Thank You, Sir for allowing this faggot slave the honor of training with Sir!? As commanded, the following is a detailed account of faggot's past sexual experiences.
faggot is aware that it is never to refer itself as "I", or "me" or "my" but only as "it", "faggot", or "slave".? Sir, with Your gracious permission, and for the sake of a clear account, faggot will refer to its pre-slavery life using "i" (in lower case) and "my".? faggot begs Sir's pardon, and awaits Sir's next command.
Sir, thank You Sir for pointing out the 4 misspellings in faggot's previous post (Chapter 2) as well as the 2 formatting errors.? This slave is grateful to Sir for His direction and His correction.? slave has been ordered to inform the readers that slave's ball sack was given 5 strokes with Sir's paddle for each misspelling, and 5 strokes on each inner thigh for each formatting error.? slave was ordered onto its back with its legs spread VERY wide.? slave was instructed to grab itself by the ball sack, holding up the blood engorded balls so that Sir could administer the punishment to slave's tightened sack.? slave had to count out each stroke.? slave was told to move its legs wider and move its ball sack so that Sir's black leather paddle could have clear access to its inner thighs.? Sir whacked slave first on its left inner thigh 5 times, then moved to the right for 5, back to the left for 5, and finishing on the right for the final 5.? each time, slave had to count out the
whacks.? slave was sobbing when finished and almost received more punishment for attempting to move out of the paddle's way.? thank You Sir, for Your punishment!
slave journal - follow up
Sir has commanded slave to elaborate on a few things from Chapter 2, and follow with the detailed descriptions of slave's teen boy beat off fantasies and the sex dreams it continues to have in adulthood.
Sir has asked slave to describe to readers how it received its punishment for misspellings, which slave has done at the beginning of this journal entry.? slave ALWAYS has to count out the strokes it receives (unless gagged) and is ALWAYS to thank Sir for His correction of slave's bad habits.? slave often thanks Sir by kissing His foot or boot.
Sir, the man in the woods was unknown to me, and while i'm not sure where he came from, a years later re-visit to the area revealed a maze of small trails that i am sure were for anonymous gay sex.? i did see a few men during my later visit, but they were not very attractive or fit, and i did not engage in any sex with them.
Sir, when i would practice self bondage, i would use many different things.? i had seen old photographs of war prisoners and in fact, had an old Drummer magazine i had found, so i had a few pretty good ideas of how to do it.? it was of course, difficult to really bind my own hands, so i concentrated on my feet, knees, thighs, and a little later, balls and cock.? sometimes i would leave loop holes in the binding so that i could put my wrists through and at least get the feeling of "total" bondage.? it always made me (and still does) absolutely rock hard to get tied up, and my little teen dick would leak pre-cum that i would keep licking up off my finger.? later on, i would shove stuff up my butt before i started tying myself up.? they were usually things like candle, broken broom handle, etc.? after a while i would be so horned up that i would HAVE to beat off several times.?
Sir, while slave was typing this, it remembered that it was at this time that i was able to suck myself off.? i could get just the head in, but it was fucking fantastic.? i would often attempt it and would give myself a facial or swallow my own load.? wow, slave can't believe it had forgotten about that.? slave did not remain so limber!
Sir has commanded slave to tell Him about slave's boyhood beat off fantasies.? Sir, following are the main fantasies that slave would develop over time and come back to again and again (until it started experiencing REAL use, that is)
Fantasy #1 - the courtroom
this fantasy started out from a wet dream that i had at about 15 years old.? in the dream i was standing naked in a darkened room, but there was a light shining down on my body.? arms were behind my back and my legs were spread.? i was being judged from a group of men just beyond spotlight i was in.? i could not see them, but i could feel their judging my body, cock, etc.? i woke up and had totally cum in my underwear.? my beat off fantasy took the dream from its end.? i imagined of being physically touched and fondled.? made to get hard, tits being pinched, cheeks being spread, my mouth being looked into - all done with an attitude from my judgers that i was nothing but a commodity.? later the fantasy progressed to what happens next.? i am led to a cell and used by the others in the cell, by the guards, and then finally about a year or so after i began this fantasy, i was sold or won in a card game to a man that took me as he would an animal from the pound.
Fantasy #2 - the slut
one day i was snooping in my parent's room and i found my step-mothers copy of "The Happy Hooker".? i can tell you that she NEVER saw that book again!? i read and re-read that thing until what ever pages were not falling out were stuck together by my many splattering orgasms.? anyway, this book set off a beat off fantasy of me as a young whore.? in my fantasy i was always male, but i would put myself in the same situations as Xavier Hollander.? Unfortunately i don't remember the details of each story, but i would read a chapter then beat off with me as the whore.? sometimes i would only do 1 chapter, but if i was especially horny, i would crank out 2 or 3 orgasms each time.
