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I'll never forget that night, the one that changed me forever. One night my girlfriend and I just finished a fabulous two hour fuck session. We were relaxing on the couch, both exhausted, and the porno movie we were watching was still playing. It was a four hour compilation of blow jobs and facials. Just the kind of thing we liked.
She made a remark that it was a shame that men didn't appreciate how beautiful their cocks were. I laughed, and attempted to explain to her that we didn't let ourselves even look at other guys cocks, much less admire them. I went on to tell her what the consequences would be if we were caught looking, and that to be truthful we were all a little afraid we might like what we saw. She was amused by this and asked me, since we were in the privacy of our home, to check out the cocks in the movie and tell me when I saw one I thought looked good. I agreed just to please her. I was getting a little uncomfortable and secretly wished she would change the subject.
Just then Rocco Siffredi was on the screen, shooting into the open mouth of an attractive and excited looking woman. I told her that his cock looked good, hoping this would get me off the hook. It didn't work. She demanded to know what I liked about it, as she grabbed the remote to replay the scene. I blushed and told her that it was big and powerful looking, and he sure shot a hell of a load. She was very interested now, and asked me to role-play and tell her that I wanted to take it into my mouth and suck it. Well, I choked and stammered, but I did just to please her. I said out loud that I wanted to take that big cock into my mouth and suck it. She told me that it got her very hot to hear me say that, and to my complete surprise I felt strangely excited. I was turned on by the fact it was such a totally forbidden thing to do, and she was playing with her pussy like crazy.
A couple of days later I found her waiting for me when I got home from work. She was wearing her hottest little skirt and told me she wanted to try something a little different tonight. She told me she couldn't stop thinking of the other night, and I confessed that I couldn't either. She dangled a pair of handcuffs in front of me and told me she had a special assignment for me. I took off all my clothes at her request and she led me to the chair in front of the computer and handcuffed my hands behind my back. I was a little nervous, wondering what could be in store for me, which seemed to excite her even more.
She started a slideshow on the computer. It was a series of full color close-ups of large hard cocks. She explained that tonight she wanted to pick out cocks for me to look at, and she wanted to watch me to see how hard my cock would get from just looking at them, promising me a great blowjob if I "needed it".
I was very uncomfortable at this point. I was still a little embarrassed after our play a couple of days ago and hoped she had been satisfied with this sort of thing. That was clearly not the case. She put her hands on either side of my head, pointed me to the screen, and went on to tell me how excited she got listening to my "confessions" the other night. She instructed me to focus on the head of each cock and to tell my fantasies out loud. I went along with it and stared at those cocks for a while, confused by the mixed feelings of guilt, the excitement of being restrained, and a genuine concern as to what might happen next.
I went along with her plan, timidly telling her that I thought the cock on the screen looked nice. She immediately scolded me for holding back, telling me she demanded a sincere and imaginative response. Somewhat flustered, I apologized and told her I would try to do better. I stared at a large hard cock and big pair of balls. I told her that I would be excited to kneel in front of this cock. "Good start!" she said sweetly. Comforted by her change in tone, I began to let my imagination run free. I got bolder with every moment, which was rewarded with encouragement as I lost myself in the details of each cock. I stopped all pretense of doing this just to please her. I got so excited confessing these newfound feelings that I was trembling and thought I might cum just sitting there!.
She announced that from now on that whenever we played this game my name would be cocksucker. The word stung at first, and then echoed in my mind. That word is so blunt and to the point, a staccato triplet. I knew she understood exactly how I felt at that moment, and felt the strange sensation that I had completely given up control of myself and was now in her hands. I needed her to take me even further. She must have noticed this because now she was gently comforting me, telling me how happy and proud she was of me for being so willing to please.
She told me she was going to give me a "reward" now, which I assumed would be a blowjob. But she added that if she caught me taking my eyes off those cocks that she would stop and leave me there handcuffed to the chair. I was further instructed to think of how good I could make those cocks feel if I were sucking them. I obeyed, all the while dreaming that I could suck them as well as she could. I came intensely and immediately, gushing out a very large load of cum. She caught every drop in her mouth. As soon as I stopped she got up and kissed me, forcing all of my cum into my mouth. She looked me right in the eye and explained with unusually stern tone that I needed to get used to the taste, and I might as well start now.
At first I was horrified and disgusted. I was so shocked I didn't know what to do, I just sat there helplessly, handcuffed holding a mouth full of cum. She seemed delighted by my dilemma and quickly stood up and held my head firmly in her hands, tilting it back. She explained that she understood how I felt, but that it was very important that I learn to swallow all that cum, and that she promised I would feel good about it after I did. Somehow I trusted her and opened my throat to let it run down into me. She was right, it felt and tasted wonderful, and I was excited all over again.
