Chapter 1: Intro to BDSM
I had just turned 30 and had started my own law practice and was helping a friend of my wife's with moving her not for profit to another state. She was a mousy little woman in her early 40s that looked like a librarian. I asked her if she was going to be able to move her business easily and be able to make ends meet. She said she had a side business that was her real source of income. I asked "oh, what is that?" She said "I am a professional dominatrix." I was pretty shocked that this plain looking woman with glasses was paid to dominate men. I asked "they pay you and who are they?" She said "doctors, lawyers, politicians." I then asked "and they don't have sex with you?" She said "God no, I would never have sex - I am clothed and I spank them, dress them in women's clothes or diapers, and torture their ass and balls with toys." I left that meeting a little befuddled.
That evening I returned to my condo in Chicago and couldn't stop thinking about how men would pay her to be dominated. I did a few online a earches and found a few chat rooms dedicated to bdsm and did a little reading that night about bdsm. I masturbated to stories and pictures online over the next few weeks. I stumbled onto a site of a Chicago area Domme located 2 miles from my condo. She was a tall sexy and buxom Hispanic woman with tattoos and I was smitten. I nervously called her and scheduled an initial appointment to meet at her dungeon on a Friday night.
That Friday I could not concentrate at work at all. I arrived at the dungeon which was a brownstone in Wicker Park. I am 6' 3", 200 lbs, fit, white guy with brown hair and brown eyes and could be described as the All American type. She opened the door in a leather top, high heal leather boots and fishnet stockings and I was flabbergasted at her power and beauty. She proceeded to interview me for 15 minutes and asked me my limits. I didn't know this world at all and was a complete neophyte to what to say or do. I stammered that I didn't want to do anything with men or blood or permanent damage. She said "fine, is that all" and I meekly said "yes I think so."
She then immediately told me that I was to address her as Mistress and to strip and get on all fours to be inspected. I got undressed and was partially erect but also scared. She laughed at my cock - which was as small as an inch when not erect but six inches when hard. I blushed and she proceeded to inspect me and put gloves on and inserted a finger in my ass. I yelped and objected "Mistress I didn't want ..." And then "WHAPP" she backhanded my face hard and said "I DON'T give a FUCK what you want, you worthless, small dicked worm. You will do what I want when I want." I was suddenly unsure if I made a mistake and began sweating and said "Sorry Mistress".
The rest of my first session lasted 2 hours - she put fingers in my ass (I had never had anything in there), she tied me to a cross and used floggers, paddles and a cane on me and I had to count and thank her after each stroke, she put a butt plug in my ass to my horror, she made me kiss her boots and breasts, and she beat my cock and balls with assorted instruments of torture. At the end of the session she had me masturbate onto the floor and i squirted seven ropes of cum because I was so aroused. She then told me to lick it all up off the floor. I said "please Mistress I don't want to eat cum, I think that is disgusting." She glared at my "have your girlfriends or little wifey ever swallowed your nasty cum?" I quietly said "Yes Mistress." "Well this is for them" and she went on to say "you will be eating cum every time we meet so you better get used to it and because you hate it so much I am going to make you my little cumslut, now lick it all up." I did as she commanded but almost threw up from eating it off the floor - it was salty, sticky and warm. She said "for now on your name in bdsm is going to be Cumslut."
After cleaning up all of the cum like a dog lapping up dinner on all fours, She dismissed me and I got dressed and hastily left. I wasn't sure if I was ever coming back and I was disgusted that I ate cum off the floor and detested the name that She had assigned to me - ugh Cumslut was so demeaning. I went to a bar nearby and drowned out the terrible taste of cum with a few beers and lamented on how I was turned on by such degradation.