Suddenly bright sunlight jarred me from sleep the next morning. I squinted my eyes to try and block it out. I was lying in the same position as when I fell asleep, my head on Brian's chest and his arm wrapped around my shoulder. I could feel him starting to squirm as the harsh sun woke him up too. Then that I heard it, the giggling. As I looked around the room to try and figure out what was happening I noticed Sarah standing at the end of the bed with her hand covering her mouth.
"What? What the fuck is going on?" I grumbled.
"Oh nothing, just enjoying the scene." She said before almost doubling over in laughter.
I started to glance around the room to try and figure out what she was talking about when I realized there was somebody nestled up to my back. I looked over my shoulder, still groggy, trying to piece it all together and saw Matt lying there half spooning me with his head buried under a pillow.
"What the fuck!" I grunted quickly flopping over on my back and more closely examining Matt laying there. He was shirtless but had his shorts on and one of the blankets from his makeshift mattress half covering him. "Matt!" I groaned punching him in the shoulder.
"What?" He said still half asleep.
"Matt!" I shouted hitting him again and this time causing Brian to sit up and see what the problem was.
"I'm up. I'm up!" Matt answered with the second punch.
"What the hell are you doing man?" I asked. Brian was rubbed his eyes trying to figure out why everyone was being so loud.
"I was sleep. What the hell do you think I was doing?" and just then Matt pulled his head from under the pillow and through the slits in his eyelids looked over at Brian and me shirtless in the bed next to him. "Oh god! Sorry man." He sputtered as he scrambled to get up but ended up landing on the floor next to the bed in a tangled mess.
At this point Sarah had lost all control and was sprawled on the other bed laughing harder than I had ever seen her laugh. "Umm...So good morning Matt." Brian said clearly unsure of what exactly had happened.
"Hey man. It wasn't anything really. It's just that sleeping on the floor sucked and I was drunk. I saw that there was room on the edge of your bed so I must have crawled up and fell asleep." It was clear that Matt was talking way faster then his brain wanted him to at the moment as he sat on the floor holding his head in his hands.
I just pulled the sheet up over my head and tried to block out the whole situation. One minute I had been sound asleep holding the man of my dreams and the next I was caught up in some skit out of a bad sitcom.
Brian said "its ok man. It took me a long time to deal with being gay so if we need to find you a man too just let me know. We can work on that tonight but stop trying to sleep with mine ok?" From under the cover I heard Sarah lose it again and even Tony grunted a laugh.
"Hey Dan." Sarah said
"What?" I answered.
"No, I need you to look at me." she insisted.
"Why?" I questioned as I lifted my head and pulled the sheet down to look at her, as I did I saw the flash of her camera. "What the fuck!" I growled.
"Well I had to have an after shot to go with the before photos." She said with a big grin on her face.
"WHAT BEFORE PHOTOS!?" Matt said perking up and whipping his head to look at her.
"Oh they're nothing bad just a few shots so I can remember this morning forever." She said as she darted out of the room. Matt scrambled to his feet then chased her outside.
"I had better go make sure she doesn't hurt him." Tony grumbled
I flopped my head back on the pillow and looked over at Brian. In the sunlight I could see the small round bruises from the paintballs on his shoulder even better. "Oh man, they did get you good yesterday didn't they?" I said.
"Yeah well not as good as Michael got you." He said as he gently put his thumb to my left cheek and rubbed it. Then the moment that Michael had punched me came rushing back to my mind. "Does it hurt?"
"Not really." I winced as he pushed a little harder.
"Sorry. It doesn't look that bad today. I thought it would be worse." Brain let his hand fall and focused on my eyes. "By they way, good morning." He said as he leaned in and kissed me softly on the lips.
"Good morning." I responded smiling. "So you think they know we... well you know last night when we went to bed?"
"Don't know, but if they do they won't say anything." I gave him a puzzled look which he answered by saying. "I woke up about four this morning and lets just say I know Tony and Sarah weren't asleep." He said with a big grin.
"Oh god. I'm glad I slept through that." I moaned as I pulled the sheet over my head again and he laughed.
Brian lay back down and I snuggled back up to his body. I gently stroked his chest and he lightly traced his fingers over the small of my back, every so often letting them slip below my waistband to the top of my ass. I could have just stayed like that forever. Eventually Brian said "Well I guess I had better go find Matt and head back to the house."
"You wanna shower before you go?" I asked looking up at his face.
"Nah. I'll just grab one there."
Brian made no attempt to move so I just lay there with him. I finally broke the silence "So about last night. I know that it was fucked up and all but I..."
Brian looked right in my eyes and cut me off. "Don't worry about it. I did what I wanted to do."
"I know but it's just that..." I started again.
"I said don't worry about it. They guys will just have to deal." He said cutting me off again.
"Hey butthead." I said more forcefully and getting his attention this time. "I was just going to say thanks for... you know... beating the crap out of him for me."
