I have decided to revisit this story of the awesome ex rugby God Ben Cohen. It had been a while since I wrote the first part of this story. But it needed mire telling as I recently saw an image of him. Still a full on man God This is the continuing story about the hottest man ever on the Rugby field. Ben is godlike in his masculine beauty.
This story dedicated to the perfect man is pure fiction as it does not pretend to assume. Mr Cohen is gay. One could only wish..
But thankfully this man is Gay Friendly... ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Soccer God (Ben's Return (3)
... I sat there on my balcony in my apartment. A heavy shock filling my face as I listened to the messages on my phone. Thinking both were just crap. But it was Ben. Both we're Ben. Ben. The gorgeous man that I was totally in love with. Ben. The hot rugby star that I had met some hears back when he saved me from an attack. But he had done more than protect me. This perfect specimen of maleness had made me feel better than any other man I had ever known. Emotionally and physically. And I loved him for it.
"Ben" I hugged again softly as I remembered him
I remembered our time together. How he felt close to me. How he kissed me, and how he made love to me. Again unlike any other man I had been with before him. He was calling me. Twice. For that second message in the morning was also him. He was calling me. Ben Cohen was calling me.
"It's Ben" the first message said "I know its late.". "I saw you at the bar" "Your seat friend Barry gave me your number" "Call my when you can"
Then he hung up. I stared at my phone from the first call. Stunned that he was calling me. That he was looking for me. Then I listened to the other one I had believed to be nothing kore than a telemarketing call. It too was him. He was wanting to see me. As soon as possible.
"Its me again." He said "Hope you are well baby" "Please call me. I want to see you again"
He ended that message with an 'i miss you' and the number that was already on the missed call log. I placed the phone down and stared out to the courtyards beyond the building if my apartments. I saw a bird fly by and land in a tree in the courtyard. I sighed as I felt emotion kick in. It was Ben after all. All this time apart and I still adored him. I was so fucked up by this all. I wanted him, but I wasn't sure I wanted to risk leaving my heart out there fir this guy. It had already been broken by him. Not that he really meant to do so. I get that. He was a married man after all. Married with kids. But he let me fall fir him when he should have not lead me on as he had. Or had he? I really wasn't sure what to believe. Maybe it had just been my needs all along. My belief that he lived me as much as I loved him. He hadn't never really said that I was his love. Had he?
"I don't remember much" I did a dit myself "Maybe I did think the wrong thing" "Bit I really couldn't help it now. Could i?"
It was Ben Cohen after all. Not just any man. It was the greatest and kindest guy I had ever come across. The guy that saved my life and made me feel great and beautiful.
"Maybe it was all me?" I thought aloud
I wanted Ben. Regardless of what ever was gling on in my head whether not he lead me on. I wanted to feel his awesome body again. His hands on me and that big dick in me. So I broke down after a night if no sleep. I grabbed my phone and called the sports God. Dialing the number he had left for me. It rang a few times and then he picked up. A standard 'hello' as he pick up.
"Hum. Hi" I said back "Its me.." "Hey there" he cut in "I was really hoping you would call me"
Then he immediately started to apologize for making me believe something that was not possible at the time. But that he did love me very much. That I brought out passions in him he did not know he had. But he did miss me.
"Can we meet" he finally said "No expectations" "Just lunch or something"
I sighed and then agreed to the lunch date. We were to meet at the pier near the beach. There were nice cafes there. And we could walk on the beach if we so desired. And there was also a nice park a fee blocks away if we wanted to go there. He also said that if lunch was all it would be that it was fine too. Reiterating the 'no expectations' comment so I would feel okay about it. But my head was already in a space of something more than just lunch as I pondered his words. I already saw myself climbing on his awesome body and dick. Seeing myself getting his big dick back inside my wanton body.
"Ben" I softly said "I still love you so much"
I felt my heart ache a bit as I thought if him more. Remembering this hunk at the moment he rescued me from that brutal assault those years back. His strong arms helping me up and holding me close as he made sure I was okay. Then being with him in his hotel and how he made me feel there. Of course I loved him. There was no doubt of that. It was whether I should put my heart put there for him again. This magnificent 'straight' man who happened to enjoy the company of guys occasionally. Well I did meet him for lunch. Driving down to the coast to meet him at the the place he suggested. I walked in and looked around to see if he had arrived already. But i was there first. I was shown to a table that faced the hillside to the south. The beaches trailing edge below and to my right. I ordered a tea as I didn't want liquor to cloud me in any way. It was just to be a lunch and nothing more. Ad my drink came so did Ben. I saw his big magnificence as he walked into the place. I saw him speak to the hostess. He looked up and saw me. He smiled and waved. Then headed towards me.
"My God his is gorgeous" I said to myself "That beard suites him"
Yes Ben had a full beard in now. And man was he even better looking. He also looked beefier, fuller. And his legs looked thicker somehow. And the shorts he wore showed off those legs real well. My eyes were glued to them. But as he came closer I pulled my eyes from his lower half and looked at his face. Still the most beautiful man I had ever seen.
"Hi sweetie" he said "How have you been?" "Hi" I said back
I then answer his other question with a bland 'okay' and the he sat down. I was already feeling a tad uncomfortable as I was not sure what we could talk about. And I really did not want to talk about us and or whatever it was that we had together. So as he started to say something about it I cut him off. But he still apologized regardless. Saying that there was no intent on breaking my heart.
"I know" I finally just said "I know it all." "Just kinda hard when you fall for someone" "It was stupid. But it happened" "And can't change that"
I then diverted the conversation away from that topic as I was starting to feel like I may just bust out into tears. I asked him about what he had been doing since he retired. And he went into that at least. So I was glad we were just talking about his charities and things he was still doing against bullying.
"That's nice" I said in the middle of it.
He asked me if I was still doing what I was when we first met. I answered back with telling him I moved jobs and apartments since then. And that I rarely went to the clubs anymore. 'Tried to avoid that area after that incudent'. We talked a little more and then were gonna get ready to leave. And as we didn't really talk much more about what ever it was we may have had I figured we would part and go our separate ways. But that was when he asked if he could see me again. That he missed me ever so much.
"I do" he reiterated "You are the sweetest guy" "And I do care a lot for you" "So can we go out again?"
I pursed my lips and then just said I would have to think about it. But I took his info and promised I would call him either way.
"Good" he said as he got up
I looked at the gorgeous body trapped in his clothes. And wished so much to be one of those articles of clothing. To be touching his awesome body. We stood there for a moment before he asked if he could hug me. I sighed and agreed reluctantly. Then Ben did hug me. His big arms wrapping around me as he pulled me tightly to his body I felt i may pass out from how incredible it felt against me. And he smelled great too. Then he pulled away and smiled at me. Budding me goodbye and hopes of hearing from me soon.
"Okay" I said back again
Then he turned and left me there. I watched as the most perfect man I had ever known walked away from me.
"Oh Ben" I sighed again "I don't know. I just don't know"
I then headed home to my lonely apartment. I threw myself into my bed and just cried a bit. Wanting to definitely see this beautiful man again. But could I trust myself with him. And could I trust him... ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ More to cum