Shawn

SHAWN By Lee Mariner

September 2002

DISCLAIMER: This is a gay fantasy and it depicts homosexual acts involving young men. All characters are fictional and in no way related to any person or persons living or deceased. Any such perceived similarity is purely coincidental. Any geographic location used is not indicative of the general life style within those locations. IF YOU ARE NOT OF LEGAL AGE TO BE READING THIS STORY OR YOU DO NOT APPROVE OF SUCH MATERIAL, PLEASE LEAVE.

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Copyright: September 2002 - Author: Lee Mariner - All Rights are Reserved.

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Chapter #11

Holding Shawn's hand we broke into a trot catching up with Paul and Mark as they were going through the gate. The morning chill was dissipating as the sun rose in the light blue sky. The little marble boy was peeing into the pool, the water rings rippling away over the glass surface from where his stream hit.

The pool and patio area looked different from when we left, the glasses and empty containers we had left on the tables were missing along with the used towels. The doors into the cabanas were closed and the patio furniture had been re-arranged from the way it was before we left for brunch.

"Mark, has someone been here while we were gone?" I asked.

"Probably Constantine and Carlo, Kevin. They take care of the place for us. You and Shawn met Carlo at the motel if you remember. He works there and he and his mother work for us. I'm going to work out a little and help my breakfast settle some, anyone care to join me?"

"Sure Mark, I would." Shawn said. "I'll get my shorts and be right down. I haven't worked up a good sweat since we did the other night."

"You can if you want Shawn but there are sweat shorts or jockstraps in the cabana, you can use either one if you want. Paul, how about you and Kevin?"

"Sorry Mark but I don't have enough time for a workout, maybe a relaxing soak in the hot tub before I leave for work." Paul answered.

"I think I'll join Paul if he doesn't mind, you and Shawn go ahead. "

"No mind at all Kev, plenty of room for two." Paul said opening the doors into the hot tub cabana.

"Suit yourselves, Shawn and I will join you a little later. It won't be a long work out though; I want to be on the way between 1:30 and 2PM. I still have to call Uncle Lee about you two meeting us at the Black Hawke tomorrow."

Paul had gone on inside while Mark was talking and was already in the hot tub. The clothes he had been wearing were on the back of a chair. He had his arms resting on the lip of the tub and his head laying on one of the several waterproof cushions with his eyes closed and his legs stretched out. The water was bubbling gently but I could see he was naked. Paul's lean muscled chest glistened from the wetness and overhead lights and his cock waved back and forth from the current of the water swirling in the tub. My cock started swelling and stretching when he lifted his head looking at me saying a little seductively "come on in Kev, this feels great."

I could feel his sparkling green eyes gazing at me as I removed my clothes and hung them on the back of another chair. If he noticed my still half hard cock he didn't give any indication he did. Sitting on the edge of the tub I swung my legs over and in the water slipping down in. The water was just of the verge of being too hot but Paul was right, it felt great and I sighed softly as the warmth swirled around me, my muscles relaxing.

"I told you it was great Kev."

"Your right Paul, it feels wonderful, even better than yesterday I think."

"You and Shawn were in here with Mark?"

" Yesterday after we came back from brunch on the Saint Sacrement with him and Erik Kosterman. Mark invited us too stay with him instead of the motel."

"Mark told me you had met Erik at the Holiday Inn, what did you think of Erik?"

"I guess he is okay, we don't know much about him though. Do you know him?"

"Oh sure, not many gay guys in the Adirondack's that doesn't know Erik. He could be a nice guy but Erik has big ideas and lacks the abilities he needs to do better then he does. The only thing we have in common is blond hair and green eyes. Which one of you did he try seducing? I'll bet it was you."

I choked a little over the directness of his question and Paul smiled slightly.

"Sorry Kev, none of my business. I shouldn't have asked you."

"No Paul, that's okay. It was just a little suprising that's all. Did Mark tell you anything?"

"Mark? Oh no not Mark. One thing I have learned about Mark is that he does not discuss certain things and this is one of them. I don't know if you have noticed it or not but he will talk about some things but only in general about others. He told me you had met Erik and knowing Erik and meeting you it was not difficult to put two and two together. That's being a little arrogant on my part Kev. I shouldn't be making assumptions. Forgive me."

