Being a submissive does not happen over night.... I was mildly submissive as a boy, then went into the military and became the opposite.. I was aggressive, macho and except for short forays into passive homosexual sex acts, I was the perfect military version of male warrior... I sometimes I wonder just how many of us have secretly had the urge, then the chance, to feel dominant over another male in a sexual situation...
My chance came shortly after I was in the Army and on a field exercise, broke my arm... I was taken to the base hospital, had my left arm completely immobillized, then taken to a simi-private room that was empty except for me.... During the night a male nurse, a slender black soldier, checked in frequently to make sure I was doing OK.. Most times when he looked in I was awake and soon looking forward to talking to him as he made the rounds... Sometime just before daylight he told me I would be released that day and would need to report daily to the clinic for a checkup on the condition of my arm..
Three of four days later, I met the same black soldier, the nurse, while I was having a soda, killing time at the PX.... He smiled when he saw me and I invited him to sit with me... This was well before the current policy regarding gays and I had no idea that gays were even in the Army.. He was friendly, sorta soft and made me think of nurse/woman... Not being sophisticated at all I mentioned that he was really well suited for his job and that I felt like I was in the company of a real (woman) nurse when I was with him... He appeared shy and smiled and nodded, telling me that he got that reaction often... After a while he asked if I had been in for my checkup that day and when I told him I still had it to do, he suggested he walk with me to the clinic and get it over with...
The base where I was stationed was a very old, WWII station and the hospital was spread out over quite a big area... Most of the wings empty, or used as storage...
After checking in, getting examined by the doctor and being given a further ten day light duty excuse, I started out the door when Paul, my friend the nurse, caught up to me and asked where I was headed... I told him I was just goofing off, and after telling me he had the day off he suggested we explore the old barracks style emply hospital wings and see what they contained... I had come to like Paul and that seemed a fun way to spend a couple of my free hours so I told him to lead on.... Twenty minutes later I was inside an abandoned wing, with Paul, naked as the day I was born... It happened simply... We found a door unlocked, went inside and before I turned I heard the door being locked... Paul looked at me and told me he was queer... liked guys and loved to suck cock... Though surprised, I was prefectly willing to have my cock sucked and told him to go for it...
He asked me to get undressed and let him enjoy what he did best ... I was not in the least embarrassed to be unclothed in front of him and with his help got my uniform off and folded neatly on a shelf, then he led me to a pile of mattresses in a corner and pulled me down... Paul had undressed and he was the first close up naked man I had ever seen.... He wanted to kiss me but I told him I would not want that and if he want to suck then get to it.... He smiled at me and began the journey from my neck down to my tiny tits... Licking, sucking, biting the nipples, he soon had me harder than I had ever been before.. Understand, I had only been with a woman once, that a whore in San Francisco, and except for the jacking off I did, I hadn't a clue what a really talented mouth could do for a man...
He really took his time, savoring my sounds and taste, licking my underarm pit, then continuing down my body, very slowly, not missing a spot.... I can't really explain the feeling I began to have... Here was another man licking and sucking me like I was a King or something. In addition to the sexual pleasure, I was feeling very much like a man feels with a woman... I put my right hand behind his head and urged him lower toward my cock, which by now was leaking like a pump. He looked up at me and I watched his big soft lips kiss the head of my cock... My hips bucked up toward him, and then I was inside a furnace... His mouth was hot, soft, wet and without a doubt the nicest place I'd ever been.... I stroked his head and face with my hand, gentling him further down, sinking further into that hot mouth... He never took his eyes off my face... His mouth was full of cock so he couldn't smile but he looked happy...
I was still very young then and I don't think I had my full growth in the cock department so he was probably only sucking on six inches or so.... I wasn't very thick... He slowly eased off till just the head was in his mouth, his tongue gently nursing..... He took me from his mouth, then took my balls one at a time into the hot, wet heaven.... I was in awe of what was happening to me... I stuttered that I was about to cum and he quickly dropped my balls and recovered my cock, and not a second too soon.... I erupted, no other word would suffice... I could feel my cock leaping, shooting gouts of my boy cum... He nursed steadily, taking me deep into his mouth, washing my cock with his tongue... He kept it there, sucking gently, resting his head on my belly...
