From alt.sex.stories.tg Wed May 29 00:49:29 1996 Path: mordred.cc.jyu.fi!news.csc.fi!news.eunet.fi!EU.net!howland.reston.ans.net!newsfeed.internetmci.com!uuneo.neosoft.com!news.sesqui.net!uhura.phoenix.net!gryphon.phoenix.net!usenet ~~Newsgroups: alt.sex.stories.tg ~~~Lines: 172 Message-ID: 4nu10u$fgh@gryphon.phoenix.net NNTP-Posting-Host: dial198.phoenix.net X-Newsreader: Forte Free Agent v0.46
This is my first posting, and although for some reason, (that I didn't understand until last night) I've been increasingly drawn lately to reading just about all the web's sites regarding TV's and TS's. I noticed this strange attraction, to just about anything feminine about a month ago.
There was a television show, last week, about men that live like ladies, and my wife said that we should watch it together. Well, it was all very interesting, but for some reason it meant way to much to me...I was completely captivated by these lovely ladies. I seemed to not even hear what my wife was saying to me. She said things like; "I think those men that live like ladies, must really have a good understanding of women's feelings, don't you?" At, the time about all she get out of me was; "Ugh, what? yea,...I quess they would!" She kept talking about how smooth womens clothes feel, and that she just couldn't understand why anybody wouldn't want to wear smooth feminine underthings! Again about all I could say, while my attention was centered on these transexuals on the television was; " Ugh, yea, well I guess so, I don't know! I mean yea.. those kind of clothes must be smoother!" I had never really thought about anybody enjoying the way clothes feel on you. But, lately I have been noticing a new sence of scensitivity. I had noticed that my body could, and was feeling the texture of the jeans, shirts, like I had never noticed before. I have also noticed a real softening of my muscle toning all over my entire body. Everything is rounder, there is nothing that is well defined muscle tissue. My bicepts are as soft as a marshmellow, as well as my inner tighes too. I didn't know what was happening to me.
Well not too much was said about anything for several weeks. However, I was drawn to these web sites all the time. I read everything I can find about transexuals.
Then last night my wife, walked in on me while I was totally envolved in reading a TG story on the computer. She slipped up behind me and read what I was reading, over my shoulder. I was so embarressed, I tried to explain, that I was just browsing around the web, but she wouldn't listen. She took both my hands in hers and in a sweet calming voice said; "Just calm down.....its OK....Darling, There is something that I have really been wanting and needing to talk with you about." I kept on trying to make her understand, that I didn't understand why I was so drawn to just about anything feminine! Then she told me; "Honey it's alright, I know that you can't help it.....and it's really my fault!" I studdered; "It's your fault....how can that be?" Then she told me to come with her to the kitchen, so I followed her. When she got to the sink, she reached into the shelf where we keep all of our presciptions. She picked up a large prescription bottle and said; "Honey, read what this says!" I focused my eyes unto the small print of the almost empty bottle and read; "Premarin 2.5 - 90 count - Second refill" In a voice that totally didn't understand what this was, or what she was trying to tell me, I said; "And so.....what is this and what are trying to tell me?" Then what she said floored me; She said; "Do you remember all the fighting that we were doing last year? Well, Sweetie it started out because I was really mad at you, but Honey, it worked so well, so I just kept it up." I ask her; "Just kept up what?" She said; "Well, right after the last really bad fight we had about six months ago, I was in the kitchen making your dinner and I was so mad, well just before I served you your plate, I noticed my estrogen presciption there on the counter and I though.....That would just serve him right....he dosen't understand women...I bet this would make him understand....and.....I dumped about 2 or three pills in your food." She continued on, while I sat down at the table, because my knees felt suddenly weak. "Now, honey....after about a week or two,(taking about one or two pills everyday, in your food) you became much easier to live with. Haven't you noticed that we haven't had any fights in about six months?" I admitted that this was true, and said; "but I never thought that Estrogen was the reason I was so mellow." She said that I had been on a constant strong dosage for about six months. She said: "Haven't you noticed how large your breast have become, your at least a B if not a C cup right now." I had noticed.and she was right, I had a very feminine chest, with clearly proud rounded developing breast, but I though that maybe it was just one of the nicer things about being over 40. I had secretly played with my developing breast, and thought: Well their mine and I can't do anything with them, so I might as well enjoy them. I had been working at concealing them as much as possible, but lately I had been loosing that battle. "Any how.." she continued to talk to me as this all sank in; "I really like the way we have been getting along, and I wanted to tell you why you have been so drawn to feminine things, but now I know that you'll understand what I want us to do, won't you? I mean I want to continue where I'm taking you, and now I really beleive that you will follow me there won't you?" I was so completely turned on because I was pretty sure where this was going, and I said; "Well, honey I do enjoy, and have been enjoying the changes in my body, before I knew it was you doing it, soooooo why not just continue on?" She giggled and said "Great, but we can't just do what we have been doing. it's time for you to make so more changes! just like your body is changing" "like what kind of changes?" I said. My wife them mysteriously said; "Will you put yourself completely in my hands, to help you enjoy even more of what I have started?" Remembering what I saw on that television show, and all that I have read on the web...I felt my pulse race, and a light dizziness wave over me as I said "Yes, honey, where ever you want to lead me, I will follow" She assured "Completely?" I nodded and said "Completely!"
