Disclaimer: This story contains sexual activities between males. Yup that's right MALES no females. This story is completely fiction and is copyright by me. You know about the rest and if you don't check the previous chapter.
I want to say thanks to my readers who are loving my story so far. Sorry I took so long again (and this time it was longer) thank you for having the patients. Enjoy chapter 10.
Roses are red By: Monchito
Chapter 10
The rest of the week went by slowly and each day was a struggle to feel better because I would always start missing Alex. I still, couldn't believe that he had broken up with me. But I had to face it. When you have known someone for a very long time and you love that person, it's kind of hard to let it go. Luckily I didn't see Alex during that week after he had fought with Hector and, thank god, I had Hector to make me feel better so that I wouldn't snap.
I woke up on Sunday morning feeling all rested and great. The sunlight brightened up my room and I gave a little exhale as a feel good sign. I got up to stretch and then went to the bathroom to relieve myself. When in the washroom, I looked at myself in the mirror and had noticed something on my neck. It was a dark red spot on the side of my neck. It was a hicky. I began to laugh in my smile as I was remembering what happened the day before. But how was I gonna hide this from my mom. I had no cover up or any kinda make up to hide the hicky. Oh well. Besides that, I was feeling great and feeling like I just had sex the night before. Well.....this is what happened yesterday....
"You got to be kidding me. You still wit' him?" said Lucia. We were talking on the phone Saturday afternoon. Me and Hector had planned to hang out and this time I was not going to cancel it. Yes Alex was still on my mind but hey what am I supposed to do.
"Well...yeah. Look if Alex doesn't want to be with me then I just have to accept his decision." I said.
"Yeah but why Hector you know about his sister."
"That is non of her damn business. What goes on between me and Hector has nothing to do with her okay." I said. Really , sister or not she has nothing to do with this.
"And what about you? How's Carlos?"
"Oh he's good. We're going to some party tonight. Wanna come?" she said. I thought for a moment and thought about what happened to me at the last party we went to.
"Uh Lucia the last time you took me to a party I lost a boyfriend and ended up not keeping him. I don't want that to happen again." I said.
"Oh sweety don't worry about it Brenda won't be there."
"Well I do have plans with Hector so...."
"Well you two can come to the party after. Oh Come it'll be fun." said Lucia. I did wanted to have some fun at a party, but Hector and I were doing something else and I didn't know how long it would take.
We continued talking for about an hour until we finally gave up and said bye to each other. I looked at the clock and saw that it was five and I still had 2 hours until I was to hang out with Hector. I was already showered but I decided to change into some better clothes for the night. As the time got closer to seven I was getting anxious and a little nervous. Alex was less on my mind but I did feel a little emptiness which bothered me.
I came downstairs and went into the living to sit down. I was ready and waiting. I turned on the tv to kill time. Oh what was I wearing? I was wear this navy blue button down shirt with a white wife beater inside, beige pin striped pants, and white shoes. Yes I thought I looked real good for my man.
When it was two minutes to seven I turned off the tv and waiting for the phone to ring at seven. You know when you waiting for boyfriend you want him to be right on time even if you're a late person you still want that person to be right on the dot. Well I wasn't going to get mad if he was a few minutes late. But I would started to get worried.
I looked at the clock 5 4 3 2 1 ...seven o'clock. Just a few seconds later the phone rang. I grew a smile on my face as a let the phone ring two times until I answered.
"Hello"
"Hey baby I'm here."
"Hey...ok I'll be there." with that I hung up the phone. I looked at myself in the mirror one last time before leaving. I yelled out bye to my mom as she was upstairs and then went out the door.
I walked a little further up from my house to a parking lot. From a distance I saw hector leaning against the side of his car while he watched me walk towards him. I began to smile as he looked really good. He was wearing a black blazer with a white shirt under it, blue denim pants which were faded from the front, and black and white timbs. As he saw me he smiled and everything felt like slow motion as I got closer to him.
"Hey." I said as I finally reached him and gave him a hug.
"Ooh you smell really good." he said as he kissed me in our embrace. He opened the door for me and I got in. Our plans were to have a nice dinner and then go for a walk in the park and then maybe, go the party that Lucia mentioned. I didn't really have a curfew because it was the weekend and plus my mom trusted me. We weren't going to go some big expensive restaurant just a nice place with good food.