A big smile spread across his face. "No problem. I'll kick anybodies ass that touches you."
"Well, will you kick Matt's? I'm pretty sure he grabbed my ass last night when he got in bed." I joked.
"Nah. He couldn't have. You're not his type, you don't have boobs." He laughed
"Well thank god for that." I sighed.
"Tell me about it." Then he bent down and kissed me again but this time it was deeper and slower.
We pulled ourselves from the bed. Letting go of him that morning as was one of the hardest things I ever had to do. I grabbed some fresh underwear and shorts and headed for the bathroom. Before I closed the door I told him I wouldn't be long and asked him to wait for me. I shut the door and turned to look at my face in the mirror. I focused on the dark bruise that covered the lower part of my left eye and spread out to the top of my cheekbone. I gently pushed on it and realized that it hurt more than I had thought.
I tore myself away from examining of my eye and jumped in the shower. While everyone knew I loved a long hot shower in the morning if I didn't hurry Matt would probably drag Brian back to the house. I dried off quickly and threw on my clean clothes. I grabbed a neatly folded shirt from my bag as I passed it and rushed outside to the walkway to look for Brian. I saw him sitting on the trunk of Matt's car in the parking lot surrounded by Tony, Sarah, Angela, Mandy, Erika, Sam and Matt. I walked down to join them.
As I walked up to the group, they were all laughing and I over heard Erika talking about Sam being so drunk last night that he rolled off the bed as he was trying to get under the sheets. Everyone was having a good laugh except for Sam whose face was blushing. As I reached the car Brian slid over a little and I hopped up on the trunk with him.
"That's a pretty nice black eye you got there Dan." Sam said. I think he was more relieved to have another topic of conversation than actually interested in my eye.
"Thanks. There's no limit to what I will do for a woman I love." I said turning to Sarah and giving her a sappy look.
"Well except for sleep with them." Sam said. I suddenly felt the group get tense and saw Mandy try to stealthily slap Sam on the back.
"Damn right!" Brian said as he put his arm around my waist and pulled me to him. I turned to Sarah with a big grin on my face and she just winked at me. I felt the tension drain from me and the group and the conversation picked right back up.
"Ok, ok." Matt finally blurted out. "We need to head back. I need coffee and food."
The group started to split up and it was just me and Brian standing at the back of the car while Matt had gotten behind the wheel obviously anxious to get going. "Why don't ya'll come down to the house tonight? We can have an end of week bash. We can pool all the beer and stuff everyone has left." Brian said.
"Ok. I will check it out with the others. Is it ok if I come down later this afternoon no matter what?" For some reason I felt like a school kid asking if I could play with the older kids.
"You had better. No matter what we do I want to spend our last night here with you."
Those words hit me like a ton of bricks, `Our last night here'. They were devastating but I just smiled and hugged him giving him one last quick kiss before he climbed in the car and I walked back up to the room. When I got inside there was no one there. I sat on the end of the bed and put my face in my hands trying not to cry. Sarah bounced in the room a few minutes later announcing that everyone was going to the beach for a couple of hours. I tried to hold back my crying and said "OK."
"What's wrong? Is it your eye?" she asked as she stopped and sat on the bed next to me.
A muffled `no' was all I could get out.
"Dan, what's the matter?" her voice more concerned as she put her arm around my shoulder and sat down.
"It's stupid." I said as I lifted my head and wiped the tears that had started from my face wincing as I touched my left eye.
"Come on. What is it?" She said as Tony walked into the room asking her if she was ready. I turned my face away from him not wanting him to see me sitting there crying like a baby. She just waved him off.
"Its stupid I told you." I said getting frustrated with myself. "It's just that Brian and I have had such and amazing week. Even with the drama and shit. Now we have to go home and I don't know what'll happen. I am sure the whole school knows by now thanks to Michael but I still can't walk down the halls holding his hand or anything. We can't go on normal dates or shit like that when we get home. He's probably not even going to want to talk to me after all the shit he gets at school." I could feel my eyes starting to burst into tears again and I just buried my head in Sarah's shoulder.
"You know he isn't like that. He won't do that to you, not after last night. He stood there and told everyone you were his boyfriend. Dan that's HUGE!" she said rubbing my back trying to calm me down.
"Yeah, but that was here. Here it just seems different. At home I have to go back to stealing glances at him hoping for maybe a quick moment alone hidden off somewhere. And what do we do about our parents?"
"I don't know." She whispered. "Dan you just have to talk to him." She said lifting my face from her shoulder. "Brain is a good guy but you need to know what to expect is all. Hell I haven't even talked with Tony about what will happen when we go home. So I will make you a deal. You talk with Brian and I will talk with Tony. OK?"
"I don't know if that is quite the same." I said pulling myself together.
"Well unfortunately that is the best I can do." She said with a smile.
"OK."I said through a sniffle.