I had been rocked... I was limp as a dish rag, exhausted... The gentle sucking was not hurting and I liked the naked pleasure of being pleasured... It was my first time being completely satisfied... The session with the whore had taken maybe ten minutes, this was looking like he was in no hurry to finish and get dressed so I continued to lay there and he continued nursing my cock....
He began to softly rub my thighs as he sucked, pulling my legs apart, lightly touching me, and suddenly I was hard as a rock again.... His hands were soft, gentle... Leaving my cock, he kissed down to the crease between my thigh and the body trunk... Licking there, he continued down the leg to my knee, then asking me to turn over so he could lick the back of my leg.... I had lost all concern for modesty or anything else for what was happening and so far he had not led me astray, so I turned for him, giving him access to my back.... He reversed his course and kneeling between my legs, began kissing his way up.... He licked everywhere... When he reached my ass cheeks he kissed both cheeks, then ran his tongue up the tight crack... I was not about to stop what he was doing to me... He moved up kissing my back and neck, easing his body against mine, I could feel his hard cock sliding along my ass crack.... That felt good, I knew I wasn't going to let him fuck me but if he got off on sliding around my ass then I couldn't very well object...
He continued to rub his body against mine, stroking me with his cock, his pre-cum making me slick back there... Then he was kneeling between my legs again... His soft hands pried my cheeks apart and I felt hot breath on my ass crack... Pulling gently, he separated the halves, and his tongue was on my tight little hole... He jabbed his tongue at the opening, finally getting the tip inside me.... I pushed my hips up, trying to open up to that hot tongue.... Everything he was doing was new to me, nothing hurt, no pain, just the most exqusite pleasure.. Emboldend, he thrust most of that slender slick rod into me... He pumped into me for what seemed a long time, then pulled my hips up till I was kneeling.... I listened to his spitting into his hand... I felt him drop hot wet stuff onto my hole... he entered my ass with a slender finger... It still didn't hurt, no pain and I let him continue... Soon he had two fingers inside... fucking me with tender wet finger strokes.... I was about to cum.... the urge was undenaible... I called out to Paul that I was cumming, turning over on my back and grabbing for his head.... I didn't need to guide him... He had me to the balls in that hot furnace of a mouth.... Again I was exploding... Erupting like a stud, grasping his head in my hand as I hunched his face.... I couldn't seem to get myself under control... He had pushed a finger into my ass as I turned and continued fucking me as he sucked and I exploded... The feeling was not to be believed.....
He nursed me gently till I settled down.... I told him I had to be getting back to my barracks but would see him the next day if he wanted.... He told me he worked from 3 to 11 so his day would again be free and we could hook up at the clinic... He was slowly jacking his cock as he talked to me... His cock was not big but thick.. Maybe five inches but big around... He was leaking a lot as he slid the skin back and forth accross the pink head.... I was interested but much too tired to think of helping him out... So with Paul's help I got dressed and left for my barracks....
As I walked back to my barracks I thought of what had happened... I was excited by it... I had a cocksucker that loved his work... I wished he was a woman so I could brag to my buddies about what happened....
The next day was a repeat of the first.... He continued to worship my body... every part of it... He even sucked my toes, fingers and any part of my body he could reach... He was gentle, womanly, and completely submissive.... This affair went on for the remainder of my light duty time and until I had the cast removed... Then a few more days while I was in phisycal theropy... I knew Paul wanted to fuck me... He told me as much... I couldn't though... My image of myself wouldn't allow it.... He never complained, and I only saw him reach orgasm one time... I was in a hurry one day and he just unzipped my trousers and took out my cock to suck a quickie... As he sucked he jacked his own cock and as I hunched strongly into his mouth, I felt his mouth slacken and looking to find the reason, I say him cumming... He recovered quickly and finished me... It was the most unselfish act I had ever experienced.... But... I know I felt very manly and dominate, and though I didn't know it at time, He had taken his pleasure with me and really didn't care if I felt dominate or not...
