I am a secret panty wearer . I've always had a thing for satin and silky things. After twenty six years, I still love to watch may wife put on her sexy under things. On occasion, I'll wear my wife's panties to bed and have sex in them. If she goes down on me and finds her panties on me, she'll ask me why I am wearing them. Not in an upset voice, but one that is unsure of my desire for her. She doesn't understand my fascination of women's lingerie. I've tried explaining how the silky, soft snug feel on my cock keeps me excited longer and harder. I secretly keep a couple boxes of my panties, tap pants, bras, slips, nylons, dildos and baby oil in my basement office.
My lust for sexy underwear started in my early teens. I would find a pair of my mother's used nylon panties in the bathroom hamper. I would rub them over my stiff cock until my warm cum shot over them.
I have three brothers, and we all are interested in girls. We would check out skin magazines when we could find them. I also I would look at Sunday newspaper ads of women's bras, panties and girdles. I would cut them out and hide them in my bedroom closet. Since, each of my brothers and I had our own rooms, it was the safest place. When I felt horny, I would pull them out and imagine I was dress in those shinny, silky things and jack-off.
This love of lingerie was always with me. Especially when I went in a department store, I would pass thru the women's department as if I was searching for my mother. But I was really in there to walk among the satin and nylon under things, touching and rubbing them between my fingers as I past the displays.
This love of lingerie got me my first sexual experience. Also, I should mention first bi experience, at age 15.
As I lay asleep one night, I felt something press against my mouth. Half awake and confused, I could feel a rubbery object slip across my lips. I heard my brother Rob whispered "I know you're awake, keep quiet", as he pushed his cock past my lips. Rob is a year older and very much interested in girls. I, on the other hand, liked girls but was too shy to approach them. I knew being shy did not mean that I was gay. But with Rob's six inch cock sliding between my lips, I laid there thinking I was dreaming, accepting his assault on my mouth. I should have struggled against him, but I didn't. We are about the same build and size I could have stopped this. The only thing I could think of was that Rob was horny and used me while he imagined I was his girlfriend giving him head.
Rob whispered that he knew I would like his cock because he found a pair of panties I had cummed on laying in the bathroom earlier that day. I had left the bathroom in a hurry when he began to bang on the door wanting to used it. I either forgot to put them back in the hamper or dropped them and did not notice.
Here I laid, wakened by a stiff cock forcing its way to the back of my throat. Rob worked his hard smooth cock in and out slowly as he moaned softly. I could not believe this was happening. I did not think of boys sexually, I liked girls.
I laid quietly while Rob slid past my lips again and again. I was still not fully awake but I felt my cock start to stir. I wanted to touch it but I did not want to move and have Rob know I was totally conscious. My teen cock was growing under the sheets but in the darkened room Rob had not notice.
As he fucked my face I did something that I had no control over. I began to lift my tongue up under Rob's silky rod and let it rub his cock as he pumped away. His cock had a taste of musk and sweat. I began to lightly grip his dick with my lips. I could not believe I was actually cooperating. My first taste of cock and it wasn't unpleasant
Rob began to quicken his in and out motion and moaned louder . He pulled out of my mouth, I felt him jerking him cock beside my head. I could barely see thru the slits of my eyes as He let out an "ahhh" and shot his load in to some of my clothes piled by my bed. I felt disappointed, he used me then when I wanted more, it was gone.
Rob wiped and left without saying another word. I laid in the dark trying to figure out what had just happened. I was confused and excited.
During the next few days, I avoided Rob as best as I could. We did not talk. I was ashamed and could not look him in the eyes.
The following weekend, our parents went away and took our younger brother with them. Both older brothers Phil and Rob went out Saturday night, leaving me home alone. Phil usually is out until about two o'clock. As I sat and watched TV, I heard someone come in the back door about nine o'clock. It was Rob, he was home early. He went to the bathroom, I was kind of nervous.
A few minutes later he came out, walked into the living room. He looked at me with a lusty stare and said "Come with me". He walked out towards our parents room. I got up, my knees shaking, and followed like a puppy.
As I stepped into the room, Rob had our mom's lingerie drawer open, searching thru it. He pulled out a pair of panties, a bra and a half slip. He turned and tossed them at me. As I caught them, he said "put them on". I was completely surprised at this command, but didn't protest. As I fondled these silky things I did want to put them on. It looked like my lingerie fantasy was going to come true, I but did not know what else Rob had in mind.
I began to take off my clothes. As I did, I started to get hard and knew I would soon not be able to hide it from Rob. I turned away from Rob as he opened his zipper, taking off his pants then his shirt.
After all my clothes laid on the floor, I reached for the panties on the bed. As I fumbled with them, I could see our reflection in the vanity mirror in front of me. Rob naked with a grin on his face, staring at me from behind. I bent over, held the panties low to step into them. I put one foot thru then as I lifted my other foot I began to sway off balance from my nervousness. I caught myself and put the second foot thru. As I started to pull the panties up my legs, I felt Rob's hands from the sides grab the waistband and help me pull them up to my stiff cock. He took one hand, reached around, push my cock up and back against my tummy. We pulled the panties the rest of the way to my hips. Rob let go of my dick as the nylon material slid over forming a small tent. I almost shot my load on his hand. For the first time someone else had touched my cock. My knees were getting weaker.