Despite having just had the most intense orgasm of my life my cock never went soft. She released the handcuffs and I followed her into the bedroom. We fucked for a long time while she told me what a cocksucking slut she was going to make me. I told her how grateful I was for the experience, how slutty I felt for swallowing all that cum, and how badly I needed to please her to demonstrate my gratitude. She forbade me to brush my teeth. The taste of cum in my mouth reminded me of those cocks all night.
The next day I was still excited to the point of distraction. I couldn't wait to play again, but our schedules didn't allow it for two agonizing days. I did manage to find the time to take a few quick peeks at the cock pictures though. I was determined to do even better next time. I wanted so much wanted her to be proud of me!
The next time we started out with the cock pictures again. I confessed to looking at them by myself, and how I masturbated while looking at them. She was very pleased, but scolded me when I told her that I didn't lick up my cum when I finished. She told me that she sensed that I could be a good cocksucker but that I had to realize from the start that it is not about my pleasure, but rather the pleasure of giving myself completely to serving and being used for pleasure. I told her that I understood and promised to always keep that in mind. She went on to tell me that I would soon learn that a load of cum is a cockersucker's most precious reward, and that I should always lick up and swallow every drop unless I was instructed to wear it on my face as a display. I listened intently to every word, wondering if I would ever have the chance to actually do this for her.
I was excited by the thoughts of the lecture I just received and willingly told her how I longed to serve each of those cocks for her. I told her how beautiful and powerful they had become for me, how badly I needed her to train me to lick and suck them properly. I told her how I dreamed of having them in my mouth all day, getting to know how each one liked to be served and how honored I would be to hold my mouth open to receive my reward. She was very impressed with my eagerness, commenting that I had progressed much fasted than she hoped.
She went into the bedroom and returned with a dildo, telling me that I needed to start training to take cocks deep into my throat. I couldn't take much at first. I guess I was too excited. She spoke softly to me now, gently encouraging me to relax and surrender to it. Her words soothed me and I could feel the new bliss of surrender again. She told me I looked good with a cock in my mouth. In a matter of no time I could take a six-inch dildo down to the base with complete ease. I felt proud of myself and was overwhelmed with gratitude for her instruction. She lavished praise on me but cautioned that my size training was just starting!
For a reward she uncuffed me and told me to jerk off, catching my cum a small bowl. She spread cum all over my face with her fingers, asking me if I liked wearing it like the girls in the movie. My excitement was obvious by my still hard cock, but I told her how grateful I was for my cocksucker's reward. She told me she was pleased by that response, so she would let me lick the rest from the bowl and her fingers. She told be to go to bed with it on my face because she wanted me to be excited for tomorrows lesson.
The next day I couldn't wait to get home. All day long I dreamed about what she might want me to do! She didn't disappoint me. The next lesson started out on my knees watching a blowjob movie. I told her how I enjoyed watching all those cocks cum as a result of her training and how I hoped to be a total suck slut for her. She told me she wanted to make me wear a collar and lead me around a room to service anyone she chose. If I made her proud of me she might even make my wear a sign around my neck that says cocksucker in big red letters. I trembled with excitement and pleaded for more training.
This time she produced a new eight-inch dildo and sat it on the coffee table. She made me look at it for a while and tell her how excited I would be if I had a real cock that big in front of my face. I told her how my mouth was already wet and my throat ached to be filled with it. She informed me that part of this lesson was learning to beg for cock. I willingly pleaded with her to be allowed touch it with my lips, begging her for the chance to show her what a good cocksucker I could be, and explaining how empty I felt without a cock in my mouth. She finally allowed me to lick it all over with the promise that I would be able to suck it soon. I licked and kissed it tenderly, covering every detail with my lips and tongue. She was pleased with my demonstration and told me I could take it in my mouth now. I had to stretch my jaw to get in my mouth, but I enjoyed the way it ached. I could only take about three quarters of it down my throat at first, but she knelt down next to me and encouraged me with her hand on the back of my head. I loved feeling of her pushing my head down on it and quickly remembered the feeling of surrendering. By the time she was finished with me I could bob my head up and down the whole length! My efforts were rewarded with a mouthful of cum, of course.
After a few more lessons she asked me if I thought I was ready for a real cock. I fell to my knees and pleaded with her and telling her over and over how grateful I would be. She gave me one more lesson without cumming, explaining that she wanted me to be very hungry.