"There's nothing to be forgiven for Paul, not when you are right. He did approach me while Shawn and Mark were working out. He caught me at a bad time I guess, Shawn and I are still working on our relationship. We both were involved with him later in the evening thinking we both should share but that was and is ridicules. "

"Mark mentioned that you and Shawn had not been together very long. It takes time and we all have our weak moments. Fidelity between gay men is extremely difficult; it takes a lot of work and understanding. In some ways I think a brief affair will often strengthen a relationship if the reasons for it are understood between you and your lover."

"Gee Paul." I said sliding a little closer too him. "Your talking about something I have been thinking about but I'm not sure about discussing it with Shawn. Our meeting was strictly physical at first but it has become more than that now. At least I think it has and I'm pretty sure he feels the same way, especially after the debacle with Erik. At first Erik was exciting and I think we both wanted to find out what would happen if we were in bed with him. I don't know Paul, it was all so confusing and I felt a little ashamed afterwards. Erik wanted to meet again without Shawn but I couldn't do that too Shawn. Damn, why am I telling you all of this? Jesus, we've only just met."

"Why Kev? Because you wanted to talk about it, sort of get it out of your system. True, we have only just met but sometimes it is easier too talk with a disinterested party although I am not totally disinterested. I find you extremely attractive."

"And what comes next Paul?" I said quietly a little embarrassed from the way the conversation had developed. Paul had spoken my thoughts, I found him just as attractive.

"Nothing really even though I would enjoy being in bed with you. Until you and Shawn figure out what you both want, you are too vulnerable. If I'm not mistaken Mark is finding out the same thing from Shawn."

It was as if a sudden burst of light had illuminated everything when Paul spoke about Mark and Shawn.

"Paul, are you saying this was a setup? You and I alone and Mark with Shawn?"

"If you want to use that crude term Kevin and think about it like that I guess you could say so. I think of it more as helping out two friends. But I don't think you are that naive Kevin. We both have seen how you and Shawn glance at others and us a little furtively and then look to see if either one of you caught the other looking. I rather enjoyed it though, sort of builds the ego a little when you think about it. Mark is a lot subtler in learning things about someone he finds attractive then I am. But I do know this, if Shawn is talking with Mark like you have been with me he will not take advantage of Shawn no more then I would of you."

"I didn't think I was being that obvious Paul but Shawn, I don't think so."

"Really Kev, why not? You haven't seen the attraction between Mark and Shawn? It's pretty obvious but you probably didn't want to see it or think Shawn might be attracted too someone else. That is being really naïve Kevin or afraid of what you might find out. The only way you will ever really know if you love Shawn is if you test it and discuss your feelings with each other. I'm not telling you that you must test it by falling in bed with just anyone. Once you and he really understand the meaning of your love for each other and aren't afraid of a casual affair and don't let it eat you alive you will really understand what that love is. Mark and his uncle understand each other and they know the bond between them will never be broken by an occasional affair. Do you think he would have gone to bed with me last night if he was afraid of what his uncle would say? I've been in bed with both of them and they both know it. Mark and Lee are absolutely and completely devoted too each other and no physical encounter with someone else will ever destroy that bond."

"Do you love Mark... Paul?"

"Almost from the time we met two years ago. He and his uncle were staying at the Henry while this place was being renovated; I was working there then. A good friend of mine worked as a fitness instructor and I was filling in for him one day when I met Mark. I can remember it as if it were yesterday. He came into the center wearing a black spandex swimming suit and it was like two magnets pulling together. Fitness instruction he did not need but we worked out and swam together. I was hooked and have been ever since. If you haven't noticed it, Mark is a very special person. At least to me and his uncle he is."

"You have it worse then me Paul. I felt pretty much the same way when I met Shawn. There is something about him that goes beyond physical. I know its there, I can feel it but its hard to put into words. In bed with him time stops. He is all beautifully formed muscle but as gentle as you could want and he makes me feel like he really needs me. Not for the money I have but me for me."

"Has anyone else made you feel the way Shawn does Kev?"

"I thought so once before Paul but he was using me. I was to damn dumb and didn't see it. A friend much like you told me what he was doing but even then I didn't want to believe it until I caught him in bed with another so called friend."

"There was another element Kev. The guy you were with wanted more then just you. He traded on your feelings but he wanted more and wasn't honest about it. Lack of honesty is the single thing that breaks most relationships apart. Do you remember the story about the Prince and the Pauper? The Prince was smothered by wealth but lacked love. The Pauper had friends who loved him but he thought he wanted what the Prince had. After they switched places they both found out differently and became fast friends. You and Shawn seem to be like that. Be honest with each other and share your feelings. Hiding them will only get harder until you do. By then it might be to late."

