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Chapter 2:
Once we were back in the house it was just what I expected. I thought that my heart was going to pound through my chest. Only it wasn't for a good reason. I felt like everyone at the party was watching me out of the corner of their eye and talking about the fact that I just made out with Brian on the beach. I felt like the most wonderful thing to happen in my life was now going to crush me. I scanned the living room quickly but I wasn't looking for Sarah or any of my other friends. I was trying to get a glimpse of Brian to see if he looked as uncomfortable as I felt. He was no where to be seen and that just made my stomach twist worse. I just knew that he was off somewhere being grilled by Matt or his other friends as to why he went for a walk with me. Was he going to tell them that I had forced myself on him while he was drunk to protect his secret? I had to get out of there.
I made a quick lap around the party now almost franticly looking for Sarah or anyone from my group. I found Sarah sitting outside pretty drunk by this point. I walked up and butted right into the boisterous conversation she has having.
"Hey, I've got to get out of here ok?" I said trying my best not to let the others standing around her know how desperate I was get out of there.
"You ok?" she half slurred
"You wanna hang out here and catch a ride back with someone else?" I shot back not even acknowledging her question.
"I'll go with you. Just give me a sec to finish this beer." She was looking at me trying to decipher exactly what had gone wrong.
"Ok I will be in the Jeep. Just don't take long." I knew I was being short with her but I needed these feelings of dread and fear to end and I could only see that happening by getting the hell out. So that is exactly what I did. I walked right through the living room and didn't pause for a second. I didn't really feel the need to say bye to anyone because I just knew that by this point they all thought I had tried to jump Brian on the beach. If they didn't hate me before they certainly would have new cause to make my life a living hell.
I deposited my half drunk beer on the table by the door and was sitting in my jeep a moment later debating on just leaving Sarah to fend for herself though I was sure that would bring a wrath the likes I haven't seen.
It seemed like weeks passed as I sat there but in truth I knew it hadn't been more than a couple of minutes when I heard the music from the party get louder as the door opened again. I didn't even look over to make sure it was Sarah, I just started the jeep and got ready to pull off as soon as she was in the seat. I nearly screamed when all of a sudden there was a knock on my window. I looked over and there was Brian with this adorable confused look on his face and I rolled down the window.
"What's up man? You ok?" he said leaning in.
"Yeah, just tired" I said trying to not make eye contact with him and fidgeting with everything.
He just shot back with "liar." And I snapped around and looked at him. "It's ok but remember we are supposed to tell each other when we need to slow down. Lets make a promise that we aren't going to lie to each other either. I need you not to lie to me. You're the first person that I have ever been able to start to express this part of me and I need you be open with me. Deal?"
"Deal" I half whispered just looking down embarrassed that I had been called out. "I just got uneasy. I wasn't sure what would happen when you got back to your friends. I just felt that everyone could tell... well you know."
"Yeah well Matt asked me who was giving my boner." He said laughing.
"What?!?! I said trying to not scream. "What the hell did you say?"
"I just told him it was his fine ass and blew it off. Well not blew it off... oh god well you know what I mean damn it." It was cute seeing him so flustered.
"Yeah. I said. I know what you mean. Mine is still pretty rigid too." I just let the last part trail off. After a moment of silence Brian reached in the window and rubbed my arm.
"You ok to drive home?" he asked
"Yeah. The walk on the beach and our talk really sobered me up." I said with a smile finally lifting my head and looking into his eyes. I couldn't believe this amazing man was sitting here talking to me like this and he was all man. Then he did the gentlest thing, he reached out and put two fingers under my chin and guided my face to his for the softest, sweetest kiss I think ever existed.
"Be careful going back. I need to see you tomorrow and don't want anything to happen tonight to screw that up."
"Ok, why don't you come hang out at the motel tomorrow? I think we are just going to chill there if that is cool with you." I said
"Sure. Sounds great. I just don't know if I can wait till tomorrow night." He smiled with an evil grin.
"oh you're a big boy. If you can handle two practices a day of football I think that you handle waiting till tomorrow night."