One of the truisms I have learned... If eveyone gets what they want from a relationship, then no harm no foul... I had two more homosexual relationships while I was in the Army, both were true to the first.... They got what they wanted and so did I... I had no expectations other than getting my rocks off... Neither did they....
Lets go forward to a time when I had been released from the army, married and had children... My sex life with my wife was OK, not great but I really liked her so I got by with what she offered and chose to sample other wares on the side... I didn't like the idea of cheating so I took to going out at night for business meetings, then traveling to another close by City and finding a porno book store or movie house to jack off in.... Harmless to my relationship with my wife, and I wasn't cheating her out of anything. Two years into this practice and my wife and children were killed in an automobile accident... I received a rather large settlement, and rather than retire completely, I took a job representing a bookseller, in a large west coast city.... My arrangement with them was a good one and I kept fairly busy without strain, and could visit anywhere I chose in the evening...
I know I thought often about the first sex experiment with Paul a lot... One of the reasons was that I often let other men suck me off in movies or bookstores... I had always looked at the Paul affair as a benchmark for other men to shoot at....
Then, as I guess I knew would some time happen, I met another "Paul"... I was in an Adult Movie house in the City... I was amazed the first time I went there and a young lady asked if it was my first time there... Answering in the affirmative, she informed me that consentual sex was OK anywhere in the Theater, but I would be asked to leave if I continued to bother someone after they had declined my attentions.... Smiling, I agreed, then went off into the dark recesses of this amazing building... On the Left is a strictly homosexual theater, and straight ahead a larger part of the building that has two sections... The larger open area and a smaller area that with a sign that said "couples only"...
I settled into a seat in the Larger section and began to enjoy one of three straight movies that would be shown... Glancing behind me I saw two couples in the couples only section... Truly courious, I moved to a seat that would allow me to watch them as well as see the movie.... At one of my passing glances toward them, a gentleman and his lady both nodded to me.... I was unsure as to the meaning of that and simply sat and continued to watch the movie... Shortly the gentleman from the other section arrived in the seat next to me, then leaning closer to me asked if I would like to join he and his wife in the couples only section... Seeing an attractive man of about my own age, and having liked the looks of his wife, through my glancing look back... I agreed to join them... They simply could not have been nicer... They were Janic,( please call me Jan) and Sarah, and I told them my name was Tom and please don't call me Tommy... The both laughed and agreed, then with Sarah doing the questioning, proceeded to find out as much about me as I willing to share.. They were a retired couple, he taking early retirement from a major auto firm, she from the nursing profession... They were both slim and obviously kept in good shape.. This was their first time asking another to join them, and they were doing so because they had fanasized for so long about a threesome with another man, that they were really ready when a clean cut older man happened into their once a week Adult Movie trip... I was facinated by the two of them and when they asked if I was interested in joining them at their Condo, a short three blocks away, I was all too pleased to accept....
We left together, walking one on either side of Sarah.... They chatted about this and that, obviously wanting to get comfortable with who and what I was... Finally Sarah asked for my sexual orientation... I quietly answered that I was generally a hetrosexual, however I had had two or three passive homosexual experiences.... Sarah laughed and asked just how passive I had been, did I just stand or lie there??? Did I fuck or get fucked... blow job??? By now I was laughing as well and confessed to being on the receiving end of blow jobs.... Jan said he thought I must have enjoyed it since I came back for more... I assured them that I had indeed injoyed the experience, and in fact it had occured to me that I might even get lucky this evening... Both exploded with laughter and allowed as how I just might be right...
We arrived at their Condo shortly after and inside I was impressed with the decor and the obvious comfort level for these two retirees... Telling me to get comfortable, Sarah left to find something more comfortable to wear and Jan got drinks for us.... Jan pulled the drapes on the large picture window in the living room where we were seated and I about drooled at the beautiful view.... The entire City was literally at our feet... Panoramic view of rivers and city canals, City center, and of course a cloudless sky that gave perfect viewing for the stars...