Moving closer I looked into Paul's eyes, "would you go to bed with me now Paul?"

He looked at me for what seemed a long time before answering. Moving his body sideways facing me, he placed his hand on my chest, "are you sure that is what you want Kev? I haven't been trying to seduce you but I don't want this if you are going to have regrets and feel guilty afterwards. I've wanted you since we met last night but and it's a big BUT. If you cannot be honest about what you want out of fear for what Shawn might say or do then I would rather not. If it would make you feel better about it, Mark has wanted Shawn. But neither he nor I would want to come between the two of you. We like you both and not because Mark and I would like to have sex with you or Shawn. Separate the sex and love Kevin. Between you and I it will be for the enjoyment of each other not love. If you can do that, you both will fall more deeply in love with each other. " He said softly letting his hand slide down over my stomach and taking my hard cock in his hand squeezing it gently. His eyes smoldered like green jade looking into the depths of mine. Reaching for Paul, I pulled him a little closer brushing his lips with mine. His cock was like hot steel in my hand. Opening our lips we kissed deeply and passionately. Our tongues twisted searching and exploring. My lungs felt like the air was being sucked out of me, my heart beating faster and faster when we pulled apart.

Paul's chest was heaving and he inhaled deep and slowly exhaled. "I knew you would be something Kevin but we better get out of this tub before we turn into prunes. Grab a robe." He said swinging out of the tub.

We both looked at the workout cabana as we left ours, it was empty. The thought of what Paul had said about Mark and Shawn flashed in my head briefly and I remembered what he had said as I followed up the stairs. The door too the bedroom Shawn and I had shared was open but not the doors too Marks.

I fought the urge to open those doors and see if Paul was right and I hesitated a second. Closing the door behind me I let the robe fall from my shoulders. Paul's eyes gazed up and down over me and when his robe fell on the floor, he moved closer his thick cock starting to harden and rise reaching for mine. We embraced and it felt like two lances were fighting, struggling between us. Kissing softly we moved too the bed laying together, our hands exploring each other. His body was like soft velvet and I could feel his muscles move under my touch. Neither one of us said anything and I felt like a thick erotic fog was covering us. Paul bit my hard nipples and it was as if he had sucked the energy from me. My body collapsed and then tightened as he lip kissed slowly and deliberately over my chest and down my ribs and hard flat stomach.

It was as if some strange force assumed control of us and we were almost animals searching, biting, squeezing, and tasting each other. When his mouth engulfed my cock he swung around quickly offering his huge cock for me to take. We both swallowed, hard cocks sliding smoothly into the warmth of flesh accepting flesh. The taste of his pre-cum was sweet nectar flowing deep inside of me and I greedily sucked while his hips and mine were like piston engines driving shafts deeper and deeper.

We had lost control of our bodies. It was as if we had become automatons with no thought except reaching the climatic volcanic eruption that would release the aphrodisiac that would satisfy; quell the lust that was consuming us. I briefly remembered what Paul had said. We both had wanted the enjoyment we could give each other and draw the life force we craved, the sweet creamy nectar that would quench the fire of lust. The giving and taking equally from the wells of our bodies. Fire flowed over and through me sending my creamy sperm gushing in a thick river down Paul's throat. He groaned swallowing and swallowing again as my cock surged and jerked with each spasm. My mind went totally blank except for wanting what he was giving when his cock hardened and his cream was like a molten river filling me. He slammed his groin against my face and held my head. His sperm flowed and flowed forcing me to swallow with each spasm and I tightened my lips around his thick base squeezing.

The pressure slowly waned, muscles relaxing. I held his softening cock tight draining it dry as it slowly slipped from between my lips. He drained me so completely I was almost weak. Paul switched around holding his head up over mine his eyes gleaming. Leaning down he kissed me softly and whispered, "you were fantastic Kev, and everything I knew you would be."

"You were to Paul but it all happened so fast."

"Fast? I guess so if you think sucking each other off for 20 minutes is fast. I never knew anyone had such control. I tried everything I knew but you kept holding me off each time I thought you were going to blow your load. Your throat muscles kept me on the edge. I've never felt like that before. You must drive Shawn nuts with control like that."

"Not really, he drives me nuts. But you were great Paul, fantastic. You really had me going.."

"I enjoyed it just as much. Do you feel any different?"

