This is the first story I've ever written, I wrote it over the summer of last year and my writing skills have grown immensely. Although this is my first story I've wrote, I have published other stories on here and am current;ly working on one. Under the high school section, I have the One or the Other, which is a current project; Hayden's Story; and GAvin's Got Game. Under the college section, I have The After Party. The latter three stories all contain sexual content.
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After the meeting I got to meet Amy, DJ's girlfriend.
"Hi, I'm Amy." She said
"I'm Alex."
She giggles. "Yeah, I know. If you haven't realized it you're the talk of the school now."
"Yeah I did notice that. I just thought my new friends wouldn't bring it up!" I turned away from her with a smile on my face.
"OMGJ! I'm sorry Alex!"
I turned around. "OMGJ??"
"My brother Shawn made it up. It stands for Oh My Gay Jesus. He's always doing silly things like that."
"Ah ok. Well I guess I should meet you're brother some day then."
"If you came over to my house Cole would have a heart attack. He is like in love with you so much that he attended every basketball game just to see you or Chad running up and down the court."
"Well sadly Chad isn't with us anymore," everyone near felt a horrible twinge of pain, "and I quit the basketball team so I guess he'll have to see me someway else."
"Hey!" Jay interrupted. "Do you all want to go get some pizza?" Obviously we all agreed because what could beat pizza at a time like this?
So the four of us got in my car and headed down the road. DJ was driving and Amy was in the passenger seat. So this left Jay and I in the backseats. Occasionally his knee would touch mine and I thought nothing of it. But then he took it a lil too far. He placed his hand on my knee. I moved his hand back to his lap.
When I looked up at him he was looking out the window and I also saw a tear forming in his eye. He must've been embarrass and hurt because he thinks he has no chance. But I squeezed his hand a little and whispered, "Talk to me when we get to the pizza place and I'll explain some stuff." Into his ear. All he did was nod his head. He kept staring out the window.
When we got there I told DJ and Amy to go ahead in. They looked at each other and then at me. Somehow I think they read my face and left me and Jay alone in the car. The second he saw them enter the restaurant he started crying. I pulled him into me and held him.
"Jay...you're a really great guy. But I just met you today and...I'm still not over Chad." He looked up at me.
"So you were dating Chad before...you know?"
"No...I wasn't. He came out to me. He then kissed me and I kissed back. But instead of giving in and accepting it, I pushed him away. When I finally realized I loved him it was too late. I still remember the note he left me. I just can't stand the fact that I'm a reason why Chad is no longer here." I started to cry. "Only if I told him how I really felt. He would have been here today."
Jay and I then switched positions. He was now holding me. "But if he were here right now, you would probably have never met me, or joined the GSA. I know those are crappy reasons right now, but one day I hope you'll see that what Chad did has done some good in your life."
We just sat there for a few minutes. Nothing was said. The only noise was the two of us sniffling from all our crying. I then started to laugh. Which caused Jay to laugh too.
"What's so funny, Alex?" He said between fits of laughter.
"You said that me meeting you I a great thing. But now...I'm not sure if that is right." I started laughing some more. At first, Jay started to get sad but then he realized I was just kidding and joined in. Eventually, we stopped laughing and went inside the restaurant to find Amy and DJ scarfing down pizza without us.
We sat down with them and enjoyed what little of the pizza was left. Jay kept on looking up to me and smiling. Why does he have to be so cute! Chad died because of me. I can't do this to him. He would hate me forever if I did anything with Jay right now. But I could get lost in Jay's deep green eyes all day. And don't get me started on his blonde hair. It's like a natural dirty blonde. It sorta reminds me of Chad's hair...but reversed. He is also very tan, despite the fact it was getting close to Thanksgiving. I can also tell he works out. I can't believe I've never noticed him until today.
"So Jay" Amy said, "What do you find so sexy about Alex?" Jay and I both nearly choked on our pizza.
"I can answer that!" DJ said.
"No! Don't--" Jay started to say.
"He likes the fact that he's Asian to start off. He also thinks he has a nice butt. God I can't tell you how many times I've caught him staring at Alex's butt..." DJ went on like this for at least 10 minutes.
Amy and DJ started laughing. I'm not sure what they found so funny but when I looked over at Jay, he was blushing. I was also blushing because all this was about me. But finally we decided to head out. Since it was my car, I had to drive. Once I reached DJ's house, Amy decided to stay the night at DJ's. That meant I was going to be alone with Jay again. If I didn't know better I would think the girls are trying to play match maker.
When they got out of the car, Jay gave me directions to him house. Thankfully he lived only a few blocks from the Applegate's house. He thanked me for being his friends and, unconsciously, I kissed him lightly on the lips. I swear he almost squealed like a little girl when I did this.
"Well...I'll see you tomorrow I guess." I said, trying not to look him in the eyes.
"Yeah...I'll see you at breakfast." Jay said smiling. When he went in, it looked like he was floating.
I can't believe I just kissed Jay. Yeah I've kissed plenty of girls...and Chad, but this time is was different. There was no doubt in that kiss though. I sure as hell wanted to kiss him. I would have done it over and over and over until my lips fell off.
When I got home, I was scared to tell my mom and the Applegate's about Jay. I wanted to but I think it would really hurt the Applegate's to know I moved on. It would be a horrible thing to go, "Hey I just got over your son even though he's dead and now I want a new guy after just a month." No matter how nice I try to put it, that's how they'll hear it.
"Alex!" My mom said when I entered. "Where have you been?! School ended over 2 hours ago!"
"I went to a GSA meeting and then went out with a few of my new gay friends."
Her mood went from angry to happy. "That's great, baby!" She hugged me. "But next time you need to call home and warn me."
"Ok, Mom. I will."
~ IMPORTANT ~
This story is a precursor to the actual Shawn's Turn. It contains information that may come in handy for the next part. Also. there are four chapters written by a friend of mine and I will tell you if they were written by her. Please DO NOT contact me and tell me how different those chapters are from the rest of the story and they are written completely differently. If you do I will most likely insult you. :D