"Look you stay here for a few and then meet us down at the beach. OK?" She stood up and grabbed her towel and bag and paused at that door. "Just don't take too long. I don't want to have to come looking for your ass."
"OK, I won't." I assured her forcing a smile
Once the door closed, I just sat there still feeling confused but I was determined to stop crying and acting like the wuss I had always felt like. I took a few deep breaths then got my towel and slipped on my sandals. When I got to the beach, I walked over to where Sarah and the others had lay down. Sarah was sitting in front of Tony on his towel while he spread suntan lotion on her back. I spread out my towel next to them and lay back, letting the sun wash over me.
"Hey Dan." I heard Tony say. I just opened my eyes and looked over at him. "You ok man?"
I gave Tony a smile. "Yeah, just me being stupid." I said.
"Cool. Well... if you need to... you know talk or anything." He said quietly.
"Thanks man." I said and put my head back down on the towel. Sarah really had found a good guy. Tony and I were friendly but I didn't expect him to offer to talk like that.
As we lay there everyone was having a great time while I lay there quietly listening to the sounds of the ocean and my friends laughing. Suddenly Tony stood over me and started pulling on my arm. I argued with him to leave me alone but he wouldn't give up. He and Sam drug me out into the surf and I couldn't help but have a great time as we splashed around. Eventually we walked back to where the others were laying and I flopped down on my towel breathing hard and laughing at Tony and Sam still horsing around.
"What time is it?" I asked no one in particular.
"About 1:15." Erika answered
"Cool. I think I am gonna head back." I said sitting up. "By the way Matt and Brian said something about having an end of the week party if you all want to come down. You all don't have to if you don't want to." For some reason I suddenly felt self-conscious like they would feel obligated to come and I didn't want that.
"That sounds cool." Mandy said.
"Yeah. What time?" Sam chimed in.
"God I don't know. Like seven or eight I guess. Or whatever you all want." I answered realizing I was never the one to have the information on the hot parties at home so I had no idea what time it should start.
"Cool. We can grab some dinner then head down." Tony said nudging Sarah which made me wonder if `dinner' was code for something else.
"Cool. I will let them know. We're gonna pool all the alcohol so bring whatever is left." I said with a huge smile on my face. I headed off back to the motel and jumped in the shower. I was in and out of the shower in less than five minutes then proceeded to rush around the room looking for this or that like I didn't know where anything was when in all reality I knew exactly where my cloths were. The clean clothes I had left were folded neatly in my suitcase and the dirty ones were stuffed in the duffel bag that I had laid next to it. After about another 10 minutes of my scatter-brained searching I caught myself and just stopped dead in my tracks.
What am I doing?' I thought. I am just going down to Brian's. Put on some clothes and go.' I told myself. It all seemed so simple in my head but in reality it wasn't. This wasn't just another party; this was the last night that I would have with him at the beach. I wanted to look good; I wanted it to be perfect. Oh god!' I thought to myself again. I am like a 13 year old getting ready for his first date!' And that was closer to the truth than I wanted to admit. I had never really dated anyone before.
"Stop it." I said out loud to myself. I took a deep breath and walked over to my suitcase and pulled out a polo shirt that I had been saving in case we `went some place nice' as my mother had put it. If she only knew that nice place was my boyfriend's beach house. I also grabbed a pair of khaki shorts and my good leather belt. I finished getting ready and stuffed a clean pair of underwear and a tee-shirt in a spare plastic bag along with my board shorts and tied it closed. It wasn't fancy but it would do.
I tried breathing slow to calm myself as I walked to the jeep and started down the road. I caught myself a couple of times having to back off the gas pedal so I didn't get pulled for speeding. The last thing I needed was a speeding ticket to explain on top of a black eye when I got home. When I pulled up in front of Brian's house I just sat in the jeep looking at the front door. My heart was racing and my hands were shaking. I couldn't figure out what had come over me. I had been with him for the past week almost nonstop. Why was I so nervous and anxious today?
I looked over at the bag of clothes on the passenger seat and started chastising myself for it. It just looked stupid and besides, wasn't I getting ahead of myself. Sure Brian and I had spent almost every night together but maybe he wanted to stay up all night with Matt for the last night of spring break or something. I took the bag and shoved it on the floorboard of the back seat then got out and walked to the door. I found myself stuck again; I didn't know if I should ring the doorbell or just try the handle. I had only ever come over with him or when there was a party going on. I didn't know what to do so I just stood there looking at the door. I eventually decided that I had to do something to I reached out and pushed the button for the doorbell. I started fidgeting with my shirt and trying to find interesting things about the stone that surrounded the doorway but it was no use. I started beating myself up in my head for being so lame at this.
As I launched into another round of `you're a dumbass' thoughts the door opened and Brian was standing there. He was wearing an old football practice jersey and long gray nylon workout shorts and he simply looked amazing. He smiled as soon as he saw me and reached out and grabbed my hand to pull me inside.