"No, not really. I'm still me." I said looking up at Paul's face. "No Paul, that's not true, I do feel different, I wanted to be with you. Even as much as I love the feeling of Shawn's body next too mine, I wanted the feeling of you touching me, kissing me. It wasn't that I needed you, no, I wanted you.

I need Shawn but I wanted you if only for this one time. I'm sorry for bringing him into it all of the time but he is a part of me."

Looking at me with his soft eyes, Paul lowered his head. His lips were soft and yielding as he kissed me. He cupped my breast with his hand and squeezed gently. His tongue felt like velvet twisting and tasting my tongue and my cock was swelling hardening and creeping up over my flat stomach. Lifting his lips from mine, he whispered, sliding his smooth muscled body over mine "at least you know what you wanted, what we both wanted Kevin. Just be honest with yourself and with him."

Paul's steel hard cock slipped between my legs and I could feel it throbbing with the beating of his heart matching mine. Locking my hands behind his neck, looking deep in his smoldering eyes I lifted my hips slightly feeling the length of his cock sliding over my asshole. "Fuck me Paul." I said softly.

"I was hoping you would ask Kevin. Do you have condoms and lubricant?"

"Do we need them? I like it bareback."

"I don't need the protection Kev but what about you?"

Looking at his face, I sighed saying, "If you don't Paul, I don't. Be gentle though, you are a little bigger then Sh....normal." He smiled softly nuzzling my nose "not by much Kev, not by much."

For all of his size, Paul slipped inside of me with ease and very little pain with only spit as a lubricant. He leaned into me, my legs resting on his shoulders his eyes boring into mine. I relaxed as much as I could in anticipation of his entry. The head of his cock slowly penetrated spreading my anus wider and then the snap of my sphincter muscle gripping him tight caused a bolt of fire to shoot through me and I gasped tightening the muscle even tighter and I heard him grunt, "Ughn, Oh God Kev, relax. Jesus you are tight."

I heard Paul's exclamation but a fiery hot lust spread over me and I dug my heels in at the base of his spine driving him deeper. I wanted the delicious pain of his cock filling me and I groaned loudly, "Fuck me Paul. Drive it in deep."

With each thrust of his hips I pushed mine upwards to meet his downward plunge. Time after time I gritted my teeth at the feeling of his cock withdrawing and then plunging into me with a steady rhythm. My cock throbbed and jerked with every brush of his cock on my prostate and we both moaned, animal lust consuming us again.

We both had slipped into the heat of needing to please each other, to explode and sate that need. My cock ached from the pressure to explode and I felt him driving into me with a slow deliberate and measured movement his cock swelling filling me. His biceps swelled and tightened in my hands, his chest heaving as he sucked in air and expelled it with a low moan. The climatic pressure reached a boiling point and I heard myself growling "Yessss, yesss. Fuck it Paul let it go."

With one final plunge his back arched muscles tightening and I felt his hot gushing cum filling me just as fiery molten cream shot from the depths of my loins covering my chest like hot lead. We both were trembling held in the intense vice of mutual ejaculations. Ecstatic nerve tingling electric shocks coursed through us slowly receding as we both relaxed gasping for air.

Paul collapsed onto me and my legs dropped reluctantly as his cock slowly slipped from my gripping ass. A feeling of emptiness washed over me and I thought briefly of Shawn and when he fucked me, the same feeling of emptiness lingered.

Holding him close, I felt the slipperiness of my cum and our sweat running down over my ribs. The feelings enhanced the soft afterglow of lust sated, a feeling of contentment. Paul raised his head from my shoulder and kissed me gently. "We better get cleaned up Kev or at least try. I'm not sure if I can stand up after that." He said smiling gently.

I started to say something but he put his finger over my lips. "Shhhh later after we shower. I'll be right back."

He swung over the side of the bed and returned from the bathroom with two towels. Wiping ourselves clean we showered together and I realized another thing about Paul, he was not a fuck'em leave'em person that got his rock off and forgot you. He was not a fickle conqueror, he gave and he accepted.

After showering and drying off we sat of the edge of the bed. Paul was a really remarkable young man and I sort of envied Mark and felt just a little jealous of others that might touch him. His body was magnificently proportioned. Lean smooth muscles evenly tanned a deep bronze. His blond hair gleamed as it did the evening before. He had no tan line and his cock was as tanned as the rest of his body. The golden hair spreading over his pelvis was like a nest supporting the length of his cock hanging between his thighs, thick full balls supporting its girth. Light golden hair covered his thighs and calves and his feet were small for someone his height.