Just then we herd the door open again and I knew that this time it had to be Sarah. She walked up to the car with a huge grin on her face and Brian and I just kind of looked at her as she climbed in the passenger seat and got her seatbelt on. Which I have to say was much more a struggle than I thought it would be. It was then that I realized that she was feeling no pain thanks to the beer.
"What's up with you guys?" She asked laying her head back on the head rest after finally getting situated.
Brian and I laughed out loud at what we had just watched. "Nothing, just making sure your bud here is cool to drive." Brian answered giving me a wink. I smiled back at him and he stepped away from the window and I pulled off.
The drive back wasn't long but it was silent. Sarah was relaxed and we just listened to the radio. Once back at the motel we headed back to the room where I threw on a sweatshirt and pulled a chair outside the door to the room. I quickly made myself a bourbon and coke and sat just letting the movie of tonight replay in my head. My nerves had clamed down a lot and Sarah came out and sat in front of me on the other side of the walkway.
"Anyone else back?" she asked taking a sip from a cup. I knew she had gone and made herself a vodka cranberry.
"No, I don't think so"
"Good, so then you can tell me what the hell was up back there?"
"Back where?" I asked nervously. Had she seen Brian kiss me at the car? Was it all as obvious as I had feared?
"At the party. Why the hell did we have to go right then? Did someone say something to you or do something?" Sarah was a natural at the third degree, even with the beer and now vodka easing her pain.
"No. I was just over it is all."
"Lair." She said abruptly. My god was I really that bad at lying that both Sarah and Brian could call me out like that?
"No really. I just needed to come back. I told you to stay if you wanted."
"Nah, I needed to come back. No need to make an ass out of myself on the first night." She said. "And I am not sure if I am getting the whole story."
"I promise if there is anything to tell you will be the first to know." Well really the third I thought to myself. Part of me wanted to just blurt it all out to her. Everything that had happened on the beach in all it's glorious detail. But I knew that I needed to figure out what was happening for myself first.
It wasn't much longer before everyone started to trickle back into the motel. It was about 3 am before I finally lay down in the bed next to Sarah. I was sure that I wouldn't be able to sleep with my mind racing and replaying everything that had happened that night. That proved out to be very wrong. Soon I was out cold and I slept deep and hard.
I don't even remember what I dreamt about that night but by the intensity of my hard on when I woke up I could only assume it was good. As I rubbed my eyes I tried to focus on the alarm clock on the nightstand my mind was busy trying to piece everything back together. That is when what I was looking at hit me; the clock clearly said 1:30 and that could only mean 1:30 in the afternoon. I paused before I drug myself out of bed, if there were people around I didn't want them to see me with my dick in this state and I couldn't risk just taking care of it right there. The other bed was empty and the bathroom door was wide open which I hoped meant no one was in there. After taking a piss and getting my cock under control I decided to wander outside and see if there was anyone hanging out in the other room.
Opening the door was like opening a portal directly to the sun. The light blinded me and actually made me take a step back. Rubbing my eyes again I stepped out onto the walkway and glanced down the wall to the other room. The door was closed and the curtains drawn. I went down and knocked lightly on the door. I was trying to be loud enough that if someone was awake they would hear it but not loud enough to wake someone up if they were still sleeping off the night before. There was no answer.
So I decided to pull myself together and go look for them on the beach. Just as I went back in the room Tony came bounding up the stairs to the walkway.
"Well it is about time you got your lazy ass up." He laughed
"Hey, vacation is for resting you know." I shot back.
"Yeah well not when there is one hell of a party going on down at the beach. Come on get your suit on and let's go. You can help me carry the big cooler down."
"OK but I have to shower first." I grunted as I headed for the bathroom.
"Why man? You're just going to get all hot and sweaty again down there just wait till later." He sighed.
"It's like habit or something. I'm not myself till I shower and you don't want me grumpy all day right?"
"Ok but make it quick. We are missing all the fun."
A moment later I was in the shower and realized that my problem was back at full mast. The images of Brian, his scent and the way he felt kept rushing back into my mind. I needed to get off bad so I started to stoke my dick. Just as the tension in my balls was building the bathroom door flew open.
"What the hell are you doing in there? re-grouting the tiles? Come on!" Tony shouted.