"So how are you holding out?" asked Hector while we were in his car. We were playing some Spanish music while driving on the road to our destination. All Latinos are into the reggaeton thing...well most. It's like this new era of Latin music that everyone can enjoy.
"Are you talking about Alex?" I asked.
"Yeah."
"Well I'm not gonna lie to you. Yes I'm still thinking about him." I said. I looked at Hector and noticed that he kind of rolled his eyes. I knew that this great guy sitting next to me wanted me so bad and if I wasn't dealing with Alex I would be with him in a heart beat. Well it seems like I am but not quite. it's not that easy you know!
"Well I guess you still have some left over feelings for him, but after tonight you won't. Heh." said Hector. I looked at him and gave a smirk.
After awhile of driving we stopped at this great Hispanic restaurant called La Cabana where the food is to die for. It was a fairly large restaurant with a lounge and good parking space. We parked the car and heading inside. After getting our seats and ordered our foods we were waiting while sipping on our drinks. There was merengue music playing softly in the background and from a distance I think there where people celebrating someone's birthday as we heard a loud 'happy birthday' chant. The place was really colorful with picture of sites from different Latin American countries on the walls. I saw Hector drinking on his black cherry coke while looking around. Oh yeah, we were under age so we couldn't have any alcohol. I was having just a coke.
"Hey." I said to hector. He heard me and propped up to listen.
"Thanks for taking me out I really needed it."I said and he smiled.
"Aw no problem ..anything for you." he said as he blew a kiss with his lips.
After a short while our food finally came that we were anxiously waiting for and ready to pig out. We both were having the same thing. The waiter brought us a plate stacked with six pupusas, three for him three for me and two plates of plantains with smashed beans.
"Okay let's eat." said Hector and with no hesitation we ate.
We began to talk about stuff like school, life and other things. I was in a happy moment with Hector. I felt so happy and free from stress. We did talk about his sister of course. I had asked him if she knew that he was gay. He told me that they were arguing one time at his house. Brenda got all upset and angry when she found out about him so she went to his room where he was and started bitching at him. Hector told her that she had to accept who he was and just because he was gay didn't make him any less of guy or a brother. He told me that what Brenda hated most was that he was dating me which kind of made feel sad for her. From the very first day I saw her I knew that she was bad news and she would get in my way. Oh man, if she wasn't a girl she would of been dealt with a long time ago.
After about two hours in the restaurant we decided to leave. We paid at the front and then went outside. I was really full and just wanted to collapse. When we were back in his car and as I was sitting down not moving, Hector moved in a little closer to me and began to kiss me on the neck. It instantly gave me a chill and a tingle that went from neck down to my leg. I was immediately turned on and squeezed my thighs. He stopped kissing me and I turned to look at him. He had this look on his face which was telling me that he wanted to get freaky. I touched his face on the side and moved my hand down to his neck. He leaned in closer and then we were making out. His lips felt so tender and so moist and I heard him make little moans as he slipped his tongue and began to gentle attack my tongue. I made a few moans in our kisses as I touched the back of his neck while rubbing his hair. After which felt like a long while we stopped kissing and he turned on the car.
"Hey listen. Lucia invited us to go a house party at someone's place.....wanna go?" I said as I whipped the saliva of my bottom lip.
"Uh well at who's place?" he said.
"I'm not sure who is it but it's a friend of her's."
"Um...well I did wanted to go for a walk but if you wanna go.. it's cool we can go." he said as he put the car in reverse and pulled out of the parked space.
"Look if you don't wanna go it's ok I really don't care for this party I just wanna be with you ..really." I said. He smiled and touched my hand as we where back on the road.
"Um....actually let's go..maybe it'll be fun...and ah.....we could probably find a room for you know..."
"Hehe....oh I know what your looking for baby but uh..." I said as I stopped to think for a moment. I really wasn't looking for sex tonight I just wanted a nice time out but you know anything can happen. I was a little afraid to go the party because of what happened last time and ...
"Oh what....you think I'm not good." he asked as he interrupted my thinking. I paused for a moment as for a second I didn't know what he was talking about but it came back to me.