"Do you inspect Shawn like this Kevin? He and I aren't built the same."

"No you aren't. I was just admiring your beauty, the smooth litheness of your muscles, the way your body is like a smooth powerful machine. Shawn has his own beauty. He has a defined clear beauty, powerfully shown by his cut delimitation, you can see it. You are more naturally built and the power of your body is hidden but you know it is there. "

"Naturally built yes but I work at keeping it that way much like Mark and I am sure Shawn do. You probably do also but not as intensely as they do. I like men either way as long as they are clean and they take care of themselves. Even dressed I saw that in you and Shawn at the restaurant. You both are damned fine looking men; I can see why you would be attracted to each other. I would have enjoyed going too bed with either one of you. But I was drawn too you the minute I saw you standing with Mark and Shawn. I didn't know you and Shawn were lovers but I should have suspected it. Mark told me you were when I mentioned seeing you again."

"And you still wanted sex with me after he told you we were lovers?"

"Of course, why not? Remember what we have been talking about?" He said standing and throwing the bed cover back before stretching out.

Still sitting on the bed I looked at him listening to the easy way he spoke. No hesitancy or fumbling for words. Moving next too him, I leaned on my elbow, hesitating for a second before laying my hand on his chest. His green eyes sparkled for a brief second.

"Feeling a little easier about being here with me Kevin?"

"No, I like being with you. I like talking and listening to you. You're a little mysterious Paul. That might be one reason I was attracted too you. I'm still confused about you knowing Shawn and I are lovers but you still seduced me."

"Ahhh Kevin, Kevin, I didn't seduce you. Remember I said I was not disinterested in you and I would have liked being in bed with you but you made the decision for both of us. You asked me if I would go to bed with you and I said yes. We both wanted it Kev, there is no seduction when two people want the same thing. Do you think Shawn would be with Mark if he hadn't wanted to be? I haven't spoke with him but from what you have said and what Mark told me about Erik it doesn't take a genius to figure out. It's called exploring your feelings and sexuality."

"But that's what broke up my first relationship. He wanted sex with other men and I didn't."

"Didn't you Kev? Have you ever looked at another man and not feel you would like to know more about him? Think about it. You said he was using you for your money. You didn't have a relationship to begin with or you both would have fought for it or at least you would have until you finally realized it was one sided. He probably gave you sex when he wanted something and you succumbed to your feelings of not wanting to lose him."

I had never looked at it that way at least admittedly. I had the same fear when Shawn and I met. Paul hit it on the head and I leaned over kissing him.

"You should have been a psychoanalyst Paul. Your right and I've had the same fear with Shawn."

"It's in your mind Kevin. Has Shawn given you any reason for thinking that way?"

"No, just the opposite. I had to almost beg him too come with me on this trip."

"Then get it out of your head. You and he have no reason to feel guilty or fearful about today. The four of us wanted the same thing. I admit that Mark and I used a little deception but it was the only way we could find out what yours and Shawn's feeling were. If you had left the spa when we started talking it would have been over. I wouldn't like you any less for it so don't think that. I do like you very much but neither Mark or I would try to have sex with you if you didn't want it. One on one it was a lot easier for you and he to express what you felt."

"You make it sound so simple Paul. I guess we have a lot yet too learn."

"You have the foundation already, just work at it. Be cautious and above all selective. Don't think because you or he might want sex with every man you see you should jump in bed. That would be an insult to both your integrity and intelligence. The biggest thing I have learned since I met Mark and Lee is that two men can love each other very deeply and as long as they keep their integrity and common sense intact they will stay together. We all want the same thing Kevin, the feeling of being loved, needed and secure in those feelings. We all go to bed with the one we love and we make love. We also admire other men and should we go to bed with another person it's for sex not love. We might think it is love in the initial stages of sex but when you emerge from the euphoric state of feeling you are falling in love, most of us realize it was only the physical attractiveness that blinded us. Love grows over time Kev, it doesn't hit us all at once."

I didn't notice the soft music that flowed through the room while I was talking with Paul and listening too him my hand slowly massaging his chest and ripped stomach. His voice had an almost seductive tone and subconsciously I felt a soft heat in my groin. Glancing at his crotch, his cock had swollen some and I started to take it in my hand but he stopped me.

"We might not leave for a little while longer if you do that Kev. We had better join Mark and Shawn, the should be waiting downstairs."