"Get in here crazy." He said as he pulled me through the door. "What are you doing just standing out there?" then he leaned in and kissed me as he wrapped me in a tight hug that squeezed the air out of me. I loved it when he hugged me like that.
"I don't know. I wasn't sure if I should just walk in or what. I've never come over to my boyfriend's beach house before." I said trying to sound witty still wrapped in his arms.
"You can always just walk in wherever I am." He said as I got lost in his eyes. We kissed again, one of those deep long kisses where our tongues took their time and explored.
"Damn guys! At least close the front door." I heard Matt say as he passed by. "It's bad enough you make me watch all the ooey gooey stuff but I beg you, spare the neighbors."
Brian and I stayed lost in that kiss while Brian reached out with his foot kicking the door closed and Matt walked off down the hall. Eventually we did separate and he grabbed my hand and led me into the living room. He sat and leaned back against the arm of the couch. I sat down next to him and he wrapped his arm around me and pulled me back against him. The TV was on to some sports recap show and I just kind of stared blankly at it. In the time it took for him to open the door until that moment all my nervousness had disappeared. Being held by him made it all ok again.
We sat and didn't really say much to each other though I did smile when he talked back to the TV about this comment or that one from the hosts. While I didn't understand a thing they were saying really, I loved it. As we sat there I noticed Brian finish the beer he was drinking. I got up and went to the kitchen to get him another.
On my way back I stopped at the entrance to the living room and just looked at him. He had stretched out on the couch and looked so incredible just lying there. I was captivated by his body again; he had one arm behind his head causing his bicep to flex. It sat on his arm like a rock and I could just see the dark hairs from his armpit peaking out of the sleeve of his jersey that had slid down to his shoulder. And that jersey, he looked so amazing in that jersey. It was worn and faded and had tiny holes from all the workouts and practices. I just watched as he slowly slid his hand under it absentmindedly rubbing his abs and showing off the dark hair that covered them. The material of his shorts seemed to cling to his body. The slick shiny fabric lay smooth against his massive thighs and settled into the folds that his cock and balls created in his crotch. I could tell he wasn't wearing any underwear and I could clearly see the outline of his soft dick just lying against his leg.
I crossed the living room and put the beer down on the coffee table so he could reach it. He started to slide against the back of the couch so I could lie next to him but I just put my hand under his shoulder and urged him up so I could sit with his head on my lap. He nestled his head in the bend of my hip and went back to watching TV and I went back to watching him. I watched as he flexed his arm in frustration at the commentators and how his abs peaked out when his back arched while he shouted at something good. I laughed to myself when he reached down and scratched his crotch thinking how natural he was, even with me there.
Matt would come in every now and then and ask about this or that. He even asked about my eye and commented on what a jackass Michael was. Eventually he said he was going to go lay out on the beach for a while and grabbed his towel giving me a wink before heading out to the deck. I knew what he thought was going to happen but in truth the moment was perfect just like it was and I wished with all my heart that it could just stay like that.
Eventually Brian sat up and went to the kitchen to get another beer. He fixed a bourbon and coke for me. He handed me my drink and sat down on the couch next to me. "You ok?" he asked.
"Yeah." I said trying to muster my best smile.
"You promised me." he said reaching for the remote and turning off the TV.
"No really. I am ok." I stammered looking down into my cup. "I've just been thinking today is all." I was amazed at how he could read my feelings.
"Thinking about what?" He turned and sat with his legs crossed facing me.
"It's nothing. It's stupid." I couldn't even look at him.
"It's not stupid if it's bothering you." He reached out and gently rubbed my leg. "Thinking about what?" He was persistent; I had to give him that.
"Just about home."
"Me too." He said quietly.
"Really? What do you think?" I said finally turning to look at him.
"Don't know. The cats out of the bag really, so there is no point in trying to hide anything. I mean our friends know and I am sure all the guys from the team that are down here know by now. It's just weird after hiding how I felt about guys for so long." He said reaching over and taking my hand.
"Yeah, really weird." I signed.
"I've been thinking about telling my parents. They'll hear it sooner or later from someone. The town ain't that big but I just don't know." I felt him squeeze my hand a little harder when he mentioned his parents.
"So you think that they'll be pissed or something?" I asked wondering just how deep he wanted to get into all of it.
"Yeah. They will be mad I guess. I'm their big jock son and all. I really don't think they will see it coming, especially dad." I was surprised at just how vulnerable Brian sounded.
"Maybe you should wait till you go off to college. Then you won't be living there any more and that will give them some time." The truth was I didn't know what to say to Brian. I had never met his parents so I really couldn't judge how they would react to the news.
"I thought about that but I don't think it will work. I want them to hear it from me and not around town or someplace and I still have the rest of the year and the summer before I leave. I need to be the one to tell them."
"You'll do it when it is right." I said giving him a reassuring smile.
