So Sean and I fell into a pattern. Whenever he felt the urge and wanted my dick, he would call. Sometimes it was a week, two weeks, a month or two months. Whenever he wanted my dick I would drop everything and make the nearly 1 hour trip to his apartment.
Each time, I would pull up to the gate and get buzzed in. I'd make my way up to the second floor of his apartment building and knock on the door. He would open the door, give me a hug and then go back to the sofa. I'd follow like the puppy dog I was and sit on the opposite side of the sofa. Something random would be on the TV and we'd sit in silence. A minute, 2 minutes, 10 minutes. However long until Sean was ready. Once Sean was ready he would slither off the sofa onto his knees and crawl over to my side. At the same time I would widen my legs to give him access. Almost always in jeans, you would think I would've worn basketball shorts to make it even easier.
I learned to make sure I trimmed before each visit. I didn't want a repeat of Sean grabbing and pulling my bush but I didn't have tons of privacy in the fraternity. To this day I have no idea when or how my brother's trimmed/shaved their pubes. You never saw someone in the shower shaving or sitting over the toilet trimming. I didn't have clippers so I would keep scissors in my drawer next to my bed. When Sean would call I would sit over the small garbage can in my room and use the scissors to trim as short as I could. After I was done I would pull the bag out of the can and drop it in the dumpster on the way to my car. Nothing worse than someone going into your room while you were gone and seeing a trash filled with pubes. Especially when many knew I was going to visit a childhood friend. Living amongst your best friends it would be weird if you disappeared for 3-4 hours. Everyone knew each other's class schedule and who you were dating. Absolutely no privacy. As much as I wanted someone to know I sucked dick, I didn't need them finding out.
So Sean crawls between my legs and starts rubbing my dick on the outside of my jeans. I lay back getting ready and look down when our eyes meet. As gay as it sounds he had a twinkle in his eye. Its all he wanted. As I got hard he unzipped my jeans and I lifted my ass off the sofa so he could pull them down with my boxers. Most of the time he just slid them down but this time he took them off. I had to slip off my shoes in order for them to get off. It was strange because we rarely got fully naked. There was that time in his parent's shower in high school, but we mostly sucked dick and then went back to life. There was nothing romantic about it. This wasn't a relationship as in a couple. This was me being available so he could suck my dick when he got the urge.
By the time my jeans, boxers and shoes were off I was fully hard and dripping precum. He took his thumb and wiped it away and then put me in his mouth. He was so warm as he licked up my shaft. He didn't make a comment about me trimming but I knew he appreciated it. As I heard him moaning I put my hand on his head. Not in a forceful way but I ran my fingers through his hair. He didn't push my hand away so I slid down to his face. It was the most intimate we'd ever been and he didn't resist. A few times our eyes met and he just kept sucking my dick. Never taking me out of his mouth for air. After a few minutes it was my turn. I wasn't there to get a blowjob, I was there to give a blowjob. I looked down at him as the moaning continued and the next time our eyes met I asked if I could do him for a little. He ignored me for a few seconds and then took me out of his mouth. We were both only interested in sucking each other, not getting sucked.
Sean got up and sat down next to me on the sofa. I got on the floor and moved between his legs. He was wearing sweats and you could see he was fully hard. I pulled down his sweats and boxers and there was his one eyed monster staring back at me. Glistening with precum and the hardest I'd ever seen him. He was ready to go. I wiped away the precum and went to his balls first. He never liked me playing with his balls but I wanted to taste them. I got them both in my mouth and moved my tongue over them. He started jacking off. I swatted his hand away. Sean could barely last a minute when I had my mouth on his dick. I wasn't going to let him bust before I got a taste. He then pushed his hard dick down towards my face giving me the signal. He wanted to be in my mouth. I took his balls out of my mouth and licked up his shaft until I got to that little knot under his pee slit. I massaged my tongue over his pee slit licking up the precum as it oozed out of his dick. Sean was hard. He was horny. He seemed bigger and thicker than he ever had been before. Just as I was getting in my groove he pulled out of my mouth. I looked up and he told me he was about to bust and he wasn't ready. He wanted this to go on a little longer. He picked me up off the floor and put me back on the couch where he went back to my dick. This time he left the precum and just put me in his mouth.