"How do you know that?"

"The music, didn't you hear it come on?"

"Just now. Is that a signal or something?"

"Not a signal Kev. I know Mark and he never plays music when he is with someone. Did you hear it last night when you and Shawn went too bed?"

He was right again; the music was not playing last night. We moved to the side of the bed and he placed his hand on my thigh, we both had roaring hardon's.

"It would have been nice Kev but if we are lucky there might be other times, who knows. I really enjoyed this time we had together, you are a fine person and I don't mean just sexually. One more think Kev before we go down. What happened between you and I is just that, between you and I. Talking about it only cheapens it. What went on between Mark and Shawn is the same way. As much as I love Mark he knows I would never discuss you and I with him and he knows I would never ask him about Shawn. Sluts and whores brag about their tricks and conquests, not intelligent men. To make you feel a little better about all that we have talked about and did, Mark has spoke the same way with Shawn. Think about it and discuss it, you should if you want too."

"It wouldn't take much for me too fall I love with you Paul."

"But you won't Kev, you are in love with Shawn and you know it. Just admit it to yourself and tell him. " He said softly pulling me too him. His lips were soft and his kiss was gentle not demanding. Holding me at arms length Paul's shining eyes surveyed me and he smiled gently.

"I'll join you downstairs in a few minutes Kev." He said softly turning and leaving the room naked his robe on the floor with mine. For a brief moment the room felt empty and then I scooped the robes from the floor. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *

I packed the remainder of our clothing leaving a change for Shawn on the bed. My head was spinning from everything that had happened but I had a feeling of calm thinking about Paul and I and what he had said. He was right, it was exciting and I enjoyed it but I didn't feel it was wrong and I wasn't really worried about what had happened with Mark and Shawn. We would discuss it some but not from the sexual aspect. If Mark had talked with Shawn like Paul had with me, he would know it would make no difference in our feelings for each other.

Finished dressing, I left the room glancing at Mark's bedroom door. It was open. Mark and Shawn were sitting at a table on the first floor. Seeing me, Shawn stood up saying, "Hi Kev, come on over."

Mark twisted looking at me, "Yes Kevin, join us. Would you like something to drink or maybe a sandwich? There's plenty in the fridge. Shawn and I were just finishing up."

"I'll have a drink, that was a pretty big breakfast we had earlier. I should have guessed Shawn would be hungry, he can always eat, no pun intended." I said opening the well-stocked fridge.

"Mark, what do you do with the food when your not here? There is enough for an army in here."

"Constantine will turn the fridge off and freeze what is freezable in the freezer in the utility room except the luncheon meats, she takes them home. She has four other kids beside Carlo, he's the oldest."

"Carlo? He's the boy that brought coffee too our room the other day, really cute." Shawn said looking up at me.

"He is and you're right Shawn, he is cute. The motel does not know that he and his mother work here. Erik would have a field day with that if he knew.

Carlo is a pretty smart boy when it comes too Erik and he avoids him as much as he can. He will break a few hearts when he gets older. Carlo is only 15 but you should see the body he will have if keeps working out. I helped him a couple of times when I was working out and he asked for some pointers. Erik drools over him but I think it's more from lasciviousness. He wants something he can't have and that infuriates him. Erik can be dangerous but we talked about that earlier. I'm glad you and Kevin didn't get too involved with him."

"Me too." Shawn said quietly as I sat down at the table.

"Did you get in touch with your uncle about tonight Mark?"

"Yes I did Kevin. Elwin Corey and his wife Celia have a room for you and Shawn next too ours. I told Uncle Lee it might be 8 or 9 o'clock tonight before you reached there but that's no problem. We both hope you will be able to spend a few days with us, there are lots of places we would like to show you. Think you might be able to?"

"I don't see why not unless Shawn has something else in mind, we still have a week and a half before we need to be in Boston. Will you and your uncle be there by then?"

"Probably about the same time Kev. Uncle Lee drives like a maniac sometimes and I had the feeling he wanted to get out of Albany."

"Are you driving separate cars?"

"Oh no. Uncle Lee is turning his rental in this afternoon and he will drive the Mustang. He does every time he gets the chance since he gave it too me. We won't stay very long though, my school starts up about the same time as yours and Shawn's will."

"Christopher Christ Mark, you just reminded me. I've got to call Harrison and get my transcripts sent too the college."

We didn't hear Paul coming down the stairs until he said, "Harrison, who's Harrison? You three look like your plotting or something."

