Sex, Power and Unlimited Texts
By Dolphin Dan
*** WARNING ***
This story contains descriptions of consensual sexual acts between members of the same gender. If it is illegal or morally objectionable for you to view this material, please do not continue.
I collect people's stories of their sexual experiences, particularly males with other males. This is the true story of a friend of mine who I'll call Jeremy and his relations with a younger guy, Michael. They lived in different towns about 2 hours away from each other, and their relationship was carried out almost exclusively over text messages. They sent a staggering amount of messages to each other, sometimes 60 or 70 a day, and many were sexually explicit. I dated Jeremy briefly but we have remained friends. One time when we were drinking Jeremy showed me some of his messages with Michael which he had saved (this was after the relationship was over) and I thought they might be interesting to record. Eventually I got both Jeremy and Michael's permission to put the texts into a story and they each sent me what they had saved from their sides of the conversation. Some texts are missing on one or both sides and I have omitted texts about mundane matters that don't really concern their relationship. What you see here is probably less than 20% of the texts they sent to each other. I've changed names and recognizable details, and made a couple of other very minor changes but for the most part these have been left raw even with spelling/typing errors. It looks like a play because I'm showing who is speaking before each message. I've also indicated passage of time where it's relevant. Remember, these are text messages traded by cell phone.
Background: at the time this happened, which was a couple of years ago, Jeremy was 19 and attending college. Michael was 15 and a sophomore in high school. I believe they met at a party thrown by a mutual acquaintance (Michael went to the high school Jeremy had graduated from a year before). Jeremy said they "fooled around" after the party and evidently their first sexual contact was in a hot tub at the party. They decided to have a relationship and get together when they could, which wasn't often. Jeremy was a big guy, very tall, about 6'5" and chubby. He had done some wrestling in high school and could be physically very powerful. Michael was much thinner, but very cute, with long dark hair and bright eyes. He looked like he could have been part Native American. It kind of shocked me that Jeremy, who isn't that handsome, scored such a nice looking kid. The physical dynamic is important as you'll see. At the time neither boy's friends or family knew they were gay.
JEREMY: How are you today my little cum rag? Hehe
MICHAEL: Oh i like when u call me that
JEREMY: Did you jack off this morning?
MICHAEL: yes
JEREMY: Where & when?
MICHAEL: shower guess it was about 7AM
JEREMY: You thought about me, right?
M: yes
J: Good. You got to know I get jealous. You even look at another boy I will be very very angry. OK?
M: i would not look at other boys
J: Good. What did you imagine we were doing? While u were jacking in shower I mean.
M: suck dick
J: I was sucking your dick or you were sucking mine?
M: i was sucking u
J: Good. I would love to suck your cock but it will be time & place of my choosing. When you have been good. Hehe. See how this works?
M: u're goinig to tell me what to do?
J: Yes. You need to learn how to pleasure a man. I will teach you this.
M: i know how to pleasure boys
J: How many boys have you pleasured? Who were they?
M: nobody important
J: NOT ACCEPTABLE ANSWER. You tell me who they were & what you did with them.
M: i only been with 2.
M: damn i wanna jack off
J: You're not finished telling me. Who were they & what did you do?
J [later]: It's late. Good night Mike, hard thinking about ya right now. ;)
[The next day].
MICHAEL: morning. Man i had a huge boner this morning. I jacked in bed & came all over my sheets. Thought about u
JEREMY: Good morning. Describe your fantasy of me? ;)
M: you were sucking my dick n licking my balls
J: I will never lick your balls. You will lick my balls whenever I tell you to do it, though.
M: u making me hard again. I'm on the bus. Can't jack off
J: Reach into your pocket.
M: ???
J: Reach into your pocket and stroke your dick through your underwear. You can do that cant you?
M: doin it
M: feels good
M: texting w 1 hand haha
M: got to school. Wish i could have cum
J: You got me so hot little buddy.
M: ur dick hard?
J: Throbbing hard.
M: do somethin about it
J: I'm in a bathroom at the college. Just took my dick out and stroked it. Wish you were here to bend down and take it in your mouth
M: I'm at school but keep going
J: Can't help it. I have to jack off.