The next Friday I was handcuffed and blindfolded. She told me she was going out to find a cock to test me and that I should be kneeling on a pillow when she returned. I was so excited my cock felt like it was ready to burst, but I couldn't even touch myself while I waited. It seemed like forever, but finally I heard the key turn in the latch and hurried to get into position. The heard some soft conversation and the sound of very heavy footsteps. I truly hoped she would bring a big cock for me! Suddenly a deep voice boomed, " Well, he looks ready to suck cock to me!"
I was terrified and excited beyond belief. I couldn't wait for the comfort of a cock in my mouth after all this terrible anticipation, but they continued to talk for a while. She told him all about how I begged her to suck cock and that I loved the taste of cum. The humiliation only excited me more! Suddenly I heard the sound of a zipper and the footsteps came nearer. "I want you to lick his balls real good first, and don't you dare take that cock in your mouth before I tell you!"
I leaned forward and found my face buried in what felt like a heavy pair of balls. I licked them obediently, grateful to have something to do with my mouth. I loved the size and weight of them, which made me think about the load I might be lucky enough to receive. I focused on my assigned task with all my concentration and enjoyed that thought of her watching me. It was a terrible tease, the hot tension of his cock occasionally brushing against my face, but I felt confident I would get to suck it if I could continue to do as I was told.
"Now lick his cock all over, and get ready to show us what a cocksucker you are!" She commanded. This was the moment I had waited for all those weeks, but I was determined to control myself. I remembered my lesson about surrendering myself and that my pleasure comes from serving a cock, and tenderly licked all around the base and every inch of the shaft with complete adoration. There were a few moments when I had an urge to shove his whole cock down my throat, but I resisted and savored every vein and curve. I didn't even have it in mouth yet, but I was in complete surrender. The soft skin over the hardness of his shaft was sublime.
My trance was interrupted suddenly by the words "Good work! Now it's time to be a REAL cocksucker". I positioned myself to take it I my mouth and felt my lips part and follow the contour of the head of his cock as it slowly slid all the way down my throat. I was grateful for the size training I had, because I don't think I would have been able to take one this big without it. It felt even better that I ever imagined. It was satisfying to feel my throat hold the head of his cock as it was nestled in there. His balls felt good resting on my chin too, making me feel proud to be able to take such a large cock. I could even feel it twitch with pleasure and get a little harder just from being in my mouth!
Everything about it made be sink deeper into sweet submission. I started bobbing my head slowly and rhythmically as if his cock told me what to do. It got harder with every stroke and it was unbelievably exciting. I don't think anything could have made me stop sucking at this point. He put his hand on my head and started moving his hips, fucking my mouth. She encouraged him, telling him I needed to have my mouth fucked real good. She was never more right! I relaxed completely, thrilled by the feeling of the head of his cock teasing my lips, then pushing into my hungry throat. I enjoyed it more and more every minute.
He was really starting to fuck my mouth hard now, His balls were slapping against my chin and my nose was buried in his pubic hair with every stroke. All of the sudden I detected a faint taste of cum. I felt desperate for it for a moment, but I remembered my lessons again and concentrated everything on making my mouth the softest wettest place for his cock. A moment later I felt a huge gush of thick sweet cum flood my mouth only to be pushed down my throat by the next stroke. He kept fucking my mouth with his spurting cock for about five or six more strokes. It was a joy to feel it slide down my throat, having proof that I really was a good cocksucker.
I got to hold it in my mouth for a little while longer, but then he pulled it out and I could hear him zip up. I was exhausted and still shaking from excitement. I didn't have a cock in my mouth to comfort me any more and I missed it already! She thanked him for letting me suck his cock and for the big load. I could hear footsteps and the door latch close.
She came over and uncuffed me. I took off the blindfold and saw her sitting there masturbating. She told me she couldn't believe how good I was. I collapsed next to her and she kissed me, seeming to enjoy the taste of cum in my mouth. She pushed my faced down on her pussy and I immediately began licking her passionately, attempting to express the feelings of immense gratitude I felt for her. She was wetter than ever before. She kept talking to me as she ground her pussy in my face, telling me how close she felt to me for trusting her to show me these new delights and how excited she had gotten through each stage of my submission. I couldn't stop licking her, even after making her cum about four times!
Finally she held my head up and we looked into each other's eyes. She said "You're my cocksucker now, aren't you?", with a look that completely enveloped me. I was choked with emotion and could feel tears welling up in my eyes as I told her "Yes, completely!"
I was overwhelmed with emotion. I felt completely loved and accepted for whatever I was, and was to become. I couldn't wait to show her how willingly I would do anything she would ask of me.