Sarah entered, taking a glass on white wine from Jan and immediately parked at my feet.. She was wearing, or I should say not wearing, clothing... A see through cloak of some sort and apparently nothing else... She looked up into my face and asked if I was OK with this...I answered that as yet I didn't really know what "this" is.... With a lovely smile she pulled the cloak from her shoulders and, standing completely undressed, announced that if both Jan and I would remove our clothes we could begin what we all hoped would be an interesting adventure... She motioned Jan forward and the two of them began to remove my clothes... Seeing that this was also a part of their pleasure, I stood quietly while they removed everything except my wedding ring... A ring I would never remove..
Sarah is, in a word, lovely... Small breasts, cone shapped, with light colored nipples, remarkably, drooping hardly at all... A small belly, though she is slender, over light blonde pubic hair... The hair looked to be very fine, which I discovered to be true when I sunk to me knees and placed my face directly to the perfect Vee of her spread legs... I breathed the erotic "woman" smell, just placing the tip of my tongue to the rather large protrusion at the apex of the tender valley... I heard her catch her breath, then stepping back, she invited me to help her with Jan's clothing... I readily turned on my knees to Jan, removing his trousers and undershorts... His shoes had apparently been slipped off when we came inside... Sarah quickly removed his shirt and undershirt....
Sarah surprised me by asking if I was OK with man/man sex... Not Knowing and to honestly not caring where this was headed, I answered by taking Jan's rather generous sized cock in my nand and milking it... I was still kneeling, while the two of them stood... Now I was going to do something that I really should have done many years ago with Paul.. I was going to place a cock in my mouth... Quickly before I could change my mind, I englufed the rigid seven inches of man meat that I had denided myself for so long.... I loved it instantly... The soft, hardened steel shaft was made for sucking and starting at the large helmet shaped head, I began to swallow and tongue.. I heard Jan sigh, then Sarah knealt beside me and took her place at his ball sack... Jan hunched my face, putting his hands behind my head and, surprising me again, began to shoot cum into my throat... swallowing quickly, I was able to take all his cum, leaving nothing... It was sweet.. and sour with a hint of salt... I loved the taste.. I heard Sarah laughing quietly, and then saying she should have warned me about Jan's quick trigger... She told me he and she had been close to orgasm in the theater before I arrived and the quick trigger would only make the rest of the evening last longer... Turning to me, she grasped my face in both her tiny hands and began licking my lips... I had swallowed all his considerable load but traces of the succulent brew remained on my tongue and teeth and I was more than pleased to share it with Sarah...
Sarah whispered to me that she really needed my cock inside her, and opening herself to me, took my cock and rubbed it along the moist, humid cleft of what could only be described as heaven... I was inside her in an instant, she was tight and ready but she was also very wet... wrapping her legs aroung my middle, she hunched that lovely little bottom, banging herself against my pubic bone... I was fucking the tightest fifty something year old pussy in the world.... She locked her arms around my neck, hanging from me as she fucked herself to her first climax... Yes, she was quick too... Jan was kneeling beside us, then pushing his head between us to lick down her belly to where we were joined...Sarah slid back and my cock popped out... before I could get it back inside Jan captured me in his mouth... He took all of me in one swallow... Not the first time he had sucked cock, I was sure... He used his tongue, nursing, suckling like a baby... Sarah pushed him off my cock and recaptured me itside her drenched cunt.... Jan then made another "Paul" move.... getting behind me, he began to lick my back down to my cheeks... Not slowing at all he spread me and buried his face between my cheeks... I really likedthe feel of the beard stubble, I felt his breath, then his tongue licking, slurping, lovely noisy love making to my ass.... Sarah and I rocked slowly together, she asking me if Jan was pleasing my ass... I answered by sticking my tongue deep inside her mouth, finding her tongue and sucking... I told her that Jan was doing to my ass what I was doing to her mouth.... I raised my head slightly and told Sarah I could not hold out much longer... She replyed by sliding out from under me and catching Jan's face in her hands, brought his mouth to my cock... I felt him go all the way, swallowing my entire cock... His throat milked me, He had pushed my legs up and Sarah buried her face in my ass as Jan sucked deeply... I didn't last... The combination of mouths on me was much to much, and I began shooting... I bent almost double as the spasms racked me... It had to be the hardest cum of my life....
