I some how decided to try on a pair of my wife's panties several years ago after looking at ads of chicks with dicks in a Hustler mag. The minute I pulled them up I knew I was hooked. I loved the feel of the silk on my legs,dick, balls & ass.
Whenever my wife was gone and I had more then a few minutes to myself I would put on a pair of her panties. The reaction was the same each and every time, an erection usually followed by jacking off thinking about blowing some guy.
I guess my wife was suspious of my activities because I was less demanding of her for sex. One day she returned much earlier then she had told me she would and caught me with her panties on, my dick in one hand and a photo of a chick with a dick in the other. She was not very understanding and moved out within days. As a present she left all her panties except the ones she was wearing when she left. She said she didn't want to think of me jacking off in her panties every time she put them on.
We were fairly young 24 yrs old and had no children so the breakup ws not all that painful.
For several months I rented gay and transgender DVD's and jacked off until my arm and dick were sore. Then one evening I decided to see if I could locate a gay bar close to my apartment. It was time someone else jacked me off. I had to find out if I really liked this stuff I have been dreaming about or not.
I put on my best panties, baby blue very sheer size 6. They felt great and my dick got hard just thinking about it.
Couldn't find a gay bar as I was afraid to ask anyone. Drove around had a few drinks at my regular bars and returned home dejected. There was a message from one of my friends I had seen earlier in a bar. The message said he was on his way here as he said it looked like I needed to talk to someone about my depression.
I knew him well and ordered a pizza hoping it would arrive about the same time he did. It worked out well as they arrived just a few minutes apart.
We ate the pizza and drank some beer and talked about my problem. He actually laughed when I told him I jack off too much. He said "I didn't know it was possible to jack off too much."
I neglected to tell him about the part that I wear panties when I jack off and I think about getting it on with another guy. He would have thought that was really funny I'm sure.
HE asked me what type of porno I watched. The usual stuff I said."Let's put some on now" he requested "I'm bored."
So I popped in a Chicks with Dicks story and pushed play.
After a couple of minutes my friend said "This is what you call the usual?"
Now I was embarrassed. I just didn't think about it when I put the CWD's cd in the machine.
"Well err I stumbled looking for an out" "Well it is lately. I am getting sick of the same old CD's. Let me get something else" I said.
"No no it looks interesting and besides it's a side of you I haven't seen before. Let it play"
So I let it run. I got a hard on as usual. Especially the parts with a guy sucking the chick's dick.
"I don't think you're going to find that kind of sex in this town" he said.
"I didn't say I was looking for that kind of sex" I lied "It's just something different."
"Yes it is " he said. "Does it give you a hard on?" he asked me.
"Well yeah. When I put my mind to it" I replied.
"Now?" he asked.
"What is this? You writing a book?"
"Answer the question. Now?'" he asked again.
"OK yes. I haven't had any sex for months except my right hand. What do you expect?"
"Hay that's ok. I have one too. Why don't we jack off?"
"What like a couple of school kids?" I replied.
"Why not? We both have erections and we are both horny." he said as he got up to get another beer. When he returned he sat next to me. "Since you are tired of jacking yourself off MAYBE I can do it for you."
I said nothing.
His hand dropped to my leg and he began rubbing it just below the crotch. His other hand disappeared into his trousers.
Again I said or did nothing. Inside my head I was really getting excited. His hand touched my crotch and squeezed my dick through my levi's. "You are nice and hard" he commented.
Again no answer from me.
He unbuckled my belt and undid the button and lowered the zipper. His hand went inside and moved around a little bit. Then he said "My My what do we have here?"
I totally forgot that I had on panties. Now I was really embarrassed! "OK OK make fun of me. You might as well just get on the phone and call our mutual friends. So get out of here." I hollered.
"Wait calm down. I"m not making fun of you. I was just surprised to find you in panties. Wouldn't you be if the shoe was on the other foot? Truthfully I think this is all very stimulating. Really. I'm not going to say anything to our friends. Come on I have my hand in your pants err a panties. Doesn't make me look very innocent does it?"
I didn't say anything.
"Can I take your levi's off and see your panties" he asked.
Again no response from me, although I did raise up to make it easier for him to remove my levi's.
There I was sitting on the couch with baby blue silk panties on, a T shirt and a hard on next to one of my best friends. I'm sure I was flushed red from embarrasment.
"Cute" he said.
"OK enough. It's bad enough like this with out you making jokes of it!" I said.
"No you really do look cute. Here look at my raging hard on" he said as he removed his cloths.
"Let's go into your bed room" he suggested.
I got up and walked towards the bed room when he reached around me in a big hug and pushed his hard cock into the back of my panties. "It's OK" he wispered. "It should be fun."
We laid down onthe bed. Him naked and me in my panties. I laid on my side with my back to him to embarassed to look at him. He reached over and put his hand on my dick on the outside of the panties. "Feels good" he said. He pushed his dick against my rear. Slowly his hand went inside my panties and he began to slowly stroke my cock. "Turn on your back" he said. I rolled over. He pulled the crotch of the panties aside and lowered his head to my dick.
He licked my dick and balls and I could not hide my excitement. He was soon giving me a full blow job.
"Keep it up and you'll have a mouth full of cum." I said.
I think he mumbled "Good"
"I can't hold back any longer" I said.
He made no move to let my dick out of his mouth.
"I'm cumming" and boy did I. I didn't think I would ever stop nor did I want to. Best blow job I ever had!!!
Finally my softening dick ploped out of his mouth. "Wow that was great"he said.
He rolled on top of me. His hard on touching my now soft cock. He kissed me.
He said "I have wanted to suck your dick for a long time." I'm bi. "The panties was just an added errotic excitement."
Now is my chance to taste my first cum. To feel a hard cock in my mouth for the first time.
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