"And what were you thinking about that got to you so much today?" he asked looking in my eyes.
I really didn't want to tell him now because after hearing him talk about his parents my worrying about holding his hand at school really did seem stupid. "I don't know, I guess some of the same stuff. That and what school will be like. I mean it's not like we can be like the other couples at school and... well... you know hold hands or shit in the halls."
"We're not like the other couples but that doesn't mean we can't touch each other. Kissing maybe a little much but we will figure it out. And besides, I was kinda hoping you would want to go out, just the two of us, or something when we got home." His face broke out in a big smile at the last part.
"You mean like a date?" I said way more confused then I should have been.
"Yeah bonehead, like a date." He gave me a little punch in on my shoulder and I made a mental note to find a way to tell him that his little punches weren't so little to me as I almost fell off the couch. "I mean you are my boyfriend. I know that kind of came on fast but I hope you feel like that way too."
"I do and that would be cool." I said with a big grin on my face now.
"Let's just figure out the rest when we get home. Ok?" he said leaning over and giving me a quick kiss.
He was still sitting with his legs crossed and I pushed him backwards on the couch lying on top of him. "Oh so you wanna play huh?" He said grabbing my sides. I knew what was coming next.
"No! No! Not that!" I begged.
"You started it." He said laughing as he began tickling me causing me to squirm and try to get away. I was scrambling to get up when he grabbed me and we both tumbled off the couch and on the floor. We landed, with him on top of me, laughing and me panting for breath.
"Oh for the love of..." I heard Matt say. The coffee table and Brian's massive body were blocking my view but I was sure he was rolling his eyes at the scene he had just walked in on.
"Please!" Brian said. "You've done it behind a dumpster so don't begin to judge."
I was laughing to myself at the image of Matt and some girl behind a smelly dumpster going at it. "Are you two just going to sit inside on your last afternoon of spring break?" Matt finally said.
"You wanna go layout and swim some?" Brian asked looking down at me. He hadn't even attempted to move to let me get up.
"Sure" I said smiling up at him. I was really enjoying the feeling of his body pressing against mine but seeing him on the beach would be fun too. "I just got to grab my suit out of the jeep."
Brian got to his feet and reached out to help me up. As I turned toward the front door he pulled me back to him. "By the way, you look really nice today." He gave me a quick kiss then slapped my ass. "Now hurry up and change and meet us out there."
I almost ran to my jeep and grabbed the plastic bag. I changed as fast as I could in Brian's room folding my cloths and putting them on his dresser along with the plastic bag. After grabbing my drink from the living room I headed out to the deck and down to the beach. Brian was spreading out two towels and Matt was already in the surf playing like a kid.
"Come on." Brian said as he stripped his jersey off. I watched as he pealed it off his huge muscled body. "What?" He said catching me staring at him.
"Nothing, just admiring the view." I said slyly.
He shook his head and took a couple of steps to close the gap between us. He put his arm around my waist and I thought he was going to lean in to kiss me again but instead a split second later he had thrown me over his shoulder. He took off running to the water with me laughing the entire way. We came crashing down in a wave both laughing hard.
We played like kids for the next few hours trying to body surf on the waves and chasing each other. Matt even got a football and they took turns teaching me how to throw it. Even I had to admit that after a while I wasn't that bad at it. I wasn't going to play for the NFL or anything but I was better then I ever thought I would be at it. Eventually we collapsed on the towels and dried off in the sun.
It was getting late in the afternoon and I was starting to get hungry. I told Brian I was going to go and grab some food and I would be back later but he said they had some steaks and stuff left that needed to be eaten tonight so we should just cook those. Matt perked up at the talk of food volunteered to handle the cooking if we cleaned up. We all agreed and started gathering our stuff to head back to the house.
After Matt fixed dinner we all sat and ate. I was surprised again at Matt's cooking skills and joked that he would make his future boyfriend very happy. Even though Matt had been extremely cool with everything so far that may have pushed the limit. He didn't respond but just kept eating. So after dinner Brian and I were cleaning up and I asked what time their friends were coming down.
"Probably about 9 or so." Matt answered.
"If they even come at all." Brian said under his breath.
"Why wouldn't they come?" I asked as I started stacking the dishes in the cabinet.
"Well I don't know that they are going to be too cool with hanging out with me now that they know I am gay." Brian wasn't looking at either Matt or me. He just carried on drying the dishes.
"That's bullshit." Matt said. "You've played with some of those guys since peewee. They'll be here." Matt gave Brian a slap on the back and headed off to the living room.
"They'll come." I whispered to Brian.
"Doesn't really matter." Brian said finally putting the last dish down. "As long as you stay."
"You can't fucking get rid of me now." I said as I smiled back at him and gave him a pat on the ass. "If it is ok, I am gonna go grab a shower."
"You don't have to ask."