"Oh hehehe..oh yes your good ..really good but uh.."
"So let's go then." he said and while whispering he added, " I wanna fuck you tonight."
"Okay let's go then!" I said in excitement.
After a long while of driving we parked near this house which loud music was coming from. The house was in a rural area which the siting made me feel like it was a semi-rich area. There were a bunch of cars parked out in front of the house. I don't know the terms you use to different types of structured houses but the house was ordinary looking with a triangular roof top. We got out of the car and began to head for the house. I was a little nervous because this was bringing back some annoying memories and usually I would always be with Lucia or Alex whenever I would go to house parties. The music was getting louder of course as we got closer and yes me and Hector were holding hands and no one was outside to see. When we got to front steps I stopped and looked at Hector.
"What's wrong?" he Asked. I scratched my head and thought for a moment before I answered him.
"Uh...you know....we can't go in as together. We would go in as two guys because you know what would happen." I said.
He rolled his eyes, "look they don't care and plus I think most of them are too drunk to recognize the situation."
"Yeah but I don't wanna get into any fights." I said.
"Hehe baby don't worry so much I'll protect you. Let's go in as together and if it gets rough ...we'll leave okay."
"Aight. It's all on you hehehe." I replied and we went in.
As soon as we got in we immediately got sucked into the atmosphere. It was slightly humid and we instantly smelled a strong scent of weed. We were holding hands and as we walked a good close distance to the crowd the door slammed behind us. The loud sound caught everyone's attention and literally, everyone looked at us. I tried to move my hand from hector's but he held onto it tightly not letting me go. He then pulled me closer to me and put his around me and then immediately after he kissed on the check. Okay that clearly showed that we were boyfriends. Everyone kept looking at us and I was kind of laughing as my tension grew stronger. After like a minute everyone went back to their business. I was shocked as no one did or say anything they just looked at us. Hector turned around and was smiling. I looked at him with a confused face. He moved in closer to me and spoke into my ear.
"You see...they don't care." he said. At that very moment in my life I felt very good about myself. It's like it was okay and people could accept who you are. Maybe there were too drunk to noticed what just happened but it would so amazing if a gay guy can be very open and the world would think nothing bad just as another regular thing. We could be extra happy.
"Heeeeeeeeey.!!" Me and hector got startled as Lucia popped out of nowhere and greeted us.
"Oh my god you guys came....this party is off the hoook!" said Lucia as she spoke very loud.
We looked to see people dancing with drinks in their hand, a group of girls dancing the middle of the dance floor and guys surrounding them. I was rolling my eyes to see that all of this was oh so disturbingly familiar and I was thinking that out of no where Alex and Brenda will come out of the kitchen. But it didn't turn out like that.
"Come let's dance." said Lucia as she grabbed me and Hector and pulled us into the dance floor and began dancing. Of course going with the flow, I began dancing and so did Hector. Was this what I was not hoping to be...a complete deja view. But this time it would be Hector to go upstairs with some bitch he don't even know and have sex. Oh hell no not happening. Of course after a while, a reggaeton song came on and with reggaeton, which is latin reggae with touches of salsa, merengue, and hip hop, you dance dirty to it.
I saw Lucia dance as she moved towards me and Hector and got in between us. She started moving her hips as she bended down. I looked at Hector as he was totally into the music. He danced very good and watching his nice body move it kind of turned me on. Then out of no where I saw Carlos grab Lucia and pulled her towards him and then they began dancing together. There was this huge gap between me and Hector and the only way to close that gap was for me to come close to him or vice versa. Hector moved his hand signaling me to come close to him. My heart started beating faster and I could feel it as I began to move closer to him. Now if they don't care then I can dance with him. As I was close enough I turned around and arched my back sticking my butt upwards. Hector then put his arms around my waist and stuck his crotch area against my ass. Going with the beat of the music we both began to move our bodies and I began straddling his crotch. Then I turned around and faced him. I put my arms around his shoulders and he put his arms around my waist and we danced to the music. I had a huge grin on my face as I was completely having fun.