Fantasy #3 - the mascot
i loved/love jocks.? they are always so sure of themselves, they excel at physicality, they have (generally) nice muscle tone and so full of testosterone.? i had alot of crushes on the jocks at my highschool.? Football players, baseball players, swimmers, track and field guys.? i had a beat off fantasy about being a towel boy or mascot for a group of jocks.? they would laugh at how skinny i was, but they would always let me be near them in the locker room.? in the fantasy i would be naked and would give blowjobs to all who demanded them, and make sure my butt was available to them to fuck.? they would slap my little ass, make fun of it and my little dick, they would make me choke on their cocks, leaving me on the locker room floor covered in cum and desperate to please them so they would use me again.?
slave has also been commanded to tell the readers about the VERY?vivid dreams it has.? Only about 10% of slave's dreams are sexual, although almost ALL are very vivid, and often have guest stars.? (i.e. Lindsay Wagner came to me in a dream and tried to talk me out of smoking cigarettes.? Bob Newhart and i started a catering company.) Anyway, following are detailed descriptions of my most recent sex dreams.? slave hopes that Sir may feel inspired and help slave fulfill some or all of them!
Dream #1 - the arena
the dream opens with slave standing in the middle of a huge crowd.? as slave slowly looks around, it becomes apparent that the crown is huge.? and male.? and completely comprised of military personnel.? slave is in the upper tiers of some seats at a sports arena.? Down below, where the grass field would be is still more men in uniform and they are all cheering.? slave looks at what they are cheering about and it is a small raised platform in the middle.? On it, is a woman being brutally fucked by a soldier while 10,000 or so men from all branches of service are cheering him on.? slave realizes that there are no other women in the arena, and it becomes quickly clear that they are going to need another whore to take their pent up sexual aggression out on.? as slave realizes this, the group of men around slave turn around as if being able to read slave's mind.? slave woke up with a start just as it was being surrounded by them.? slave tried to go back to sleep to reclaim the dream and continue it, but couldn't and instead slave beat off thinking about what COULD have happened.
Dream #2 - the gallery
slave has had a recurring dream that it was part of the art in a Master's house.? while in the dream, the Master never reveals Himself, slave knows it belongs to Him.? there is a group of houseguests looking at all the "art".? slave's legs are spread very wide, showing the group that it's hole is completely plugged with a large stone cock.? it becomes clearer that slave is actually attached to a marble statue of a greek or roman god and is being fucked by the stone erection the statue has.? slaves feet are completely off the ground and its arms are linked behind the statue's head.? slave is kept on display for the party guests as the whore to a stone statue.
Dream #3 - the predicament
slave believes this dream came from a porn movie it once saw, but can't quite place the name or porn star.? slave really isn't sure if it came from there or not, but the situation seems so familiar to slave.? the dream is slave's wrists are tied behind its back with rough rope.? there is also a rope around its neck, keeping slave on its tip toes.? slaves legs are spread as far as they will go, so really only slave's big toes?are keeping it connected to the ground.? from a hole in the ground, slave sees a big black dildo on a metal pole come up towards its cunt.? it pokes up and lifts slave off the ground.? boys hole painfully and slowly allows the head of the dildo in so that it's toes are almost back on the ground.? slave is slowly impaled on the big dildo in an effort to get its feet back on the ground.? at the same time, slave is being flogged on its back.? everytime the flogger stings its back it slips further down the dildo, but slipping further down the dildo makes the slave slowly hang itself.
Dream #4 - the device
in this dream, which at the age of 29 gave slave a huge wet dream at the end, slave is tied to a fuck bench with its body oiled and completely hairless.? in its mouth is a penis gag and slave can feel the pool of drool forming in its mouth, and slowly leaking out.? slave is attached with wrist and elbow straps, ankle and knee straps.? there is a pole under its chin keeping its face forward, and there is a pole or something (slave could never figure it out) keeping its back arched and its hole open and high in the air.? slave is then used by several faceless men who brutally fuck slave and open its hole with their cocks and hands.? slave woke up with cummy shorts right after it began getting flogged along its back while being fucked.
Thank You Sir for allowing faggot to share it deepest thoughts, fantasies and dreams with Sir.? faggot is grateful for the honor of service You, Sir.? as always, faggot can be reached for comment or suggestion and Your next command at? boyforboss@aol.com