Next I picked up the satin and lace bra, held it to me face and inhaled. It had a sweet, sexy smell. I slipped my arms thru the straps and reached for the hooks. I knew how it worked, but it was hard. As I fumbled to stretch the ends, Rob took them from my hands and hooked them together. I was getting as excited as on Christmas morning from the sensations. Rob reached around and began to stuff the cups with nylons to form breasts. I leaned back slightly for better access. I could smell Rob as he put his arms around me to fill each cup, brushing each nipple as he pushed inside. I was in heaven from the attention he was giving me.
After the cups were full, I looked into the mirror and saw myself for the first time in women's lingerie. I loved the look and feel and knew I would be doing this again.
I was brought back to the moment when from behind, I heard Rob say "step in". He was bent forward holding the slip waistband open. I stepped one leg back in, then the other. My legs were made of rubber now. Whether Rob knew of my desire for sexy lingerie or not, I was willing to do anything he asked me to do now.
After the slip was pulled on to my waist, Rob had me turn around so he could see my sissy look. He smiled with a knowing nod, stepped over to the bed and sat on the edge. He motioned me to move in front of him. With my head tilted down I was staring at his throbbing cock sticking up between his legs. He said "kneel down". I knelt down almost before he finished. I knew what would come next.
I put my hands on he's legs, and spread them wide, and leaned my mouth towards his bobbing cock. I could see clear drips of precum at the hole seeping out. I opened my lips, stuck out my tongue and flicked the top of his cock head. I could taste his juices at the tip of his soft head. I wanted more so I made an "o" with my lips, moved lower and felt the head press into my mouth. I pushed down, the head passed thru and slid along my tongue. I leaned down until my nose was buried in his pubs. Rob let out a low moan, leaned back on the bed, stretched out his arms as he enjoyed my warm mouth and tongue.
I slid back up on his shaft until I hit the underside of his mushroom head, stopped then slid back down. I was lost in the sensations of the nylon and lace caressing on my body, and worshipping Rob's stiff cock with my lips and tongue. I felt like a girl, and I couldn't get enough.
As I bobbed up and down I could hear Rob grunt and moan louder and start to buck his hips off the bed. I sensed he was close to spraying his cum down my throat, and I wanted him to.
But Rob quickly sat up and told me to slow down, he didn't want to shoot yet. I didn't want to stop, so I kept sucking and bobbing. Rob put a hand on my head, held me down as he composed himself. After a few seconds, as I licked his still wiggling cock in my mouth, he caught his breath.
Rob told me to lay down on the bed. I did not have to be told twice. I hopped on the bed laying on my back. I began to smooth out the slip, I loved the touch of my silky covered legs. Rob turned and leaned forward on his elbows with his face above my cock. He stared down at the tent my stiff cock made under the slip and panties. He lowered his head until I could feel his hot breath thru the layers on my penis. Rob opened his mouth and moved down on to my aching cock. This was another first, my dick receiving a pair of hot lips. I was ready to faint. Rob teasingly rubbed his mouth over the tip of my twitching cock. My eyes were closed and was taking in all the oral sensations of Rob's lips and tongue.
Rob stopped his tender attention as I felt him shift around and straddle my legs. He squatted down with his bare ass on my legs, just below the hem of the slip. Rob reached under my knees, pulled and pushed my legs back, so that they are bent up. As he did this , the slip slid down my legs and bunched up on top of my standing cock. He opened my knees and pushed them wide. Then moved up between my legs, where he was staring down at my pantied covered ass. He slid the slip up above the panty's elastic top. He reached into the waistband and wrapped his fingers around my throbbing cock. Rob slid and rubbed my cock and balls. I was softly moaning and waving my legs from the anticipation. With his other hand, he pulled the waist of the panties down, exposing my cock and balls. He tucked the band under my ball sack, it felt very sexy. He had complete access to me, and I was horny and waiting. He took my penis and sucked me deep in his warm, wet mouth. Sucking and licking me like a lollipop, it didn't take long for me to feel my cum begin to boil in my balls. I was bucking and moaning, expecting my release soon when Rob slowed, then stopped his bobbing mouth on my aching dick. I was ready to scream.
Rob leaned back and told me to roll on my tummy. I was ready for anything. I quickly flipped over. He placed his hands on my waist and told me to raise my ass up, with my knees tucked under. As I brought my ass up, Rob flipped the hanging slip over my pantied ass and on to my back. Here I was wearing soft, silky girly underwear, with my ass in the air like a slut. I could not wait for the next step in to my sexual future. Rob pushed his belly up against my ass, sliding his cock under me. His cock head rubbing under my hanging balls and twitching cock. The panties waistband still stretched behind my balls allowing him full access. He moved back and forth, at times pulling out, laid his cock between my nylon covered ass cheeks and slid it against my asshole. I felt like a sissy girl from head to toe, completely at Rob's command.