"Harrison is the trustee of my grandfather's estate Paul. I forgot all about calling him. He'll have to have my college transcripts sent too Boston so I can register with Shawn."

"Do you want a drink or a sandwich Paul before you leave."

"No thanks Mark, I'm running just a little behind schedule. I better be going."

I felt the blood rushing too my head when he said that and I glanced at Shawn and Mark. "My fault Paul, sorry." I said.

"Not your fault Kev, I really enjoyed our talk, hope you did? I really enjoyed meeting you guys, maybe we will see each other again sometime soon."

Paul said swinging his knapsack over his shoulder.

As we stood up, Paul moved too Shawn and took him in his arms kissing him. "You're a lucky guy Shawn, good luck in school." He said moving too me.

"Listen to your heart Kev, it won't steer you wrong." He whispered and kissed me winking.

"Mark....."

"I'll walk you out Paul." Mark said putting his arm around Paul's waist.

Shawn and I stood beside each other with our arms around each other's waists and watched until Mark and Paul went through the gate. We stood holding each other tightly for a few minutes until Shawn shifted in front of me both arms around me.

"You alright Kev?" He said, his soft brown eyes looking into mine his arms like steel bands of muscle holding me tight. His heart was thumping, matching mine.

Everything that Paul had said flooded over me and I knew then how much I really loved Shawn, his eyes told me. Nuzzling his face and brushing my lips against his a deep sigh drifted from my mouth and I said softly, "I will be when you tell me how much you love me."

"Do I really need to tell you that Kev? I love you more then my life." He said almost inaudibly.

"No but I like hearing you say it Shawn. You mean just as much to me. I fall in love with you a little more each time you tell me."

"You will hear it everyday for the rest of our lives." He whispered and his lips covered mine. There was no passion in that moment just the love that flowed between us deep in the recesses of our hearts. Everything was making more sense and I knew I would never lose Shawn.

We didn't hear Mark walk back from leaving Paul but when he put his arms around us and kissed our cheeks he said quietly " Paul said it for both of us, it was a real treat meeting you both and I know you feel the same way."

Turning too move away I pulled him back too us and said simply, "Thanks Mark. You and Paul means a lot too us."

"We better be leaving Kev if you are going to stop at the Ausable Chasm."

There was a little catch in Mark's voice when he pulled away from us and he walked too the stairs. I looked at Shawn saying, "I left fresh clothes for you on the bed. Bring the bags down when you've changed, I'll check the truck."

While Shawn was upstairs I checked the truck over. Gas was low so that meant we would need to stop somewhere on the way. Checking my wallet meant we would need an ATM if we could find one.

Looking out through the trees, the lake was like glass and dark gray. Low clouds scudded across the sky from the North and that could only mean the weather was changing. Even in the grayness of the afternoon it was a beautiful place. Maybe with a little luck Mark's uncle might be able to find a place for Shawn and I on the lake; I'd have to talk with him about the possibility. Lake George was really not that far from Boston and we could spend a few weekends and holidays here.

I heard a whirring sound behind me coming from the patio area and walked back to the gate. A fine mesh fabric was covering the pool and I saw Mark closing the cabana doors. Shawn came towards me carrying our bags and Mark went under the overhang too a control panel on the wall. He pushed several buttons before picking up his bags walking to the gate. Screens started coming down from where they were recessed in the walls covering the windows. Looking up, each floor was being covered the same way. It was like the house was being closed up in a screened in enclosure.

"If you ever build or buy a place Kev, be sure you have screens like ours installed. Lake George does not have much trouble with vandalism but they help with any storms that might come up."

"It's almost like a fortress Mark."

"Only when we leave Kev. Here's a map of where the Black Hawke is on Rt. 100. You shouldn't have any trouble since you've been here before. Take the Duxbury exit off of the Interstate and at the bottom of the off ramp you will see Tom and Jerry's Ice Cream Plant on the hill in front of you. Turn right and the Black Hawke is about 6 miles on your right. You can't miss it. That's one reason Uncle Lee bought it."

"We'll see you about 9 then Mark, Be careful driving."

"You too, just don't spend too much time at Ausable. The ferry schedules change in the evenings. Don't worry about eating; Mrs. Corey will have supper ready when we get there. Take care Shawn." He called out waving and throwing his bags in the back seat.

