"Sometimes That's All There Is"...
For Justin there was his world before meeting Tom. He knew it was impossible to hold on to something when there was nothing to hold on to. Stay with me and observe some of Justin's sexual experiences at 19 years of age and beyond.
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Sometime That's All There Is -- Part 2
By Justin Balancier
At first, the "saying out of sight out of mind" didn't apply when it came to Tommy but eventually things got back to normal. Whatever normal was supposed to be for a budding young gay dude who was filled with wild sexual behavior. I use to think, OMG I'm spoiled, who can screw around and play the way that Tom would play. Well it didn't take long for me to realize that there were all sorts of dudes out there willing to rise to the occasion. I thought back to when I was around 19 years old. When it came to hooking up it was just a matter of sex and nothing more. Back then the name of the game was simply a great blowjob or getting laid.
Part 2 - Kit
There wasn't much excitement going on except for the bar scene and the occasional arrest in the park where some guy would be copping dick or getting caught with his pants down and a cock up his ass. Just the same the months rolled by and normal activities began to happen. The carnival came to town every year in late summer and brought along fun things to see and do.
The colored lights on the Ferris wheel towered above the chain link fence, which led to the parking field. This was carnival night. We pulled into the parking lot and parked next to the fence. It was dark and there were lots of people heading towards the admission gates. With me was Danny my best friend at the time. Before we got out of the car, Danny put his hand between my legs, grabbed my cock through my pants and said, "Okay tiger, are you all set to get laid" I said," what is that suppose to mean" He told me that there were all types of dudes in the carnival and he was going to find me one. I quickly interrupted him -- "Oh no you're not. "I can do my own trolling and besides a carnival dude is not for me," He said, "Oh for Christ sakes, Justin, do you expect every stud out there will be a prize. Oh let's just go, I want to grab something to eat before we start walking around".
We walked past several food venders and finally settled on pizza and a Pepsi. There were a few tables where one could sit and eat. We found a spot at a table and dug into the pizza. A couple of tables away three guys were drinking beer and talking. They looked like they worked at the carnival. One guy was hot looking and he caught me looking at him. He looked back for a moment and then went on talking to his co-workers. We finished eating and set out to see the sights.
The midway was buzzing with kids, teenagers, families with baby strollers and a few drunks wandering around. The night air was still warm from an unusual hot summer day.
We walked past freak shows, girlie shows and everything in between. Towards the end of the midway was a reptile show with snakes and lizards in glass cages. There was crappy music playing and a guy standing out front with a snake around his neck. The snake was pretty large and obviously drugged because it could barley move. Danny said, "Hold on Justin, I want to see what's going on" so we stopped and watched this guy talking to the crowd and selling ticket to the show. Danny said to me, "Look - it's the dude who was at the table by the pizza stand" I looked and sure enough Danny was correct. This guy had removed his shirt and the snake was around his neck and lying on his chest. The summer sun had beautifully tanned his body. He wasn't wearing a hat and you could see his messy light brown hair curl around his ears and lay on his forehead. He had a nice build -- No - it was a sexy strong and muscular build. I worked my way to the front of the crowd to get a closer look. Danny whispered in my ear -- "toot, toot, slut in over drive," I said, "Oh shut up he might hear you"
I stood there for a few minutes looking up at him. His jeans were a bit torn in places and his cock was bulged down the left side of his crotch. It was noticeable and he knew it was noticeable. The way he stood with his legs spread and the way he smiled at the crowd -- yeah he knew it all right. Danny finally said, "Let's beat it, I've seen enough of Tarzan the snake man." Unhappily I agreed so we walked on.
As I walked around taking in the sights, I couldn't stop thinking of that handsome face and hot looking body. The bulge in the torn jeans was really getting to me. He did look a little grungy with carnival dirt especially around his waist. I was sure he could use some soap and water. Still I was hungry to see more of him. We stopped at an ice cream stand and I bought some ice cream and continued walking. Eventually Danny and I came around to the same reptile show. Standing out there again was the same guy holding that damn snake.
We stood in the back of the crowd this time and just watched. I was licking my ice cream cone and he was talking to the crowd, He spoke with a sexy voice into the mike and said, "This show is for ladies too, you're guaranteed to see something you'll like" and he looked directly at me. Our eyes met for a couple of seconds and he stayed staring. I ran my tongue over the ice cream once more and he smiled - actually it was a little laugh. Danny mumbled -- "slut -- how are we going to handle this?" I said, "we're not --he is just being a smart ass making fun because he knows that we are gay and stop calling me slut."
Danny came back with, "Damn he's hot bud, let's try to hookup maybe you can lick some of the dirt off his stomach" " Oh sure I replied, right after my ribs heal, you can see that he probably hates fags' Danny came back with. "Please stop calling yourself names. "Now, I am a prince and not a fag," I told him if royalty suited him than he was more of a queen than a prince. We laughed and moved on.