Well, that was last night, today she got me up early and had me shave my entire body. I noticed that my thighs are larger at the top and very senitive to the touch. When I stood in front of the mirror in the bathroom, I was pleasingly surprised at just how feminine I have become. With The hair gone I really could feel things sharper with my developing body. I decided that I really like what is happening to me.
Then Connie said "Its time to renew your prescription honey, and this time your going to go to the drug store yourself and get it!" She then had me put on one of my old thin super soft banlon shirts, and my proud bouncing breast were clearly not concealed anymore at all. Connie told me that, they were mine and I had better stop trying to hide them, because I really couldn't anymore anyhow. Besides she told me that they are a beautifull part of womanhood and there was really nothing that I could do about them. Connie said that there was many women that would love to have the breast that I have, and then she said: "Can you imagine what size they will become in the next six months?" She told me as we were riding in the car, to the drug store, that she had discussed this with her Doctor, (who is also her friend), and that this prescription for my estrogen wounld never run out! Connie said that when first saw how the estrogen was effecting me she confided to her girlfriend doctor about what she had done. The Doctor who is a woman also said: "If that is what it takes to controll his temper then lets increase his dosage to 5.0 mg per day." I was a little bite embarressed (not as much as you would think)to ask the sales clerk to fill my estrogen prescription, but she helped me and even read me some of the instructions. As I was paying her, she patted me gently on the arm and said: "Darling, these will help you!" Connie made me open them up right then, and told me to take one pill at the water fountain now, which I did without hesitation. (They looked like little purple footballs) My wife then said now we are going to get you some underthings. She had measured me at home before we left, and told me just what size panties, bras, and girdles to buy. Her orders were very clear about color, and styles. She made me pick each item up, and hand it to the store clerk. The clerk said; "Will that be all ladies?" and a thrill went through me, that was akin to a orgasm, but not quiet. Connies then did the same thing at the jewelry counter, a very feminine watch, a ladies ring, two or three necklaces, and then she said; "Here, these clip on ear rings will do for now!" which made me think about what will latter bring? We picked up some feminine napkins, and home we went.
So here I set, completely shaved, and enjoying my painted toe nails, wearing my new panties, and my new bra,(it is a very full 44 "B" cup) Connies says it won"t be long before I'll need a "C" cup. Connie said that she wants me to wear a feminine napkin at all times until my penis is trained to automatically bend backwards. She firmly pressed my testicles up into my stomach --- I didn't know that they would do that, it felt strang but nice. She then bent my penis backwards and pulled my panties, with the napkin, up good and tight. To look at me, you would think that there wasn't anything under those panties but a real woman. I have noticed that my tesicles and my penis are a lot smaller than they used to be. (Now I know why) It takes a lot to get an erection, and then it's sort of soft. Maybe thats the reason that she could do that with them. I have been told that I won't ever need any of that old men's underwear anymore. Connie has told me that over the next year or so she will see to my complete feminizing and that I will become the sister that she has always hoped for! Connie said that she didn't start out to completely feminize me, but as she observed the changes going on in my body, she became excited about it. I had noticed that when we made love she seemed to spend a lot of time sucking and mouthing my budding breast, but it felt real good so I didn't say anything, I just enjoyed it.
I've decided to post on this web site every so often, so all my sisters can monitor my transformation into a woman. All this just since last night. I do feel better, now that I understand! What I could just dream of, in most secret thoughts, only a few days ago, is coming true today! Connie has told me that for now I will be wearing these tight fitting blue jeans, with thin, silky banlon shirts. Sometimes with my bra and sometimes not. She said that it is important that I learn to accept my developing breast, in this way. She says she wants me to be a healthy girl. Connie just came in with some make up, well, this is only day two.......what will tomorrow bring? I'll let you know!
If anyone would like to comment about what is happening to me, or you have some comments that you think might help, please send it my way. until next time Bye - Bye!
Sweetie B.
That is the name my wife
started calling me today!