Written by redwheels [ultf113] Spring 2002
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"I'm gonna miss you so much!" I said, hugging Kev one last time.
"Just two weeks Sandy," he said.
I was about to leave our apartment for winter break. My last as a graduate student. My winter coat made that sliding sound as we loosened the hug.
"I love you..."
He gently smiled. God, I was getting another hard-on and the plane was taking off in two hours... We shared a long, soft kiss.
"Mmmmm, Kev..." I said, feeling ready for tears to flow over this bittersweet moment.
"Take care of yourself Sandy," he said, softly brushing my hair back and petting my fuzzy nape.
"Yeah. Well. The time has come," I said.
"Why don't you just tell them now on the phone?" he asked.
I took a breath. Kev meant so much more to me than my family. To leave his touch, his understanding, his warmth for another disastrous round of holiday tension with my family... I let go of my beloved and walked to the phone. Tapped in the number.
"I can't believe it... Sandy!" he said with a smile. He came over and held my free hand.
"I got the machine," I said. I waited for the message to finish.
"Hi Mom and Dad, this is Sandy. Uh, there's been a slight change of plans at the last minute..."
Kevin closed his eyes and held my hand tighter;
"You remember my room mate Kevin? Well, the truth is, I've been in love with him for two and a half years, and I've got to tell you all, I'd much rather stay home with him this year, and hopefully be with him the rest of my life..."
The phone clicked. "Sandy, what the hell is this?!? You've got to be joking," said my Dad.
"Hi Dad." I smiled over to Kev.
"No, it's no joke. I'm gay, in love, and it's a whole lot better than pretending I'm normal back home."
"You fucking quee" I hung up the phone.
"Well, there goes $450," Kev said, referring to the plane ticket.
I felt such new clarity in my mind. Everything in life was fresh and new again.
"It was worth it. God, I don't have to deal with them anymore!"
"That was so brave," he said as we hugged tightly again. The snowstorm outside grew stronger. I took off my coat and we went to our couch. I loved the feeling of resting my head in his lap as he sat and caressed my hair and face.
"I love you," I said, leaning my head back to his warm lap. We both wore the subtle winter-themed sweaters we exchanged last night before our small tree.
"It's such a relief for both of us to be out now," he said, caressing my temple with the tops of his curled fingers.
The phone jaboodled, startling me. My heart was still beating fast after my impulsive, years in the making coming out call. Kev picked up the cordless from the stand.
"It's for you," he said after answering.
"Hello? Yes. Oh. That's fine. Actually I had just changed my mind and... Okay. Thanks for calling. You too.
Bye."
Kev looked down at me.
"Snowstorm," I said with satisfaction. "They cancelled the flight and I'll get a refund by mail."
He laughed. I laughed with him, loving how his lap moved. I felt content and happy so close to him.
He laughed again as he began saying, "So... You didn't really have to make that call home after all."
I thought about it, feeling warm inside. Out of the closet.
And I announced it about our love, not just my own sexuality. I was free to live my life in truth.
"I'm glad it was over quick. It was pretty cool telling it to the machine too... I can just imagine them playing the message back. And going off in the car to services knowing their son is... one of THEM!"
"There's only one of you, Sandy," he said. "And I totally love him."
He leaned down and I stretched up for first Out kiss. I tingled, fully enjoying our intimate connection. I rested down again and exhaled.
"So what's on for today?" I said, as if I needed to ask.
Kev turned to look out our windows.
"I think we're snowed in for now Sandy," he sighed.
"Maybe we should change the message on our machine..." I said.
"Yeah. Good idea."
I pressed my head back into Kev's lap as we got up. Our little game... We pressed the outgoing message button on our phone;
"Hi, this is Kevin"
"and Sandy's"
"machine. Leave a message at the tone"
"Bye now."
Our voices were so warm, clear, and true.
"There," Kev said, "that should be nicer than the old one."
We rose up to stand side by side. I had to hug him again;
"Oh Kevin," I softly said, my hands feeling his muscular back through his thick sweater. His hands moved down to my back pockets. I smiled through our kiss...
"Shall we?" he said. My dick felt so good, pink and hard inside my pants. Yes.
"Mmm hmm."
We walked into our plain white bedroom. I got my boots off as he twirled the blinds 90% closed. I began undressing, watching my beautiful love turn on our stereo and CD changer. The mix from last night was still loaded; A couple of relaxing piano discs, Sharon Isbin's guitar, and slow love songs of the 1940s, sung by the soothing, warmly recorded voices of men.
I stood naked at the edge of our bed as Kev walked around to turn every light on. We liked it bright, especially with these true color bulbs, so much better than standard yellowish ones.