Then Rob stopped, backed off the bed and returned with a jar of cold cream form our mothers vanity. He pulled down my panties, letting them slid to my knees. I now felt completely exposed and horny. He scooped some cream, I clinched my asshole tight expecting the cold lub. But instead, he softly kissed each cheek and lightly blew on to my puckered hole as his mouth passed over.
As with this whole affair, Rob said little. But he did warned me, "this is going to be cool", as he placed his fingers on my tight hole. I jerked a bit, then relaxed. He rubbed my asspussy with small circles, then put a finger tip to the hole. His slick finger began to push in, one knuckle then another. It hurt some, but I didn't want him to stop. His finger went all the way in, he stopped, then withdrew until the tip was at my rose bud. Moving back in and out a few more times, it felt a little better. Rob pulled out and added a second finger. Forcing their way thru my slick, tight entrance, it began to hurt again. He stopped a moment as I whimpered into the pillows I had buried my face in. His fingers wiggled their way in to my bowels, as I adjusted to their invasion. He worked them in and out until I was loose. Then he added a third, until my asshole allowed little resistance. He worked them in and out faster and faster until I began to push back to meet his actions. He reamed me until I could take no more. I wished for him to put his cock in my ass. He did not have to be told, he planned to fuck me, whether I cooperated or not. He was ready too. Rob stop and pulled his fingers out, scooped more cream, coated the tip of his cock and moved it to my well stretched asshole. Placing one hand on my hip, and the other hand guiding his hard cock in to my pussy. I thought with all the fingers inside I was ready. But as the rubbery head slowly pushed past my puckered hole, I felt a different sensation. It filled my ass as it slid in, I wanted him to stop, it was hurting. Rob pushed until he was in all the way. I cried and leaned forward feeling like I could not take anymore. Rob held my hips to keep himself in. He stayed still for a moment as he let out a groan. I could feel his pubs tickle my cheeks as he wiggled his ass around a bit.
My asspussy held his shaft tight as I adjusted to his hard meat invasion. I now felt comfortable with him in, so I slid forward feeling his cock slip until it was almost out. Stopped, then slid back on his pole. I was in command now, I thought, but Rob took over. Sensing I was OK, He started a rocking motion, back out then in. My asshole no longer attempting to stop him, I opened up and enjoyed his sliding and teasing action. He began to squeeze my hip tighter and pickup the speed of his attack. I was trying to keep up with him, but he started to bang away to fast. He was lost in his lust, slamming deep in me, then out harder and faster. It felt like he had a piston in my ass. Rob was pulling me back as he pushed forward, I was bouncing off his thighs. My balls were smacking against his balls. I cried as I rode the waves of the senses I was experiencing. I did not want him to stop, but I wanted the final sensation of Rob shooting his cum deep in to me. I wanted it all.
I felt Rob reach under me, grab my throbbing cock and pump me as he fucked me. That's all it took for me to cry out, muffled by the pillows, and release my hot sticky cum on to his hand and the slip that hung below. Shot after shot blasted out from my cock, I was lost in the joy of it all. I would never feel these feels again, my first fuck in lingerie. As my sack emptied it's load, I could feel Rob tense up, slam hard in to me and let out a loud groan. He stopped, buried in my ass and splashed his hot liquid seed against my walls. It felt like gallons from the number of shots he let loose. He fingers dug into my hips as he spent the last drops of his juice. He slid slowly as if he was going to pull out, but stopped then back in again. He eased himself back and forth milking the last bit of cum as my pussy gripped his shaft, squeezing it dry. He stopped moving and he leaned on to my backside forcing us both down. I lay there with my ass tilted upward with him still inside. We laid still catching our breath.
Rob pulled out and rolled off on to his back, I was disappointed. But then felt his warm cum run out my pussyhole. I needed to go to the bathroom quickly. I got up, pulled the panties up and headed out the room. Realized my legs were shaky, grabbed the door jamb and swayed into the bathroom. I sat on the toilet trying to figure all my thoughts out. Was I gay? Why I did I enjoy something that's not natural? I was confused and excited but I liked what had happened.
Still wearing the lingerie, I entered the bedroom thinking I would lay down with Rob, relax and see what comes next. But Rob was up and getting dressed. He said nothing until he was ready to leave. As he walked towards the door he told me to "clean mom's things and put them back in the drawer before they get back and straighten the bed". He left, went in the bathroom then left the house again.
I figured this was a one time experience. Over the next few days I didn't see much of Rob. We were never in the same room alone. I guess we were avoiding each other.
About a month later, our parents and brother left to visit family over the weekend. I hung around the house Friday night intentionally. About ten o'clock Rob came in the front door. My heart started to pound with excitement as he came in to the room. He looked at me and said "lets go", turned and headed in to mom's bedroom. My heart went to my throat as I got up to follow. My knees were weak as I approached the room. I heard a drawer being slid open and knew what was coming. I could not wait to see what I would be wearing tonight.