After a while of dancing we both decided to stop for a bit. There were a lot of people in the living so we decided to go the kitchen. Hector grabbed me by the hand and took me to the kitchen. We saw two people making out at the entrance to the kitchen. As we got in the kitchen, from surprise, Hector picked me up and placed me on the counter. I was sitting on the counter with Hector in front me.
"Hehehe ...I'm having lot's of fun!" I said as began to hug him and slightly moving away from him but my arms kept on his shoulders.
"Wanna have more fun?" said Hector as he began to kiss me on the neck. This time on one spot he began to suck. It was kind of ticklish and I was giggling as he was sucking really hard on my neck. When he stopped he kissed me and rubbed my thighs. I got off the counter and went towards a nearby mirror. I looked at my neck to see a dark red hicky. Then I faced Hector.
"Hehehe ...look you made me blush." I said. Hector came up to me and tried to suck on the same spot again but I stopped him.
"Oh come on baby......look....why don't we go upstairs it's less loud." said Hector.
"And what do you plan to do upstairs?"
"Anything you want me to do." he replied as he winked at me.
I nodded him yes and then took his hand. As we were soon enough to exit the kitchen I stopped followed by being bump by Hector behind me. Right across the hall way near the front door I saw someone I simply did not want to see. It was like an instant view and for about 4 seconds I couldn't see or hear anything just what I saw. I immediately turned around and walked right back into the kitchen followed by Hector.
"Yo what's wrong?" asked hector as he put his hands on my shoulder. My heart was beating and my palms were sweating.
"Um....uh let's..j..just stay here for a bit." I said.
"Why...wha...who did ya see?"
"It's...it's uh..heh...." I tried to tell him but it wasn't coming. I stood silent but then Hector rolled his eyes and said it for me.
"Alex?" he said. I nodded him yes and put my hands on my head as I sighed.
"What is he doing here?" asked Hector.
"I don't fucking know!...ugh.....Lucia didn't fucking tell me he was gonna be here." I replied. I began to pace around as I didn't know what to do. I was trippin' out and my night felt like it was ruined. After severely seconds of pacing, Hector stopped me.
"Look calm down. Do you want to leave?" I thought for a moment and then I decided that I was not going to leave. So what if Alex was there what was he going to do. He broke up with me and left me to misery. Now that I'm okay he was going to see that.
"No let's just go upstairs." I said and then took Hector's hand and slowly began to walk out the kitchen. Oh believe me man, it was hell. As we were out of the kitchen immediately Lucia saw us and gave a loud heeeeeeeeeeeeey and came towards us.
"Oh my god Ben!..were did ya go.?!" she said.
"Oh Lucia you smell." I said as I could smell a strong scent of alcohol.
"Oh it's just my V.O.D.K.A...hahahahahaha...want some?"
"Uh..no thanks and Lucia....why the hell is Alex here?!" I said.
"Damn!..oh you saw him...you boyfriend is hererrrrrr."
I could so tell that she was smashed and her mind was not working with me. I sighed and gave her a dirty look. I so did not want Alex to see me as he has not seen me yet.
"Ok obviously your too fucked to say anything right now so I just gonna head upstairs."
"OH you gonna get'ur'freak on wit' this fine vision next to you." she said. I didn't pay attention to her as we returned to going upstairs.
As we were close enough towards the stairs I heard someone say something to me which caused me to stop in my tracks. The voice was disturbingly familiar but I refused to answer so I just continued to walk but just before I could get to the steps someone grabbed me by the arm. I turned around to see Alex standing right in front of me.
"Hey Ben how you doing?!" he said. I looked at him up and down. I got a little mad because he just came up to me and talked to me like nothing happened. Hey Ben? Excuse him...but he did not just act like we're cool. I couldn't say anything to him I just stood there in total silence.
"I've missed you man." he said.
"Look fool..he don't want to talk to you okay so but out." said Hector stepping in front of me while talking to Alex.
"What?...can't I talk with my best friend." said Alex. I was beginning to think that he was drunk as well. You think that I was just chat with him as if nothing happened in the past and move on. Heeeell no.
"best friend.....you know ..what kind of fucking...." said Hector.
"Wait stop!" I said and I grabbed hector by the arm as he tried to approach Alex. I moved Hector aside and faced Alex.