And with that the moment was over. I had gone from the edge of exploding to scared soft in a second. I jumped out of the shower and dried off. Threw on my bathing suit, tee shirt and sandals and grabbed the other end of the cooler which Tony had loaded down with drinks, liquor and ice. Damn that thing was heavy.
When we got to the beach we made our way to what I can only describe as an encampment. There were about 30 people hanging out with beach chairs and umbrellas. A couple of the guys from the football team were even setting up one of those tent like canopies for some of the girls. It really was an amazing sight; everyone was laughing and having a good time. People that hadn't hung out together in 4 years were now sitting around and laughing at stories from last night.
"Well about damn time." I heard Sarah say. "I looked over my shoulder and saw her sprawled in the sun on a towel in the middle of the crowed. "I saved you a spot." As I started over to her she held up her hand to stop me. "But it is going to cost you. I want one of those cocktails you made me at the bonfire a few weeks ago." She had this grin that let me know I wasn't going to get out of making it for her and in all reality it wasn't such a high cost. I simply had made her a vodka tonic with a little cranberry and a squeeze of lime in it. My brother's girlfriend drank them all the time and I just took credit for the mixture.
"But I don't want to." I half heartedly whined. She responded by pointing to where the jocks had put the coolers together as a makeshift bar area. As I crossed the crowd I realized that I was way more comfortable today for some reason. Maybe it was because the jocks and cheerleaders were on my turf today, not that I had any real turf but today was just different. It was then that I realized I had been here for almost 5 minutes and I hadn't even looked for Brian. What the hell did that mean? As my mind started racing again I was snapped out it by Sarah grabbing me around the waist.
"Could you make one for Mandy too? Andy made her some crap drink that tastes like he used saltwater in it." She said shooting a look at Andy.
"Sure." I winced.
I squatted down and began digging through the coolers and quickly realized there was no tonic water in any of them. I asked Tony where it was and he said he didn't put any in cause he didn't know what it was for. That meant that I had to trudge all the way back up to the room to get it.
As I started across the sand and was just about at the beach access path I heard it.
"Wait up!" There it was, the voice that haunted my thoughts. "Where you off to?" Brian asked when he caught up with me. "You just got here. I thought you were going to sleep all damn day."
God he was even more gorgeous today. The sun was giving him a nice tan and his body was coated in a fine sweat. Nothing gross or over powering but just the perfect amount to show off his muscles and fill the air around him with his intoxicating scent.
"Just headed back to the room. I need some tonic water to make Sarah and Mandy a drink."
"Mind if I come too? I need to piss bad." He asked with a smile.
"Sure but..." I stopped myself just before I questioned him on why he didn't just use the public restrooms that were just down the beach. "...we just need to wash the sand off our feet. I don't want to track it all over the room." Trying to cover the odd pause I had created.
"Sure, that would suck to have half the beach in your room for the rest of the week." And he started off for the open air shower and the roadside entrance to the path.
I again couldn't take my eyes off him. His back was powerful and his ass looked even better than it did in the moonlight last night but something had me nervous. He hadn't even hinted at last night not even a wink. When he got to the shower he reached down and turned on the spicket and stuck his barefoot under it. I waited a moment and when he went to switch feet I gabbed hold of the pole for the shower head and stuck mine under the rushing water. Then he shoved his foot under the water above mine and started to laugh.
"What the fuck?" I laughed. "You're hogging all the water." And I began trying to knock his foot out of the way with mine and we both started to laugh. To steady himself he reached out and grabbed for the pole too. His hand landed right on top of mine and I felt his strong grip and an instant wave of electricity shot through me. My heart raced, my mouth went dry and my dick was once again started to make itself known. I looked up and into Brian's eyes and he had a serious look on his face, the same look from last night that told me everything.
We nearly raced across the road, one because we both needed to get in the room to be alone as quickly as we could and two because neither Brian nor I had thought to grab our sandals when we headed back to the room and the asphalt was ungodly hot in the blazing sun. I couldn't help it but I laughed as I heard this big masculine man yelp with each step on the blacktop road.
It was only a moment later though that I was fumbling with the key and the lock on the door. As soon as the door cracked open Brian shoved me through. When he turned to close the door I pinned him face first to it being sure to lock it as my mouth attacked the back of his neck. I savored the smell and taste of him and I could feel my dick pressing against his ass.