I headed off down the hallway and grabbed my clothes from his room. I had learned my lesson from the other day. I headed for the master bath and turned the shower on hot. This would be my third shower for the day but I hadn't been able to stop and enjoy either of the other two and I wasn't going to let this one slip by. I got in and let myself begin to relax under the spray. I closed my eyes as my muscles soaked up the heat and feel of the water.
I heard the door to the shower. I opened my eyes and saw Brian stepping in with me. "Matt said not to hog all the hot water so I thought I should join you to save some."
"Good thinking." I said as I grabbed him and pulled him under the water. He flinched a little at the heat of the water but soon we were kissing and rubbing each other all over. I grabbed the soap and scrubbed his huge shoulders, neck and chest. I couldn't get enough of his body. Just like last time I dropped to my knees to wash his thighs. I couldn't stop myself from sucking his now hard pulsing dick.
As I ran my lips up and down his shaft I let my hands wander to his ass cheeks. I began running my finger over his hole when Brian moaned "God, more." So I pressed a little harder and Brian bent over to give my finger even more access. I massaged the tight muscle as I continued to suck him trying to take more and more of his dick down my throat. I was surprised at how much of his dick I could now get down my throat. I could feel the tip of his pubic hairs tickling my nose
I let my lips glide across his hot flesh feeling the veins as they went. I pulled it from my mouth and traced its length with my tongue and stopped to lick his balls. I loved how the hot water made his balls stretch and hang low. I opened my mouth and sucked his left one into it. I softly rolled it around on my tongue savoring the taste of the soft skin of his sack.
"Oh fuck Dan." Brian moaned putting his hand on top of my head for support. I was still massaging his asshole, first with my pointer finger then with my middle finger then with both. As I sucked and rubbed him harder his body shifted and swayed in response. Then it happened, the tip of my finger slipped inside of him. He let out a loud gasp.
"Sorry." I said looking up at him.
"God, don't stop!" Brian said breathlessly looking at me with an intensity in his face. He reached back and held my hand in place.
He closed his eyes tight and he was breathing hard through his mouth. I started working on his dick again while gently pushing my finger deeper. Soon I started stroking my own dick while sucking and fingering him. The sensations were overwhelming, his hot rigid cock hitting the back of my mouth, the intense heat of his insides on my finger. I got my entire finger inside him and was slowly sliding it in and out when I felt my fingertip pass over something rough. As I touched it, Brian's knees almost buckled but he caught himself.
"Oh Fuck yes." He groaned.
I slowly slipped another finger in him and slid them over the spot again and he bucked his hips. I saw his balls pull up to his body and his dick became like steel in my mouth. I began sucking faster as I slid my fingers back and forth over the spot inside him. A few seconds later he slapped his hand against the tile wall and let out a moan as he exploded in my mouth. I sucked and swallowed as fast as I could. Still holding my head, he held me in place on his dick as cum began leaking out of the corners of my mouth. As he was finishing shooting what seemed like a gallon of cum in my mouth I felt myself cross over the edge. I exploded all over Brian's calf and foot.
I reluctantly let Brian's cock fall from my mouth and slipped my fingers out of his ass. I sat back on my legs breathing hard and looked up at him. He opened his eyes and looked at me. He reached down and lifted me to my feet with almost no effort from me. He paused a moment and the look on his face was one of pure ecstasy and euphoria. We kissed a deep soulful kiss while the hot water rushed over us both.
"God damn. That was intense." He said resting his head on my shoulder. "I have never felt anything like that, ever." He was still a little out of breath.
"So you enjoyed it?" I said smiling at him.
"I think you could fucking tell I did." He laughed back. "And now it is my turn." He started kissing my neck and rubbing my back.
"Too late. I already came." I said between gentle bites on his shoulder.
"What? That's not fair!" He said backing up and looking at me like I had just stolen something from him.
"Don't worry. We still have tonight and you can do anything you want to me then, I promise." I stepped into him kissing his chest and running my hands over his abs. I couldn't ever get enough of his body. "Besides, you're the one that promised Matt you would save him some hot water."
"Yeah I guess. He does get pretty pissed when he has to take a cold shower. But just remember, you promised." Brian reached for the shampoo and put a big glob in my hair laughing while he lathered it up.
We finished showering and stepped out into the bathroom and dried off with the towels. I was back in heaven being with Brian like this. The two of us horsing around and laughing made me feel like the world finally made sense. As I got dressed Brian questioned me on why I had brought my clothes to the bathroom and just didn't get dressed in his room. After a little prodding I confessed to being worried about walking around in just a towel in case some of the guys had shown up.
He tried to reassure me that it was no big deal. After all they had all seen other guys in towels and even naked in the showers after football but that didn't really help me. I pointed out that I had never been seen by other guys like that. He nodded his head finally understanding a little and leaned in and kissed me.
"You know you're fucking hot right?" he said softly.
"Oh shut up." I said turning about five shades of red.
"No, I mean it. You looking fucking amazing."
