Chapter 1: My Initiation
This story is a work of fiction. If any of the names used bare any similarities to actual people, it is of complete coincidence. This story contains extreme race play, degradation, urination, scat. It is all meant for pure erotic pleasure and nothing more. If you do not like the subject matter in this story, please move onto the next.
I knew I was submissive in the bedroom and had developed inclination for raunch over the years. But I never realized how deep I would go down the rabbit hole with these fetishes. It all started with my secret fascination for this tall white hunk at the gym. I knew he was out of my league but one can always fantasize right? He was in his late thirties, 6 4 with very defined but not overtly muscular body. He was all American looking hunk, probably German / Scandinavian descent. Moderately hairy, big feet, square chiseled jaw, clean shaven, dark blond hair and deep penetrating blue eyes. He also wasn't the most hygienic person I thought. I could get whiff of his musky armpits when I'd pass close to him. It's kind of a faux pas when you work out at public gym but I think he got away because of his looks and presence. That part totally turned me on more than anything else. I'd fantasize endlessly sniffing his body head to toe after gym and doing a lot more dirty things.
I don't think he ever glanced in my direction or made any effort to show interest. I thought he definitely was straight and if he wasn't then he wouldn't be into a guy like me. It's not that I'm ugly. I'm a pretty good looking Indian guy in mid 40s. I look much younger for my age and everyone is surprised when they find out my real age. I am 5 6, 135 pounds and have toned body with cute tight butt.
It has been 4-5 months since he started coming to my gym. He used to be there at least 3-4 times a week late evening after work which used to coincide with my gym routine. That time gym wasn't so busy. I used to discreetly follow his workout routine. Would try to grab same equipment after he was done. Many times he would leave his scent lingering behind which I was desperate to smell. One day he forgot his phone near the bench. I spotted it and I looked around the gym to see where he was. He was about to start on trade mill. I went to him and returned his phone. He gave me a deep stare and politely thanked me for returning his phone. Couple days later he was doing some bench press. As usual I was working out near by machines which he had just used trying to follow his scent literally. I was addicted to his scent like a teen girl in love. I was in my zone while he came to me and asked if I could spot him. I just stared at him first. He asked me again and then I came back to my senses and promptly agreed. I was desperately trying to keep from getting hard while spotting him. He was working out hard and really sweaty. I could really smell him up close. After he was done, he gave me another deep stare and thanked me. As I turned around to leave, he called me and asked if I wanted to grab a drink next door after workout. He wanted to thank me for helping him out. That came out of nowhere. I stuttered and managed to say yes. He had faint wry smile on his face and said see you there in half an hour.
I quickly finished workout, showered and headed to the bar next door. The bar wasn't too busy that night. He was sitting at a table and waved at me. We ordered drinks and started chit chatting. I told him that I was a software professional. He told me that he was in finance and commuted weekly to New York for work from Minneapolis. After couple drinks I go bit relaxed and then conversation took interesting turn. Point blank he said - "can I ask you a personal question?". I said sure!
Him: are you gay?
Me: I fumbled for couple seconds and said yes. And you?
Him: I'm straight. Divorced with 2 kids and have steady girl friend.
Me: oh cool! I think my disappointment was visible on my face.
Him: don't get me wrong but I have been watching you follow me past 3-4 months. You grab the same machines after I'm done and I've seen you sniffing my seat many times.
My face just dropped and blushed immediately. I was trying to deny in calm stuttering voice but he could see I wasn't doing good job defending myself.
Him: don't worry. I'm not offended. It's kind of flattering.
My face immediately perked. I built up some courage and asked him if he enjoyed watching me do it?
Him: I kinda do but as you know I'm pretty much straight. Sex with men doesn't interest me. But I do have some dark fantasies that I'm curios to try especially with men of color like you.
Me: what do you mean? Can you elaborate more?
Him: look my fetishes are not very common and you might find them offensive. I'm very much into domination and degradation. I respect limits but some core stuff is non-negotiable
Me: such as?
Him: I can elaborate more but before I go further I want to make some things clear. Firstly I am not looking to have sex with you. Don't expect penetration or even giving me blow job. It will be all about pure degradation, verbal abuse, raunch, physical abuse if you can take. After checking you out for past 3-4 months I believe you are pretty submissive and will be able to handle most of it. What do you think?
I was lost for words as all the blood was flowing to my penis. I was sporting uncomfortably raging erection.