I let my hands slip between the cool paint of the door and his hot skin stretched across his pecs. I slowly let him spin around while I kept him pinned to the door not that he couldn't easily have freed himself if he wanted to. I was still working my mouth on his neck when I finally had his back flat to the door. Then I kissed him, I kissed him hard. Ever inch of my body was on fire with excitement and it was all pouring out of me in that kiss. When we finally pulled back he just looked at me panting out of breath.
Then it was his turn to work over my neck and ask he did I reach back and grabbed his hands and held them against the door beside his head. His mouth on my neck was like nothing I had ever felt before. The stubble on his face was tickling me and so erotic at the same time. I slid his hands up the door as far as I could and pulled back before he sent me over the edge with just his kisses. I smiled at him, I don't know how but I just knew he liked that he was the one with his back pressed against the door.
I looked at his arms. His biceps were stretched out but even in this position they were immense. I couldn't resist and leaned over and began kissing and licking them. He let out a soft moan of approval. I worked my way down his arm and was hit square in the face by the most powerful aroma. It was this intoxicating mix of soap and sweat. I don't know what came over me but I just dove into his arm pit and began kissing and licking. I was like an addict, I just couldn't get enough. Soon Brian freed his hands from my weakening grip and wrapped his arms around me in a bear hug. He laughed as he picked me up and tossed me like a rag doll on the bed.
I could feel his full weight lying on top of me, his body pressing into mine like they were trying to become one. We kissed and let our hands explore each other again. He slipped my shirt off me and I cold feel the hair on his chest rubbing against my smooth skin. I let my hand trace the muscles in his back that the deep valley that his spine made. I then let them slip down to his waist. I paused a second in my head debating on if I should keep going but never stopped kissing him. I then remembered our promise and started to slide my hands under the waist band of his board shorts. If he needed me to stop he would tell me I assured myslef, but he didn't. As I gripped the mounds of flesh that I could feel were also dusted with course hairs I could feel him grind his cock against my crotch harder.
I was in heaven but I was facing a real problem. I hadn't gotten off since our episode last night and now with this. I wouldn't be able to just walk back to the beach after shooting a load in my board shorts and if we didn't stop now that was exactly what was going to happen. I pulled my hands out and grabbed his sides and pushed him up from me.
"You ok?" he asked concerned.
"Yeah, it's just if we don't stop now this is going to get messy." I said glancing down at my crotch. "I never got to `take care' of myself after I left your place last night and I am just about going nuts here."
"Well, we can take care of that." He then leaned in and kissed me as he slid off to my side. He kissed his way down my chest and to my stomach where he stopped for a second. "Remember your promise. If you don't want to just say so." I simply answered him by putting my hand on the back of his head and guiding it back to my stomach. I wasn't sure what exactly he had in mind but I knew I didn't want him to stop. He slowly untied my board shorts never taking his mouth off some part of my body. I will never forget the sound of him opening the Velcro front.
I took a deep breath as his strong hand gently slipped down my abs and paused just at the open waistband. He lifted his head and looked right into my eyes as his hand slid down and wrapped around my dick. A guy was caressing my dick and not just any guy but a man that I was falling hard for. He kissed me again as he slowly ran his hand up and down the shaft.
"You ok?" he whispered
"God yeah." I moaned back.
"Mind if I try something?"
"uhhhh" was all I could say at that moment. I was too lost in the pleasure of the moment.
He took it s a `yes' and began kissing my stomach again and worked his way down to my waist. That is when I realized what I thought he meant. He pulled the opening of my shorts apart even further and I watched him look at my rock hard cock. He ran his fingers over all of it examining each inch as they went. He traced the veins with his fingers and ran them over the head then across and down the slit in the end. I had never really precum much before but this was driving me nuts and I saw a large drop form right on the end of my dick.
He reached out with a finger and gently touched it drawing a long string of the sticky liquid back from the head. Then I heard him take a deep breath and his head shot forward and licked the rest off my cock. I gasp and the sensation. The next thing I knew he had his lips wrapped around my cock. This was too much and I gripped onto his shoulder.