A small "Thanks" was all I could squeak out. I couldn't even bring myself to look at his face but he put his hand under my chin and lifted my face to his.
"Ever since last year when I saw you after practice I knew there was something special about you. Now come on, let's go get ready and see if anyone actually shows up to this thing tonight." Brian wrapped the towel around him and headed out of the bathroom while I finished tucking in my polo. I stopped and looked at myself in the mirror. I did look different somehow and it wasn't the black eye, I just couldn't put my finger on it. As I walked down the hall I tried to figure out what he meant about seeing me last year but nothing jumped to mind, in truth the year had been pretty unspectacular for me.
I lost my train of thought when we got to his room and I stopped at the door long enough to watch him drop the towel and admire his ass as he bent over to slip on his boxers. He threw the towel at me laughing when he caught me staring at him so I headed off to the kitchen to make a cocktail. As I was mixing my bourbon and coke I heard the doorbell. I stopped for a second waiting for Brian or Matt to walk down the hallway but neither came. Then the bell rang again so I grabbed my drink and headed for the front door.
When I opened it there was Sarah standing with Tony and the rest of the gang from our motel. "Hey hun." I said moving aside so they could file trough the door. Sam and a couple of others were carrying bags with what was left of our alcohol and Mandy was struggling with two big bags of ice.
"Aren't they just the gentlemen." She snarled as she passed me and I reached out to grab one of the bags with my free hand. We all headed out to the deck and began putting the alcohol in the coolers.
"So where is everyone?" Sarah asked sitting down on Tony's lap.
"Don't start." I shot at her giving her a stern look.
"Why? What's the matter?" She knew from my tone I was serious about her dropping it but that didn't stop her.
"Brian thinks teammates aren't going to show up tonight now that they know... well you know." I said sitting down next to her.
"That's stupid." Tony said dismissively taking another long drink of his beer.
"I don't know. I think he might be right. We'll just have to see I guess." I said leaning back and following Tony's lead with a long swallow from my drink.
"So at least someone had some friends show up tonight." Brian said as he walked out on the deck.
"Well, I guess you're cool enough to hang with us." Sam chimed in with a smile.
"Gee thanks. I mean it is only my house but if you guys want me to leave then..." Brian seemed in a pretty good mood joking with my friends even though I knew he was still anxious about the guys. Eventually we all ended up sitting around the deck laughing and telling stories and the night was going pretty great. I would catch Brian looking inside at the front door ever so often and he must have asked Mandy ten different times what time it was. Each time she would tell him with no hint of sarcasm or a smartass remark.
Eventually Brian and I ended up sitting on the lounge chair with him behind me. Sarah was telling some particularly embarrassing story of me and as Brian laughed he reached out and pulled me back into him. I just lay there against his chest while he laughed at Sarah painting the picture of her mom finding me in my underwear passed out in her living room. The conversation migrated to other topics but I didn't move.
Out of the corner of my eye I saw Aaron walk through the doorway onto the deck. Brian saw him too and I felt his body tense. I felt my heart stop for a second. "Hey man." I said chastising myself in my head for how lame that sounded.
"Anyone else with you?" Brian asked flatly.
"Yeah, Pete and Joey are getting the beer and stuff from the car." Aaron said getting a beer from the cooler.
"Go talk to them inside." I whispered to Brian. He just looked in my eyes and I could see the nervousness in his face. "Go on." I followed with a wink. Brian got up and he and Aaron walked inside closing the sliding door behind them.
"Well that got weird." Sam said obviously feeling the effects of the beers he had been enjoying. "What was up with that? I thought they were tight and shit?"
"I'll explain it to you later dumbass." Mandy fired at him. "I'll even draw pictures and use small words so you can understand it." Everyone laughed; everyone but me. I just slid back in the chair and sat there looking off in the distance. In truth I was straining to try and hear something from inside. I was listening for the slightest sound of yelling but there was nothing.
About twenty minutes later the sliding glass door opened and Pete walked outside. Instantly the conversations stopped. "What? Is my fly open or something?" Pete said looking around at everyone staring at him. He shook his head and reached into the cooler to get a beer then just said "Don't worry, everything's cool." Before sitting down and leaning against the wall of the house by the door. Aaron and Joey soon emerged and the conversations picked back up. I watching the doorway for Brian but he never came out.
I looked over at Matt. "This one is your turf now." He said with a small smile.
I got up and went inside and found Brian sitting on the couch. "You ok?" I asked.
"Yeah, Aaron says the guys talked about it a lot today."
"Yeah. I figured." I said.
"He said some of the guys didn't believe it and when Aaron asked about coming over here tonight they wouldn't say if they were or not."
"You just got to give them some time." I said sitting beside him and putting my arm around him.
"Yeah, it just sucks." He said. We just sat there for a few moments before he reached for the remote and turned on the TV. "Go on back outside. I just wanna sit here for a little bit." I just pulled him against the back of the couch and into me a little while he flipped channels.