M: yeah! Jack ur dick
J: Just came. Oh man it was good.
M: what u think about?
J: You taking my dick in your mouth. All the way. & when I say all the way I mean ALL THE WAY
M: u want me to deep throat u?
J: Oh yeah. You are going to deep throat me Michael.
M: i take your hard cock all the way down my throat
J: Yeah. All the way to my balls. In fact I want you to take my balls in your mouth too if you can. It's hard but with practice you can do it.
M: i want to
M: take u all the way to yur balls
M: & you cum at the back of my throat
J: You swallow all my cum?
M: oh yeah
M: i lick your dick like a leaky faucet
M: hehe
J: More like a fire hydrant. I cum a lot.
M: how much u cum?
J: It's a good handful. You saw me naked this summer. You know I got big balls. Big balls = lots of cum.
M: & big dick too
M: my dicks so small, i feel bad around u :(
J: Don't feel bad. You're 15. You'll fill out.
M: playin with my cock again, schools out & I'm home
J: Are you thinking about sucking me?
M: yes ur fire haydrant cum down my throat
J: Maybe not down your throat. Maybe somewhere else.
M: butt?
J. Anywhere I want. My mood can change. Some time I may want to shoot a load down your throat. Some time else, cum on your face.
J: And some time I will want to shoot a load into your butt.
J: Gonna warn you Michael, I am going into your butt next time we are together.
M: im done jackin
M: messages were so hot
J: Where did you cum just now?
M: underware
J: You had you runderwear on?
M: no i keep old pair of underwr in drawer as cum rag
J: What type & size is your cum rag shorts?
M: size 12 hanes havent warn em in years too small
M: i wash em in sink when they get nasty which is often haha
J: What size underwear you wear now?
M: 16
J: Haha youre still on boys sizes. points and laughs
M: fuck you
J: NEVER SAY THAT TO ME
M: sorry
J: I MEAN IT, NEVER SAY ANYTHING LIK E THAT TO ME AGAIN
M: ok said I was sorry
J: Youre a man when you graduate to real sizes.
M: what r u?
J: I'm a size 36. Thats a waist inch measurement. Once you get out of boys sizes youll know, youll jump from 16 to 28 probably.
M: 36 shit youre big
J: Well I'm a big boy.
M: yeah u are
M: man im gettin hard again
M: thinking about your big dick and big balls
J: Well, jack off.
M: doin it
M: done
J: Did you cum?
M: of course i cum
J: Into those underwear?
M: ya
J: I'm going to jack off too. Thinking about your sweet lil butt and what it will feel like to put my dick in it :)
M: oh ya
J: I'm masturbating
M: ya crank it big boy
M: you cum?
J: Yes I came. I came really hard thinking about you.
M: feel good?
J: Spurting all over the place. Hell yeah feels good. Can't wait til I do it in your butt.
M: good i want to make u feel good
M: in my butt is good
J: You want to give me sex pleasure?
M: ya
M: with my mouth n my butt
J: You will some day soon.
M: I want to
J: Good night.
M: nite
[At least 2 days of messages are missing at this point].
JEREMY: How many times a day do you usually masturbate?
M: about 3
J: Did you j/o other times yesterday without telling me?
M: what do u mean
J: How many times did you jack off yesterday?
M: I think 2
J: 1 time was in the shower. What was the other?
M: i jacked when i came home from school. Do that a lot
J: OK. From now on you tell me every time you jack off. OK?
M: why do u want to know that?
J: I want to know when you are experiencing sex pleasure.
M: haha ok
J: You didn't finish the story the other day. You were with 2 boys before me. Who were they & what did you do with them?
M: c'mon man get off my case
J: DON'T YOU EVER TALK BACK TO ME!
M: damn you're bossy
M: you mad?
J: Not mad, I told you I'm just jealous. The thought of you being with other boys makes me want to kill them.
M: what does that have to do with u yelling at me? wtf?
J: Just don't talk back to me, thats all. You want to be my boyfriend you agree to my rules. You're 15 and dont know what youre doing. You need older guy to tell you.
M: ok
J: You agree never to talk back to me ever?
M: yeah
M: oh im jacking off in a min
J: Good boy.