"Alex what do you want?" I said.
"Nothing just saying what's up."
I rolled my eyes, "why the hell are you talking to me like we're friends.. huh?" I asked but he didn't answer me. Seriously it got me mad to think that Alex would be just happy and completely forget about the damage that he has done.
"Look I don't want to talk to you right okay so ...so good bye." I said and then turned around to finally head upstairs.
When me and Hector were finally on the second floor I leaned against the wall and exhaled as a sign of relief. Hector stood next to me and put his arm around me to try to comfort me. I was a bit stressed out and just wanted to forget about that moment. I couldn't believe him, what's his fucking problem. If he just let everything slide then what hope do I have. At least I didn't see him with Brenda because if I did then it would of gotten ugly and I would of start some shit and hector would get mad at me. You see, the way I feel about Hector is nothing compared to the way I feel about Alex. Yes I know that he broke with me but I broke up with him first which makes this situation is a really bad karma.
"Hey forget about him." said Hector as he was comforting me.
We began to look for a room that wasn't being used. There were four room with two on each side of the hall way. We found an empty room at the end of the hall way which didn't have much stuff inside just a queen sized bed, a night table and blinds on the windows. As we got inside and closed the door, Hector immediately grabbed me and we began to make out. We kissed very aggressively and moved towards the bed. Hector then picked me up which kind of startled me and threw me on the bed. He then climbed on top of me and continued to make out. His much aggressiveness clearly showed me that he wanted to get down to business. I laid on my back as Hector was on top of me while he grabbed my shirt and pushed it up revealing my upper body. He began to lick my right nipple as he slightly pinch my left one. He then stopped and took a moment to take off his tops while sitting on me. Then I sat up and took off my shirt.
"You look so hot with your shirt off." he said. Well he looked even finer with his nice abs and pecks that you can grab onto.
We made out for a while and it was getting really steaming. He started to going down for my pants but I felt a little tingly through my penis and that was telling me that I had to go pee. I let go of kissing Hector and got up.
"Yo I gotta go to the washroom but I'll be right back okay baby..heh.." I said as started to head out the room.
"Okay don't keep me waiting." he said before I exited the room. I looked back and blew him a kiss.
I still had my shirt off as went into the washroom and relieved myself. After I was done I looked at myself in the mirror and saw the hicky that I had on my neck. I began to laugh as the mark was fairly dark and hickies seem like they are permanent if you get a good one. I turned on the tap and began to wash my hands. For some reason I felt a little nervous leaving Hector for a moment and began to wash my hands roughly. Before I could turn off the tap I heard the door close. I looked up and through the reflection of the mirror I saw Alex standing beside the door staring at me. I stood for a moment as we both looked at each other through the mirror. I turned around and he just kept looking at me. It was dead silent with the music playing through the walls. It was kind of awkward so I decided to leave but before I could even approach the door Alex came up to me and blocked my way. I looked down at the ground as I spoke to him.
"What do you want?" I said. He touched me on the shoulder but I shrugged it off.
"Ben....I know it's uh....not a good time..but uh..I ...sigh...I miss you man." he said. I immediately got angry.
"Look! ...don't expect me to forgive you after you hurt me twice!"
"I know ...I know Ben.. and I don't deserve your forgiveness but I didn't walk away from you. Ben you know that I love you." he said. I rolled my eyes and back away from him and lean against the sink.
"You know I don't know what love you trying to show me Alex but damn.......Alex.....why did you break up with me. Why?" I said as I crossed my arms. I seriously really, really, wanted to know why.
"Because....sigh...I ... I think you love Hector more then you love me and..even the thought of that killed me so ..I could handle it anymore." he said.
I looked at him seriously and noticed that he had a sad expression. I didn't know what to say but I felt a little better to hear that he broke up with me because of misunderstood feelings and not that he was not gay. He thinks I love Hector more and I love him. Boy, he really doesn't know what I go through almost every night.
"Ben I'm so sorry for hurting you..I don't know I guess I'm just not good for."
"Alex it's kind of late to apologize for that." I said. I was getting frustrated at the fact that I jeep getting hurt and then he keeps coming back to apologize for what he's done. Now I know that he's not perfect but a guy could only take so much. This is my life as I gay guy and love is just as hard as it would be for straight people. You just want to be happy with someone but shit gets in the way.