Sean would get so worked up sucking my dick that by the time I got him in my mouth he was ready to go. Every single time. With me it always took longer. I really wasn't interested in getting my dick sucked. It felt good. Sean gave good head but I wanted him in my mouth, not the other way around. I started to pull out of his mouth and he gave me the look, assuming I was about to finish. I told him I still had more time but I wanted back on his dick. He didn't want off my dick so he suggested we try something we'd never done before.
He told me to get up and we walked to the other side of the coffee table. He got down on the floor and then told me to lay down in the opposite direction. It was genius. I had never 69 before and didn't really know much about it. Now we could both get what we really wanted. I went to work. Sean would never take his hands off my dick. He never held my ass, went for my hole or grabbed my nuts. He only wanted to grip and hold my dick. I always played with his balls, put them in and out of my mouth, jacked him off, grabbed his ass and got my fingers close to his hole. Each time I put my hand on his ass or got close to his hole he would push me away. He was not interested in my ass and had no interest in me getting his ass. This was exclusively a dick sucking relationship.
We 69 for what felt like an eternity. Normally our sessions never lasted more than 10 minutes. Sean could never last and always seemed to be so horny he didn't want to edge. This particular afternoon our session went 30 minutes. In fact, there were 2 times I had to get him off my dick to prevent me from busting. I think he pulled me off 4 times. It was finally time to finish and as always, I had to go first. I gave him the signal and he took me out of this mouth and pumped me until my last rope of cum came out. I never orgasmed as much in my life. I didn't want it to end. He squeezed the last drop of cum from my pee slit and got up off the floor. He walked into the kitchen with his ass towards me and when I heard a grunt and a groan, I knew he was done. Once again, never seeing him finish.
I was laying on the floor, naked, dick deflating and covered in my cum. I almost felt paralyzed. As my breathing slowed Sean came over to me and handed me a paper towel. He already had his sweats back on and kind of dropped the paper towel on my as he walked away towards the sofa. Once he got off he had no interest in me or my dick. It almost felt like he was turned off by my naked body. A dick only minutes before he couldn't get out of his mouth. I wiped up, threw away the paper towel, walked back to the sofa and grabbed my clothes. As I got dressed he stared at the tv, never looking at me once. Once dressed I sat down and went back to staring at whatever was on the tv. We sat in silence for a few minutes and then I got up to leave. He didn't say anything, just stared at the tv. As I got to the door I told him I'd see him next time and he nodded. I walked outside, got in my car and made the 1 hour drive back to my fraternity. Hard the entire time. I still had the taste of his dick in my mouth and didn't want it to go away. When I got back to the frat house I adjusted my dick in my jeans, went to my room, locked my door, stripped down naked and jacked off. Licking my lips and tasting Sean's dick, I closed my eyes and imagined myself back on his apartment floor. All I wanted was to suck his dick. Ropes of cum and a quick cleanup later, I needed to get in the shower. I didn't want anyone to smell Sean on me. Within minutes I was back on the sofa catching up with some of my brothers. No one the wiser.
Every time I drove back home I wondered why I never asked if I could spend the night. He always seemed so disgusted by our sessions but in high school, we spent the night together many times. Sometimes even going at it twice in one night. Something was different. He wanted my dick and after he got it he seemed disgusted with himself. I never felt that way. I could easily separate our dick sucking sessions from our friendship but it was too much for him. Either self hatred, denial or he wanted me but couldn't admit it. I will never know what was going through his mind.
All these years later, as I type this, I can still see and taste his dick in my mouth. The perfect curve and thickness that slides down my throat. The large mushroom that I'd suck between my lips tasting drops of precum. The hardness of his dick as I held it in my hand. If he called me right now I'd stop writing this chapter and be on my knees in minutes. I guess one never really gets over their first. As I jacked off last night thinking about this chapter, my mind immediately went to him fucking me. I never wanted it when we were younger but no one has ever been inside me. If Sean is reading, you're the only guy I want inside me. Tell me the time and place and I will be there. The only condition is I get to suck you before you enter. I want to taste you one more time and then do what you want with me. As always, no expectations.
Next time I get a little more bold. Stay tuned for chapter 5.
I really enjoy writing these chapters and reliving that time in my life. This is 100% true.