The cold wine was good.... They offered grass and I enjoyed that as well... We were lieing unclothed in their spacious den... Sarah had spread pillows and sheets around on the floor and we were about as relaxed as we three strangers could be... Jan confessed that he had always liked sucking cock..Even as a very young boy.. He entertained us will some of his early efforts... If they were indeed real, and I have no reason to doubt him, then there were a lot of pedophiles in his life, at a very early age.. He said he never thought of himself as homosexual, or even bi-sexual for that matter... He simply did what felt good... In his early years, he claims to have started to actively sucking cocks at about four or five, he had no idea of right and wrong with regard to sex.. His teachers were older boys and men and he wanted to please them but he liked girls and women as well... He remembered insisting on trading some of the men in his life, blowjobs for penthouse magazine... He loved the pictures of women.. He was very courious about sex with girls, and at the age of eleven he consumated his desire and need with one of his adult male friend's wife.. That story is worth repeating..
Jan had been servicing a neighbor man for several years... He had sucked the man's cock after the man had caught Jan and the man's son sucking each other... He scolded his son, made him go into the house, then took Jan into the Garage and began quizzing him about how much of the sex thing went on with the neighborhood's youth.. Jan was too clever to confess to a lot of cocksucking but did tell the man how much he enjoyed giving and receiving blowjobs..... He also told him that he never told others what he did with his friends.... As Jan was talking to the man, his name was Jeffrey, he could see him stroking his cock thru his trousers... When Jan confessed to loving the taste of cum, and even how he enjoyed rimming some of his clean pals, the man unzipped and removed his trousers and underwear... "Am I your friend?", he asked.... Dropping to his knees Jan stroked the man's balls, then grasped his rather ordinary cock and swallowed it whole... The man's knees buckled, then he grasped Jan's head in his hands and thrust forward... Jam was too experienced to let the cock choke him, putting his hand at the base of the cock he commenced to suck... suckling really, using his tongue to stimulate the underside of the helmet shapped head... Jan dropped his hand from the cock and ran it up between the cheeks of the man's spread ass... fingering the anus... He pulled the man's hips to turn him facing away, then pulling the ceeks apart he licked the length of the man's ass crack... stalling just a while at the brown spot... The man was moaning his joy at the feelings he was experiencing, and from an eleven year old at that... It was too much for the man and he whipped back around and taking Jan's head in his two hands, stuck his cock to the balls in the boy's hot mouth... He didn't last long either... blowing his load down Jan's hot young throat.. Jan kept him in his mouth, trying to get him hard again, but it just wouldn't work.. He held Jan to him and asked if he could suck Jan's cock... Jan immediately lay back and indicated he was ready... The man, it turned out, was not a bad cocksucker... Jan didn't know why he was so advanced in puberty, but he could cum a pretty good load at age ten.... Holding the man's face, Jan fucked his face, then asked the man if he could fuck his ass... The man, surprised, agreed and even had lube out there in the garage.... Jan grabbed the tube, put a little on his cock, then forced a goodly amount into the man's ass and pulling on his hips, sunk his cock all the way inside the hot body... His didn't last long either, but before he came he pulled out, wiped his cock on his shirt tail, and asked the man to drink his cum... Stunned for the moment, the man quickly agreed and jan didn't disappoint him... There were many such instances in Jan's future with the man... Finally, as a bargin struck between them, the man agreed to let Jan fuck his wife.... if Jan could convince her to do so with telling her about their relationship... Jan, being Jan, excepted the challenge...