Not long after that the front door burst open and a roar that sounded like a freight train came through it. It was a guy from the team they called bulldog and he was standing in the entry way looking around breathing hard.
"What the fuck are you doing!?" Brian shouted.
Bulldog turned to back to the open front door and shouted "Come on guys. Get your asses in here. This party is fucking lame right now, just two guys getting ready to make out on the couch watching the home shopping network or some shit!" He turned back to Brian and me. "What's up dudes? Time for some shots." Then he headed off to the kitchen.
A moment later about fifteen people piled through the door in different states of soberness. Brian and I sat and watched it all happen like it was a movie not saying a word. Soon there were people piled around the coffee table waiting for their turn to take a shot of tequila and bulldog had taken a spot right at the end of the table near us. I just turned to Brian and smiled rubbing his back.
"Oh fuck." Bulldog grumbled. "Go ahead. Kiss the bastard. Just don't like do it a lot ok?" Then he downed a shot of tequila and shook his head hard as it burned down his throat.
Brian leaned in and gave me a quick kiss and one of the girls commented on how hot that was. Then she turned and asked the player she was with if he would kiss another guy for her. Brian and I laughed hard when he cringed and shook his head no. I got up and went back outside to hunt down my drink. Aaron was sitting in the lounge chair Brian and I had been sharing and as I reached down to grab my cup beside him I just gave him a nod and he nodded back. There really wasn't anything more to say tonight.
The party was pretty awesome that night. While not all of the guys showed up there were enough people that it was pretty lively all night long. Between the drinking games and Brian making my cocktails a little stronger each time I really started to feel the alcohol. It was about two in the morning when Sarah and the gang decided to head back to the motel. We agreed that I would meet them there about eleven so we could check out and get on the road home. Brian's friends took off shortly after. Brian and Joey had to carry Bulldog to the car and pour him in the backseat. Soon it was just Matt, Brian and me sitting on the deck enjoying the quite.
"Well I have to say this has been one weird spring break." Matt said. "Fun but weird."
Yeah." Brian said rubbing my thigh softly.
"I gotta say I never expected any thing like this but I fucking loved it." I said smiling and thinking back to that first night and the walk on the beach with Brian.
"Well, I am going to crash and don't stay up all night. Remember we have to get up and clean this place before we leave tomorrow." Matt said
"Don't remind me. I have to go back and grab my stuff then drive all the way home. I hope Mandy won't annoy the crap out of me on the way back." I said taking another gulp of my drink.
Matt got up and headed inside. I leaned back against Brian and I felt him hold me tighter in his arm.
"You know overall this has been a pretty fucking amazing week." He said almost as if he was talking to the ocean and not to me.
"Yeah it really has. By the way I never did say thanks for asking me to go for a walk that first night." I said turning to look at him.
"Thanks for saying yes." He smiled back.
We got up and headed inside. We locked up the house and he held my hand as we walked down the hall to his room. I slipped off my shoes and shirt and sat on the edge of his bed. I could tell Brian was a little wobbly on his feet from the beer as he tried to kick his sneakers off. I stood up and undid my belt and let my shorts drop to the floor. Then I hooked my fingers in the waistband of my boxers and slipped them down until I was standing there completely naked.
Brian pulled his shirt over his head and then saw me standing there, fully exposed. He undid the button on his shorts and in one motion stripped his shorts and underwear down his legs. We both stood and looked at each other. He walked over beside me and pulled back the covers on the bed and crawled in the bed. He patted the spot next to him. I slid in next to him and we kissed while his hand rubbed across my chest and mine roamed across his back.
"Remember what you promised me?" he said smiling. Of course I remembered and I was sure I knew what he wanted. Brian and I had done a lot of exploring and broken through some pretty major boundaries this week but there was still one thing we hadn't done. I just knew he wanted to fuck me. I wanted to do it but the truth was I was scared.
"Yeah, I remember." I said kissing him softly.
"Good, so roll over on your side." Brian said with an almost unfeeling tone in his voice. This was not the way that I pictured my first time with someone being but I was with Brian so I knew it would be ok. I convinced myself that I was just nervous. I rolled over on my side with my back to him and closed my eyes. I felt Brian press up against my back. I could feel his chest hairs on my shoulder blades and his thighs pressing against the back of my legs. Then I felt his dick nestle at the top of my ass. He squirmed a little getting into the right position.
"Don't you think you should use a condom?" I said so softly it was just above a whisper almost ashamed to suggest it.
"Oh we don't need one. All I want tonight is to hold you and feel you." Without being able to see his face I knew he had a smirk on it. "Being with you like this is perfect, besides I don't think I am ready for that yet."
I took a deep breath and slid my hand in his. We lay there for what seemed like forever with him softly kissing my shoulder and the back of my neck. Soon I drifted off to sleep with Brian still holding me tight.