"Ben please don't hate me." he said.
"I don't hate you...it's just that I..don't want to talk to you right now."
"Okay I understand ..but I just wanted to let you know that I love you and I swear I'll never hurt you again." he said and with that he hugged me and gave a kiss on the cheek. I couldn't hug him back because I was having mixed feelings and felt weird at the moment. He let go of me slowly and looked into my eyes. I couldn't say anything, I just felt weird at the moment.
"Okay um I gotta go ...so...."
"I'll see you around..maybe.." he said. He really looked like he was sorry but I was not gonna give a chance right away.
"Look let's just be ...acquainted...right now and then..we'll see okay."
"Okay." he said and with that he left. I looked at myself one last time in the mirror before exiting the washroom.
When I returned back to Hector he was on the bed sleeping. He must of fell asleep while waiting for me. I smiled as it was very cute to see him sleeping. I came up to him and sat next to him as I rubbed him on the side. I slightly shook his body to wake him up. Slowly his eyes opened and then he immediately rose up realizing he fell asleep.
"Oh baby....was I asleep the whole time?!" he said in a concerned manner.
"No you just fell asleep while you were waiting for me..sorry about that." I said.
"Oh ...um....what time is it?"
"It's ah.." looking at my watch, "2:30". I wanted to leave so that me and Hector could really be alone so we decided on leaving the party. As we exited the room heard some noises from down stairs. As we got closer to the stair there we some chanting saying 'fight fight'. It sounded like there were people fighting downstairs and it was something that we had to check out. When we got downstairs there a was crowd standing in a circle and through the crowd werr two girls fighting each other. As I tried to get a good picture of who it was I finally recognized who it was. It was Lucia! And she was fighting Brenda. I pointed to show Hector and his mouth dropped.
We broke through the crowd and reached Lucia and Brenda. There both trying to choke each other and pulling each other's hair. I got a hold of Lucia and Hector grabbed Brenda.
"Hey hey! Why are you two fighting!?" I said as I was holding back Lucia from punching Brenda. Even thought I wanted her to beat the shit out of Brenda, Hector would of probably stopped her.
"This bitch has her greasy hands all over my man!" said Lucia.
"I didn't know you he was your man okay!" shouted Brenda. That Brenda, always trying to get with someone's man. Oh that brought back annoying memories.
"DON'T be trying take my man....find your own bitch!" said Lucia as she tried break through my hold.
"Lucia calm down...don't waste your time on her." I said as I stood in front of her.
"Oh and it's your faggot friend here! You still don't got your so called boyfriend maricon!" said Brenda. She got my attention and I immediately turned around.
"Brenda stop, your causing too much problems here." said Hector.
"You know what!" said Brenda.
"What?!" I said. I knew that she would say something stupid which would be a mistake for her and if she crosses the line I might as well just let Lucia bust her knee caps.
As I was looking at Brenda straight in her eyes and vice versa Alex was nearby witnessing this event as well. Brenda spotting him and went to him. She pulled him towards us and then she grabbed him and forcefully kissed him on the lips. I noticed that Alex tried to push her away but not fully.
"You see ...he don't want you!" she said.
"Okay I see...well I can do that to...come here.." I said as I pulled Hector towards me and with absolutely no hesitation with both kissed passionately in front of everyone. I heard gasps from everyone all at the sam time while we kissed. It was dead silent for a brief moment and then..
"YOU MOTHER FUCKER!!" shouted Brenda as she came after me but I quickly snatched away from her before she could hit me. Hector stopped her before she could touch me. She began to punch Hector as she was yelling at him to let her go. It got pretty loud as the music was still playing and people continued chanting. I told Lucia that I had to go but she was too drunk to acknowledge me. Hector pulled Brenda away from me and forced her to sit on the couch. He passed her a drink and told to her calm down and after a few minutes hector returned to me and we left the party.
Well that's what happened at the party. Hector and I drove to a park where we sat and... just talked. (Ya right) let's just say we handled our business in his car and after we went home.
Okay that was chapter 10. Please tell me your comments.
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