M: done masterbateing
M: think about u
J: Now answer my question. Other boys you were with and what did you do?
M: jared & andrew
J: Who were they?
M: jared my cousin
J: You had sex with your cousin?
M: what do u mean by sex, haha
J: What did you do with Jared?
M: strokin
J: You masturbated with him?
M: he made me stroke him
M: he older than me
J: How much older?
M: 4 yrs same as u
M: this happen when i 11
J: He was 15, you were 11?
M: yes
J: He made you touch his penis? & masturbate him?
M: ya
J: Did you do this willingly<?
M: more r less
J: What the fuck does that mean, more or less? Give me a fucking straight answer!
M: yes it was willing
M: jeezus youre bossy. Why u yell at me all the time?
J: It's for your own good. You need to learn to respect an older guy. Especially when he's trying to give you sex advice. Seriously, you need to know this stuff.
M: ok I sorry
J: Did Jared have a big penis?
M: ya pretty big
J: How big?
M: shit man i dont know it was years ago
J: 6 inches?
M: ya maybe
J; That is big for 15. Your penis isnt that big now.
M: why u keep saying penis, haha. cock dick schlong wang!!!!!
J: Words are important. If you control words you control a conversation. Now on you will not use any of those words. You refer to male organ you say penis, ok?
M: male organ lmao
M: jackin off soon
J: Thanks for telling me.
M: done
J: What was your fantasy?
M: afraid 2 say
J: I won't be angry. What did you think about?
M: jared
J: What did he make you do?
M: told u, stroke his cock
J: What did I tell you? Use the right word.
M: lol. why
J: What did I say earlier about not talking back to me?
M: not talk back! just askin
J: You aren't going to be like this when we're together in person are you?
M: like what
J: Snippy, questioning everything.
M: wtf man???
J: Let's go back to Jared. Howd he get you to masturbate him? did he threaten you?
M: not really. Said kinda like you, he was older, kne w what to do & i should do it to him as good cuzin
J: So he told you that you should do it because you were younger and you owed him?
M: ya
M: i guess he did sort of threaten
M: said if I didnt hed fight me
J: Fight you?
M: yeah, wrestlin
M: he was bigger than me, would have kicked my ass
J: So you agreed to jack him off because he was going to beat you up if you didn't.
M: no, not beat me up. just wrestle & he wouldve won, he much bigger & stronger than me
J: But the point is he was going to take it out on you physically if you didn't agree, and thats why you did it?
M: ya & i wanted it too
J: Did he cum in your hand?
M: dont rememebr. dont think so. i remembr his cum shootin out though
J: What kind of noises did he make?
M: lol what?
J: Was he a panter, a groaner, or a grunter?
M: lol. when he cum he go "uh uh uh" like u did in the hot tub
M: gettin hot again
J: Go for it!
M: cummed. 3rd time today
J: Was it good?
M: oh yeah
J: Tomorrow we'll talk about Andrew.
M: rather talk about what u want to do to me
M: haha my balls so empty right now
M: & my dick hurt
M: PENIS sorry penis
M: haha ure so weird man but i like you.
J: Good night, cum rag.
M: nite
[The next day. Messages early in the day are missing. Where they pick up I assume they are discussing Andrew].
J: So this was last year?
M: ya
J: You were 14 and Andrew was how old?
M: 13
J: Wow, that's young to be dating, especially other guys.
M: he was my bf [boyfriend]
M: i loved Andy :(
J: What happened?
M: after we fool like 3 times he say he didnt feel good about it
M: he dumped me
J: What did you do with Andrew?
M: sucked him n made him suck me which he didnt like
J: You made him, how?
M: asked him to, said if he loved me hed do it
M: he did it but only for a little while
M: didnt seem to like it. took my penis out of his mouth n said can we do it other way
J: What do you mean "do it other way?"
M: me sucking him
J: So you sucked his penis?
M: yea
J: You sucked him until he came?
M: ya
M: starting to jack off now
M: done, i cummed
J: It's "came" not "cummed"
M: why are you so strict about words
J: I told you, control words = control conversation. I wish we could be together but right now all we got is words.