Me: I think you really figured me out for most part. I am submissive and very much into raunch. Always ready to push limits. But don't think I can handle physical abuse.
Him: fair enough. We can discuss limits later. Secondly, I do hold high profile job and discretion for me is absolute must. Whatever happens stays between just two of us. Are you good with that?
Me: absolutely. I'm pretty private person and career oriented professional. I would require similar discretion.
Him: good I thought so. I have observed you and you seem like a decent guy. How about we take this conversation to a private place? I live couple blocks from here and we can discuss more details there. We move forward if our interests match otherwise no hard feelings cool?
At that point I was delirious. Just sitting down and having conversation with this hunk had my heart pounding already. I agreed and followed him like a hypnotized person. He lived in a fancy building on high floor apartment with gorgeous view. I guessed more than multi-millionaire. More rich the more twisted guys are when it comes to fetishes I think. I thought about movie American Psycho. First time I had feeling of unease and dread in my mind but my dick refused to listen any of it. I decided to go along and see what he had in mind and then decide. I quickly calculated that it won't be easy for him to kill me, dismember my body as there were cameras everywhere in his building. He asked me to sit and offered me a drink. We started talking after 5 minutes of uncomfortable silence.
Him: so hear is the deal. I have enjoyed all kind of sex from plain vanilla to bdsm and orgies. I have been very fortunate and have had healthy sex life. But now I'm craving for more. I am looking for type of domination where the sub needs to be throughly into getting used by me the way I want and verbally express appreciation for getting used by me. Harder i use you, more descriptive you get in expressing your gratitude. By no means this will be an equal relationship. You will be treated like an inferior object and you have to be comfortable with that or eventually get there. So you like dirty talking?
Me: yes of course I do! Especially if a hot stud like you demands it.
Him: good! So you said you're not comfortable with physical abuse. What about verbal abuse? Would you be comfortable me using offensive language to denigrate you racially?
My guards went up. He was talking about race play. Something I never thought about and had strong reservations. But my dick was telling different story. Now it was throbbing. The idea of getting dominated by this hunk was too good to pass up.
Me: I've never done it. I've been abused verbally but never racially. I'd be up for trying it.
Him: hmmmm. Any limits on raunch?
At this point I have tried everything from sniffing rank body, drinking piss to cleaning dirty asses. If I wanted to push forward then this was the guy I thought.
Me: not really. I can't say I've explored everything but I would like to push limits.
Him: good. We will start slow but when we meet, you have to change your mind set from who you are outside of this place. In here you will only be an object that is able to take degradation and verbally express gratitude every single step. More appreciation you show, you will see that my dick will get harder. You will need to figure out eventually to how to keep me hard.
Me: sounds good!
Him: now let's talk about rules. First strip down naked in front of me.
I complied without hesitation. He smiled looking at my raging boner.
Him: you have good body. But you need to shave all body hair. Also I don't want to see your erect dick. It's going to be about my pleasure and not yours. I will provide chastity device which you have to wear while in my presence. Cool?
Me: yes sir!
Him: good you learned second rule already. Always address me as sir or master. Never stand in my presence. Need to be on all four to show that you are not equal to a master from superior race than you.
I immediately dropped on all four and said yes master! I guess the time for discussion had passed and we were actively moving into role play. I have already submitted without knowing what's going to come next. But my boner saw promise in whatever was about to happen.
Him: I like that you are a fast learner. Showing promise already. Expect to worship my body, natural smells and praise while to you sniff them no matter how nasty. And I'll make it sure that they WILL be disgusting. You will be rewarded with all my body excrements except sperm. That is only reserved for women and white men if I happen to play with them. I believe brown people are inferior and don't deserve to take my precious sperm.
Me: yes sir. It will be a privilege to serve you sir.
Him: good! My dick is slowly getting hard already. I will be fair but demanding. I will give you opportunity to improve but do expect punishment in terms of hard slaps, speaking if you don't comply.
Me: yes master
Him: when you arrive here, always show up in chastity belt and get naked before you see me. People with inferior race like you don't deserve to be clothed in front of white men.
Me: yes master
Him: ok dress and leave now. I will give you chastity belt at the gym tomorrow. Try it on. I will be staying in town longer and would like to have first session this Friday.