Standing back from his car as he got in, Mark looked at me and winked as the car roared to life and settled to a low rumbling growl. Backing out from under the overhang he looked at me again golden flecks flashing in his hazel eyes. "Take care of him Kevin, you've got a hell of a man there. Hold him close but let him breathe, he loves you." He said letting the clutch in, gravel spinning from under the wheels.

Shawn was sitting in the open door of the SUV, his feet on the gravel, as Mark drove away and I walked over too him reaching in the back of the SUV. Pulling the blankets out, I spread them on the ground in front of the truck.

"What are you doing Kev?" Shawn asked.

"Do you realize we are alone together for the first time since we left Hartford?"

"Yeah, nice isn't it? It seems like we have been on the go since we got here. "

"Uhuh, pretty much." I said reaching for his hands and pulling him up too me. Locking my arms around his waist, I looked into his eyes. "Take your clothes off Shawn. Lets make love out in the open."

"Take then off for me and I'll take yours off."

Pulling his shirt over his head I tossed it on the seat. Shawn's thickly muscled chest was smooth silk under my hands and I caressed his nipples. This is what I really wanted I said to myself unsnapping his shorts and pulling his zipper down. His thick cock dropped down like a springboard bouncing up and down while his shorts dropped around his ankles. Dropping down on one knee I unlaced his sneakers, pushing them aside and holding his shorts so he could step out of them. Looking up at Shawn, he looked liked a magnificently muscled golden god standing over me his thick shaft waving like a lance.

Standing up still holding his shorts in my hand he took them from me tossing them on the seat with his shirt. His gleaming eyes locked with mine as he pulled the shirt over my head and then my shorts and sandals.

Stretching out on the blanket Shawn lowered his body on top of me grinding his thick rod into mine. His mouth tasted like the sweet orange juice he had been drinking when I came down from the bedroom. It felt like a blanket of intense passion was covering us but not an animal lust. Our pre-cum mixed between us as he ground his pelvis against mine crushing our hard cocks together slipping and sliding in the mixture.

Suddenly without warning he slipped off of me and then flipped me like a doll on top of him locking his legs around my waist. His thick hard muscled thighs held me in a vice like grip forcing a groan from deep within my chest. Looking down at his face, his eyes shone with a deep desire. Pulling my mouth to his he kissed me and growled, "Fuck me Kev."

"But.....but we don't have anything we need." I protested weakly

"Fuck me Kev. Ram you schlong up my ass. Fuck the shit out of me." He growled again grabbing my cock and guiding it too is asshole and pressing his heels inward at my spine driving my cock into him.

I'm not sure why but suddenly and over powering urge surged through me when I felt the head of my dripping cock slide past his asshole ring gripping me tight as he flexed. In one long drive I impaled Shawn's body on my throbbing cock. It was as if I had entered the bowels of a volcano, the heat was so intense and I groaned loudly, "Oh Christ Shawn."

"Yessss," He replied, "Drive it deep Kev, and make me feel every inch."

I didn't need any urging and my body went into an almost overdrive frenzy as my hips drove my cock deep inside of Shawn's body with long piston strokes.

My nuts were churning and drawing closer sending fiery bolts streaking through the length of my swelling rod. Shawn was moaning and lifting his hips to meet each downward thrust. Thick cream suddenly exploded from the head of his cock he gripped my biceps tighter with each explosion of his cum shooting over his chest. In a final gut-wrenching plunge I cried out, "Shawn, Shawn" and emptied my nuts deep in his bowels. Body wracking spasms stretched tightened muscle and I almost stopped breathing from the intensity of feeling that shot through me like fiery bolts of lightening just before collapsing.

We lay quietly our breathing slowly returning too normal. The beating of his and my heart slowed to a soft pulsing beat and my softening cock slowly slipped from its soft warm cocoon. Shawn moaned slightly when the head dropped out holding me a little closer, biting my ear lobe gently.

A soft breeze blew over us and I shivered slightly. Shawn's eyes were closed and I brushed his lips with my finger. "We better get up and dry off lover or we might catch cold laying here naked like this."

"I guess we should but I feel like I could hold you like this forever."

"You will Shawn, I promise."

Standing up we wiped each other off as well as we could with the blankets and dressed again. Throwing the blankets in the back of the truck. The truck clock read 4PM and I glanced at Shawn.

"We better pass up Ausable Chasm Shawn or we might miss an early ferry."

"Okay with me Kev." He said crossing his arms and snuggling down in his seat.

I think Shawn fell asleep before we were out of Mark's driveway and I turned North on Rt 9N.