inside and embraced each other and gave he gave me a deep, passionate kiss.
"Well, nice to see you too." I exclaimed.
"I need you." Kevin whispered into my ear and he guided me upstairs to his bedroom. He shut and locked the door and quickly began to take my clothes off. Wow, he was horny. I couldn't help but stare at his body, he had such a beautiful strong body and a nice thick piece a meat hanging between his legs, and to me he was perfect. I was taking every part of him in when he threw me on the bed kneeled down between my legs and took every inch of me in. I put my legs on his shoulders and he grabbed my arms and pinned them down to my side. He knew I liked that, I kinda liked to be restrained a little. A small feeling of helplessness always turned me on and he was so into it today, geese I was only here yesterday, you would have thought we hadn't been together for like a week the way he was acting. I felt his warm mouth take all of me in, he was sucking on me like his life depended on it. I tried to move my hands to his head, but he had my arms pinned and the more I squirmed the more turned on I got.
"Oh shit," I exclaimed, "not yet, not yet! I'm almost there!"
Kevin wouldn't stop though; he just got more into and started to watch my reactions. Even from my point of view I could see how rock hard he was. I squirmed more and my legs trembled as I released everything into the back of his throat. I lied there for a minute and I felt his tongue in my bellybutton, I couldn't help but laugh a little, I was ticklish there, he slowly kissed a trail up to my neck. I felt the head of his cock poking into my hole. Damn he was hard.
"Time to make daddy happy." He whispered into my ear and he slipped his cock into me. I let out a gasp and grabbed his ass as he eased in. He went straight into it, like someone was holding a gun to his head and told him to fuck me if he wanted to live. We loved doing it missionary, it might seem vanilla to a lot of people, but we were more turned on by watching each other than anything. He didn't seem to be looking at me a lot; he was so focused on the fucking.
Kevin grabbed me around the waist and sat back, bringing me down onto his lap. God his cock felt so hot inside of me. He squeezed me tightly and began to swivel his hips inside of me, I was hard all over again. As he pumped and pistoned inside of me we began to sweat, it just poured off us and I couldn't keep quiet any longer, fuck everyone else in this house, I didn't care if they heard us or not. He took it up a notch and started to go at it harder, our bodies started to make those sticky slapping noises. I loved the sound bodies made during sex.
This was the most animalistic he had ever been in the few months we had been together and I didn't even know what the occasion was. Kevin's groaning became louder and his body began to tense, I felt him approaching the moment.
"Don't pull out," I whispered passionately to him, "I want to feel you cum inside of me."
That must have done it for him, because he let out a moan and held me tight as I felt him empty inside of me. We just sat in each other arms, I was in his lap and he was still inside of me. At first I thought it was sweat that was between our bodies, but I soon realized I that mixed in with that sweat was another load that I had blown. That had been amazing.
"You've never been liked that before," I said breathlessly, "what's the matter?"
He didn't say anything for a minute, I let him catch his breath first and he leaned back and grabbed a piece of paper off of his nightstand and handed it to me:
My Dear Kevin,
I wrote each of you a letter, I hope you will understand and one day forgive me. I realized I had a problem drinking when the incident with Gabriel and Renni happened. What you didn't know was that I wasn't at a job interview I was at the bar having a drink. I should have done something about it then, but I ignored it and assumed I had no problem. Then the car wreck happened and that drove me over the edge, now it has effected my work, I had gotten fired from my job a couple of days ago, I had snuck in old black jack in my purse. I got caught, got a chewing out and got fired. It hit me all at once, I have to fix myself. I am no use to anyone in this state of mind and body. I feel as if I have failed you kids. So now I am going to get myself fixed, I will leave you guys a forwarding address later, I do not know where I am going, but it will involve doctors. I did not leave you high and dry, I left detailed instructions with Dea and I cashed some of dad's old bonds, you will have some money to live on until she can set herself up with a good job. Remember, I will always love you and will talk to you at a later time.
Mom
"Oh Kevin, I am so sorry." I held him tightly and we stayed like that for awhile.
We had gotten a shower and Deandre came up, she looked stressed and looked like she had been crying, "Ren read his letter and he took off."
"Took off, where did he go?" Kevin asked.
"He said he needed to get some air. He wasn't crying at all, he was pissed off."