Me: yes master
When I left my heart was still pounding. What was happening to me? In matter of an hour I was ready to submit a stranger with some really twisted stuff. I felt like I hit jackpot. I could barely sleep that night. Next evening we met again at the gym. He gave me the device. I went home, shaved my body and began to play with it. It wasn't easy. I constantly kept on getting hard and was pretty painful. I finally understood what he said about his pleasure and not mine. I didn't know if I could play for long time with this device on but no pain no gain! Then Friday arrived!
I saw him at the gym. He barely acknowledged me. He already had given me instructions to shower, clean and be at his place around 9. I saw him leaving in his suit. I was disappointed thinking he might had showered. I got all showered, cleaned up, wore my device and left for his place. The door was unlocked. I went inside and took of all my clothes and placed in the drawer in the foyer as he instructed. My heard was pounding hard. I walked into his living room. He was sitting on the couch texting on phone still in his suit. I immediately got on all four and crawled next to him. He didn't say single word and completely ignored me. I stayed in that position in silence for almost 20-30minutes. I think he was doing work on his phone. Without looking at me he finally said - "take off my shoes". I said "yes master" and proceeded to untie them. He said "in future, you need to kiss my shoes soon as you enter my place and show your gratitude. I said "yes master. My apologies." He interrupted me and said in commanding voice "when you talk to me always refer yourself as inferior brown monkey."
This definitely was out of my comfort zone. But somehow it was turning me on getting degraded like this. I replied - "yes master. Thank you for giving this inferior brown monkey opportunity to be useful."
Him: that's better. Now take the shoes off and take time worshipping my feet.
He went back to texting. Soon as I took the shoes off, the stench hit me. I don't think he had changed his dress socks in a while. If I could get hard I'd have cum by just sniffing them. I started sniffing them and moaning in pleasure. A hard slap landed on my face.
Him: your job is to give me pleasure by telling me how you like serving my stinky feet. Not getting pleasure for yourself.
It was the most humiliating moment I had as an adult. I was stunned for a second but replied - "apologies. This inferior brown monkey will put your needs first. Thank you for giving me privilege to worship stench of your superior white alpha feet. It is a god given right for you to put brown monkey like me in my place by making me do things no civilized person would do. That is the destiny for inferior race monkey like me."
This got his attention. He put is phone away and paid attention to me as I continued to verbally degrade myself and boost his ego. I was only sniffing his feet as instructed as I wasn't allowed to lick or clean them yet. Suddenly he grabbed my head, lifted it and buried between his thighs. I wasn't sure what was going on but then he left out a long fart and barked at me to inhale it. This time I knew better. I thanked him for letting this inferior brown monkey sniff his fart. I went on and on praising him. His dick now was fully hard. He took his jacket and pants off. I realized he hadn't showered after gym and the smell of stale sweat hit me. I was hoping to move on to his crotch when he got up and asked me to follow him. I crawled behind him to the spacious bathroom. It was bigger than my apartment! There was a dog bowl on the floor. He took his dick out and pissed sloppily into it. I saw his dick first time. It was at least 9 inches, uncut, trimmed bush around it. It was magnificent! After he was done, he looked at me and said: "this is the only drink allowed for you going forward as you belong to inferior race and don't deserve civilized drink anymore now that you have acknowledged your worth. Drink it all up and clean all the splatters on the floor."
Me: thank you master for feeding this inferior brown monkey the drink it deserves. There is no precious drink than piss from superior white race straight alpha.
That really sprang his boner. He started jerking off as I continued to lap up his dark yellow piss, cleaning floor while praising him. He erupted in loud orgasm as I stared at him. He took couple minutes to calm down.
Him: you did good today. I haven't had cum in a while as I wasn't satisfied with any sexual encounters in past couple months. You definitely helped me get over the edge. Just as heads up- things will only get darker from here. Physical abuse will be limited but expect to deal with lot more filth and be ready to praise me for providing. This is your chance to get out if this was too much for you.
I was trembling at this point. I couldn't get hard. My dick was in pain and leaking heavily.
Me: this filthy inferior brown monkey is at your disposal sir. It would be a privilege to continue worshipping straight handsome alpha from superior race if you allow me sir.
Him: good. Now leave. I would like you to be here Sunday morning 7am
Me: yes master
I wasn't sure why he wanted to meet early Sunday morning but I wasn't going to question it or miss opportunity to see him again so soon. I came home and began to comprehend what had happened. I had reached depth of submission I never anticipated. Instead of being revolted I managed to cum multiple times that night replaying that evening over and over in my mind. I definitely was ready for more...