"Oh god! I'm gonna shoot." I gasped trying to warn him.
He pulled his mouth off my dick and continued his stroking just before I erupted all over my stomach and chest. It wasn't like any other load I had ever shot before. My body flexed and tensed as shot after shot erupted and streamed across my body. And just in the middle of it I felt Brian dive in and wrap his lips around my dick again taking the last few shots in his mouth.
As I came down from the high I was riding after that I looked down at Brian's face as his head lay in my lap. He was so tender and calm laying there with this grin on his face. He crawled back up beside me and kissed me. I could still taste my cum in his mouth.
"Better?" he asked with a smile.
"Amazing" I said. "My god you are fucking amazing. Where did you learn to make a guy feel like that?"
"No where. That was the first time I had ever even held another guys... well you know. I just did what I thought would feel good."
"Well you got it right. I think I have the proof of that right here." I laughed looking down at the mess on my chest and abs.
"Now it is my turn." I asserted as I tried to lay him on his back but made no progress to even really budge him.
"Nah, not now. We had better get back or they are going to send out a search party for us."
I knew he was right but I couldn't just stop. "I want to make you feel as great as you just made me feel that all."
"You do make me feel that good. Every time you smile at me; every time we touch even if it is just our feet under the faucet you make me feel like nothing in the world can hurt me.'
Where the hell has this Brian been the last 4 years I thought to myself. He is amazing and sweet and gentle and the answer to every prayer I have said. I have to admit I started to tear up again but quickly pulled myself together. The last thing I wanted was for Brian to know I had a tendency of welling up when he said those things to me.
Hopping off the bed I fixed my board shorts and went to the bathroom to clean up the mess I had deposited all over me. We gathered up the tonic water and I made us some sandwiches because god knows I was hungry at this point and Brian can always eat and we headed for the door.
Just as I reached out for the handle Brian grabbed my hand.
"I need you to know that this isn't just some `thing'. I know when we go out there I can't really hold your hand or give you a kiss bit I need you to know that I care and need you to be with me. I am just still scared of what some of the guys will say." He was dead serious and studied my face for some negative reaction.
"I know. I'm in this with you. Whatever and whenever you need me. I am not really out either, well to anyone other than Sarah that is but she doesn't know anything about us or last night. We will know when the time to tell people comes." I said trying to reassure him the best I could. "Just one question though. Does this make me your super secret boyfriend?" I said laughing.
He laughed back. "No dumb ass. It just makes you my boyfriend. I am just not ready to show up at prom with you yet." And with that he leaned in for one last kiss and then slapped me on my ass as we headed out the door.
"Good because who said I would say yes to a big jock like you anyway?" I fired back as we again had to run across the blacktop to the beach.
We got back to the beach and rejoined the crowed which was still in full swing.
"What the hell took you so long?" Sarah launched in on me as soon as I was back in the mix of people. "I thought you crawled back in bed or something?"
"or something." Was all I answered her with. She shot me this confused look and I just held up the sandwiches I had in the bag with a smile. I then went over to the coolers and started on the drinks I had promised and one for myself.
I handed Brian his sandwich when I was done. He looked up at me with a smile and said "Thanks man."
"Any time." I said back with a smile that may have been a little too big. I caught Matt giving me sideways look.
"Sorry man. All out of sandwiches." I said pointedly to Matt.
"Ummm... no problem." He choked back.
I just smiled and walked back to the spot next to Sarah wondering where I had gotten my new found confidence when I caught Brian looking over at me and wink.
"I think there maybe something to tell now" Sarah whispered in my ear.
"Yeah there is." I said with a smile. "But give me a little more time, ok?"
And with that the rest of the afternoon drifted on into the evening and the party continued back at the motel. Brian and I never got any more time to connect alone expect one quick kiss as I came out of the bathroom and we realized we were alone in my room. We didn't linger though.
The night eventually blurred with every new cocktail. I didn't get to see Brian before he left. Not that I would really remember anyway it was spring break after all. Eventually I crawled into bed to crash, the same bed that just that afternoon had been the place where I had the best feeling of my life. I curled up and fell asleep anxious for what tomorrow was going to bring.