"He'll be fine; he's not the destructive type." I said to her. She nodded in agreement. There was nothing we could do; we had to wait for him.
"I talked to the restaurant I work part time at and he has switched me to full time now. I have some college credits I got in high school that will transfer over to, well basically to me becoming a secretary. I have some to do some school though to finish that up. My friend's father runs a law firm and their new partner will be coming in soon and he will need a secretary, so once I get my degree I will have a much better paying job with them."
What I had hoped would be a quiet afternoon and evening with my boy, has turned into drama. We all were sitting in the family room talking for a good portion of the afternoon, we had all managed to relax some but the talking was still heavy for me. So I excused myself to go get some fresh air. The closest door was the front so I headed out there when it opened, Ren came back in.
"Well, well, well," began Ren, "its Myca the one who's fucking my little brother!"
"Actually he is fucking me." I said humorously. I was trying to make a joke, trying to lighten the mood; he was just upset about everything and was taking it out on me. I wasn't completely relaxed around him though, playing football had hardened him some, and he had a great build and got it fast. Kevin was the same way, it was just very good genetics in the family. Ren was obviously tense, because his muscles were just popping out, clenching and unclenching his fists weren't helping ease my fears at all. I was hoping I was right about my earlier observation.
"What the hell are you doing here?" he asked.
"I am here for Kevin." I said. I walked back into the wall, I didn't realize that I had been backing up and he stepped closer
"Really, or is that now mom is gone you came over to be the new bitch in the family!"
"Kevin!" I yelled.
He ran out into the hall and saw his brother standing over me clenching his fists. I know how it must have looked.
"Get away from him Ren." Kevin said.
"Why, you wanna fuck him again?" commented Ren.
Deandre, always the family negotiator, tried to say something to ease the situation, but it fell on deaf ears. I didn't even hear what she said. The tension was so thick it was almost as if you couldn't even hear through it. Kevin was stepping closer to us; this could end up getting nasty.
"Ease up bro and everything will be cool." he said to Ren. They were staring each other down; it became a contest of wills. While they were the same height Kevin was a bit more built, but that wouldn't phase Ren, especially the type of guys that he has played against in football, he had took down guys twice his size before.
"You're just pissed off at mom, we all are." Dea commented, "That's no reason to take it out on anyone."
"Come on Ren, relax, we're all friends here." I told him.
"Really?" Ren said, "Tell me, ever since you started to fuck my brother when's the last time we went out and did anything?"
I had to admit ever since I started dating Kevin we haven't been as close as we used to be, I have been focusing so much on us I kinda forgot about him. His dad had died last year and the Gabriel fiasco, and now mom leaving. He must be feeling very lonely and very angry.
"Common Ren let's go to court and play some ball." Deandre said.
"Why? So we can leave these two to be faggots together!" Ren yelled.
It wasn't the word itself, it was the way he said it. That word was spit out like venom. The look on Kevin's face changed drastically. I had first fallen in love with Kevin via his eyes, he had large, brown eyes and they were very expressive, you could almost tell what he was going to say by his eyes alone. For the first time there came a look on his face I had never seen before, his eyebrows knitted together, he was pissed off!
What came next happened so fast, Kevin lunged at Ren and sent a hard right across his jaw. Ren hit the floor -- hard. It was when Ren was on the ground and Kevin got on top of him that I knew I had to step in before Kevin seriously hurt him, if he hadn't already. Dea must have been thinking the exact same thing I was, because we both ran and jumped on Kevin's back, I grabbed his right arm before he landed another punch and with all of our strength we pulled Kevin off of Ren.
Kevin wrestled away from us, stood up and looked down on his brother and stormed off to the back yard. Dea and I were sitting against the wall, facing Ren and completely out of breath. For a minute I had thought Kevin had knocked his brother out, but Ren was only laying there, quiet and keeping to himself.
"Are they in trouble?" I asked.
"No, this isn't their fault. Mom has a lot to answer for though." She responded.
"I will go see about Kevin." I said.
"And I will make sure Ren's ok."
We went our separate ways. I found Kevin sitting on the picnic table in the back yard; it looked as if he had been crying. I had never seen him cry either, that's two first's today.
"I didn't mean to." He said to me.
"It's alright." I responded. I wrapped my arms around him and we just sat there looking at each other, "Everything will be fine."
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