Several days later Jan found himself alone with Mary, Jeffrey's wife, in their house... Jeffrey and his son had gone to a ball game and Jan seeing them leaving decided to have a go at the Missus... She welcomed the sturdy Jan and offered him hot chocolate, explaining that the two men in her life had left her alone for a boring old ball game... Joking of course but Jan took the opportunity to tell her that he would never leave such a lovely lady alone... Mary, surprised and pleased at the compliment from the very well developed young man, blushed a little... She was sitting at the kitchen table and seemed to have just gotten out of the shower, wearing a short housecoat and apparently nothing else... Jan couldn't stop his eyes from following the shadowdy curve of breast just inside the open lapel of the coat.. Of course Mary caught the burning look but somehow didn't seem to care... Jan, deciding that he had nothing to lose and everything to gain, reached over and placed his hand on her knee, stroking her as he told her how beautiful she was... She giggled girlishly, caught his hand in hers and asked if he had ever been with a girl before... Jan was honest and said he had fondled his sisters breast but had not gone anywhere with it... It was his sister after all...
He confessed that he had wanted to experience his first time with a real woman, not some girl and certainly not his sister... Mary took his face in her hands and gently kissed him, slowly and sexilly, entering his mouth with her tongue, teasing his lips and then finding his tongue, she pulled him to her, letting her housecoat fall open to confirm his first impression that she wore nothing beneath...
Things went well from there and they were soon in the guest room, both eager to consumate what was unquestionably illegal sex acts... Mary was excited to fondle and play with someone almost the same age as her son... She had fantasized about that many times... Jan was eager to taste a real woman's body, eager to taste the sweetness between her legs.. they slipped into a 69 body mode very quickly... Jan, being experienced with cocks, found the taste and smell of pussy much to his liking... Mary guided his mouth, exclaimed over his active tongue, found his head with her hand and pulled his face well into her hot center, all the time keeping a nursing action on his well developed cock... Jan didn't last long, Mary began swallowing his creamy offering and almost at the same time pulled harder on his head, spending generously into his willing mouth... Jan's hands had been gripping the lovely orbs of her bottom while he sucked and continued after their mutual explosion... slipping his hand into the sweaty crease, he found the little rosebud with his middle finger... meeting no resistance, he plunged inside and earned another shattering climax from his hostess.... Pulling away, Mary asked what he would like most to do... Moving up from her steaming crotch Jan answered that he really would like to put his cock inside her... With little lost movement, Mary pulled him forward, grasping his still hard member and found her opening with Jan's rigid appendage... Sinking slowly inside her, he was surprised and completely overcome with this newest sex experience... Feeling him lurching and hunching in an effort to get more of himself inside her, Mary called for him to stop.... "Easy," she cautioned, "We've plenty of time and I want to come with you... Remember, I can come more often than you but I want to enjoy every single second of this... let me teach you the ways of a woman, dearest... We have plenty of time and since I am your first love experience, I want it to be one to remember..." And so it was, both memorable and physically draining... She knew all the tricks of the experienced woman, working his cock softly with her hot tube, massaging his cock, becoming much hotter and more wet with each of her continuing orgasms... He found he could keep up with her only if he held back his orgasm, and let her run with her's... She wallowed in the illicit boy sex, asking him a dozen questions, while consuming his young essense with mature pleasure... He somehow left her with the knowledge that he was experienced with male sex, she was sure it probably with her son, though he never admitted to that. She told him she would love to see him with one of his friends, sucking each other, maybe enjoying all kinds of boy sex... He didn't promise, but did say he could maybe get something together for her..
Jan met Sarah while they were both teenagers... It wasn't instant, but they somehow recognized it as something special and managed to stay in touch through college... Sarah had taken a government job in Eugene Oregon and Jan followed, also landing a government job.. The lived together for years, then decided to marry, for all the right reasons, including the tax advantages.. Jan had talked to Sarah about his boyhood adventures and Sarah loved every story... It seemed their sex just got better as she discovered his bi-sexuality... Her own bi-sexuality would be a pleasant surprise for both of them at a later time...
This evening had been wonderful... I had sucked and fucked both husband and wife, they had both enjoyed me, in any way they chose... We would become close friends...
I came to love living in Oregon... There is a lot of sexual adventure here... I'll try and describe more of those adventures if I find it is warrented....