It was closing time on the mid-way and most of the shows had already closed. Standing alone by the side of a canvas tent was the dude we had been checking out all evening. He still had his shirt off but the snake was gone.
We walked by him and he said, "are you guys pissed" I said, "what makes you say that" He replied, "I didn't think you liked the lady remark" Danny said, "that's sort of funny" yeah I piped in, "that's sort of funny." He stepped back into the shadows and said, "Okay guys, my name is Kit and that was all in fun and that's what we do here in the carnival -- we have fun. Are you interested in doing anything?" I asked him. "Like what?" He answered, Like wanting to fuck or suck something -- c'mon on you know you want to" - I can get my buddy for your friend, I saw you checking out my dick and you can have it" Then he grabbed my ass." What do ya say?" Danny lit up like a Christmas tree and told him to go find his friend. He disappeared for a couple of minutes and returned with another guy he called George. He wasn't a bad looking stud, Not a Hollywood hunk but friendly as hell, cute and horny. Danny was taken with the idea of getting into George's pants. I could tell that right off.
Kit asked me my name and I told him Justin. So there we were I had a hot looking carnival dude who was grabbing my ass and a guy named George who had his hand down Danny's pants. This was going to be some night. I hoped that I would survive it.
Kit asked if we wanted to go anyplace special. We didn't have anyplace where we could fuck around that was private and safe so Kit suggested his trailer. We made our way through rows of campers and trailers parked on the grounds. It was dark and Kit took my hand and let the way. I turned around to be sure that Danny and George were keeping up but they had stopped. Danny had George backed against a trailer and was kissing the hell out of him. Kit squeezed my hand and said, "C'mon baby, George will bring him. We reached a small camper and Kit opened the door. Danny and George were right behind us. Kit said, "welcome to the den of paradise" and we all went inside. George grabbed four bottles of beer and everyone got comfortable. Danny and George disappeared behind a blanket that was strung across the room as a divider for privacy. In matter of minutes you could hear the slapping of flesh banging away. When I heard Danny say, "Yeah, fuck me harder" I knew who was getting screwed.
Kit lifted off his shirt and pulled me closer to him. He put my head on his chest and my hand on his crotch. I liked being there but I didn't feel comfortable having my face in the same place where the snake was about an hour earlier. I said nothing to him about it. Instead I kissed my way down to the bulge in his pants. He opened his jeans and his cock was there for the taking. It was long, straight, warm and hard. A glob of precum oozed from the head of his cock. I licked off the precum and buried my face in his crotch. He was a little gamey smelling and he smelled like cock, nothing but fragrant cock. He was so hot that I licked him all over and thought to myself, " So it's musk, dirt, snake and sweat -- I don't care what you smell like - you're not getting away `cause you are intoxicating." And he became nectar from the Gods.
I sucked his cock deep and hard until he was about to cum. Then he stopped me. Kit stripped off the remainder of his clothes and dropped them on the floor. Then he undressed me and began to lick me all over. He nibbled my neck, chest, stomach, back, cock and balls. Kit sucked my cock into his mouth with pressure and rhythm. It was a firm and electrifying blowjob. It wasn't long before I came in his mouth and some landed on the back of his hand. He licked cum off the back of his hand like he was enjoying lime with vodka.
Kit's hand went between my legs and he began fingering my hole. I felt lube being rubbed on my crack and I saw the condom go on his dick. He slid his cock inside me and moved with great ease. "Are you okay buddy" he asked me. I said, "Yeah man you are incredible, you bet I'm okay" As he was getting close to filling my ass with cum he pulled out and removed the condom. He finished jerking his dick practically kneeling on my face. He rubbed his cock over my lips and said, "open dude" and shot a hot load of thick cum on my tongue. He looked at me and said, "Well baby what you going to do with it" I said, "I'm keeping it" and then I swallowed" He said, "good boy"
Danny came back into the room a little worn for wear and we finished our beer. We were about to leave when I thought about asking Kit a question. I asked, "Tell me, do you like having a snake around your shoulders" He answered, "Hell no, I hate it. If they didn't tranquilize the damn thing I would never handle it" This is my first time traveling with a carnival and that was the only job I could get. After this gig leaves town I'm quitting the carnival. It's too rough, you are always on the move and it's lonely.
I said, "Thanks guy, I was just curious" Kit added, "You're a hot looking dude Justin and I had an awesome time with you". I said, "That should be the other way around - it was me who had the awesome time". Kit held my face with both hands and planted a kiss on my lips." Stay safe buddy" he whispered in my ear.
When Danny and I reached the car in the field, it was getting very late. The parking lot was almost empty. We didn't talk much about George and Kit on the drive home. I believe that we already knew the questions and answers. After all, it was only a hook up and it was just sex. At least that's what I thought it was.
"Sometimes That's All There Is" To be continued... Kit Returns