One of my favorite piano pieces, "Eastern wind" came on as Kev slipped out of his clothes. He approached and stood before me. I saw his pale, slender nude body reflected in our mirror. Gorgeous. I sat back on the bed. He placed his hands on my shoulders. I closed my eyes and began kissing his abs and rising penis...
He caressed my hair and pulled my head closer. I looooved giving him blow jobs! Ever so slowly, I opened my mouth and angled in to his waiting penis. Oh, the warm taste of his first drops of come... Mmmm, I kissed and licked his cock as he petted my nape and massaged the tension from my shoulders...
Kev moved himself to the bed. We slid the white cotton comforter out of the way. He liked to lie back on the pastel lavender sheets for 69... Our mouths tongues and dicks joined in a love flow... How simple, how wonderful this was. Delightfully impossible to devote my mouth to his cock as my own came under his spell of licks and hot sucking... Oh. Oh how I love our love, Kevin!
I sucked and held my beloved's penis of joy, moving my hand down to circle my middle finger round his tanned assflesh. Licking Kev's dick, tasting him, my lips firming and squeezing upon his head rim, my fingertip firmly touched to his soft pink anal bud at last...
My toes curled as Kev's fingertips brushed and caressed my firming and releasing buns. Oh. How could I hold back an orgasm when he started playing with my soft scrotum and aching balls within? Yet I loved going higher... Tightening my own ass to get past this pleasure wave. Okay.
Okay. Yeah... keep it going Kev!
My fingers pressed to his soft ass. I rubbed him faster, still sucking him harder and harder. Our bodies in all this white light... I had to fuck him hot... Now...
I sucked him in deep one last time, hoping he would come... No. Okay. I rose, my hot dick slipping from his lips, and got our tube of K-Y from the nightstand. The graceful lines of the heroic Isbin's nimble classical guitar virtuosity... Kev smiled over to me as I came back and pressed the left side of his ass with my hand. He quickly turned and got ready, on knees and elbows for our favorite play...
"I'm ready for you Sandy," he softly whispered, curving his back down and lifting his perfect ass up high for me. His defined shoulders, oh!
"Mmmm, you are so beautiful Kev," I said.
"Take me..."
His calves twisted around mine as I got into final position.
Uhhhhmmm, my hard rod tunneled in his glistening pink body... Mmm! Oh yes, I fucked him tight...
"Oh!" he said in a high pitched breath.
We rocked and pumped, his fine velvety ass squeezing out my throbbing gelled penis in between deep, deep, burning thrusts. I closed my eyes in ecstasy at this realization of sexual rapture... The irresistible building toward orgasm feeling like it could last forever... Our flexing bodies squeezing and slipping again and again in perfect motion.
"Sandy," he breathed... "Oh God!"
I swallowed and plunged him deep and fast. My slippery K-Y hand reached around to his dreamy cock to masturbate him while we fucked...
"Ohhh," he cried. "Sandy... Oohhh. Mmm."
I guessed I wasn't going to get buttfucked soon, but oh well... maybe tonight... Kev deserved this special gift.
A long graceful big band introduction, piano and horns setting the starlight mood... Oh God! I stuck my pumping shaft in his soft ass while jacking his stiff red dick off with both hands... Our sacred bodies dissolving into the Universe...
"Ah, aaah, aaammmhhhaaah yes. Oh. Uhh, oh mmmm yeah, it's... yes. Ohhh... Oh! Aaaah! Owww! Oh! AHHhhhhh. Oh, mmm Kev yes. Ohhh..."
Coming pleasure sprayed and spread through both of us, our gay cocks climaxing beyond joy... I tightly closed my eyes as every cell glowed with the raging wave of orgasmic power, leaving me shaking, thrusting wildly in Kev's golden butt...
Covered in tiny droplets of sweat, we slowed and slowed to a stop, I still hard inside him. Like always, it felt so wrong to know I had to leave his anal ecstasy... Oh. Mmmm.
That was soooo good Kev! Sorry, we can hold each other when...
I let him squeeze me out one last time. I took his anal push and slid my softening cock free, my love's little round pink anus squeezing out a dripping line of come and lube soon after... Oh what a perfect fuck! Kev's dripping cock tilted to his body as he collapsed and turned to face me... We came together in a weak embrace, our hearts and lungs slowly relaxing back to normal. We gazed into each other's souls, our eyelids slowly blinking. Oh how I loved him... loved sex with him... faithful to me all this time... His caring love and acceptance!
"Sandy... thank you. I was wondering if it could ever be this great again..."
I breathed out and gently kissed his lips, weakly bringing my hand down to caress the side of his ribs... My Kevin, so clearly the One for me...
"We're free men now..." I said.
"Mmmm."
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