J: I wish I could suck you and fuck you and cum in you and on you every day but I can't. :(
M: ok
M: i kinda like your thing with words
J: Did Andy have a big penis?
M: lol no it was real small
M: he was only 13
J: Could he cum?
M: ya little bit. he shot couple drops into my mouth but not nearly as much as i cum even at his age.
M: he had a great penis though
J: What was great about it?
M: perfect straight. i mean like straight as arrow. Urs is a little crooked haha
J: Yes my penis is a bit curved. But would fit in you better.
M: dont you mean butt would fit in me? haha
J: So you just jacked off? Did you cum in your usual cum rag, your old underwear?
M: no was in bathroom, cummed in the toilet lol
J: It's CAME not CUMMED. Damn you Michael!
M: sorry
M: ok i am really sorry I said I like this thing with words. I am sorry I used the wrong word.
J: You're learning. :)
J: I don't like you coming in the toilet. Wasting sperm. Want you to use a catch rag from now on.
M: well my underwr is getting nasty
M: what do i use?
J: You seem to like coming in underwear, so why not another pair?
M: dont have any more old ones
J: I don't mean old ones. Maybe what you're wearing now?
M: but I wear those every day.
M: haha i meant the kind of underwear i got now. not the same pair every day. that would be gross lol
J: It's time for you to move up anyway from boys underwear to mans. You say you go to the mall sometimes, go there tomorrow after school.
M: why?
J: Get yourself some new shorts. I will send you $$ if you need it.
M: youd do that
J: Only if you do what I ask.
[It appears this conversation continued into the next day].
M: ok you will mail me some $?
J: I'll put 2 $20 bills in the mail to you today.
[Note: Jeremy's family was wealthy. The guy always had top notch stereo equipment, new car at 16, lots of spending money, etc.]
M: ok thanks babe :)
J: But you will buy what i want. Boxer briefs size 28 or whatever your waist is. DO NOT BUY BOXER SHORTS.
M: ok will do what u want
M: i want to make you happy :)
J: In the mean time, you will start using your old underwear as cum rags. But don't get rid of that size 12 one. I have plans for that.
M: plans? lol what plans
J: You're going to wear it to school tomorrow.
M: WHUT?
J: You heard me. Your old cum rag briefs, wear them under your clothes tomorrow at school. And no washing them in between.
M: cant do that
J: Why the fuck not?
M: too small
J: I don't give a shit. You will do what I say.
M: man its going to be uncomfortblel!
J: That's the point. You must suffer a little bit.
M: why?
J: Because I said so, that's why.
M: why u do this to me?
J: DON'T YOU DARE TALK BACK TO ME!
M: sorry
M: ok, will do what you want
M: schools out, on the bus to the mall
M: oh forgot to tell you, jacked off at the end of day in bathroom
J: Oh? Where did you cum?
M: my hand
J: You just wiped it off?
M: no i licked it off! :)
M: sometimes i like to eat my own cum
J: Good, good boy! You make Jeremy happy. I'm gonna masturbate.
M: do it big boy
M: u coming?
J: Just came. Man, it was good.
M: got 3 packags size 28 waist jockey boxer briefs. u care about color?
J: No. But what colors are they?
M: some blue, some black, some white
J: You've done well little buddy!
M: thanks
J: Now you can start using your old shorts as cum rags.
M: yup. u happy?
J: Yes. You're such an obedient little cum rag. ;)
M: i like making u happy
M: an I will wear those shorts to school tomorrow like u said
[As an observer, the dynamic of this conversation is very interesting. Jeremy has been steadily drawing the younger boy into his power. First he defines the words he uses--the explicit prohibition of any word other than "penis," which Michael has adopted. He's demanded details about Michael's past intimacy and also demanded an update every time Michael masturbates, which is a subtle way of exerting ownership over Michael's sexuality. Now Jeremy's influence is manifesting itself in a specific physical way, that regarding the underwear. Notice that Michael has acquiesced to every demand. The resistance he's put up, if any, is token at best. Also notice Michael has not exacted any other demands in exchange for his obedience to Jeremy. This is where I began to become very interested in this relationship, which again is conducted almost entirely by very impersonal means].
TO BE CONTINUED...